That night, 616 and 602 got together for the first time after the school was closed, and everyone ate first and then sang, and the trouble did not end until the second half of the night.

The next day, Bei Chang'an received a call from Guan Zijun, she said that she had just arrived in Yanjing yesterday and came to talk to his father about business, and wanted to take this opportunity to meet with Bei Chang'an.

"When did you arrive yesterday?" asked Don't Changan on the phone.

"In the early hours of the morning, it was too late to call you. ”

Don't Chang'an said: "Okay, wait a minute, I'll book a box in Gui Fuyuan and wash the dust for you and your uncle." ”

Guan Zijun smiled and said, "Okay, no problem." You've been making a lot of noise on the Internet lately, right?"

Don't Chang'an asked, "How do you know?"

Guan Zijun said: "Just check it out, it's not a difficult thing, I remember you told me before, you made a small website on the Internet, and I searched for your information on the Internet, but I didn't expect it to be true." ”

Don't Chang'an didn't speak, just nodded.

The two talked a lot, but they didn't matter, and I don't know if Guan Zijun had any scruples, or don't Chang'an have a ghost in his heart, in short, the dinner between the two was not too harmonious.

"What kind of person do you think you are?" asked Guan Zijun.

Bei Chang'an quickly said: "I am a mortal, mercenary, but I can still talk about my conscience." ”

Guan Zijun looked at Bei Changan and asked, "Have you ever done anything bad?"

Don't Chang'an nodded: "Yes." ”

Guan Zijun asked, "What kind of bad thing?"

Don't Chang'an said: "I don't want to say it. ”

Guan Zijun asked, "Then have you done anything good?"

Don't Chang'an said: "I have helped and saved people." ”

Guan Zijun asked again: "Are there any bad people around you?"

There are so many people in this life who we look proud of, we often think that this is lucky, but no one knows whether they spent four or ten years polishing their weak self, becoming this glorious person today, the only thing we can see is that the people around them seem to be particularly friendly and peaceful, this world has no suffering for them, no hardship, only tenderness and romance.

Don't Chang'an thought for a long time, leaving only this sentence, "When you are weak, there are the most bad people." ”

These words lack warmth and look cold, but they are the ultimate principle of survival. There is more cruelty in life that needs to be understood by one person personally.

If you are good, you will help the world, and if you are poor, you will be good alone.

That's all, no more need to say. Only it is difficult, but it is more courageous.

Coming out of the hotel, Don't Chang'an got into Guan Zijun's car.

The setting sun hangs on the top of the high-rise building, painting the last golden light on the world, as if to say goodbye.

Follow the boulevard all the way to the north.

The afterglow sank into the horizon, and the sky darkened.

The stereo in the car remembered a song, and Guan Zijun concentrated and listened to the music quietly.

"I Wish People Were Long"

"This night is quiet

Look at the end of the world alone

The stars remain the same every night

It shines long every night

I hope people haven't changed

May it be like a star for a long time

Shining like a star every night

Constant presence every night

The long night is like a starry night

Ask people how it is, but it won't be permanent

I hope that the light that remains is shining like the stars

It's a long dark night."

When you first know this world, you have clear eyes, and you can't wait, looking at the colorful places in the distance!

When you pass through this world, you have cold eyes, carelessly, ignoring the thousands of purples and thousands of reds around you!

Some people say you've changed, but you complain that the world has changed! Maybe everything has changed!

People will always be like this, from the beginning of the novelty of the world, to the later weary of the vicissitudes of life, we will all change! And this kind of change, we call it impermanence.

You were young and frivolous, you didn't understand time, and you didn't believe in the impermanence of time!

If you think you are firm in everything, you will stick to everything!

But I don't know that in the years that followed, all your original ambitions and rhetoric became powerless.

You once thought you were invincible in the world, but then you lost to yourself in the unpredictable years; you once thought you were one in a million, but then you became the first from the bottom in the cruelty of reality! Perhaps we are all the same, we all valued ourselves in the days of despising the years, and only realized ourselves in the days of valuing time.

Maybe no matter how stirring the youthful blood is, it will be dull!

No matter how heroic the ambition and pride, it will be light and clear.

Many years later, when people talk about your dreams again, you have forgotten that you had dreams!

Maybe many people in this world are like you, who have walked on the road of dreams, but in the end they have forgotten what dreams look like!

As you once said, life is not only about what is in front of you, but also about poetry and distance!

But later, you are not like most people, around a lot of trivial life, and spend the rest of your life mediocre for a long time.

Maybe no matter what you said you were and what you will be in the future, you will become what you never thought you would be, and you will slowly accept it, and even be satisfied with it!

What's more, the confusion of falling into the trough, and the hesitation on the bumpy road!

Life is like a tree, at the beginning, everyone wants to grow straight and strong, but later on the road, in order to cater to the light of those survival needs, we have no choice but to live away. This is this cruel world, even if you have planned everything in advance, you will not be able to resist the sudden change.

You used to think that what you wanted was the most precious, so you tried everything to get it, but when you got it, you found that what you lost was the most precious thing for you. Sometimes we are like monkeys, "picking up sesame seeds and losing watermelons." In fact, we are not stupid, we are just for what we think we need, and we discard those who think we don't need anything!

But no matter how much we end up having, we have much more to lose than we have to gain. Perhaps life is a story that is both tragic and long, and the end of the story is often more than worth the loss.

You thought that if someone was with you, you wouldn't be lonely!

If someone helps you, you are not helpless!

But one day you suddenly find that no matter how many people accompany you, you will feel lonely, and no matter how many people help you, you will also feel helpless!

Because you finally understand that the real loneliness in this world is not that you face the whole world alone, but the whole world, and in the end you can only leave alone! And the real helplessness is not that there is no one to help you, but that all those who are willing to help you are powerless.

There are people in your life who come to your world, and you think it will be forever, but you never think that they are just passing by!

Many years later, when you raise your glass again, the person who drinks with you is no longer the friend you once was! When you go on the road again, the person who walks with you is no longer the brother you once was!

You used to think that youth would be immortal and friendship would last forever! But now you realize that the years have not treated you gently! And the people who have been with you from place to place have not been able to accompany you to the end.

Wake up from a dream!

(End of book)