Chapter 19 Confession of the Night

The moon falls and the light is clear, reflecting the water and condensing the light, the Nine Lotus Pavilion is dark and the lights are dim, but there is a faint sigh floating in the wind on the courtyard water corridor, and there is no Qiluo incense in the ears, and the Tianhe is a little cool.

No matter how arrogant she is, she has nothing to do with me, and although I don't like her temperament, I have no reason to blame her. ”

"Squeak. A whispering whisper came from somewhere, but a laugh was heard following:

"You still know what kind of medicine is bitter and unpleasant, but don't forget, there is another sentence that medicine is three parts poison. His arsenic and my honey are just whether they are pleasing or not, and have nothing to do with the words themselves. She hates me, and no matter what I say, she won't make him happy, so I shouldn't say anything like this, or I'm afraid it will be self-defeating...... If it were me, if someone accuses me of this, I'm afraid I won't be reconciled......"

"Squeak, squeak. The stumble came again.

"No, you are wrong, hatred and suffering cannot be compared, and it is not possible to determine who suffers more and whose burden is heavier simply because of the number of lives involved. Actually, she said it well, I really can't understand her state of mind, because in this world, there is no one who can empathize with the suffering of others......"

"Squeak. ”

"Yes, Shu Yang stopped him at that time, but I am afraid that this is also the reason, he is kind, but he is too worried. Why should I let others know about the past events that I have encountered? Not to mention that I have no deep friendship, and it is a stupid thing to open my heartache just to compete with others, how could I want to rely on this to force Yunqing's head? No. ”

The breeze is blowing. The sound of lotus leaves and water fluctuations sounded in the night, with the soft chirping of insects, sending a whisper.

"I just remembered a long time ago. It should be when I first went to Yunyang, I also hated it in my heart. But in the first ten years in Fuxi Ding, Tan Yue worked hard to save his life, ......and even took his own life in the end; All of this is actually my luck.

"I won't complain. But there are some things, but after all, I have to ask for an explanation and ask for clarification, otherwise I really don't know what the value of my life is. A hundred years later, I'm afraid that I will be even more shameless to face Luo Tian. Therefore, I must spare my life and blessings, and I can't fall down before a qiē is broken. Because of this, even if you want to have trouble with Yunqing again this time. I will definitely go down the mountain with Shu Yang. Together with him, through talent and wisdom, to the end. ”

"Squeak, squeak. This time, the cry was a little soft, like a coquettish call, but in exchange for Luan Ge laughing:

"Well, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't have let you stay with her and then reprimanded you like that. ”

A sigh erupted. Luan Ge's voice turned stunned: "I don't know why Yun Wan is close to me, so I can only plan for it." Follow her wishes, and see what she wants to do, but in this way, Yunqing's girl will definitely be more resentful of me, only when I take away her sisters, so I let you accompany her these days. She is hateful, but she is not vicious, and she is just a spoiled idiot......"

As she spoke, she poked the six taels in her arms: "Don't think I don't know you, I'm just afraid that she has given you a lot of good things to eat these days, and don't get cheap and sell well, but I obviously feel that you are a lot fatter than before! ”

The night breeze swayed, kneading the sound of the Nine Lotus Pavilion with the chuckle, and I don't know where to send the murmuring with the quiet water.

Listening to the perfume pavilion, Shu Yang slowly squatted down, looked at Yun Qing, who was sitting on the ground crying and sobbing, and motioned to Yun Wan to help her wipe her tears.

Seeing this, Yun Wan stepped forward, but before she could touch Yun Qing, she slapped her wrist away, and almost even the handkerchief in her hand fell to the ground. Seeing this, Yun Wan could only look at Shu Yang with a little embarrassment, saying that she couldn't do anything.

In desperation, Shu Yang had no choice but to sit on the ground, but fortunately, he listened to the velvet blankets spread all over the perfume pavilion, and he didn't feel cold to the bone.

took the handkerchief from Yun Wan's hand and instructed her to continue to check tomorrow's luggage, Shu Yang handed the handkerchief in his hand to Yun Qing and said, "Take it, wipe your tears first." ”

Yunqing cried so sadly that even Shu Yang didn't want to pay attention to it, so she simply turned her head around, still crying to herself.

Shu Yang frowned, the hand that handed the handkerchief did not move, but his complexion was not as gentle as Fang Cai, and he said with a little coldness:

"If you want to keep crying, then keep crying. It's okay if you don't want to go down the mountain tomorrow, the flowers and plants on the mountain and the rejuvenating grass field are lacking people to take care of them, and Yunyang Mountain doesn't mind one more person opening their mouths to eat - just if that's the case, you first said that I will help you and return the family wealth that your aunt took for you, but I'm afraid that there will be no more chance. ”

As soon as Shu Yang's words came out, Yunqing's crying stopped abruptly, even though she still had tears in her eyes, she obviously suppressed her feelings, and turned her grievances into low sobs, crying loudly but never daring again.

Seeing Yun Qing take the handkerchief and wipe the tears on her face, Shu Yang's complexion soothed a little, and he changed to a comfortable sitting position opposite her.

Yunqing wiped away her tears little by little, until the sobbing stopped, and then she spoke with a grievance, but this time, she didn't shed tears:

"It's not what she said...... I didn't forget my father and mother, I didn't think about it, and I didn't want to connive at those wicked people who occupied the magpie's nest, she couldn't say that about me, she didn't understand anything, she didn't know anything...... She is loved by someone who understands me......"

Shu Yang's brows furrowed, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't make a sound after all, only listening to Yun Wan's voice getting lower and lower, and watching the silent tears oozing from the corners of her eyes again:

"I'm not cowardly, I'm not arrogant, I just feel like my parents are still there, as if they haven't left me, they're just going on a long trip, and they'll come back after a while, bring me new clothes, bring me good food, and then continue to spoil me and get used to me, just like before, nothing has changed......

"I have a bad temper, but Sister Yunwan and the master protect me the same. No matter what I did wrong, don't blame me, everyone treats me well, not everyone thinks of me to die. Thinking that I would disappear and swallow up my family's possessions...... But this qiē was originally good, why did it change when Luange came?

"Since she woke up, the master treated her so well and let her live in the Nine Lotus Pavilion; Liuliang wanted to follow her and ignore me; Yun Wan also lost her temper with me to make friends with Luan Ge, everyone revolved around her, spoiled her and murdered me...... This qiē reminds me all the time that no one likes me, everyone hates me, and I have nothing. Everything I have is a bubble of self-deception......

"Master, I'm really scared...... I'm really scared...... Yunqing really has nothing, no father. If you don't have any relatives, you won't even be there now...... No more ......"

By the end of the words, Yunqing's tears were already all over her face, and even her words were already sobbing and stumbling.

But this time. Shu Yang didn't interrupt her silently. Instead, they fell into contemplation.

Yun Wan, who was cleaning up on the side, couldn't help but stop her movements as early as when Shu Yang said that she wanted to help Yun Qing get justice for this trip, just as she secretly wondered why Yun Qing was so unwilling when she heard Luan Ge's accusation, she had already asked for the master's grace to be the master with her, Yun Qing's words later floated into her ears again, but she couldn't bear it again.

Especially when she heard Yun Qing mention her words, she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and the little mustard that was originally born because of Yun Qing's evil words gradually dissipated.

Put down the work in your hands. She stepped forward and squatted down, holding Yun Qing, who was already crying with red and swollen eyes, in her arms. I only felt a slight sourness in my heart.

Since last year, the master took the two of them up the mountain, at the beginning, Mei Xiangwu was originally a room for one person, but the little girl in her arms ran to her house that night, holding the pillow and quilt, and looked at herself timidly, saying that she was afraid of the dark and wanted to sleep with her.

At that time, I still laughed at her for being timid, but later on, although Yunqing was occasionally strong and unreasonable, but more, she was like a child who needed her own shelter and care, just like her little sister, all the bad temper, just because she was the closest person.

It wasn't until half a year later that Yunqing lived back in her house, but this year, the two of them have been with each other all the time, but she didn't know that she had such a weight in Yunqing's heart, and it wasn't until she cried out that she realized how much stimulation and hurt her behavior these days had brought her, and how much she had thought about it out of thin air......

Thinking of this, Yun Wan hugged Yun Qing's arm and tightened it again, and her voice was also with a little pity:

"I'm sorry, Yun Qing is good, Yun Wan won't want you, she won't want you, we are still good sisters, and we will be with each other for a long time, just like before...... It's not going to change...... It's not going to change...... I didn't expect it...... Unexpected...... Sorry ......"

Leaning on Yun Wan's arms, the tears on Yun Qing's face dripped more and more, but the hands holding Yun Wan back became tighter and tighter.

After a long time, until the two of them recovered, Shu Yang smiled shallowly, patted Yunqing's shoulder and said:

"Don't think about it, since I took you up the mountain and got a call from the master, I naturally want to be the master for you, and naturally I won't want you. Relax your mind and go back to rest in a while, so as not to cry again after being tired from the bumps in the road tomorrow. ”

When Yun Qing heard this, her face couldn't help but turn red, showing a little shame, and she lowered her head.

But this glance made her see her spitting posture, so she hurriedly stood up again, then nodded seriously, and straightened her clothes, then rubbed her eyes, straightened her posture and looked at Shu Yang and said, "Let the master smile." ”

Looking at her cautious appearance, the corners of Shu Yang's lips curved, and he also stood up, and said softly: "It's okay." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Yun Wan again and asked, "Can you check the things?" If there is nothing wrong with it, then take Yun Qing back as soon as possible, you two have a good rest, there is still a day to go tomorrow, be careful not to sleep well on the road and miss the fun again." ”

"Back to the master, everything is packed. ”

Yun Wan nodded gratefully, then glanced at Yun Qing, both smiled, and then bowed and walked outside the Perfume Pavilion.

Shu Yang looked at this qiē and couldn't help but look soothed.

came, but saw Yun Qing, who had just arrived at the door, paused again, turned his head and looked at Shu Yang, with a little hesitation and embarrassment, as if he had something to say but didn't know how to speak.

Shu Yang had already walked behind the bookcase at the moment, and was about to pick up the pen to write something, but when he looked up, he saw that Yunqing wanted to speak and stopped, so he put down the pen in his hand and said softly: "Is there anything else?"

Yunqing nodded, as if thinking of something, but shook her head violently, but in the end, she couldn't stop nodding.

Shu Yang looked at her funny appearance, and couldn't help laughing: "If you have anything to say, just say it, it's not an outsider, just ask for it and go to rest." ”

Hearing this, Yun Qing looked at Shu Yang, and seemed to have a lot of courage before he spoke: "Master, does the master like Luan Ge......? Be...... It's the kind of love that you like!"

After speaking, she felt that her whole heart was in her throat, and she looked at Shu Yang like a timid deer.

Yun Wan didn't expect Yun Qing to say such a thing at this time, and was about to pull her arm to signal not to say more, but after thinking about Fang Cai's situation, thinking of Yun Qing's changes in the past few days, and those thoughts that she didn't know when, she didn't make any moves.

Because she also wants to know what Shu Yang thinks, wants the little girl in front of her to see clearly, wants her to understand whether there is any hope for her persistence, whether it is in vain, and wants her to get an exact explanation.

When Shu Yang heard this, his face was stunned, he never expected Yun Qing to ask this, nor did he guess that the reason why Yun Qing asked was that he had a love for him.

Looking at Yun Wan and Yun Qing at the door, they both looked at him with expectant eyes, and he couldn't help but touch his nose, wondering if he had made any outrageous moves towards Luan Ge, so that they had some misunderstanding.

But after thinking about it, he felt that he hadn't done anything undeserved in the past few days, not to mention that he hadn't met Luan Ge much often, and even if he did, it was only separated by a distance, except for ......

Thinking that he had touched Luange's head several times today, Shu Yang's face stiffened, but when he thought about it, where did he like it, but it was ...... Maybe I think that girl is funny?......

Thinking of this, he came back to his senses and smiled with a little teasing: "Although I don't know what kind of liking you like 'this like' and 'that like', but in the eyes of your master, she is just a child, just like you." ”

Hearing the previous sentence, a trace of joy flashed in Yun Qing's eyes, but when the second half of the sentence came out, her face turned gloomy.

Seeing this, Yun Wan hurriedly shook her hand and signaled her not to pay attention, Yun Qing's complexion returned to normal, bent over and saluted Shu Yang Yingying, curled her lips and said: "Let the master laugh, Yun Qing will also play with you, you actually answer so seriously, haha, you have been deceived!"

Saying that, without waiting for Shu Yang to answer, he smiled mischievously at him first: "Master, let's step back first." ”

Then he pulled Yun Wan, who hadn't reacted yet, and ran out of the door.

Out of the Perfume Pavilion, Yun Wan came back to her senses and was about to speak, but saw Yun Qing breathe a sigh of relief first, and then looked at the full moon in the sky to block her words:

"Sister Yunwan, don't say it, I know everything...... I know it all...... I just want to get the right word......"

"You ......" the corners of Yun Wan's lips moved, but after all, she just stretched out her arm and hugged her.

Holding Yun Wan back, although Yun Qing's voice was soft, it already showed a decisive meaning:

"Sister Yun Wan, don't worry, I won't make trouble anymore. Luan Ge's little girl is right, if I really care, I shouldn't run away, I shouldn't blame others, but I should think about how to solve the problem. This time I went down the mountain, I will definitely get back what belongs to me, and the rest of the things will be talked about later......"

The full moon is silent, and the qiē is shrouded in kindness, and the qiē seems to have returned to its original appearance, all the qiē are new, just waiting for a better beginning, so that the sentient beings bathed in its radiance can obtain this peace and serenity.

In the Nine Lotus Pavilion, Luan Ge was lying on the bed with his eyes open, quietly looking at a place in the darkness, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

There was silence in all directions, but suddenly there was a noise at the door, and she couldn't help but reach out and reflexively hold the long whip under the pillow. (To be continued.) )

ps:qaq today's sports meeting is busy for a day.,Only time to code words at night.,Before the hard loss of the manuscript brain pumping a day to send out.,And then you can only write now.,I hope you don't dislike being late to qaq~ By the way, if we build a book friend group, will someone come to play?