A few days later, perhaps because of the frustration, I was poisoned by the company gas, which was the mildest kind of poisoning, vomiting and diarrhea.

To put it mildly, I can't help my stomach at all, and my pants are all pulled inside. And the body collapsed, vomiting every 5 minutes, vomiting with nothing in the stomach, and collapsed to the ground after vomiting.

This is still the mildest one, and I really don't know what will happen to the serious ones.

At that time, I was like a betrayal of my relatives, and others were jealous that I had such a beautiful, gentle and virtuous girlfriend, and they all said that I was not worthy of her. I knew it was my fault, but even some of my best friends at the time said the same thing about me.

I think that if it were my friend, even if he was wrong, I would not stand on some commanding heights to count him down as a "giant" or even educate him, after all, he is my friend! No matter how he is, I am on his side! Even if it is just comfort?

On the day I was hospitalized, only one junior high school classmate came to see me, and everyone else wished that this girlfriend would leave me, and they all felt that this was the only way to end up being fair.

That day, I hugged my classmate and cried uncontrollably. After I left the hospital, my life began to change slowly.

It's just that I didn't expect that time has passed, and it has been almost 10 years since I met her again in front of me.

In the middle, I also inquired about her news and got her wedding photo.

Why am I sitting in the position of deputy director today? How did I work hard? Starting as an ordinary employee, with no background or technology, I just walked step by step?

It's because at that time, like a psychopath, I washed out her wedding photos and enlarged them and carried them with me.

Every morning when I wake up, I look at this wedding photo, deliberately hurt myself, turn my grief into strength, and then deceive myself and tell myself that if I work hard and achieve something, she will know and she will come back.

In the end, the deputy director has become the deputy director, and there is a lot of room for future development. As for people, they are much more mature and stable.

What about her?

But we met here......

A girl next to me toasted me, interrupting my thoughts, "Handsome guy, I salute you." ”

I mechanically picked up my glass and said to her, "We've all drunk too much today, so let's drink less." ”

The reason why I say this is to remind these people not to toast me casually, annoying!

The girl smiled awkwardly, "I did it, you feel free." ”

I only took one sip, and in just one minute, I felt like I had reminisced about the last ten years, like a slideshow playing.

Yang Yongchen saw the change in my mood, so he leaned over and asked me with a wine glass and a smile, "What's wrong, brother?

"Hmm. ”

"Brother, you have a really good eye! This former sister-in-law is so beautiful! Brother is fine, don't worry! Brother will help you get her out at night!"

After hearing this, I was furious, and immediately grabbed Yang Yongchen's clothes, "I'll tell you! I can tolerate anything and accept it! If you say this kind of thing again, I'll stab you to death right now!"

With that, I held a cup in my right hand and prepared to shatter it, trying to use the fragments as a bladed weapon.

Yang Yongchen was also very surprised that I would have such a reaction at that time, and even calmed my emotions one after another, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment for a while.

Finally I figured it out.

Why should I? What right do I have to be angry? Do I want her to see me like this after so many years?

What's wrong with me? Smoking, drinking, now it's okay, plus a baccarat, what right do I have to see her again? My heart hurts a little.

Eventually, Yang Yongchen and I stayed for a few minutes before leaving.

I wanted to talk to her but didn't dare because I didn't think I was qualified.

Walking on the streets of Macau, I was a little dazed by the neon lights, but I didn't notice any difference between Macau and the city I live in. For a moment, I wished God would help me drop something and kill me!

"Brother, are you going back on your night flight?" I didn't speak, and I didn't know if I wanted to go back.

"Brother, if you are in a bad mood, stay for a few more days, if you want to go back, I will take you to the airport, go back and have a good rest. ”

Yang Yongchen......

We don't know each other. What right do I have to be angry with him? He held back, still reassuring me, after all, after all these years, others are still tolerating me.

I smiled and apologized to Yang Yongchen very seriously, sincerely.

"Brother, if you want to see the outside like this. Let me tell you the truth, my job is to accompany customers, and I used to receive a lot of red envelopes. But I really think you're a pretty good person. Maybe we have fate. In a word, thank you brother for taking me to win money. I'll admit that I have a lot of eyes, but I promise not to do it to you. ”

After hearing this, I felt warm in my heart, and after thinking about it for a long time and not knowing how to respond, I said thank you, and then went home to the airport.

I thought about it from the time I got on the plane to the time I got off the plane, and I regretted that I didn't talk to her.

I want to know about her and I don't want to know.

I'm sad if she's doing well, because she made the right choice to leave me.

If she's not doing well, I'm sad too, because I want her to be good, really!

Eventually, I got the answer, and it really depends on what I am now! She was definitely the right choice to leave me.

But......

I still couldn't help but send a text message to Yang Yongchen: Brother do me a favor and ask how she is doing. Thank you.

Yang Yongchen naturally knows who "she" I am talking about, it is Yang Li.

Yang Yongchen also sent me a message back: I know, brother, I have news to tell you.

When I got home, I was annoyed, and my dad asked me where I had gone, and I had a brain twitch and replied that I had gone to Macau. When this went down, my dad started counting me down and asking me if I had gone to the casino.

I didn't say anything, I left the house and wanted to go out and get some drinks with friends.

I looked at the balance of 250,000 yuan in my bank card and remembered a sentence, this loss starts from winning, and the weakness of human nature will be undoubtedly revealed in the face of this temptation! This is what Zhao Yu told me.

Therefore, in order to avoid serious losses caused by my own upset, I deliberately deposited 150,000 death periods in the bank in case of emergency.

In the evening, I drank some wine with a few friends who were not particularly familiar, and I didn't drink well, so I contacted Zhao Yu again, this guy happened to want to find someone to drink, so it hit it off.

I dialed the phone, "Where?"

"Where's home. ”

"Okay, I'll go find you. ”

"No need, this is the first time I've just broken up, I'll pick you up. ”