Chapter 56: In the Abyss of Runaway
Ji Chuan, you really make me feel disgusting.
The same look of disgust made Ji Chuan think of everything he had done in school in the past.
They are the same, calling him stupid, calling him stupid, calling him white-faced, and calling him disgusting.
His eyes were almost cracked, and he could be angry with anyone, but in front of Jiang Yu, he had to try his best to stay calm.
He stepped forward, trying to admit his mistake to her, but she hurriedly retreated, her eyes frightened, as if he were a man-eating beast.
This action deeply pierced his fragile heart, he used brute force to pull over her thin shoulders, and the green tendons on the backs of his two white hands burst out, like winding mountains, "Jiang Yu, I know it's wrong, please don't say that kind of thing, please don't get tired of me......"
"Please?" Jiang Yu laughed sarcastically, "I let you go, then who will let me go?" You also know that those words are very hurtful to listen to, don't you? Then when you manipulated them to slander me, you saw those filthy insults, did you ever feel sorry for me?!"
She shouted heartbreakingly, and her mournful voice was like two hideous hands, tearing open a crack in the clear blue sky, and suddenly black clouds poured in from the crack, and the dark clouds were thick. A thunderclap across the sky was deafening, resounding throughout the city under the gray sky.
"I don't want to see you again in my life!"
She wanted to turn around and leave, and rushed into the pouring rain without hesitation, but was stopped by Ji Chuan, he looked crazy, with begging pity, "Jiang Yu, didn't you promise Ji Cheng, no matter what wrong things I did that I couldn't control myself, would you forgive and accept me?"
Jiang Yu looked at Ji Chuan slowly, slowly, like moving in slow motion, and she saw that the corners of his red eyes and the red bloodshot in his eyes were like a piece of blue-field blood-silk jade with bright colors and delicate crystals.
The love in her eyes was all frozen, and it was gradually frozen up, and the indifference, like seeing a stranger, "... You're eavesdropping on our conversations..."
Ji Chuan's pursed lips gave her the answer, she smiled self-deprecatingly, sobbing, "Fake... It's all fake! That kind and honest Ji Chuan is fake... Those words are also false..."She propped her forehead and brushed her loose hair back, the strands of hair sticking to her face with tears, like a crack in a ceramic mask, on the verge of breaking.
She laughed bitterly, laughing until her whole body trembled, "What a child's heart... What pure and immaculate... What spotlessly clean as a fairy... It's all fake..."
"You're not a genius disease, but a complete neuropath!"
She turned around resolutely, and was firmly restrained from behind by Ji Chuan, who pounced on her, "Jiang Yu, I beg you, you can scold me as much as you want, I will accept whatever you want to say ugly, but you don't leave me." I do all this because I love you and I want you to stay with me forever. ”
"Get out of here!" she writhed and broke free from a fawn hungry for survival, desperately trying to run away even if she was choked by the throat.
"It's raining so hard, do you want to be killed by the rain or thunder when you go out?!" Ji Chuan clenched her wrist, eager to crush it.
"I'd rather be struck to death by lightning and die in the rain than stay by your side for a minute or a second!"
Her figure sank into the pouring rain.
Ji Chuan's body froze, he was the one who was struck by lightning.
His hands were empty, and all he could hold was the rain, and in an instant, the rain flowed between his fingers.
She's going to run away after all.
He knew that she wouldn't be so willing to stay by her side.
I just don't want her to be so resolute, I'd rather die than stay by his side.
The panic that he had never felt before was like a monstrous wave sweeping in, completely overturning his already rickety and broken boat into the storm. He fell into the bottomless sea and became a drowning man, he tried his best to ask Jiang Yu for help, but she turned a blind eye to him, and let him fall into the endless abyss, drowning in the wind and waves.
No way.
He won't let go easily.
He's going to climb up, he's going to escape, he's going to get back to the warm beach.
Even if she hated him, she couldn't leave him.
In the past, he had no desires and no desires, even in the face of bullying from others, he could suppress it without saying a word, because he knew that he was not nothing, and God at least left him the best Jiang Yu.
She was the only color in his gloomy life, the yellow roses on the windowsill, so bright and dazzling.
How could he allow the only light in his life to disappear?
Without light and sun, man cannot live.
He ran into the rain and directly picked up Jiang Yu by the waist, no matter how Jiang Yu struggled and beat him, he was indifferent and never let go.
Opening the door, the rain dripped all the way from the living room to the upper floor.
He threw her heavily on the bed, ignoring her frightened screams, crying and pleading, bullying her, clasping his fingers with her, his eyes were crazy, and his tone was cold, "Jiang Yu, you listen to me." You are not allowed to go anywhere but me. Do you want to leave......" He raised his eyebrows and kissed away a tear from the corner of her eye, extremely gentle and lingering, but his eyes were cruel, "Except, no, me, death." ”
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Jiang Yuxiang was drained of all her strength, and it was as if the bones in her body had been shattered, and she collapsed on the bed in despair, completely ignoring the fact that her body had been completely drenched by the heavy rain.
She was drenched now, like someone had just been scooped up of the water.
She felt so cold, cold to the bone. The clammy cold, from her open pores, seeped into her entire body, into her bones.
Before Ji Chuan left, he took her mobile phone and cut off all her communications.
She was imprisoned in this cage.
Looking indifferently at the ceiling, so pale, just like her face at this moment.
The heart is numb and the eyes are dry.
Her head hurt, it almost exploded.
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Ji Chuan sat on the ground, his back leaning on the bookshelf at random, his silver-gray silk shirt had all changed color, darkened and darkened.
A row of buttons on the shirt was unbuttoned, revealing a lean white chest.
Slender fingers nimbly manipulated the remote control, but the car kept crashing into the pillar, faster and more brutal each time.
His expression was stubborn and stubborn, and the lines of his palate tightened, revealing his unsettled heart.
Finally came to this point, which was much more tragic than this little car.
The yellow rose on the table not far away was bright and dazzling, but when he looked closely, the edges of the petals were still a withered brown, and his fingers stroked the petals, and unexpectedly, one of them fell directly.
He pondered for a while, but decided to go upstairs.
Jiang Yu was drenched in the rain, and if she didn't take a hot bath, she would definitely catch a cold.
There was no bathtub in Jiangyu's room, so he filled the bathtub in his room with hot water and sprinkled a few bright yellow rose petals.
He opened the door to her room and found her lying on the bed like a corpse, lifeless.
Her black, curly hair was scattered messily on the pillow, like dead leaves and branches all over the mountains in autumn. The quilt under her body was already wet, her face was pale, even her lips were pale, and there was no blood at all.
Does she know that she is so weak, she is really beautiful.
"Jiang Yu, is it okay to take a bath? Go to the cold, so that you will not be able to catch a cold easily. ”
Seeing that she didn't respond, he stepped forward, sat on the edge of the bed, and reached out to undress her.
He observed her expression, and she did not resist at all, and let him remove the fabric from her body one by one.
Nothing moves more than the primitive body, she is like a goddess in an oil painting.
Under the grape trellis in autumn, the vines bear plump and crystalline purple grapes. She sat there like this, sitting on the weeds of the ground, radiating holiness
Radiance.
He picked her up and walked from one room to the other.
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The warmth of hot water reached her limbs, but it couldn't drive away the chill in her heart.
She looked at the yellow roses floating on the water, and felt that it was dazzling, so she scooped them up with her hands and crushed them one by one in the palm of her hand.
Ji Chuan saw everything, but he didn't move, just gently massaged her.
"I heard that girls are very particular about bathing, both with rose petals and with essential oils. But I don't have any preparation here, I'll buy it for you tomorrow. His voice returned to its previous gentleness.
But it was this kind of sound that made Jiang Yu shudder even though he was surrounded by hot water.
"You don't want to cook, so how about I do it? What do you want to eat, I'll buy the ingredients, and then follow your recipe and think about it slowly. Rest assured, my learning ability is still good. ”
There was still no answer, but Ji Chuan seemed to have expected it and got used to it.
"You can't sleep in your room today. If you don't behave, you run into the rain, like a child who loves to tread water, and get the sheets wet, so you have to sleep in my room. ”
"To be honest, I'm not that happy with this villa. Tomorrow I will take you to a new villa, which is much cleaner than here, and you can go out and see the dense forest and green areas. Rest assured, no one will know that place, and even Ji Chengdu doesn't know. I caught my eye on it, and it was a nice place, perfect for us to live quietly. ”
"As for work, you don't need to have it. If you feel really lonely, then after a while, we can have a child. If you don't want to have one, then we can go and adopt one. I don't like children, but if you like it, then I'll like it too. Boys and girls are fine. But I'm still more of a girl, beautiful and cute like you, be your intimate little padded jacket, you love her, I love you. Otherwise, if you are a boy, you will definitely snatch you from me, and then I will lose more than I gain. ”
He continued to talk to himself, completely indifferent to Jiang Yu's indifference.
Sometimes she wonders, is it enough for Ji Chuan to just get an empty shell?
His voice was like a requiem, she didn't know when she fell asleep, when she closed her eyes, and when he picked her up from the water, carefully dried the droplets and put her under the covers.
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In order not to disturb Jiang Yu's sleep, Ji Chuan didn't turn on the light, he just sat on the edge of the bed, held her hand, and whispered to her, "Only when you have nothing will you see me." Only when you are abandoned by the world will you stay with me. ”
After he finished speaking, he carefully lay down beside her, held a strand of her hair, and closed his eyes and fell asleep.
In the dark, Jiang Yu turned his back to him and slowly opened his eyes.