I sat in the warm 5016, looking at the staggered funds, and the four years were like a dream.

I have never denied that there is a child sitting in the darkest corner of my heart, looking up at the sky alone. She wondered if she had survived all the pain and would no longer need anyone's shelter.

I smiled and took another sip of my wine. No, some trails can only be staggered through alone, while some smooth paths are worth holding hands, shoulder to shoulder, and walking together to the end of the light. Bitter taste is not all good medicine, sugar is really sweet taste, dig a bite of yellow lotus and eat a mouthful of honey, the sweetness will eventually overshadow the bitterness, I took the thin little hand of soy sauce, she looked at me, and held my hand with her backhand.

At this time, there was a noise from the KTV microphone outside the window, and the boy in the dormitory opposite was vaguely crying wolf and singing about his daughter's love.

"Niu Xuan, where did they get the stereo?" Babao said drunkenly.

"Assi, saxophone, flute, guitar, this time they simply moved an impression to sing karaoke, why don't they bring the Philharmonic Orchestra over to sing, I don't think they want to live anymore, right? Hot sauce cursed a dirty word, stood up in a hurry, grabbed the remaining one-third of the soju bottle, rushed to the window, opened the curtains, rushed to the balcony, skillfully crossed the rope to dry clothes, got to the edge of the balcony, leaned against the railing, and coldly watched the boy opposite playing monkey.

In the past four years, the four of us have used the balcony as a VIP seat in a small theater, and have seen countless courtships, separations and combinations, and even dormitory aunts holding brooms and fighting infatuated men for 300 rounds, and this live concert is the first time we have seen it. The other three of us each opened a new bottle of RIO and went to the hot sauce station in a big way.

Mandarin ducks and amphibious butterflies fly together/The garden is full of spring and makes people drunk/Quietly ask the holy monk/Is the daughter beautiful/Is the daughter beautiful/What do you say about the royal power and wealth/What precepts and rules are you afraid of/I only wish the world lasts/Follow closely with the person I like/Love Yi, love Yi/May this life always be with you/Always be with you in this life/Always with each other

"To be honest, it's a nice singing. Babao blew a sip of wine on the bottle, leaned on the railing of the balcony that had not been wiped for a hundred years, I wanted to remind me, go to the room to get a napkin to wipe it, and turn my head to see that the other two girls were leaning against the railing, so I was not so restrained, and lay on the railing without any scruples.

"Fart, how can you have a good singing of your frost blade. ”

"He's not mine. "Here it is again, the conversation between Babao and soy sauce without nutrition.

"It's hard for someone to chase you, so why don't you look back. ”

"Why are you chasing me, I don't owe him money. ”

"Affection, daughter, didn't you listen to the big brothers on the other side?" Soy sauce clicked the wine bottle on the armrest, and I quickly helped her hold the wine bottle and put it at our feet.

"You call me a ruthless and unrighteous Tang monk?" Babao's comprehension ability is invincible.

"I mean- it's hard to get someone like you- you should keep an eye on it-"

"Why are you so keen on my feelings, why are you so idle?" Babao Mei glared angrily and exclaimed, "I have to accept the sea of people who like me? I am not your soy sauce, whoever brings an empty bottle to the grain and rice store can take two catties away." If you want to say that, XX in our class chased me, do I have to accept it, and the network manager of the Internet café where I played games all night chased me, should I also be grateful? ”

"I ......" Soy sauce stopped talking and took a sip of wine depressedly.

"Forget it, everyone has had the experience of others confessing and not accepting it, don't you have soy sauce too, don't you also accept that person? That guy, it seems to be a classmate of Wei Lin, you said, how did you refuse? Oh yes, you wrote a 500-word essay on QQ and sent it at length, didn't you?"

"Anyway, to the effect that you're a good person, but not for me. You see, you're afraid of hurting that person, and in the same way, I don't want to hurt someone who has no grievances. "Eight Treasures don't know if she was drunk and became so sensual, or if she was such a soft-hearted person in the first place, I guess, probably both.

"What about Hot Sauce, how do you refuse a confession from someone you don't like?" I tilted my head to ask Hot Sauce that was about to burn in my eyes.

Hot sauce replied stiffly, "No, I don't like you, goodbye." ”

"Cool. "Eight treasures whistle.

When Soy Sauce finally vomited, she exclaimed, "Why do you think I've been recommending boys of the same age to you? That's because your mother called the dorm and hoped that you wouldn't go down the wrong path and fall in love with men who didn't belong to your age range, don't you understand?"

"So in her eyes, I'm such a daughter?"

Soy sauce knew that he was at a loss, and his voice became smaller and smaller: "Your tuition and living expenses are all paid by yourself, you don't know how worried your mother is about you going down the wrong path." I explained to her a few times that your money is earned by teaching by yourself, and every cent is clean money. Eight Treasures ......"

"You take care of me instead of my mother, why don't you ask what she has done to make me prefer to pay for my own life than go home and ask her for money?" Babao laughed angrily and said in a straight voice, "You came to help me, but you are competitive and overly controlling, and you have nothing to do with me or my mother." ”

The boy on the opposite side stopped the song and changed to a cheerful little apple, and writhed on the balcony while singing, the song was extremely ugly, and the beat was not on the right track. The men and women of the other dormitories all stood on the balconies, looking out with their heads and flashlights on their mobile phones, shining on the dark sky, like a grand event.

I was about to say something to persuade these two people, but I heard Hot Sauce shout loudly: "You sing a fart, it's so ugly-I'm afraid you're not a loser who can't even find a girlfriend and no one can date - get in and cry you-" After saying that, Hot Sauce walked across the balcony in a huff, slammed the door and entered the dormitory.

Leaving the three of us, I made a quick decision, turned off the mobile phone light, squatted down, and almost lay on the ground. The opposite light illuminates our windows like searchlights, and we turn a blind eye, hear but do not hear, and pretend to be dead.

The girl here shouted and mocked the words on the other side, and then it was counted as a stop, turned off the stereo and went back to the house to wash and sleep. A farce came to an abrupt end.

The three of us looked at each other and laughed irrepressibly, and the little contradiction between Babao and Soy Sauce just now disappeared as if it were a bubble.

Babao coughed lightly and said, "It's not early, I'm going to do the laundry." With that, she staggered to the washbasin that was placed on the balcony, went into the house, collected a few clothes hanging on the back of the chair, and walked out of the dormitory.

"I want to go to the toilet. "I broke the silence.

“metoo.” The soy sauce wilted, and he went out with me with Babao.

I saw Babao holding the basin, walking in the corridor in an S-shape, and finally hit the door of the dormitory of 5020, with a bang, it was extremely loud, fortunately there was no one inside, otherwise it would be a shame and a big hair.

"My little ancestor, if you drink like this, don't do the laundry. I rushed up and wanted to drag her back, but this guy did have a bit of weight, and I couldn't pull her alone, I turned around and wanted to call Soy Sauce to help, but I saw her lying on the wall, like a gecko, "MDZZ, fortunately, I'm drunk in the dormitory, and I have to do something if I can't keep it outside." I sighed and sighed, and with all my strength to feed, I pulled Babao down from the door first, and then turned back to catch the gecko on the wall.

Tossed until ten o'clock in the evening, and Hot Sauce and I helped these two living treasures to the high and low beds.

I was half exhausted, so I took a basket and a change of clothes to the public bathhouse on the first floor to take a bath, like a zombie in Busan. In the bathhouse, it was steaming, the mist was like a veil, I didn't wear glasses, and the girl's white flesh couldn't really be seen in the fog. I took off my clothes, walked into the bathroom, plugged in the bath card, and with a drip, the card reader showed that there were more than ten dollars.

Okay, hurry up and take a one-dollar shower, so that you don't have to use up another twenty dollars before graduation. With that in mind, I turned on the hot water faucet and began to apply and remove makeup.

Recalling the previous drinking, Soy Sauce took out a note I wrote three years ago, on which was written my ideal type: the person I like, he should talk a lot when he talks less, and he listens carefully without disturbing when he talks a lot. Be happy with me when I'm happy, make me laugh when I'm sad. Such simple and childish words.

Soy sauce borrowed the strength of the wine and asked, "Who was the person you wrote about at that time?"

I said, "It's just a guy who can't ask for it." ”

Soy sauce looked at me with a smile and said, "What if you ask for it? To be honest, that person has a magic capital hukou, has an excellent resume, has a cheerful personality, is willing to find topics when you have nothing to say, and is willing to shine like a sun when you are unhappy." He has a house and a car, as long as you are willing to take a step forward and take the initiative to pursue him, maybe you will become a couple, get married, have children, and be happy. ”

"Eun," I said with a smile, "the material conditions are all suitable, except for the incompatibility of personalities. "What that sentence says, what girls want is preference, and what girls want is only care and consideration. "Whether it is past, present or future, I still hope that character can be greater than material conditions. ”

In my opinion, marriage is the process of consuming the goodwill accumulated during the period of falling in love, and many couples have been consuming in the trivial married life, and can no longer generate new goodwill, and finally part ways.

Not only that, but marriage is an equivalent exchange. Women give up their time, energy, and girlhood, and men give money, responsibility, and the childishness of youth. I don't have anything to exchange for, so I can't accept what others offer me with peace of mind. In this way, I have no way to fall in love, and I don't have the confidence to enter marriage, which is probably the fundamental reason why I ended up with Wei Lin without a problem.

"Someday you'll feel less like that. Soy sauce took a sip of wine and admonished me like a passerby.