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"Jing'er, you don't want to be like this, when I see you like this, I feel uncomfortable. Xiao Ziyu really couldn't bear to say it, she really hoped that Xiao Jing'er could live well.

Xiao Jing'er leaned on Xiao Ziyu's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Miss, I'm fine, I'm really fine." ”

"Jing'er, why do you have to go all the way to the dark? Actually, you still have a lot of choices, you torture yourself like this, I feel distressed and uncomfortable when I look at it. ”

"Well, I know, miss, I love Xiao Jingchen very much, I love him very much, I love him very much, how can I love him so much, why do I love him so much······" Xiao Jing'er said, as if she couldn't go on any longer, and sobbed.

Xiao Ziyu listened to it like a knife, she knew that Xiao Jing'er couldn't let go of Xiao Jingchen in her heart, otherwise she wouldn't have said this, in fact, she had never let go, but now, she couldn't let go even more.

Xiao Ziyu stepped forward and hugged Xiao Jing'er, "Okay, if you can't let him go, go and tell him, don't torture yourself like this, in fact, Xiao Jingchen may not be better than you." ”

Since Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Jing'er's family affair was abolished, Xiao Jingchen has rarely gone home.

Even when he came back, he went out early and returned late, and few people in the family could see him.

This is enough to prove that Xiao Jingchen is not feeling good in his heart, but he has always been holding on.

"No, I've been holding out for so long, in a few days, I'll be able to get through it, I can't go to him now, if I do, I'll lose all my efforts. Xiao Jing'er shook her head.

"Xiao Jing'er, have you been caught in the door?" Xiao Ziyu yelled with hatred, "What are you doing here?"

Xiao Jing'er lowered her head and said nothing, Xiao Ziyu was really out of line, I don't know what Xiao Jing'er is calling.

At this time, Xiuxin pushed the door in, and when she saw the two people who were tense, the atmosphere was really a little embarrassing, and Xiuxin had a somewhat embarrassed expression on her face.

Xiao Ziyu knew that if it was okay, Xiuxin would definitely not come in at this time to disturb them.

Xiao Ziyu asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Xiuxin said with some embarrassment, "Uncle is here." ”

Xiao Ziyu didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to come over at this time, but in fact, although it was unexpected, it was expected when she thought about it carefully, she was going to get married tomorrow, and it was reasonable for Xiao Jingchen to come to see her.

Even if Xiao Jingchen is a little taboo about Xiao Jing'er, he will still come over, after all, he can't stop seeing Xiao Ziyu because of Xiao Jing'er's taboo, it's impossible.

"He's just in time, let him in. Xiao Ziyu felt that this was also an opportunity.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er in a panic, wanting to run away, and couldn't help but say, "Xiao Jing'er, if you really leave this time, I swear I will never help you again in the future, you are ready to fend for yourself." ”

Xiao Ziyu is really angry, it's all here, Xiao Jing'er is still like this, how can she not be angry?

"Miss, I really don't want to embarrass him, I don't want to. Xiao Jing'er cried and said.

Xiao Jingchen came quickly, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Xiao Jing'er crying.

Xiao Jingchen was also stunned, Xiao Jingchen didn't expect this scene, he had actually chosen to appear later in order to avoid Xiao Jing'er.

I was afraid of running into Xiao Jing'er, but I didn't expect to come over at this moment, but I still ran into Xiao Jing'er, but there was this scene when I did, which really scared Xiao Jingchen.

Xiao Jingchen has been living a very dark life these days, and he almost can't be idle for a moment, and when he is free, he will think of Xiao Jing'er, and his heart will be very uncomfortable.

So he simply didn't even go home, and then he lived outside all the time.

When he was in Guozijian before, he bought a courtyard outside, and now he lives directly in the courtyard.

Of course, this is not a place where the golden house hides Jiaojiao, it is all public, and he can be found, but Xiao Jingchen is unwilling to meet the Xiao family's mansion.

"You guys, what's wrong?" Xiao Jingchen couldn't help but ask.

"No, it's nothing, uncle, you talk to Miss, I'll go back first." "Xiao Jing'er bricks want to go.

"Xiao Jing'er, you stop. Xiao Ziyu shouted directly.

Xiao Jing'er is probably also a conditioned reflex, so she paused directly, she probably had no way to resist Xiao Ziyu, no matter what Xiao Ziyu said or what she did, it would have too much impact on Xiao Jing'er.

"Xiao Jing'er, how long do you still have to deceive yourself?" Xiao Ziyu was a little furious, and then looked at Xiao Jingchen, "No, it's the two of you who still have to deceive yourself!"

Xiao Jingchen's heart chuckled, he looked at Xiao Jing'er, in fact, Xiao Jingchen had always thought that Xiao Jing'er had lost her memory, but now listening to Xiao Zi's words, it doesn't seem to be the case.

He slowly stepped forward, walked to Xiao Jing'er's side, looked at Xiao Jing'er, his eyes locked on Xiao Jing'er for a moment, and said softly, "Jing'er, tell me, what's going on?"

Xiao Ziyu waved her hand a little irritably, "I really don't want to take care of the affairs of the two of you, please go out and talk about it." Xiao Ziyu said negatively.

"Jing'er, come with me, I have something to tell you. Xiao Jingchen said directly.

Xiao Jing'er's expression was a little hesitant, but Xiao Jingchen didn't hesitate, directly dragged Xiao Jing'er up, and strode away.

Xiao Ziyu looked at this scene, but she felt quite relieved, she should have been like this a long time ago, she dragged on all day, she felt uncomfortable when she watched it.

In fact, that tepid taste is really more uncomfortable, it is better to break out, looking at the two of them, it should be possible to break out.

So Xiao Ziyu went to sleep with peace of mind. And I went humming a little song, and I was finally able to sleep.

And here, after Xiao Jingchen pulled Xiao Jing'er out, he entered Xiao Jing'er's room.

Xiao Jingchen walked very fast, Xiao Jing'er's footsteps couldn't keep up, after Xiao Jingchen closed the door, he turned his head to look at Xiao Jing'er, his face was not very good-looking.

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Jingchen, she didn't know why, she was a little scared.

"You don't have amnesia?" Although Xiao Jingchen was a question, his tone was very firm.

Xiao Jing'er knew that she couldn't hide it, so she had to nod, "Yes, I don't have amnesia." ”

Xiao Jingchen's face can almost be described as distorted, "You don't have amnesia, but you pretend to have amnesia, and the dowry forgets the feelings between us, Xiao Jing'er, what do you mean?" Xiao Jingchen really couldn't accept Xiao Jing'er's like this.

"Why do I want to do this, why do you say I am like this, do you think I want to be like this? You know why I don't tell me my life experience, but choose to alienate me and avoid me, don't I feel sad when you are like this? I love you very much, I love you very much, so I don't want you to be embarrassed, so I choose to pretend to forget, pretend to have amnesia, to escape, so that you can leave me without any scruples, and you can live happily, isn't this good?" Xiao Jing'er yelled hysterically.

In fact, these days, Xiao Jing'er is also very hard, and such days are not what she wants.

But does she have a choice? Does she have a choice in life?

Does she have a choice? She doesn't have a choice, she can only endure this painful situation.

Xiao Jingchen saw Xiao Jing'er so hysterical, and his heart was even more distressed, and he stepped forward and hugged Xiao Jing'er, "Jing'er, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't treat you like this, it's my fault for all my mistakes." Xiao Jingchen said guiltily.

"Let go of me. Xiao Jing'er began to push Xiao Jingchen, "Xiao Jingchen, let me go, did you hear it?" The more Xiao Jing'er broke free, the tighter Xiao Jingchen hugged her.

"Jing'er, let's not be like this, maybe it's right, we have too many concerns, we shouldn't push each other away like this. Xiao Jingchen hugged Xiao Jing'er tightly and refused to let go.

"Worries, my worries are all because of you, I have never had any worries, when I was with you, I was actually very uneasy, I always felt that I was born like this, just a girl is not worthy of you, so no matter what I do, I work very hard, really hard, I'm afraid that I won't do well, I'm afraid that the master, the wife, the old lady, the old lady will be dissatisfied, Miss let me take care of the house, I'm really serious about doing it, for everything, I do it very seriously, I'm afraid that there will be a little mistake, I'm just to be able to match you, I just want people to think that I'm Xiao Jing'er is also very good, but now my background is clear, Although I am of noble birth, what is the use, I would rather be a little girl, so you don't have to worry about me like this, Xiao Jingchen, you have always been worried, and you are the one who wants to retreat!" Xiao Jing'er said loudly.

Xiao Jingchen felt very uncomfortable when he heard this, indeed, if he hadn't had concerns first, Xiao Jing'er wouldn't have been like this.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's me who didn't have the courage, it's me who was wrong. Xiao Jingchen has been apologizing.

"Jing'er, give me another chance, let's overcome it together, no matter what your background is, even if you are the princess of Nanzhao, we don't want to escape, something happened, let's face it together, okay?" Xiao Jingchen said with some pleading.

Xiao Jing'er heard the throbbing pain in her heart, in fact, Xiao Jing'er didn't want to, she really loved Xiao Jingchen, deep love in the bone marrow, if it wasn't so love, she wouldn't be worried about his worries, she wouldn't be so reluctant and heartbroken, she wouldn't be so unable to eat, couldn't sleep at night, and tortured herself like this.

Love, sometimes tormenting each other.

"Xiao Jingchen, I really love you, do you know? I don't even know why I love you like this, how can I love you like this?" Xiao Jing'er said, kissing Xiao Jingchen's lips directly.

Xiao Jingchen was also a little nervous, he didn't expect Xiao Jing'er to be so active, but two people who love each other to the extreme, a kiss is enough to go crazy.

Everything is in plain sight, and an affectionate kiss is enough to make two people forget about so many days of frozen treatment.

Everything melted away.

Xiao Jingchen left Xiao Jing'er's room very late, although they had been warm for a long time, Xiao Jingchen still restrained himself, he was unwilling to hurt Xiao Jing'er, this time, he really made up his mind, as soon as Xiao Jing'er and Lu Li arrived, he immediately set a date, get married, and definitely not delay, let the people of Nanzhao Kingdom go to hell, when can they not hide it anymore.

Anyway, at that time, the wood was already in the boat, and he and Xiao Jing'er might even have children, and I believe that others can't say anything.

When Xiao Jingchen left, he walked with the wind, but Xiao Jingchen didn't go back to the study, but came to the door of Xiao Ziyu's room, Xiuxin went to the night, but Xiuxin didn't fall asleep, Xiao Ziyu didn't fall asleep, so as soon as Xiao Jingchen knocked on the door, Xiuxin came to open the door.

Xiuxin held the lamp in her hand, looked at Xiao Jingchen outside the door, and asked, "Uncle, why are you here so late?"

Xiao Jingchen said directly, "I have something to do with Yu'er, did Yu'er sleep?"

Xiuxin hurriedly let Xiao Jingchen in, and then said, "Did the slave go and see if the girl was asleep?"

It was very quiet in the middle of the night, Xiao Ziyu had already heard the movement, and asked, "Xiuxin, who is it?" Xiao Jingchen? Let him in." ”

Xiao Ziyu spoke in a loud voice, and both of them heard it.

Xiuxin smiled and said, "Uncle, please come in." ”

Xiao Jingchen walked in directly, Xiao Ziyu also took the lamp, Xiao Ziyu put on a robe, and a green silk was scattered behind him.

She was sitting at the table, waiting for Xiao Jingchen.

also poured a cup of tea for Xiao Jingchen.

"What, reconciled?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

Xiao Jingchen smiled, "Yes, reconcile." ”

"Don't you have so many worries, aren't you worried about this, worried about that?" Xiao Ziyu asked with a bit of sarcasm.

"Don't worry about it, don't worry about it, in fact, these days when I'm separated from Jing'er, I really think clearly, without her, I really feel that life is dark, I can't even let myself be idle, if I'm free, I will think of her in my head, and I will feel very uncomfortable. Xiao Jingchen said.

"The two of you are completely asking for your own hardship, but she is similar to you, on the surface pretending to be nothing, but in the heart is very worried, very painful, making yourself split, these days, she can't eat anything at all, to be exact, she will overeat, the amount of food increased greatly, but soon after eating, she will search the intestines and scrape all the stomach and vomit out, and there is no way to stay, Dr. Li said, this is a heart disease, caused by too much pressure in the heart, can only be adjusted by herself, there is no other way. Xiao Ziyu couldn't help but sigh as she spoke.

"Really? Jing'er didn't tell me. Xiao Jingchen was very worried.

"Don't worry, you are reconciled, I think this illness should be better, I hope you two can be well in the future, don't torture each other like this anymore, I am tired for you. Xiao Ziyu said helplessly.

"Well, I really figured it out this time, the soldiers will block, the water will cover the earth, I will wait for Jing'er and the ceremony to pass, and then I will marry her, as for the affairs of Nanzhaoguo, it's okay, take one step at a time, I really can't hide it, besides, I will face it with Jing'er anyway." Xiao Jingchen said categorically.

Xiao Ziyu heard Xiao Jingchen say this, and understood Xiao Jingchen, it seems that he really figured it out, which is actually really good.

"You came here to tell me this?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"It's not all, you're going to get married tomorrow, I'm an elder brother, shouldn't I have a few words to say to you?" Xiao Jingchen quipped.

"Yes, the elder brother knows it, and the younger sister listens to it. Xiao Ziyu said with a smile.

"Yu'er, my good sister, time flies too fast, you are going to get married tomorrow, I am really reluctant to let you as a brother, but this path is your own choice, as long as you feel good, I will support you, if Yu Wenmo dares to bully you in the future, I will definitely not let him go!" Xiao Jingchen said at the end, his tone was a little sharper.

Xiao Ziyu knew that Xiao Jingchen always looked down on Yu Wenmo, but she didn't know why.

"Well, I know, don't worry, I'll be fine, only I bullied Yuwenmo, absolutely no Yuwenmo bullied me. Xiao Ziyu said, full of confidence.

"Yu'er, no matter what, you must be happy, the Xiao family and I will always be strong backing, understand?" Xiao Jingchen said a little eagerly, he was afraid that Xiao Ziyu would be a little wronged.

Xiao Ziyu nodded heavily, the brother and sister chatted for a while, and finally Xiao Jingchen also took out a stack of silver tickets from his arms, handed them to Xiao Ziyu, didn't say anything, and left in a hurry, Xiao Ziyu didn't even have a chance to react, reacted, and immediately chased out, Xiao Jingchen was gone.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!