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S City, a famous tourist city, Wudang Mountain, the holy land of Taoism, looks at Shennongjia in the southwest, Daba Mountain in the west, Qinling in the north, surrounded by mountains, surrounded by green mountains and green waters, the air is surrounded by clouds, a veritable mountain city, the S city in the early morning of winter is colder, a few people are scattered on the straight street, and the colorful street lamps flashing on the side of the road illuminate the whole street.

In a unit building, in a dark room, the light of the computer display screen reflected Xu Feng's face, gritting his teeth, his eyes were crazy, he kept pressing the left mouse button, slapping the keyboard, and on the computer screen, Li Kui Dianyu was displayed with a high magnification field, and his hand speed was getting faster and faster, but he couldn't stop falling down. In the small unit rented by Xu Feng, the sound of knock, knock, knock, the sound of hammering the door, followed by the roar of an angry man: "Xu Feng, you open the door for Lao Tzu", Xu Feng's father's voice Xu Kai. "Xu Feng, open the door quickly, your father and I have something to ask you" Then came the anxious voice of Xu Feng's mother Fengqing. Xu Feng heard of it and continued to tap on the keyboard, completely inappropriate for their existence. There was a knock on the door, and the whole unit building gradually lit up.

"In the middle of the night, the old Xu family trained his son at home again"

"I have to go to work tomorrow, the baby has to go to school, do you want people to sleep"

"It's only been less than a month, what has his son done?" Xu Kai just knocked on the door and yelled from time to time. There was only the sound of the keyboard in the room, and Xu Feng hid into the game as a whole, regardless of its roar and others. The computer screen score was zero in the end, the keyboard flew up, and the unit door was directly knocked open. A tall and old figure rushed in directly and came to Xu Feng's single room, Xu Kai roared, "Where did the 200,000 purchase money you made the day before yesterday go, the other party kept saying that I didn't receive it, I took your remittance slip to check, but it turned out to be remitted to your account, huh!?" I think of the day before yesterday, on a whim, I want to take the 200,000 yuan of the payment to make this book, win a 20,000 pocket money, with my own experience, no problem, and then the next day in the customer remittance, a half day late who will not find out, how do you know that only the beginning of 20,000 is won, and finally think about the last hand, the last hand, until the end, just 200,000 are gone, I love to gamble, but I don't love myself, it's really a feeling of falling out of love, empty and empty, I really want to gamble, and I want to continue to gamble, otherwise the emptiness will tear open the wound and pull myself into the gray and depressed and desperate world。 Xu Feng got up from the stool, looked at his parents and said silently: "The money is lost", Xu Kai heard the voice, his body shook, like an erupting former volcano was silent, Feng Qing showed a painful expression on his face, and the room was as quiet as a moment before the storm, everything stopped. The next moment Xu Kai stretched out his palm, raised his arm, and was ready to fight, Xu Feng didn't hide, but the moment he touched Xu Feng's face, his calloused hands stopped, and then Xu Kai trembled and pointed at Xu Feng "You roll, you roll, I don't want to see you again, I didn't give birth to you", Fengqing's tears fell "Feng'er, why are you, obsessed, I haven't changed my teachings, I have said it many times, I am not gambling, this is it... Xu Feng was silent, knowing why he couldn't quit all the time, he would be really crazy if he didn't gamble, he couldn't tell it, he stood in front of Xu Feng for obvious reasons, he loved his parents, every time he saw the gray hair of his parents' hard work, he wanted to take over the burden on them, hoping that they would pay attention to their bodies and enjoy the joy of heaven and man as soon as possible, Feng Qing said in a throat You said you, let you get married and feel at ease early, ask someone to find a relationship to introduce you to how many blind dates, meet and talk about it well, and don't contact each other when you come back, several other parties also asked me to ask you what's going on, what kind of sin is this, I owe you in my last life" Xu Feng continued to be silent, maybe it was fate, recalling that every time he talked about an object, only when he was hurt, he had feelings for her, and the way to get along with others was to hate her, let her hate herself, and she couldn't get along happily with the surroundings, why did this happen, it's not that I love my parents and you, I also hate you, I don't want to be with my parents, I'm worried about you, I'm with you, I have a lot of anger for no reason, a kind of depression, I have seen a psychiatrist, but I can't face you face to face together, and I don't know how to untie it, sometimes I really want to go crazy。 Mom, you ask the Buddha to bless me every day, it is better to find me and communicate with me, you mean that it has been transmitted from the Buddha to me, but from your sincerity in worshiping the Buddha, but it has always been cruel to my heart, love for me, only feel reprimand, is the exquisite pattern left by the belt on my body.

sighed slightly in his heart, let's go, instead of torturing each other, it is better to leave, seeing Xu Feng walking out, Xu Kai's face turned pale, his lips trembled, as if he wanted to open his mouth or didn't say anything, Feng Qing shouted loudly at this time: "Don't go, child and his father?" After speaking, he looked at Xu Kai and saw that Xu Kai was silent. Feng Qing's eyes were full of tears and hateful voice: "Don't go, return the money first, you are leaving, the mobile phone you usually wear and live in, which one is not the money from the family." Seeing Xu Feng's body walking forward, a little expectation rose in Feng Qing's eyes, and then he saw Xu Feng throw a beautiful arc of his mobile phone on the bed, take off his coat, sweater, woolen pants, and shoes, and leave a sentence of "I will pay back the money", and walked out of the door, Feng Qing's cry came from the unit, "You never come back".

Walking out of the community, walking on the street, although there is no wind, the winter air is still cold, thinking that the spirit overcomes the cold, a faint heat rises in the dantian all over the body, and the body is better. Since he was a child, Xu Feng's health was not good, after the operation at the age of one, he often had nightmares, minor illnesses continued, and he was deeply tormented, at that time, he watched the rhubarb that accompanied him roll into a ball and slept in the snow in winter, and the moldy food was still eaten as if it was okay, and he was still alive and jumping, and he was amazed, after a stomach ache in the night, he couldn't go to the hospital, the rural road traffic was very inconvenient, and the medical treatment was backward, and there were only grandfathers and grandmothers at home, and he learned rhubarb to roll into a ball like a ball, and he exhaled when he put his nose on the tail and drooped his head, and it didn't take long for him to feel a little heat in his lower abdomen, and the pain from his stomach was reducedAfter a while, the heat disappeared, the pain began again, the heat came and went, at least it could alleviate the pain, survive the night, from then on, I was not feeling well and learned to sleep with rhubarb, and I slept in the kennel for a while, and I couldn't stand it at home, so I was allowed to sleep at the foot of the bed, and then I rolled up to sleep and the back also gave birth to a heat, and I could be filled with heat, and I was sad when I thought of rhubarb, but unfortunately the grave of rhubarb was not established.

First of all, I want to find a place to sleep, go to the riverbank park, I didn't want to go home before, and it was not once or twice that I rolled up the wild and slept on the grass, and walked towards the riverbank in the west of the city, and the image of a single barefoot and thin-clothed person met pedestrians along the way, and at a glance there was nothing, and the robbers wanted to rob and didn't want to waste their strength. The night of the West River Park, light and dark alternately, the shade of the trees is sufficient, the night is wrapped in red lights and green leaves, the night market on the side of the river embankment is the lively time, many night cats buy drunk here, fox friends and dog friends gather here, bragging, singing, changing wave after wave, the boss business is happy. Xu Feng walked through the night market and went straight to the upper reaches of the river, where the air is better, closer to the mountains, darker, quieter, it's time to get to the place, calm down and plan for the future life, no sadness, no regrets, as long as you don't think about your parents and your own bad fate, your heart is as peaceful as the night in this park.

Passing by the stone arch bridge in the park standing there, Xu Feng looked at the moon in the sky, pure mirror, and suddenly didn't want to do anything, so he looked at it in a daze for a while. A couple passing by, with a look away from the neurotic, quickly left him, two men and a woman walked on the other side of the bridge, seeing that they were also from the other side of the bridge to detour, at this time Xu Feng suddenly opened his eyes, his pupils shrank, a look of disbelief, the moon began to crack in the middle of a black gap, meandering and spreading, pulling away to both sides, the moon in the sky just now was gone, replaced by a black chaotic sky shrouded the entire Xihe sky, everyone was shocked and raised their heads to look at the sky, grew their mouths, a legendary UFO slowly appeared, UFO round, about thousands of meters in diameter, flashing light, the UFO seems, getting closer and closer, It seems to be pressed down, to everyone shudder, suddenly the center of the UFO lower disk released a transparent white pillar of light, below the middle position, the naked eye can see a figure in the light slowly rising, Xu Fenggang was still surprised, before he had time to think, he was illuminated by a transparent pillar of light, and flew up, the three men and one woman on the opposite side looked at Xu Feng's back and grew their mouths in surprise, could it be that person is an alien, UFO took him home, the figure entered the UFO inside, and the light pillar disappeared, and the UFO disappeared immediately. The moon was still bright in the sky, the breeze was gusting by the river, and nothing had happened, when the city's air defense sirens sounded, everyone in the city was startled, and the next day, the headlines of the major news media showed a vague picture of a figure slowly rising towards the flying saucer in a pillar of light.

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