In my life, what I hate the most is to be assimilated, but my personality is gentle, unassuming, so that people can't detect my inner likes and dislikes, and the company is a place that bullies the soft and is afraid of the hard, and wants to shape you into a place where you are produced by a prescribed standard and a prescribed color. Colleagues like you to be quick and don't add a little trouble, and the leader wants you to be cold and mechanical in the email - even if you change the sender, the recipient will not notice any change.

I sat in a one-square-meter cubicle, estimating that the real estate in the same location in the city center would be sold for 91,000 square meters, and the occupied office space was converted into benefits to make up for the meager salary as a fresh graduate, and the restless heart gradually settled down. The high housing price has become a source of great pain and a source of small joy for me, and Ah Q has to be a little ironic.

But I'm in a good mood today.

Ten minutes before the start of work, I poured a glass of warm water, returned to my seat, and looked through my mobile phone, the miniature landscape photos I had made before, one by one, one by one, all of them were my dreams that were so small and so beautiful. The original self-deprecation and self-denial self was completely shattered by the brake "I like you", and I thought to myself, maybe I'm not such a bad person, maybe what I do is really worthy of people's liking?

An idea came to my mind, I wanted to tell him every bit of interesting things in my childhood, so that he could enter my world, and I wanted to make all the scenes that haunted me in my childhood into miniature landscape works and show them to the brakes. Thinking so, the corners of my mouth inadvertently raised again.

The leader walked behind me, and I quickly put away my mobile phone to say hello to the leader. Other colleagues also arrived one after another, and several people gossiped among themselves, and began to work officially.

Wu Zi was busy for half an hour, braked on WeChat to call me, asked me which company I worked, I typed the name of the company and in which district, accidentally slid the screen, only to find that since he added my WeChat, the messages are only a dozen, yesterday's information accounted for two-thirds, the last message is that he and I have good night, I also sent him a good night emoji.

I quit the conversation with him and searched for a conversation with Mirin, and this year, most of the conversations between the two of us had a purpose, most of them were when he asked my classmates about their job searches, whether the Thesis Framework College had any prescribed documents, and so on, and whenever it came to the end of the chat, I always looked the same, sent a goodbye emoji, and never said goodnight to him.

This is probably the difference between the two of them in my subconscious, I am always in the relationship with Wei Lin, always businesslike, there are questions and answers, take a step back and open the sky, and I and the brake two hot stuffy guys, because of mutual admiration, are bothering to get closer to each other, think about it carefully, the two of us have been like a log function curve with a base greater than 1 recently, has been rising in the negative area, crossed the x-axis, and rushed to the sky like crazy.

I pressed the dialog box and changed the note to xx class xxx, which should have been the case two years ago.

The internal phone on the desktop rang suddenly, and I saw that it was the young lady at the front desk, Tinglan, who called, and quickly answered the phone, and said softly: "Hey, has the department delivered a courier? I'll pick it up right away." ”

"Your coffee has arrived, come and get it. Tinglan's voice was gentle and coquettish.

"I haven't ordered coffee, have I?"

I didn't know how to go through my phone, didn't I wake up in the morning and forgot to order coffee, turned on the phone, and saw the message from the brake to me.

"Yesterday, I saw that you didn't go to bed until after eleven o'clock, so I ordered a new product for you, let's try it. He wrote.

I held my phone and walked in the direction of the front desk, feeling uneasy. The wine woke up, the dream was gone, and reason regained the sensibility, pressing it to the ground and ravaging it. I can't help but reflect, is it worth being cared for by him in the palm of his hand like this, am I worth it? The glass corridor reflects my figure that is not tall or thin, I really want to become thin and beautiful quickly, I want to become successful in my career and take charge of it quickly, so that when I look at you, I will no longer be nervous to look away, so that I can accept your care with peace of mind, right?

Tinglan was standing at the front desk, slim, with her head down and sorting out her daily mail. She is so beautiful, like clusters of small flowers by the stream, dotted in the green grass, not fighting or grabbing, extremely elegant.

"I took it. I said hello to Tinglan, took two steps back, took the takeaway order of coffee and looked left and right, the price and delivery fee in my eyes, no merit, I seemed to be stained with floating hair, and I was itchy and uncomfortable.

I thought about whether to send a red envelope and transfer it back later, but I was afraid of disappointing his kindness.

"Coffee from my boyfriend?"

In the reflection of the glass, Tinglan was staring at my back, my shoulders trembled, and I replied hesitantly, "Well, he and I are not boyfriend and girlfriend." ”

"How many dates have you dated?" As soon as Tinglan heard the gossip, her eyes lit up with a raging gossip soul, "Have you held your hand and confessed?"

How many dates have you ever held?

Speaking of which, although I have met him a few times recently, it is not really a date. I don't know if the two of us can continue to talk without embarrassment, maybe he'll find out that I'm just a boring fool and no longer interested in me.

"Ah, we haven't officially dated yet...... Don't talk about it, I'm still busy, I'll talk to you again when I have time at noon......" I quickly found an excuse to run away, leaving Tinglan to watch me away meaningfully.

I put the coffee on the table, took out my phone and took a photo, hesitated whether to post it to the circle of friends, and then thought about it, how do I send a text, "My boyfriend gave me the coffee so kindly, I'll enjoy it, what's like this? Besides, who is he, I'm afraid he can't be called my boyfriend, right?

Thinking like this, I felt that I was self-inflicted and unspeakably hypocritical, so I quickly dispelled the idea of posting on Moments, but went to knock on his WeChat and said thank you to him.

"I love the feeling of taking care of you like this. "He replied to me in seconds.

When I opened the coffee, a smell of fragrance came to my face, and I lowered my head and tasted the milk foam, but I was afraid that my mouth was covered with a circle of white cream, so I quickly wiped it off. The vanilla latte and milk froth collide beautifully, with a rich smell, a sweet taste, no bitterness, and an endless aftertaste. I haven't studied the difference between coffee beans, but such an ordinary cup of coffee can already impress me, let alone give it from him.

Sipping hot coffee, I tapped on the keyboard, my face expressionless. In fact, my heart has long been like a punctured balloon flying all over the room, flying up and down. Brake is really a gentle and unaware person, and I have picked up a treasure this time.

It was about half past ten, and Soy Sauce was looking for me on WeChat.

"Yesterday I had a fight with Babao. "This kind of opening made my heart skip a beat. Although Babao is indeed not a good guy to get along with, but we all care for her on weekdays and are quite tolerant, why is this about to graduate, this situation will occur.

"What's wrong?" I replied, surprised.

"Guess what. "The soy sauce guy actually came to me to complain first, and then sold the guanzi.

"I can't guess. "Just kidding, if I make a mistake, I'm afraid that even I will throw the soy sauce into the small dark room, and go to the stupid big man to cry.

Soy sauce: "She said I was too controlling. ”

Me: "????"

My cautious look is ridiculous. However, the relationship between girls is sometimes like this, sweet and sweet for a while, and dark clouds for a while. The relationship between the four of us in the dormitory is very good, but there are also several different groups behind the scenes, one group of four, and three groups of three, not to mention the private chat between the two, the little secrets between each other are hidden in these group chats, they don't say it, and they treat each other as if there is no such thing.

Soy sauce: "She said I shouldn't have lied to her to a party in the first place." ”

Me: "This...... You are also for her good, you have the heart to match, she doesn't appreciate it, it's not a bad thing. "My desire to survive is almost overflowing the screen.

Soy sauce: "She said I shouldn't have coaxed her to dance." ”

Me: "It can't be helped, after all, the rules of the game are set, and when she joins the room, it can be regarded as a default participation in the game." ”

I looked back and saw that my colleagues were busy and didn't notice me as a deserted intern.

"Hey. Soy sauce let out a sigh and looked extremely disappointed.

"She pointed to her nose and said you?" I asked, and Babao was so outspoken that he wouldn't be so harsh on soy sauce.

"That's not true, she is too strong to drink, and after three glasses of wine, she forgot who her surname was. After the game ended, she began to complain according to people - first pulled the ice cube and said, you two want to be free birds, do you want to fly double? and then said to the brake (after the brake sent me back to help clean the throttle), a pair of lily pairs, the brake throttle is a natural cp, when do you also learn from the juniors, be honest, life is so long and so tired, don't be too yourself. ”

I was so frightened that my phone almost fell on the table, but fortunately the soy sauce leaked that day, and the brake knew the nickname I gave him, but the throttle didn't know what it was about! Isn't it a shame and a big hair? Why didn't the brake mention it to me just now? I timidly wanted to knock on the brake, and retracted my guilty little hand.

"And then?" I quickly asked Soy Sauce.

Then I went to the fight, and she began to accuse me of calling her over, without considering whether she wanted to do it or not, and accusing me of asking her to go up and dance, and not wanting to think about whether she was upset. At this time, Frostblade couldn't stand it, and wanted to pull her, who knows our treasure, climbed on the table, stood on it and said, I am the guardian of this table, no one can get me down!"

Good...... It's a shame......

I can only be glad that I left early, and compared to the scene at the station (I can't remember much to be honest), Hachipo is the director of the Shura Field.

"And then?" I've lost my ability to speak.

"Frostblade said, what do you have to do to come down?" I felt that Soy Sauce had saved up a big move, and I replied with a frantic expression.

"I want someone to kiss me before I can come down. Comrade Babao just like that, stood on the table, lowered his head, and kissed Frostblade's forehead. ”

My phone slammed against the table.