Sitting in the taxi, Su Qingzhi looked out the window attentively, and felt more timid about homesickness.

The sooner I was about to meet Meng Xiuyi, the more nervous I became.

He thought he had completely let go, but it wasn't until this moment that he realized that it seemed that he was only putting down his mouth, and he still remembered it deep down.

Su Qingzhi's mind was full of thoughts, he thought that Meng Xiuyi had married another woman, and thought of the man named Fan Linhan that Lin Shuying said, and heard that he treated Meng Xiuyi quite well, and his husband sang and his wife followed, and he raised his eyebrows......

In an instant, Su Qingzhi thought a lot, but the more he thought about it, the more irritated he became.

In that lackluster middle school days, because of the appearance of Meng Xiuyi, he left a lot of indelible beauty in his life.

Make dumplings together, cook together, and talk together.

Embrace each other on snowy nights in winter, linger on rainy nights in summer.

Her smile seemed to be in front of her eyes, and it seemed to be in the sky.

Thinking about it, Su Qingzhi denied an inference he made a long time ago: the teacher complex.

If you really have a teacher complex, then why don't you fall in love with a political teacher?

The teacher who taught politics in high school was also a woman, in her fifties......

Therefore, the simple "teacher complex" does not exist in oneself.

Based on this, he judged that he might really like the mature and attractive Meng Xiuyi.

As for the so-called "teacher complex", it is just an ethereal fabrication, which he uses as an excuse for self-deception.

"This is a bit of a sin...... Man, when will you be able to control your lower body?"

Su Qingzhi, who was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, felt more and more aggrieved the more he thought about it, he didn't dare to make a decision when he had a big opportunity, but now the daylily was cold, but he couldn't change it, which was simply a sin.

Thinking of this, he let out a long sigh, which scared the driver so much that his foot on the brakes shook and almost caused a rear-end collision.

Half an hour later, the car stopped not far from the entrance of a military hospital.

When Su Qingzhi got out of the car, he was shocked by the four soldiers with loaded guns at the door, because the gun was definitely a real gun, not ambiguous at all, and it was the first time he saw a guard carrying a real gun at the gate of the hospital, which was not an ordinary high.

Su Qingzhi walked towards the entrance, but was stopped when he was still nearly ten meters away from the door.

He reported his name and said Meng Xiuyi's name, but he didn't expect the guards to do anything embarrassed when they heard it, and they didn't even register, but helped him point out the way and let him in.

It is impossible for outsiders to let outsiders in in a high-security military hospital, and now there is only one explanation for this situation, Meng Xiuyi has greeted him in advance.

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Although Jinling is located in the south of the Yangtze River, there is still some cold spring in March, and the wind is mixed with a hint of coolness.

The afternoon sun poured into the room through the window, and Meng Xiuyi sat calmly at the head of the bed in pure cotton peach-colored pajamas.

There was a slight noise at the door, and as soon as she looked up, she saw a slender figure walking in.

"You're here. ”

Meng Xiuyi closed the book, rubbed her eyes, and said softly.

Su Qingzhi said "um", looking at Meng Xiuyi, who was pale, his heart was mixed, and even his steps became heavy, as if every step forward weighed like a thousand catties.

Three meters away from the hospital bed, Su Qingzhi stopped, looked at her peach blossom eyes that were once beautiful but now had a hint of grievance, and asked in a dry voice, "Are you okay?"

Meng Xiuyi looked at him, and after a while, she beckoned to Su Qingzhi.

Su Qingzhi hesitated slightly, walked to her bedside, and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Meng Xiuyi moved her body, gently leaned into his arms, and snuggled quietly without saying a word.

The room was quiet, and you could almost hear the sound of the wind blowing off the leaves outside the window.

Su Qingzhi stood motionless, while Meng Xiuyi snuggled in her arms, her eyes were foggy, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

After about ten minutes, Meng Xiuyi said quietly: "The child is gone." ”

Su Qingzhi said: "There is no regeneration. ”

Meng Xiuyi asked, "How to give birth?"

Su Qingzhi said: "How you came, how you were born." ”

Meng Xiuyi didn't say anything, and suddenly cried "woo", and tears wet his chest.

Su Qingzhi saw that her shoulders trembled, crying pitifully and helplessly, and after a struggle of thoughts, he opened his arms and hugged her in his arms.

"If you get beaten, you will be beaten......"

From the moment Su Qingzhi opened his arms and held Meng Xiuyi in his arms, he was ready to be beaten.

In his subconscious, Meng Xiuyi is now a married man, she is still in confinement after giving birth, so she ran to the ward and held her in her arms, in case she was seen by her family, she would definitely not be able to wash it by jumping into the Yellow River.

It's still light to beat yourself up, and maybe you'll be desperate.

"Su Qingzhi, your daughter I named her Yuyan, she was transformed from 'a cloud of smoke and rain Ren Pingsheng', she is very well-behaved and sensible, whenever I am in a bad mood, she will accompany me to relieve my boredom and make me happy......"

Meng Xiuyi said faintly, her eyes were blurred and sad, and she could see that she was still immersed in the pain of losing her daughter, and she couldn't extricate herself.

For this daughter, she is willing to give her all, even if it is her life.

It's a pity that at the most important juncture of their mother and daughter's lives, she can't even control her own fate, and the doctor tried to save her life, but in the end her daughter couldn't be saved.

Su Qingzhi sighed, his guess was not wrong, Meng Xiuyi was really her own child, but she didn't expect that the child could not be saved.

Meng Xiuyi seemed to have hysteria, she had been immersed in her own little world, and kept telling Su Qingzhi about the child, wiping her tears while talking, which was heart-wrenching.

"Sister Xiuyi, the child is not gone, she just missed the opportunity to come to this world, she is still waiting, waiting for us to bring her back. ”

"The child is so sensible, she will definitely be unhappy when she sees her mother so sad and sad, are you willing to make her sad? So, you have to cheer up as soon as possible and strive to get the child back as soon as possible. ”

Su Qingzhi encountered the loss of a daughter for the first time in his previous life and this life, and he couldn't tell how he felt in his heart, but looking at Meng Xiuyi's pitiful appearance, his heart felt as if he had been blocked by a stone, and he was very depressed.

Meng Xiuyi listened, raised her head, and asked with teary eyes: "What you said is true, didn't lie to me?"

Su Qingzhi gently patted her fragrant shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I will never lie to you......"

It didn't take long for the lack of intent to strike, Meng Xiuyi became weak to speak, and her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them.

Her body did not recover well after the operation, coupled with the effect of drugs, the more obvious symptom was drowsiness, and she spent more than ten hours a day in sleep.

Su Qingzhi placed her pillow in place, gently helped her to lie down, and then covered her with the quilt.