Chapter 227: Back to the Past
The sunglasses showed that the two men behind Bu Li, one of whom was the owner of this college town bar, named Huang Bang, and the next Mohican was the owner of another bar located in the middle of nowhere.
The bar was called the Inverted Flyers Club, and it was at the foot of Spiral Hill.
Only then did You Zishi remember that the red one-piece leather jacket worn by Bu Lifu was probably a motorcycle suit. They were supposed to go to Spiral Mountain.
You Zishi borrowed a guitar from the band, stood in front of the microphone, closed her eyes, and began to brew emotions.
This is a song that he has wanted to sing for a long time, as early as when he participated in the training camp of "Dream New Voice", You Zishi was ready, and he exchanged the opportunity to exchange the first fan value contributed by Su Yin for ten songs, and first redeemed this song.
During the trial recording of the training camp, music director Qian Bai gave him an A for this song.
But later, when the first episode of the program was officially recorded, You Zishi changed the song to "Frog's Fantasy" because of a temporary feeling.
The song has been put down.
It's called "Back to the Past."
"If you go back to the past
Everything repeats itself
Will I understand the point of life
Not afraid of setbacks
There is no empty complaint
Let me see further
If you go back to the past
Still in love with you
Do you care about never forever
Or after falling in love
Say goodbye briefly
Give me a little space
I don't make promises lightly anymore
No more changing yourself for whom
After life experiments, love setbacks are inevitable
I'm still looking forward to tomorrow ......"
You Zishi opened his mouth to sing, and the scenes appeared in his mind like a passing cloud, like a dream, virtual and real.
This is a song of vicissitudes, sung by the young voice of Youzishi, but it has more calmness, it feels like blowing away the dust and washing away the lead, leaving only an indifferent and quiet heart, which makes the audience become quiet.
It's hard to imagine how many young people would think about what it would be like to go back to the past.
As the song goes, if we go back to the old days and everything repeats itself, will you and I understand the point of life?
Like the young couple who had a quarrel at the edge of the seat, if everything started all over again, would they understand the point of life?
If we go back to the past, we still fall in love with each other, or we fall in love with you, will we still care, can we be forever?
Will they be angry, inadvertent, and defenseless, after falling in love, complaining and indifferent to each other, and even cruelly saying those words "divorce" and "no hope", representing a simple "goodbye"?
How fragile life is, how ugly, how impetuous it is without knowing it, it is a one-way road of no return, and everything will eventually go to the grave......
But despite this, human beings are a special primate that "knows the destiny of heaven and does its best", and among all things in the world, only human beings are still thinking about being reborn after this journey.
If you could do it all over again......
This mood is not greed, but anticipation......
You Zishi remembered the terrifying-looking dream. The whispers between father and son in the dream, the three women and a corpse in the dream, the fantastical flashbacks and haha mirrors in the dream......
You Zishi looked at Su Yin, who was holding her cheeks, looking at herself on the stage seriously, and listening to the song. At this moment, Su Yin's tranquility has become a different kind of romance and beauty, so that the eyes behind Youzishi's sunglasses freeze her into an eternal scenery and time......
The wanderer poems sang loudly.
If I go back to the past, the focus of my life is still you, my family, my friends, or my career, the so-called my personal fantasies and desires, those dark nights are like grass growing in my heart, those savage growth......
What is it?
Who do I live for, who do I sing for, where am I going, where am I needed?
I still can't find the answers. Because I can't overcome myself, I'm still an ordinary person with many flaws.
Maybe I will still love you desperately to the point that I can't extricate myself, and in the end I will say "goodbye" vulgarly like every pair of lovers, or maybe I will still have countless wishes that I can't achieve, like every mediocre ordinary person, counting my status among the hundred family names, and happy and sad......
Maybe I still can't handle the relationship between family, career, self and other aspects, or I am easy to mess up a lot of things with good intentions, or maybe I am still complained by you, examined by myself, and crawling in the course and waves of life, sometimes sad, sometimes happy, sometimes full of ambition, sometimes unable to find the direction......
However, none of this matters anymore.
I will be more calm, I will not be afraid of setbacks, I will not complain empty, I will see further, I will no longer make promises to anyone, and I will no longer easily change myself for anyone......
If I could do it all over again, I would be myself.
Vigorous and dashing self.
Even after the trials of life, love setbacks are inevitable, I still look forward to tomorrow......
That's the mood. If I go back to the past, I still have the mood of "looking forward to tomorrow......
There are only human beings in everything, and only human beings will have this kind of oscillating mood between entering and leaving the world.
Only humans.
It is precisely because of this that human beings are great and therefore have the meaning of life.
Therefore, it also has the meaning of three lives and three lives - to live, to come again, and to cross again. The three are different, but they are subtle and closely related. It is a proof of existence, a mood and state that has lived through love, pain, and joy.
It doesn't matter whether we are reincarnated or released, at least our existence is the greatest liberation and happiness in the world.
In fact, as long as there is such a mood, and such a state, and this and this, it has come again.
I have been born again!!
I'm still looking forward to tomorrow!
You Zishi looked at Su Yin and sang this song over and over again. The song is very simple, whether it is the lyrics or the melody, there is no disobedience to the singing method, the continuous cycle from beginning to end, but it is full of story and power.
Singing and singing, the students of Youzishi also sang along, and more and more unknown people also joined the chorus, and the sound of everyone singing together began to resound throughout the bar hall. All of a sudden, it turned into a concert, and everyone in the audience sang along with Youzi's poems......
"If you go back to the past
Everything repeats itself
Will I understand the point of life
Not afraid of setbacks
There is no empty complaint
Let me see further
If you go back to the past
Still in love with you
Do you care about never forever
Or after falling in love
Say goodbye briefly
Give me a little space
I don't make promises lightly anymore
No more changing yourself for whom
After life experiments, love setbacks are inevitable
I'm still looking forward to tomorrow ......"