Maybe everyone will have one time in their life when they are only touched by their humble unrequited love. Don't ask for possession, don't ask for each other, just ask for that person, forget the groveling I once had, just as I've been ignoring this wrong relationship lately, and he doesn't care about me so much.

The two of us walked silently down the boulevard of the school and went to the counselor's office together to hand over the tripartite agreement. According to my original personality, I definitely would not go with him, and now that I think about it, it is just a confession rejection, what's the big deal, and it's not that the sky is falling.

"I heard that you went to the Wanzi Group for an interview?" ...... Well, the sky is falling.

"yes, but not in the interview. "I avoided the important and didn't want to admit that it was because of my cowardice, I gave up the opportunity to broaden my horizons, and chose to stay in the company where I used to intern.

"So where did you sign up now?"

"It's the same company that I did my internship with. "I have questions and answers.

"That's not bad, after all, it's a big company, and my colleagues are familiar with each other, which is good. He nodded in relief. I didn't realize that in my heart he was a busy man, remembering the fact that little me, where to work.

The catkins in spring, with the breeze, float in the air and blow to the nose, which is simply suffocating. I felt like I was a person floating in the water, unable to touch the shore or find driftwood, so I had to rely on myself, fluttering up and down, doing my best.

"What about you?"

He still holds the canvas shoulder bag he used in his freshman year today, just like the image he created himself, he is a person who refuses to let go of the old and refuses to let go. However, Babao once complained about his bag, saying that he was carrying it like a sissy, and I laughed it off at the time, thinking that he was just more fashionable. Now that I think about it, in addition to him, the male classmates around me basically only carry chemical fiber sports bags on their shoulders, and even more so, they only bring mobile phones and a pen to class, free and easy.

He opened the canvas bag and showed me the agreement, which prominently stated the name of a Sino-Japanese joint venture.

"Congratulations, you got your wish and entered the top 500. "My congratulations are from the bottom of my heart, without a little negativity. I remember his wish as much as he remembered where I did my internship, and neither of us could crack the question.

Silence, silence is last night's Cambridge.

We walked across a bridge without saying a word, but it was only ten seconds, but it was as long as a day.

Next to the bridge is the embankment I have longed for for a long time, the sun is just right, and the people are just right, but it is no longer the same as when I first encountered it.

"Hahaha, you, why don't you say to me like others, if you find such a good job, you must work hard, and you will definitely be able to find a gentle and considerate girlfriend who can go to the hall and the kitchen on a blind date in the future. Then start a family, get promoted and raised, and go to the peak of life. ”

My fingers were pinching the torn napkin in my pocket, and after thinking about it, I decided to tell the truth: "You know, I can't tell you about the scene...... And...... I don't think marriage is a tool, a means, or a goal. In the first half of our lives, whether we study or work, the ultimate goal is not only to fall in love, get married, and start a family, but to realize our own value...... As for whether the value is contributed to the family, it all depends on the individual's vision and plan for the future. ”

"You're such an incorrigible idealist that you don't understand what life really looks like. He stopped and stayed where he was, and I was still walking, and by the time I stopped, we were two meters apart.

"What is real life?" I laughed.

The real life is that I press the alarm clock at six o'clock, open my eyes and hug a chubby little white cat, get up and go to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to make breakfast; the real life is that I am crowded in a carriage full of office workers, holding my backpack and holding my mobile phone to swipe the news this morning; the real life is that I am walking in the fishy vegetable market with my shopping bag, thinking about whether to spend five yuan to buy a pound of tomatoes; the real life is that I take out the payment slip from the mailbox and look at the last payment date by the dim light in the corridor.

Because of this, I am an idealist, which is even more valuable.

He took two steps, walked up to me, and asked me, "Why do you like me?"

"I liked it. I corrected, somehow remembering the stubborn frost blade, he was a cold and sharp knife, and I also wanted to have a moment when I didn't have to pretend to be indifferent, but really unruly.

"Okay, then let me ask you, why did you like me? I always felt that you liked me because you liked the wrong person. You like my optimistic side, my helpful side, and my empathetic side. However, these images are not the complete me, and the real me will also be lost, helpless, vulnerable, and silent. I would look at the screen full of information prompts, but I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to meet people, I didn't want to negotiate, I just wanted to nestle in my room and look at the ceiling wordlessly. I must be tired of being like this. I don't want to be seen by others as selfish and indifferent, so I can only try to keep smiling, and now I ask you, if you see me like this, will you still like me?"

He said that you guys, and, full screen. I smiled, I've been letting him go for so long, and I'm still ashamed of myself in front of him.

However, the flowers blooming at his feet, none of them facing him, are the only little dark corners that can balance my mind.

I looked at him and said softly, "You have to believe that one day, you will wait for that empathetic girl." She will like your happy and confident side, she will also embrace your sad and lost side, she will like all your advantages, and she will tolerate all your shortcomings, she will like you who are strong and glamorous on the outside, and she will also like you who are soft and gray on the inside, she will like your up and down, edges and corners, and then walk hand in hand with you through this long life. ”

He looked me straight and asked, "And what happened to you, letting me go?"

I thought about it, and finally made up my mind, and replied, "Do you want to hear the story?"

He really looked down and looked at the DW watch on his wrist, the hands pointing at eleven o'clock in the morning, "I have time." ”

"My first school bag in the first grade of primary school was given to me by an aunt at home. At that time, I was so happy, clapping and cheering, celebrating that I had finally grown up. In that bag, there was a full amount of fruit jelly, the jelly was crystal clear, and there was a piece of pulp hidden in the middle, through the package, you could not see and touch, but I guess, it must be delicious...... On the first day of school, I gave the jelly to everyone and shared it to eat, at that time, I didn't care at all, this good-looking schoolbag was actually a gift for jelly. You know, it's easy to feel a little love in this way, and it's the same with you. Your concern for me is like a jelly giveaway, but an accessory to regular-priced goods. However, this simple accessory is a luxury for me, the best gift, and a vivid and beautiful memory of my childhood. The past experience has made me who I am now, so that I can easily like you. And I also understood that your feelings for me were just an accessory, just a giveaway, so at the end of the elective course, I stopped there. ”

"What if you had turned back the clock three years ago, if you hadn't stopped three years ago, but taken a step forward? Such an irresponsible assumption, he can easily say it.

I'm afraid that three years ago, I would be rejected by you, and I was afraid that I would hold a broken girl's heart, walk into a haze of smoke and rain, and cry non-stop.

How fortunate I am that the person who completed the confession to him that he did not complete three years ago is me, who has grown up strong and grown up three years later. If time can really be turned back, if time can really overlap, I hope that I will be able to hold me in a cotton T-shirt with long hair and tell her that everything will be fine.

I pulled out my sword deep into the ground, pointed it at his heart, and said indifferently, "I'm sorry, you really don't know much about me. The choice I would make was to make strides towards the person I liked. However, that person can't be you, so I chose to stop and even retreat. I knew from the beginning that I could like you, but never get you. I don't do things that are fruitless and uncertain. As for the confession, it's just that some sudden circumstances have forced me to choose to let you know, which is really sorry for you. It's also good, it's just an explanation of myself, and it cleans up the emotional entanglements of my college days. ”

"Do you really want to clear all the emotional entanglements in college?"

"Yes. ”

"So, what is the existence of brakes to you?" he naturally said, his real name, "do you like brakes?"

"Yes. "I didn't hesitate.

"You're dating?"

"Yes. "I didn't hesitate.

"Will you be sure of the results with him?

“…… I want to try, "The great thing about the flavor is that he can always feel the way to your heart and find the breaking point of your bulletproof vest." In my relationship with the brakes, I still belong to the mood of crossing the river by feeling the stones, but I don't want to lose, "The difference between him and yours is that I am willing to give him this opportunity for trial and error." ”

The spring breeze blows.

Willow branches flying.

"I see. He generously stretched out his right hand, "I'm very happy to talk to you." In the future, we will still be friends, how?"

I reached out to him and clenched it.

I found out much later that he wanted to say to me, don't like brakes, because we're two concave pieces of a puzzle that don't fit together perfectly.

It's just that he didn't say anything now, and looked at me with a smile.

If he had said this, I would have answered him like this—

We are originally two independent and complete worlds, and because of this, we appreciate and attract each other.

Nothing to do with others.