Yan Leng felt that the excitement of the celebration banquet and the scorching sun outside had already driven him crazy, the more lively it was, the more chaotic he felt in his heart, as if his brain was burned and confused, he didn't want to do anything, he didn't want to think about anything, and even thought about the world ruining it, so he didn't have to think hard about how to tell Cen Ge about it.

What did he say?

Obviously promised not to hide it again, obviously swore to trust each other, obviously was so remorseful at that time, but he didn't know why, after making such a deal with his father, his first thought was that he must not let Cen Ge know.

Why?

He couldn't figure it out.

Yan Leng sat in the car alone, didn't start the car, just lay on the steering wheel, and didn't want to move.

Why he loved so tiredly, he couldn't find an answer.

Cen Ge never asked him to do anything, but he was about to be driven crazy by himself, like a desperate person who repeatedly ran into a wall in a labyrinth, struggling to find a way out.

Why the hell is that?!

At this time last year, what was he thinking? All he wanted was to be forgiven by Cen Ge, if he could walk with him in the sunset, casually talk about the little things that are normal every day, occasionally take the initiative to give a light kiss, or be gently kissed on the face, kissed on the lips, or just quietly say goodnight, and then sleep peacefully thinking about the other party's sleeping appearance, these are all his extravagant hopes and prayers, and now he has achieved them, so what is he not satisfied with?

Yan Leng often warned himself in his heart, don't get an inch in your heart, if Cen Ge gets tired of you one day and kicks you away, you really can't even find a place to cry.

But people are greedy animals, they don't want to have more, it's just because they don't care enough, for Cen Ge, Yan Leng never couldn't help but want more, but because they had lost, when they got it again, they were like this, ninety-nine steps have been taken, but they didn't dare to take the last step, for fear that their previous efforts would be wasted.

For Cen Ge, no matter what, the college entrance examination is finally over, looking forward to the next new life, but also feeling a little strange, there is no step-by-step school and school every day, and there are not so many familiar faces around him, all kinds of faces walking on the street are unfamiliar faces.

The summer vacation after the college entrance examination is still very long, and Yan Leng has been very busy recently, and the two of them will probably have some time after more than a month, for Cen Ge, this is a great opportunity to work, after all, the cost of the university should not be small, and Beijing University will definitely be able to produce many talents, he can't guarantee that he can get a scholarship every time, so he decided that he should take advantage of this opportunity to earn some extra money. And finally got a high school diploma, and he found a career that could give full play to his advantages.

Tutor for prospective high school juniors.

At first, the family didn't trust him, but when he took out the three good student certificates and various transcripts in high school, the family was completely shocked by him, which made Cen Ge also surprised.

Actually, because Cen Ge has always lived in Class 6, where the top students gathered, he didn't understand the confidence of this kind of scumbag in the mystery of the top students.

The parents of this family are not considered to have studied, they both lived in the countryside when they were children, until the man became a small contractor, and then moved into the city, but at this time the child was already very large, and it was not obvious in junior high school, and when he reached high school, the gap was shown.

In 99, the gap between the city and the countryside is still very large, a country man with a little money and a city man who does not have much spare money, the temperament of the whole body is very different, at that time, the city represents, is opportunity, is everywhere gold, is progress, is pride, so, all the countrymen have sharpened their heads to move to the city, not for their own enjoyment, just for the next generation to receive a good education from an early age.

And the family moved into the city a little late, because what children have been exposed to since childhood is not books, not knowledge that changes fate, but whose family has a few acres of land, and whose little daughter-in-law is what. In high school, he couldn't keep up with the footsteps of his teachers and classmates, because for him, it was like two different worlds, and from here on, he was looked down upon by his classmates, so he could only find a sense of security from the fantastic martial arts novels, and the world of martial arts novels was like his safe haven.

This child's name is Cheng Cai, a name full of parents' expectations, just like him.

Cen Ge looked at the child in front of him with a little timidity in his eyes, and then looked at the parents who were looking forward to him creating a miracle and making their children really talented, Cen Ge only felt a sour nose and almost burst into tears.

If he could, he really hoped to be reincarnated in this family, without such a rich and powerful father, and without a mother who left him early, and even without letting him be so good from childhood to adulthood, he was really willing to exchange a qiē for such an expectation, such a warmth.

In the first lesson, Cen Ge did not tell Cheng Cai a lot of knowledge that was too difficult for him, but described a lot of the outside world to him, which was not as wonderful as the song was sung, and it was not necessarily so cruel and realistic, it was just different from the world he saw.

Cheng Cai is obviously only two years younger than him, but in front of him, he is like a child, with big eyes, listening to the story he tells, his eyes are full of curiosity and longing, and there is a little eagerness to try.

After telling the story, Cen Ge asked him a few questions, and Cheng Cai didn't dare to answer at the beginning, but then answered without thinking. Cen Ge didn't sue him, his answer was right or wrong, he just sued him, just like the martial arts novels you are obsessed with, this world is a big river and lake.

Your favorite "Dragon Babu", you want to be a hero like Xiao Feng, but if Xiao Feng doesn't have such powerful martial arts, is he still a hero?

Cheng Cai said that no matter whether he has martial arts or not, he is a hero, and he will not back down because he can fight or can't fight, this is a real man.

Cen Ge did not object, Cheng Cai was right, no matter what kind of opponent he encountered, he would not back down, this is the hero, and this is the place where Xiao Feng is worshipped.

Cen Ge asked Cheng Cai another question, is Xiao Feng still Xiao Feng without martial arts?

Cheng Cai was puzzled, is this different from the question just now?

Xiao Feng is a hero, because he never bullies the good because he has martial arts, but supports justice, but if he doesn't have martial arts, what is the difference between Xiao Feng and those ordinary people who never appear in the novel? How can you recognize him, remember him, and even worship him so much?

Cheng Cai wanted to refute Cen Ge, but he didn't know how to refute it.

That's right, he admires Xiao Feng's chivalry, but if Xiao Feng doesn't have martial arts, he won't be able to support justice, punish evil and promote good, and he won't know that there will be Xiao Feng.

"Cheng Cai, this world is a big river and lake, and the people who survive in this world live far more wonderful than the people in the world of martial arts novels. There are a lot of villains in this world that you hate, and there are definitely a lot of people who do bad things, but do you know why this world can continue? is because there are heroes in this world, although they don't know martial arts, they are willing to cultivate their own skills, and then help those good people and defeat those bad people. I hope you can also become such a person, everyone who likes heroes will be a good person, but among them, only those who work hard will have the day when they will become heroes to protect the good guys and defeat the bad guys. Cen Ge really likes Cheng Cai, this child, is not as complicated as the people in the city, and he doesn't want those so-called smart people to want to trample on all the people next to him, he is a good person, but there are really too many good people in this world, and what is lacking is always a hero, he hopes that Cheng can become a hero.

"But I feel that I am different from my classmates. Cheng Cai's eyes lit up, he really understood what Cen Ge said, but he still couldn't believe it, obviously the classmates around him were so good, compared to them, he was really just like a supporting role in a novel, so could he really have a chance to become a hero?

"That's right, you are different, but do you know, you are like Xiao Feng who has not yet learned to descend the dragon and eighteen palms, you are a good person, and you do not lack the heart of a hero, what you lack is just a set of martial arts. But those who look down on others and bully others, no matter how powerful their martial arts are now, will only be bad people who are looked down upon, and will not become heroes. Cen Ge sighed a little, I don't know when it started, in this society, ability has overridden morality, and there are more and more talented people without virtue, they climb up by unscrupulous means, but they have become the object of envy of everyone, and they are also happy in it.

"Then if I learn martial arts, will I become like those people?" Cheng Cai is like a child who has not grown up, he is too well protected by his parents, pure and ignorant.

"Xiao Feng will always be Xiao Feng, and he will never be a person like Murong Fu, no matter when, hard work will not be wrong, but when you have enough ability to be above many people, you must remember that you are a hero, don't step on the head of others, a hero is to punish evil and promote good. ”

"Hmm" Cheng Cai nodded firmly, his eyes shining with envy.

Only a child who grows up in abundant love will have a heart to become a hero, and his dream of being a hero has disappeared a long time ago.

God knows how hard he worked to make himself a good person.

Whether he is penniless, living on the streets, or being bullied to the point that he can't fight back, he gritted his teeth and reminded himself that he is also a person to be expected.

Cen Ge's song is a dream that his mother has not been able to fulfill, even if he has never sung in front of people, this name has given him infinite strength, making him remember his mother's expectations and be a good person.

However, if you are a good person, you will at least have the qualifications to be with the hero, which is not bad.

Yan Leng, my hero.