"Sometimes there is too much homework, the lights are turned on too late, and it is said that electricity is too expensive, and then Wakaba lights a kerosene lamp and puts it next to the bed, and hides under the quilt to do his homework. As for me, I only need to play every day, I don't need to do anything, and even if my grades are terrible, I rarely get scolded. And as long as she is not the first, she will be scolded and beaten. Later, I went to study at night, and I lived on campus, while she was a girl who went home every night. ”

Zuo Ziyi listened quietly, these were not in the investigation report, and his heart ached, it turned out that she had suffered so much. Ran Mingke's words are still floating in his ears:

I also have a strong sense of superiority, I asked her to help me with my homework, I was in junior high school, she was only in the third grade, how could she do it? And then I beat her too! When I was hungry, I would let her put down what she was doing to cook for me, I would let her help me clean up at school, and she would come home late because of cleaning, and she would be beaten again. Another time..."Ran Mingke took a deep look at Ran Ruoye on the bed.

"That time, I stole my mother's money. My mother found that the money was gone, and directly dragged Wakaba to the ground and pumped it with a rope, it was summer, and the blood stains on Wakaba were printed on the clothes, and I was watching from the sidelines, and didn't admit that I took it, listening to Wakaba say over and over again that it wasn't me, not me, until Wakaba's voice became weaker and weaker, I thought about calling my grandmother over, and only then did I rescue Wakaba, and when I was rescued, she had a lot of blood stains all over her body, and several blood marks on her bare arms, which scared me silly, and I didn't let her do anything for me anymore after that! My mother didn't ask her for a doctor, and my grandmother was afraid that outsiders would say that she went to buy her own wound medicine to wipe her, and that summer vacation, she lay in bed for ten days, and then later, I never saw her wearing short-sleeved clothes again, and I guess she had a scar on her arm!"

When Ran Mingke said this, his right hand clenched into a fist and slammed it against the wall: "I'm really not a person. Then I graduated from junior high school.,It didn't take long for me to go out.,I heard that when I wasn't at home.,My parents treated her better.,For reasonable things, they will take the initiative to buy.,Beat and scold her slowly less.,Maybe I'm not at home.,Maybe it's Wakaba is older.,In short, it seems that everything is getting better.,Wakaba is even better to his parents.,Never complained about anything.。

Later, when I woke up and wanted to make up for Wakaba, she was already in high school, and she had a heavy school load every day, even when she came home for the Spring Festival, she was reading in her room, and my work was not as good as it is now, and I was very busy every day, and I had very little time to talk to her, and then later..."Ran Mingke seemed to be tired, paused for a while, and then spoke:

"Later, when she got sick and couldn't go to the classroom, her grades dropped a lot, and after a monthly exam, I got a call from her for the first time, and she asked me if if she didn't get good grades, there was no value in living. I yelled at her at the time, and I didn't take it to heart, and the next time I received a call from their dormitory was more than half a month later, her roommate called, and the roommate told me that when she went to the bathroom at night, she saw Wakaba crying alone, and sometimes she sat there in a strange daze, and let her sleep was also lying down woodenly, but her eyes were wide open. I realized the magnitude of the problem. I happened to know a psychiatrist who told me how to get her out of depression. ”

"Depression?"

"Yes!"

"What a disease... Why was I not in good health at the time?"

"I didn't do a detailed examination and treatment, but I just kept taking medicine, maybe it was caused by malnutrition!"

Ran Mingke didn't know why he was talking so much to Zuo Ziyi, and the guilt that had been pressed in his heart for many years did not fade because of his words, but became more intense.

Zuo Ziyi stretched out his hand** Wakaba's petite face, holding Wakaba's small hand tightly with one hand, no wonder she was so forbearing, even if she was alone in her room, she didn't dare to cry out loud, no wonder she was so young, but she was so mature and sensible, no wonder the palm of her soft and boneless palm had a layer of calluses, no wonder she was all long-sleeved in summer, it turned out to be a scar.

Scar!

Zuo Ziyi lifted the corner of the quilt and took out one hand of Wakaba, the coat had been taken off just now, and now there was only a thin layer of sleeves on his arm. He easily pushed his sleeve up.

"What are you doing!" Ran Mingke rushed over and squeezed Zuo Ziyi's hand, completely ignoring that there were two traces of purple black on the lower half of Wakaba's bare arm.

Zuo Ziyi's eyes were cold, he withdrew his hand from his hand, and touched two marks very gently and gently, although he knew that it would not hurt for so many years, but he still didn't dare to exert himself, for fear that if he exerted himself, she would hurt.

Following his gaze, Ran Mingke saw the scar on Ran Ruoye's arm. He suddenly seemed to have returned to the past, like he had returned to that time, Ran Ruoye was lying on the ground weakly, bloodstained, shocking.

His eyes were hot, and he seemed to cry. Ran Mingke quickly turned around and entered the bathroom.

Soon, he came out of the bathroom and opened the door directly and walked out of the hotel room. Went downstairs and bought a pack of cigarettes at the hotel reception.

He walked outside the hotel door and was in the cold air. Under the street lamp, he lit a cigarette and took a puff hard, he hadn't smoked for several years, because he smoked too violently, he choked a few times, so that the tears that had been rolling in his eyes suddenly flowed.

She's a girl! Because her own fault left her with such an obvious and shocking scar, why was she such a bastard in the first place!

One by one, he let the cold wind blow on his face, went to buy a second pack and smoked it, and continued to blow the night breeze outside for half an hour, until the smell of smoke on his body dissipated, and then turned around and went upstairs.

Ran Ruoye slowly opened her eyes, subconsciously raised her hand and patted her head, it was so heavy and painful.

When she saw the face of the person in front of her clearly, she patted her head again uncertainly: "Brother Yi?"

"It's me, Ruoruo!" Zuo Ziyi took her little hand, handed it to his lips and kissed it lightly.

Hearing his magnetic mellow voice, Ran Ruoye's eyes rolled, and she looked around the environment, is this in the hotel? Why is it in the hotel? What is going on?

She pulled out a hand and patted her head again, unable to remember what had happened except for the pain!

"Ruoruo, are you feeling better?" Zuo Ziyi saw her repeatedly patting her head with her hands, and asked worriedly.

"It's a little hot!" "It's not only hot but also a little dry, "and a little thirsty!"

"Wait a minute, I'll pour you water!" Zuo Ziyi got up and let go of Wakaba's hand, but before he turned around, the next second, his hand was held by Wakaba.

"Don't go!"