Chapter 61: The Future (Part II)
Seongsui Cave
Zhang Xian did not go home immediately after receiving Xu Xian's call, and drank with his brothers until almost eleven o'clock before taking a taxi.
1818 doorway
As soon as Zhang Xian was about to enter the access control code, there was laughter from inside, which was a very exaggerated laughter.
Frowning slightly, what did Jin Shi and the little fat man encounter when they were smiling so happily? Xu Xian is inside, is it ......
"DiDi Di Di"
The door opened, and on the side of the living room, the three of them sat together very friendly, keeping a certain distance, Xu Xian was in the center, one left and one right were Jin Shi and the little fat man, which was just in line with the right hand man they shouted all day long.
"Brother Nim is back. ”
"Big brother, you're back."
perfunctory
Shouldn't they be eagerly looking forward to their return? You must know that the two of them have little experience in facing women, Jin Shi was bullied so badly by Qing Shuzhen next door, and as for the little fat man, everyone is a goddess.
It's just that I didn't expect Xu Xian's appearance to make the two of them feel embarrassed and stressed, but rather peaceful.
"Another day"
This is what Xu Xian said to the two, and the two glanced at Zhang Xian mysteriously, obviously, what Xu Xian said before must have something to do with Zhang Xian, will he really tell the few things that happened in middle school?
"Aren't you leaving?"
Xu Xian sat on the sofa and didn't move, Jin Shi and the little fat man went back to the room in a funny way, and Zhang Xian went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water as he spoke.
"Why are you leaving, this is not your home"
Is this the rhythm on the bar?
Looking at this self-confidence, I must have asked about the golden stone.
"Say something quickly, say I'm going to sleep. ”
There's nothing wrong with this, and I didn't say I wanted to get rid of her, I just said I wanted to sleep.
Xu Xian got up slowly, looked at Zhang Xian, who was drinking water with his back to him in the kitchen, took a deep breath, and suddenly said, "Do you know what I was talking to them just now?"
"Don't want to know"
Zhang Xian replied very affirmatively, judging from the laughter of the two bastards, of course it is not a good thing, is it boring to find yourself?
But Xu Xian didn't care if Zhang Xian wanted to hear it or not, she just asked casually, ignoring Zhang Xian's answer and continued: "Do you remember what kind of person you want to be when you filled out the volunteer form and wrote it when you were about to graduate from middle school?"
Slightly surprised, Zhang Xian originally thought that Xu Xian and the two of them were talking about the incidents when he was in school to pursue the ugly school flowers, but he didn't expect it to be this.
"I don't remember"
didn't lie, Zhang Xian really didn't remember, who still remembered the events of a few years ago.
"It's okay, I remember"
Back
Zhang Xian looked at Xu Xian standing in front of the sofa with a water cup, Xu Xian stood straight, his hands around his chest, giving Zhang Xian a very depressed feeling, as if a teacher was standing in front of the students and preparing to start education.
"At that time, you filled in the wish to go to Seoul Art High School, on the grounds that you could soak in more beautiful women there, and maybe you could also soak in many future stars. ”
This is normal
At that time, Zhang Xian was in a rebellious period, and his parents meant to let him go to the United States to study, finish high school and college, and then go to an MBA, and then come back to inherit the company and become the next generation of the company's head, and Zhang Xian, like other chaebol II, they are not willing to inherit the company, and live a busy and boring life every day, they are eager to be free, eager to eat, drink and have fun and live like this for the rest of their lives.
"So?"
"Do you think that what you wrote later is to become a person who has all the beauties in the world?"
Coherent, no problem, as long as you have money, this is something that was ingrained in Zhang Xian's mind at that time.
But Xu Xian asked like this, then it must not be, Zhang Xian was a little curious, what could this be if he didn't write it later?
"What you write behind is that you want to be a piece of waste. ”
"Huh?"
This time, even Zhang Xian himself couldn't believe it, it must be Xu Xian's language disease, and he wants to be a waste?
"That's just the way it is"
After a pause, Zhang Xian regained his composure and said, "What exactly do you want to express?"
Shrugged his shoulders, Xu Xian's words began to become more, Zhang Xian really didn't know that Xu Xian could be so verbose.
"I just want to say that all the things you are doing now are really not as good as you originally thought, and it is better to be a waste than this, the reason is that the waste is at least carefree, not that you don't work, but you can't break through yourself, but at least you will live a very stable life, and you won't fight and kill every day, which is both worrying and harming society. ”
Who worries about themselves?
As for endangering society, Zhang Xian does not think that what he is doing now is endangering society, and the emergence of all walks of life is born because people have needs, such as private lending companies, if it is not for everyone to find a place to raise money, it will appear? The interest rate is high, and the current problem can be solved in a timely manner.
If there is no such thing, will people who need money urgently rob banks, will they cause social unrest, will they affect more people, just like the red light house, if there are no women, will there be many rapists in this society? The answer is yes, when people's needs are not met, there will be dangerous things happening, which cannot be suppressed and suppressed, and no one can do this.
For half a minute, there was silence in the room, no one spoke, and they could faintly hear each other's breathing, and they didn't feel embarrassed, just waiting, waiting for each other to speak.
"A wasted life is a life, and a bad person's life is not a life? If you ask many people to choose whether they want to live a dull life or a wonderful life, what do you think those people will choose?"
Xu Xian was just about to speak, Zhang Xian raised his hand and continued: "Then let me ask you, didn't you choose a wonderful and colorful life? When you were studying, didn't you want to be admitted to Seoul National University? Why did you want to be a singer? The former is buried in the sea of books, a dull life with nothing but studying, eating, and sleeping, while the latter is different, you chose the latter. ”
This is a rebuttal, a sonorous rebuttal.
Xu Xian was not in a hurry, and waited for Zhang Xian to finish speaking before responding: "Did I say that I want to be a singer for the rest of my life? Now that I am only 24 years old, I have already gone through the life of a singer, what kind of things will I do in the future? I think I can tell you now that I will study hard and then become a diplomat or a civil servant." ”
It's telling yourself to live a boring life.
Zhang Xian smiled lightly: "You don't have to tell me, it's your own life, and I can tell you now that I will continue to live such a life." ”
"If one day we meet again, what I represent is right, what you represent is wrong, I persuade you, will you change it?"
silent
Five seconds later, Zhang Xian looked at Xu Xian, the two eyes collided, and Zhang Xian only said: "Let's talk about it one day"