After a long time of braking, I told me that when I was in graduate school, he had a good friend who had died of depression. Relatives around my friends are sighing that young people are too heavy to endure hardship. Not only that, but he also sighed that there are any major events at this age that can't be passed, and everything can be mixed up in the past.

For a long time, this bothered him very much - why the sharpest knife comes from the closest person. What makes him even more sad is that a person who despaired of the world during his life still can't treat him gently after death.

Then one day, he said to me, "Have you seen a TED talk, and the professor asked the students below if they had ever thought about ending their lives for a moment, and most of them raised their hands......"

I held his hand, and his hand was big and mine was small.

"Everyone has their own moments of vulnerability, and so do I. From my senior year to my freshman year of graduate school, I was in a constant hurry, forgetting that there were still scenery along the way. It wasn't until I met you again that my black and white world became colorful and vibrant. It's like the long rainy season is over, the sun is shining, and the peasant uncle comes out of the damp hut with a hoe to prepare for the new season's labor, and life becomes better. ”

I hugged him, stroked his back, leaned close to his earlobe, and whispered in a seductive voice: "You are talking so literary, but you just want to escape punishment." ”

I was able to rip off a whole strip of scotch tape stuck to his thigh, which was punishment for him losing a game with me.

He barked so loudly that the black dog, which was sleeping in the den, suddenly jumped to the top of the cat's climbing frame and looked down vigilantly.

I giggled as I took the tape covered in leg hair.

But to be honest, I didn't notice it at the time, but I was annoyed by the six pieces of six cents and six cents that suddenly turned on WeChat. Since I added him to WeChat in my sophomore year, the two of us haven't said a word, and there has been no update on his circle of friends, so I once thought he had blocked me.

I squinted my eyes and looked at the red envelope prompted on the screen, which was extremely conspicuous, and for the first time I found that it was really annoying, I decided to go to bed and reflect on myself deeply, so I changed into pajamas, rolled to the bed with my mobile phone, rolled over a few times, and decided to ignore him - it was difficult for him to catch up with the door to repay the money.

Half an hour later, there was a real knock on the door, and I jumped out of bed in fright, almost hitting the ceiling, and rolled over from the bunk bed in a few steps, and straightened my hair and collar.

Opening the door, the soy sauce gas rushed in.

"Eh, how do you know I'm here?"

"You yourself posted a photo of eating in the circle of friends, of course I know you are there. ”

"Why did you come back all of a sudden. ”

"I was supposed to come back tomorrow to hand in my papers, but who knew that the stupid big man would have to come to me today. ”

Soy sauce's personality has always been the same, and in his junior year, he had to join the choir, and finally secretly got out of the ditch with a tall and strong boy in the same class. He likes her, it's nothing more than her eyes are watery and tender, she likes him, it's nothing more than that he is handsome in a white shirt and a little honest. Soy sauce loves his stupid big man so much that he even laughed out loud one day when he looked at his phone. She showed me the screen, and asked me if her stupid big man looked like the banana wolf in the Pleasant Goat, I quickly nodded, like the like, I think you look like a red wolf.

"What's wrong with you?"

"This guy asked me to talk in the carport, and you said that the time of graduation, this place, to talk? If he wants to break up with me, he just says on the phone, what's the matter with telling me to feed the mosquitoes?"

"Sister, it's only April, where did the mosquitoes come from. ”

"Left over from last year. Soy sauce got angry, threw his backpack on the desk, sat down at the desk, turned on the ring light, and began to touch up her makeup, "Even if the old lady breaks up, she has to dress up beautifully, eh! Come and help me paint my eyebrows, I will draw one high and one low." ”

My arms couldn't reach my thighs, so I obediently dragged a stool and sat beside her, holding eyebrow powder and cotton pads to help her wipe and mend.

The scenes between them, what I participated in and what she retelled, flew in front of my eyes like a marquee, and the love between the two of them was like an anime plot, one was coquettish, the other was honest, laughing and laughing all day long, calling them childish, saying that they were free and easy.

Once a stupid big guy rode a bicycle with soy sauce to a big supermarket to buy something, just returned to the dormitory area, the two of them fell somehow, like in a girl's anime, the man is below, the woman is on top, the bicycle is stacked on top, the two people are on all sides, take a closer look, and the eyes may be a circle of mosquito coils. Soy sauce sat on the ground on her knees, holding the broken eggs and crying, she had to pay her poached eggs for the stupid big one, and the stupid big one was also stupid, nodding and apologizing, but she didn't pick up the disgraced soy sauce.

I put a loose powder on the soy sauce, hoping that even if she cried like a child, she would be beautiful like a princess. Even if you have to turn around and leave in the end, you have to be flawless in the back of the stupid big man's eyes. This is probably the last hope for love in the hearts of girls.

"It would be a shame if you two did break up......," I finally said.

"yes, yes, if he dares to mention it first, I'll break his leg. ”

“…… After breaking up, there is one less couple in the world with an IQ of up to 250. ”

"Yes, yes," Soy Sauce pinched his hair while raising the hot curling iron in his hand, I was scared, and shrunk my neck back, for fear of harming the pond fish, "He has an IQ of 50, and I am 200, a genius girl." ”

"Okay, okay, genius girl. ”

Soy sauce finishes the hair, sprays the hair mist, and the whole hair is smooth and shiny, with small curls, like a young girl who came out of a manga. After she finished her makeup, it had been an hour.

"Help me get the little daisy. ”

I resigned myself to my fate, she was a vigorous girl, I was a resentful aunt, I went to the cabinet and brought the perfume and sprayed it in the air - she turned around in a contrived circle, and I kicked her in the ass, "Go ahead, genius girl." ”

"Cut. "Soy sauce grimaced at me, picked a ks shell bun, and went to righteousness with honor.

Her footsteps clicked like a girl running in leather shoes, and finally disappeared at the end of the 65-meter-long corridor (I was bored with soy sauce in my sophomore year), I stood up, opened the blackout curtains, and the sun suddenly shone on my body, and I didn't feel warm at all.

I opened the door and walked out onto the balcony, where the four years of time flew around me like a frame-by-frame edited picture. The broom and mop thrown on the balcony were bought during the freshman military training, and at that time, the soy sauce and hot sauce were still in full swing because of who was the head of the room, one bought a broom, the other bought a mop, and threatened to get the best dormitory under his own leadership, and successfully shared the scholarship. Who knew that Babao brought a pair of uno that night, and the four-person card table drank and talked happily, and finally the two of them pushed with both hands, and joined me and Babao's Ge You paralysis team.

There were originally two nylon ropes pulled on the balcony, about 1.6 meters high, just right for us short-legged girls. This is the lazy way I came up with, and the provincial one took a clothes fork and stretched out his arms to poke my underwear. Since then, everyone has followed the same example, hanging their clothes low on the nylon rope, and every time they run out to look at the diorama outside, they can't help but be hit by the clothes, pants, underwear, and underwear, which is fragrant.

The entertainment life of our girls in the dormitory is very simple, watching dramas online, drinking and playing cards, and standing on the balcony with snacks to watch theatrical performances. The performance program is nothing more than two plays, one is the foreign appearance of the boys' dormitory opposite, and the other is the joys and sorrows of the carport downstairs.

The carport downstairs has always been a feng shui treasure for young couples, whether it is confession, kissing, quarreling, or breaking up, they all like to nest in the carport. Once I rode back, only to hear the girl's heart-rending sentence from the carport, "Why don't you love me-" so frightened that I twisted my head, stepped straight forward, and stopped in the carport of the next building, and was almost lectured by the aunt of the dormitory next door the next morning.

Now, it's the turn of soy sauce.

I bent my waist and only dared to show my eyes. The stupid big man and the soy sauce sat on the edge of the flower bed, he was at a loss, she was clutching a plastic bag in her hand, bulging, and she couldn't see what was inside. The two of them sat dumbfounded, neither talking nor interacting, and after ten minutes, the stupid big man got up and left, and the soy sauce did not move.

I grabbed the key and flew downstairs. It's like my favorite little daughter being bullied by a street bully, and I can't wait to go to the police uncle with the bully's ear.

"Are you alright?" I panted, bent over, and touched the soy sauce's head.

"I'm fine. Soy sauce raised his head, and his expression was well managed.

"It's okay, just cry if you want to. I said.

"Why should I cry. Soy sauce's eyes fell in a distant direction.

"You're not ......"

"He dares to break up first, if you want to mention it, it's the old lady who mentions it first!" Soy sauce's voice rose an octave.

"Then what did he ask you for?"

Soy sauce raised a set of Shiseido in a plastic bag in his hand and said, "My mother gave me a birthday gift, and the gift bag was thrown away." ”

"Isn't there two weeks left on your birthday?" I wanted to take out my phone to check the time, but I remembered that I was in a hurry to go out and forgot to take it.

"He starts a business trip tomorrow, a month. ”

"So what were you doing? ”

"Look at the cat, look at the other side, two wild cats are hehehehehe ”

“…… What's so nice about that? "I'll hold my forehead.

"You see, both of them are males. ”

I hurriedly pulled up the soy sauce sitting on the flower bed: "I almost shed tears for you two guys with a combined IQ of only 250, I was really ...... by the cat."

Before the words fell, I realized that I was standing on the brake downstairs of the dormitory with a takeout in my hand. I subconsciously looked at my sloppy pajamas, ready to pull the soy sauce and slip away in the opposite direction.

Soy Sauce, who had a radiant face in a little dress and couldn't read the air at all, pointed to the brakes and yelled at me, "That's not the ...... Clutch!"

Me: "......"

Brakes: "......"

A blue delivery truck drove past us, and I was tempted to jump into his back seat and walk away.