For a child of this age, death is so far away, but only this once

Guihai Xiuli realized how close that thing was to him, and the woman in front of him, her serious illness overnight, seemed to be able to take her away at any time.

Rubbing his red eyes, Guihai Xiuli's hands tightened a little tighter, "Sister, can you take some medicine?" ”

Follow Guihai Xili from the emperor to Huachu's palace maid Xiaoxiang, such a while, she has also cried into a tearful person, Xiaoxiang is seven years older than Guihai Xili, she has long passed the marriageable age, but she has never thought of leaving Guihai Xili, since the age of nine, Xiaoxiang was arranged to Guihai Xili's side, when guarding the emperor, Xiaoxiang accompanied Guihai Xili to get into trouble together, and tried every means to make Ouyang Yixian angry!

When I think about it now, I still feel that it is the same in front of me, but in a flash, they have grown up, and more than ten years have passed silently, in Xiaoxiang's eyes, Guihai Xili has already become her sister, she has watched her change all the way, watching her change from a girl who loves to laugh and dance, to today's woman who is extremely indifferent to anything, Xiaoxiang has almost accompanied her entire heart.

"You get up!" Xiaoxiang ran to the bed and hugged her in her arms, "You drink medicine, I don't allow you to spit it out!"

Guihai Xili smiled softly, with an unnatural flush on her face, she rolled her eyes, it was still the same ethereal and indifferent, "What are you crying about!" Glancing at Guihai Xiuli and Xiaoxiang, she whispered, "When I die, you will cry again." ”

Guihai Xiuli paused for a moment and didn't cry, but his shoulders shook violently.

The woman on the bed was already weak, as if she would leave the world at any time in the next breath, as if she would be relieved.

"Sister. Sister," he called Guihai Xili over and over again, "Don't leave Xiuli behind." ”

There was a faint helplessness in Guihai Xili's eyes, and after a long time, she said, "Xia Ying will treat you well, and I am also relieved." ”

When Xiaoxiang heard this, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped Guihai Xili in the face, and this time, it hit Guihai Xili with blood on the corner of his lips!

"What are you doing!" Guihai Xiuli stood up and cried and pushed Xiaoxiang. "Why are you hitting my sister!"

Xiaoxiang gasped. Apparently already angry. "Do you want to die like that?" she yelled with red eyes, "Sir, having a student like you is the failure of his life. ”

Guihai Xili opened his mouth and blinked. It's blurry in front of me!

I always thought I wouldn't cry, but since I shed tears for him that day, these tears have become less and less valuable.

"What are you crying about!" Xiaoxiang raised his hand and slapped again, "You give Xiu Li to Xia Ying, but Xia Ying She doesn't know when she will die, Xiu Li is only eight years old, you are her sister, your only relative, can you bear it!"

Guihai Xili coughed twice. The waves in his eyes have gradually calmed down, "Xia Ying is gone, and you and I, even if we are dead now, we don't have to worry about anything anymore." ”

Guihai Xili said. turned over on the bed, turned his back to Guihai Xiuli and Xiaoxiang, "I'm tired, let me sleep, you all go out." ”

Every word, as if she were confessing her last words, came out of her mouth.

Xiaoxiang's hands kept trembling, and she didn't do anything to wake her up with these two palms!

"Sister, sister!"

Even if Guihai Xiuli cried so much that his voice was hoarse, however, Guihai Xili did not coax this younger brother as usual.

"Get out!" lifted his hand out of the quilt, and Guihai Xili gestured with difficulty, "Don't make noise with me, let me be quiet." ”

Xiaoxiang hated iron and couldn't be strong, gritted his teeth, grabbed Guihai Xiuli's neck, and forcibly took Guihai Xiuli away regardless of whether he wanted to or not.

"Sister" Guihai Xiuli stretched out his hand to the bed, and after a while, he would kill him, and he would not leave, "You let go of me, I want to accompany my sister." ”

Xiaoxiang's cry of returning to the sea for no reason still dragged him away.

It wasn't until she was the only one in the room that Guihai Xili struggled to get up from the bed, her feet were swollen very high, and it seemed that the more she raised, the more injured she became, and those suppurations had not been properly treated!

Looking at her own legs, Guihai Xili smiled bitterly, for so long, she can live with her chest held up in Huachu until now, she has always felt that the situation is nothing more than this, she has long been unable to stand up, but now that she thinks about it, she feels that she is really tired, so tired that she never wants to stand up again, so tired that she wants to bury her head in the sand forever.

What is the meaning of living like this? Guihai Xili blinked, her eyes were still blurry, she took a deep breath, and when she looked at the wall again, she suddenly returned to a long time ago, at that time, her mother was still alive, and her father spoiled her

Of all the butterflies in Huā's garden, the only one she loves to see is the one with a lot of color on its wings

She was followed by a bunch of palace maids, she was naughty and dug ant holes, and used soil to throw the palace maids behind her, only in the face of the bright butterfly she couldn't do it, she looked at the butterfly's beautiful wings, involuntarily became obsessed, until the huā butterfly flew away, she woke up like a dream, did not get up on the ground, said anything to the butterfly just now

That was the first time she saw Ouyang Yixian!

At that time, he was still a shy young man, dressed in a green dress, with his head down, he would blush when he saw a woman of the same age as himself, Ouyang Yixian at that time always held a paintbrush, and couldn't help but paint all the beautiful things, the young man at that time did not have such a deep understanding of painting, he would not feel that there was no such thing as the world's first painter, and he would not have thought that different people would have different world's firsts in their eyes

At that time, she glanced at the strange young man, but her heart was still on the huā butterfly

She cried so sadly, she always felt that a huā butterfly had flown away and a world had collapsed, it was him! It was this man who had been holding the paintbrush and regarded the pen as more important than his own life to wipe away his tears for him!

The first time he entered the palace, he didn't know she was a princess!

"Little sister, don't cry!" was the first thing he said to her, and then the next one was exactly the same. And the butterfly that will never fly fell on her hand, rubbed her eyes, and she smiled!

The memory stopped at that smiling face.

If life was only as it first saw it, how good would it be? In this way, he would not accompany her from childhood to cardamom years, and she would not pin all the good feelings of her life on him

If there is only the smile when you first see it, then will there be a later qiē?

Guihai Xili smiled and slowly walked to the bookshelf. She limped to remove a jar from the shelf. Struggling to open the mouth of the can, this opening is very small. Before, if she wanted to put her hand through the mouth of the can, then she had to grind her wrist red. But now, Guihai Xili couldn't have imagined that she could stretch her hand out of it so easily!

But in just a few days, she actually lost so much weight!

Shaking his head with a smile, Guihai Xili groped at the bottom of the jar, trying to find the almonds soaked in the crane top red, however, after touching back and forth for a while, the bottom of the jar was completely empty.

Xiaoxiang, who had already left just now. The Heavy General kicked the door open, "What are you looking for?

Shaking the silver bottle in his hand, Xiaoxiang asked, "Do you want to die like that?"

Without getting any answer, Xiaoxiang walked to Guihai Xili in a few steps. Zhi put the thing in his hand into her palm, "You drink, you drink, see the blood seal your throat!"

Xiaoxiang was originally returning to Haixili, but she didn't expect that this woman really opened the bottle, raised her head and poured all the medicine into it. Middle!

Xiaoxiang's body shrank, and his teeth itched with hatred, "You really drink, you really drink"

Every time he said a word, he seemed to be poked, and Xiaoxiang's eyes were indescribably disappointed!

Fortunately, the heel in this bottle is not Heding Red, just the most ordinary medicinal juice.

After entering the mouth, Guihai Xili also sensed that something was wrong, and before she could come to consciousness, her body began to automatically reject the potion of Yiqiē, and involuntarily spit out all the medicinal juice in her stomach.

Her belief in death is so strong!

Xiaoxiang doesn't know what kind of pressure she has been facing over the years, so that as soon as she collapses, she becomes like this!

"Like Mr., you're not the only one!" Xiaoxiang didn't expect that he would dare to shout out the words that he had hidden in his heart for so long.

Obviously, Guihai Xili didn't know this before, and she was also stunned, not daring to believe what she had heard.

"What did you say!" Guihai Xili's lips trembled a little, "You like the teacher?"

Xiaoxiang sat on the ground weakly, she covered her face, and tears fell out of her fingers, "People like Mr., yes, I like her, so I don't go out of the palace, and I don't marry, I like Mr., I won't be lower than you!" You are a student of Mr., he puts all his thoughts on you, he teaches you to draw, teaches you to read, feeds you medicine when you are sick, you have so many memories with your husband, but even if I can never marry for him for the rest of my life, but, Mr. doesn't know my heart, he only knows my name, because I am by your side, but it's not a big deal, I still like her!" Xiaoxiang looked at Guihai Xili firmly, "This is my own business, I don't want to cause any trouble to my husband! Sir is not yours, why do you have to influence the person he likes, whether the person in Mr. painting's painting is Sister Tingge, or Queen Mona, what does it have to do with you? What qualifications do you have to live or die because of this?"

Xiaoxiang didn't know how much Guihai Xili had listened to, and she didn't know if she would seek death again.

Guihai Xili never thought that Xiaoxiang, who was beside her, actually had such emotions, which made her too surprised, her body was so sad, she had reached the critical point of Guihai Xili from body to heart, and she always felt that she couldn't live.

Squatting down, Guihai Xili began to vomit, there was nothing in his stomach, and finally he had to start vomiting blood!

Looking at the red on the floor, Guihai Xili sneered again, when he was young, in the palace of the emperor, there was also a concubine who often coughed up blood, and the imperial doctor said that she was heartbroken, and there was no cure for that disease, as long as the mood was relaxed, he would not cough up blood, and people would get better.

That was the first time Guihai Xili knew about that kind of disease, in her young heart, she always felt that her father's concubine Yan was just a madman, but now Guihai Xili knows what kind of woman his father missed. Maybe looking at the entire back and palace, there will be no one who loves him more than Concubine Yan.

Wiping the blood on the ground, it turned out that this was called heart blood, Guihai Xili was in a mess in his mind, and he staggered to his feet, and then, his eyes were dark, and he didn't know anything

Hearing the movement in the room, Xiaoxiang hurriedly rushed in, but fortunately, the bookshelf was knocked over by Guihai Xili. Otherwise. I'm afraid no one in their cold palace will find out that she is wrong.

And he saw the puddle of blood on the ground. Xiaoxiang was soft alone, and her legs trembled so much that she began to regret what kind of person Guihai Xili was. No one knows this better than she does, but she's pushed her to this point!

Xiaoxiang ran and rushed out in general, "Sir, sir!"

She ran to Ouyang Yixian's palace, but there was no one inside, and the little girls in his room didn't know where he went.

Xiaoxiang felt that the whole world was dark

When Xia Ying saw Xiaoxiang, her body was already wet with sweat, and her hair was still dripping with sweat. Those who don't know will only think that Xiaoxiang fell into the water, and it is completely impossible to guess on the sweat side.

As soon as he saw Xia Ying, Xiaoxiang knelt down and kowtowed heavily. In just two clicks, blood was already printed on the floor.

Xia Ying had never seen Xiaoxiang, and she didn't know that she would be the person next to Guihai Xili!

"Please, please!" Xiaoxiang could only say these words, Xia Yingleng for a while, and after watching it for a while, she felt that she wouldn't be acting, so she stroked Xiaoxiang up from the ground with one hand, "Who are you, what do you have to say, please speak slowly." ”

Xia Ying sighed, stopping Xiaoxiang from kowtowing again, "She's going to die, she won't live long!" Speaking of this, tears were already falling.

"Who?" said Xia Ying.

"Return to Hai Xili!" Xiaoxiang cried bitterly, "She won't live long, she's dying." ”

Xia Ying's heart suddenly hung up, for some people, even if she never gives you a good face, you will still involuntarily have a good impression of her!

There is no doubt that for Guihai Xili, Xia Ying is this feeling, "How is it possible!" Xia Ying's mind is still thinking of the scene two days ago, she came to tell her the scene of the painting, this is just a lot of situation, how can she not live?

Xia Ying lifted her feet and wanted to go to see Guihai Xili, but was knocked on the shoulders by Xiaoxiang heavily, "No, where are you going?" Without waiting for Xia Ying to reply, Xiaoxiang continued, "Please, please go to Mr. Ouyang and let him see her for the last time." ”

Xia Ying opened her mouth, "I know where he is!"

Xiaoxiang wanted to cry and laugh, his head was hit with blood, and he was a little dizzy.

Shicai, Xiaoxiang wanted to find Ouyang Yixian, and there was a breath hanging there, so he could run so many roads, after a while, as soon as he heard that Ouyang Yixian could be found, Xiaoxiang's heart was dissipated, and it was barely enough to stand up on his legs, let alone run.

Xia Ying saw her like this, squatted down and carried Xiaoxiang on her back, "What about Xiuli?"

Xiaoxiang didn't think that Xia Ying would carry her up, and said slightly, "He was locked up by me, if Xiu Li knew that she was dying, I, I"

Xiaoxiang didn't know what to do at all, and when she thought of what was going to happen next, her tears began to fall down again, smashing directly behind Xia Ying's collar.

"Did you call the doctor?"

Xiaoxiang choked up, "I screamed, but she couldn't drink the medicine, she vomited as soon as she drank it, and she hadn't eaten rice water for four or five days." ”

If you don't eat rice and water for four or five days, for a person who doesn't know martial arts, he will have lost half his life a long time ago.

Xia Ying moved briskly with light skills, before, Ouyang Yixian had left with Situ Qinglian, if there was no accident, the two of them should be up.

When he came to Situ Qinglian's palace, there was laughter and laughter inside, and Chunyu was holding a water jade plate in his hand, and a pen was being set up on it

In the courtyard, Ouyang Yixian was painting quickly, and there were many people around him, including Situ Qinglian, who was also among them: "This poem is interesting, Mr. Ouyang's sentence is actually a riddle, right?"

"Niangniang is smart, and the next sentence is a riddle. Ouyang Yixian narrowed his eyes, still holding the painted cat's money bag in his hand, "But, I wonder if Niangniang has guessed the answer to the riddle?"

"This riddle is very difficult to guess!" The palace maid shrugged her shoulders slightly, "This is the number one painter in the world, if you want to change careers another day, it is not bad to be a lantern riddle merchant!"

"Thank you for the girl's advice, I'll consider it later. ”

The little palace maid laughed, "You don't really take it seriously, do you!"

Situ Qingpian is not happy with the maids here. is like a few good sisters, it can be seen that Situ Qinglian is not harsh on people on weekdays, and the joy in the room is melting, and the laughter is fragrant.

Xiaoxiang gritted his teeth, thinking of the bleak scene of Guihai Xili who had not even been lifted up after he fell, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

Chu Jiu was the first person to see Xia Ying, "I don't know if the queen is here, what is the reason for this!"

This faint sentence stopped the laughter in the room, and Situ Qing took pity on everyone around him. It seems to be other than herself. Everyone has an inexplicable hostility towards Xia Ying. It can be seen that Situ Qinglian is really popular with the people.

"Why are you here?" only Situ Qinglian smiled unabated, and hurriedly took the rice paper, "You can take a look." Can you guess what this mystery is?"

When he saw Xiaoxiang, Situ Qinglian also paused suddenly, "Xiaoxiang, what's wrong with you?

In the queen of Hua Chu and in the palace, only Situ Qinglian has a better relationship with Guihai Xili!

At the beginning, Guihai Xili would tell a few jokes to Situ Qinglian, but gradually, Guihai Xili no longer paid attention to Situ Qinglian. Xiaoxiang only regarded Guihai Xili's temperament as getting weaker and weaker, but later, she also found out that Guihai Xili would be afraid of Situ Qinglian. They weren't as good as they were at the beginning, and maybe there were other reasons.

"Xiaoxiang!" Ouyang Yixian also recognized her, "Did you follow Xi Li to Huachu? I can't recognize you anymore, your appearance has changed a lot." ”

Xiaoxiang's heart was a little sour, so he raised his head.

Ouyang Yixian suddenly found her forehead that had broken her skin, "What's wrong with you?"

Xia Ying put Xiaoxiang down from her back.

"Sir!" Xiaoxiang knelt at Ouyang Yixian's feet, she cried and hugged his legs and pants tightly, "Sir, please go and see Xi Li, the last side!"

By the end, I couldn't cry!

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Ouyang Yixian's face turned a little whiter, "Don't talk nonsense, I saw her a few days ago, except for losing some weight, she looks healthy!"

Ouyang Yixian retreated again and again, as if he was running away from something.

"Mother!" Chunyu also called, "What's wrong with you!"

Situ Qinglian steadied her footsteps, "What do you say is wrong with Xili?" Situ Qinglian was originally a military general, and her voice was soft and glutinous on weekdays, but it was dark, for a while, her tone was mixed with a lot of prestige, "You dare to say a word nonsense, this palace will tear your mouth!"

Speaking lightly, Situ Qinglian shouted behind him again, "Come on, call all the imperial doctors in the Tai Hospital to the noble person, but also send a post to Mr. Ghost and Miss Lin, and ask them to also go and see the noble person." The anger on Situ Qinglian's face was obvious, and he turned his head and shouted to the nearest palace maid beside him, "You don't want to go quickly!"

Xia Ying went to pull Ouyang Yixian's cuffs, "Don't talk nonsense, let's go first." ”

"No!" Ouyang Yixian's head shook like a sifting chaff, "If you can't go down, what do you say, don't dare to look at Xili again!"

"Sir!" Xiao Xiang shouted hatefully, "If it weren't for my girl, would Sir think you would still be standing here?"

I don't know when, Xiaoxiang was already facing Ouyang Yixian and mentioned Ouyang Yixian's collar, "My girl, she married Hua Chu because of you, don't you know?"

- She married Hua Chu because of you!

She married Hua Chu because of you!

Ouyang Yixian blinked, and for a moment, Xia Ying couldn't see which side of this man was showing now.

It's not that she didn't think about it, it's just that Ouyang Yixian never dared to think about it, but now, someone shouted it so bluntly, Ouyang Yixian opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word.

There was a wind blowing, and a huā butterfly was startled from the huā flower and flew gently past Ouyang Yixian's eyes

Is this one the butterfly of that year?