I just lay on the ground and closed my eyes, thinking to myself, "Come on!"

Since you can't hide, then if you come out, I'll comment on you like this......

You can't blame me for what happened in my life, and that's not what I want to happen, right? Then you're gone, and I don't want that to happen, right? I want everyone to be healthy and happy, right?

Besides, I also gave your parents 20,000 yuan! I am not related to you! Why did you cheat me before I was born? How can I barely repay my grievances with virtue?

You really lost your conscience when you were alive! This JB still made this kind of movement after his death! You especially lost your conscience after death!

At that moment, it was as if I was possessed by the god of war! It was as if I was possessed by Master Lin Zhengyi! I was not afraid of anything!

Eventually, it was my dad who opened the house because he couldn't sleep and went out to buy some beer. Seeing me lying on the ground like this, he was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Just go out and give me such a grand welcome ceremony?"

However, it was true that the computer was not turned on by my dad, and he would not play such a joke on me.

On the contrary, after my dad came back, the courage I had mustered up gradually faded, and I began to be very scared again!

I can't sleep and watch the show with my dad, and I can't say anything else, could it be that the computer turned on automatically? Could it be that there is a problem upstairs?

We kept seeing it past one o'clock in the morning, and I pretended to lie down and fall asleep, and my dad turned off the computer and went to sleep in the South House.

I pulled up a chair and sat at the door of the South Room. I've also thought about whether I should go out, first, I'm afraid that my dad will be worried, and second, I'm really afraid of colliding with that guy in high heels at this hour.

It's really hard to endure until three o'clock, so I sent a WeChat message to my friend to make an appointment to go to him for a drink.

My friend's family lives in an old neighborhood, there are a lot of houses there and messy, I remember in a market, the second intersection used to keep walking, and then the second row on the right at the end is the 21st floor.

But when I passed, I couldn't find it, and I couldn't get out after turning it around several times.

At that time, the neighborhood was empty......

My heart was pounding, and in the end I didn't dare to go any further, so I quickly turned to the nearby main road and called him to say that I couldn't go.

I chose to spend the night in an internet café.

This period of time is really like a year, and the whole person is a lot haggard.

The next day, I went to the local irascible master again to explain the situation to him, maybe because he felt that the matter was not handled for me, and this time I made an exception to cut the queue to show me first.

The master smiled disdainfully, and then said, "It's quite fierce, isn't it?"

I felt a little more at ease, after all, he was a master and would definitely be able to help me.

But what I didn't expect was that this master asked me to go back first, and told me not to worry, and said that it would definitely not hurt me, and let me come to him after gaining five pounds.

You're still telling me that's what has happened? Can I be sure?

I asked why, but the master reprimanded me again for some reason, "Don't (four times) grind, don't you do it? Why do you have so many questions? All the intellectual curiosity has come to me to show it, right?"

At that time, I was also quite angry, as the saying goes, take people's money to eliminate disasters for others, right? Can I say more than ten sentences to you?

But that's just my thoughts, and I don't dare to say it. What can I do?

I'm a relatively thin person, with a perennial weight of about 100 pounds, and it may be easier to lose weight, but I have lost a few pounds under pressure recently. You're going to say let me gain a few pounds? To be honest, it's really hard!

I eat and drink all kinds of nonsense, I never care about my weight, I measure it every day, others especially see if I have lost some weight, I am good, I hope that I will grow some meat soon.

Unfortunately, apart from some gain after eating, there was no change in weight at all.

It's not okay to hang like this all the time!

One night I had a strange dream again, dreaming that the sound of high heels in the corridor sounded, and this time it actually stopped at my door and did not knock!

I seem to be able to see it, it seems to be able to see me, but I can't see exactly what it looks like. The kid also ran all the way down from the third floor, knocking on the door very fiercely!

Eventually, I woke up covered in sweat!

At that time, I didn't dare to turn off the lights when I was sleeping, and I was afraid that the voltage at home would be unstable and the lights would flicker, so I bought a voltage regulator for 1,500 yuan.

In short, my whole body was about to collapse! That feeling was really incomprehensible pain to others!

Later, my friend said to me, "You are so idle, why don't you go and worship the mountain, worship the Buddha, and go to a bigger place." ”

As soon as I said let, I set off with my friends to Wutai Mountain for three days.

Wutai Mountain is the ashram of Manjushri, and the few days I lived there were really the quietest and most comfortable times in my life, and I really didn't want to come back, so I made all kinds of excuses to stay for a few more days.

I burned incense and worshiped the Buddha in Wutai Mountain, hoping that the Buddha and Bodhisattva could bless me to tide over the difficulties, and I also invited a string of Buddha beads in Wutai Mountain.

Speaking of which, although it is September, it is very cold on Mount Wutai. Because I had no experience and didn't bring thick clothes, I caught a cold when I came back, and the whole person was even more depressed.

Some friends on the Internet said that I don't have to worry, and coming back with a cold means that it is eliminating karma, which is a good thing.

I don't care about karma or not karma at the moment, I just hope that this matter can be eliminated as soon as possible!

A trip to Mount Wutai gave me confidence, and when I returned home, my fear was not so deep, but I still had palpitations.

By the end of September, my arm was lifted and I was able to take care of myself for most of the time, although it still hurt a little.

The paid sick leave that the unit applied for me has also been completed, and it is not bad for a penny, and our leaders are kind enough to help me in this matter. And my mood has improved, as if everything is starting to change.

I think that if I don't die, I will have a blessing, and think that this thing is in the past.

Hey! It's really hard! I finally see hope, I hope that this kind of thing will not happen again in the future, it is really hard work!

One night I went to have a drink with my friends, which was also a small celebration to relieve the stress of the recent past. After drinking, my friend and I went for a pedicure (regular) and massage.

Maybe I've been too tired lately, and I fell asleep before I was done.

I didn't know what time I woke up in the middle of the night, and the room was pitch black, and I saw a pair of shining eyes staring at me not far ahead!

Oh, my God!

What is that!?