Volume 10 The Dusty Mystery Chapter 842 You Are Crazy About You and Hurt You, But I Was Confused at the Time (II)
() As he drew his gun, everyone except 11 and the Queen immediately raised their guns and pointed them at him. However, Xu Wuqiang did not stop his movements, and took out the pistol pinned to his waist from the gun bag.
"You can go. 11Suddenly he said, "I promised him." ”
There was a trace of bitterness on the corner of Xu Wuqiang's mouth, and he slowly shook his head and said: "There are only heroes who died in battle, and there are no cowards who escaped. Even if there is only one soldier left, it will be fought to the end. This is the belief of the Great Circle, and it is mine. ”
"Big circle, no cowards. While saying this last sentence, Xu Wuqiang raised his gun and pointed it at 11. At this moment, the gunfire of "Da Da" suddenly rang out, Xu Wuqiang's body was trembling by the incoming bullets, and a stream of hot blood was splashed on his body.
Finally, he failed to fire the shot, took his last breath, and slowly collapsed.
At the moment when he closed his eyes, scenes from the past flashed quickly in his mind like a movie, Datou, Wu Dalang, Shaoyuan, Lao Ye, Little Brother, Buffalo, Ah Tian...... Familiar faces flashed through his mind, and the last memory stayed on a dignified and beautiful young woman, who was his wife.
Farewell, wife...... It's a shame that we didn't get to see our children born. Forgive me for my selfishness, I am your husband, the father of your children, but also a warrior of the big circle...... I can't escape, so I can only suffer you. Promise me to live well, bring up our child, and don't let him go my way again......
Farewell, brothers...... In the future, I can't fight side by side with you anymore, you have to work hard to live, for yourself and for the big circle.
Xiao Wu, Shao Yuan, Lao Ye, Little Brother, Buffalo...... Everyone has to wait for me, and we will be together on the Huangquan Road. In the next life, I will still be brothers......
Huangquan Road...... We won't be alone......
"Knock!" Xu Wuqiang smiled at the corner of his mouth, his body finally fell to the ground, and his eyes slowly closed. He has done his last bit for the big circle, and he is worthy of his heart in this life.
When you come out to mix, you always have to pay back, your hands are covered with too much blood that can't be washed, and there will always be a day when you pay the price, there seems to be providence in the dark, and no one can escape the cycle of cause and effect, and you can't escape.
Flee to the end, and finally have to pay back.
The only thing we can do is to have a clear conscience and die without regrets.
Looking at Xu Wuqiang's expression of leaving with a smile, a trace of inexplicable look flashed in 11's eyes. But soon, his eyes returned to indifference, and he raised his eyes to look into the car.
In the car, Zhang Zhen and Yang Siyu were sitting quietly. Zhang Zhen's eyes were calm, but Yang Siyu's eyes were heartbreaking.
When 11 looked at her, Yang Siyu trembled slightly, and her eyes slanted, as if she wanted to escape 11's piercing gaze. But soon she stubbornly reconnected 11's eyes, bit her lip tightly, and looked back at him without blinking.
She didn't do anything wrong. At this moment, Yang Siyu is still convinced that he is not wrong. Is it wrong to do something unscrupulous for the sake of the person you love deeply? If you have to say something wrong, it can only be that she loves him too much. Love to the point of incorrigibility, love to the point of inextrication, love to the point of scarring, love to the point of physical and mental exhaustion until the heart is heartbroken and still insist on loving him deeply.
If even this is wrong, then she is willing to make more mistakes than mistakes.
Seeing the stubbornness and soul wound in Yang Siyu's eyes, 11 did not speak, but moved his gaze from her face to Zhang Zhen.
Zhang Zhen sighed softly, got out of the car with a calm expression, straightened his waist, and calmly faced 11 without choosing to escape. It is undeniable that 11 is far better than him in any other way except for his background, even Yang Siyu is all tied to this person's body, and Zhang Zhen thinks that he can't compete with him. But at least there is still one aspect that he can't compare with 11, that is, his dedication to feelings and unapologetic dedication.
fell in love with this woman and paid a qiē for her, Zhang Zhen has no regrets about his love in this life.
I've been here, I've lived, I've loved, I've been wonderful, that's enough. Life is like a play, and when the play is over, it's time to disperse. There is no need for those who are acting to regret whether they can act or not, and there is no need for those who watch the play to regret whether they can watch or not. When the curtain was drawn on the stage, everyone was still unfamiliar from now on.
Zhang Zhen's play has undoubtedly been played to the end, and there is really no need to regret it later. It is time for 11 and so many people to accompany him to finish this play.
Sighing softly, Zhang Zhen calmly looked at 11's gaze, and said calmly: "I made all the qiē, and it has nothing to do with Siyu." ”
11 did not answer, and continued to look at him indifferently.
The corners of Zhang Zhen's mouth floated with a hint of mockery, and he said, "Do you know why I want to target you everywhere? Because you are really annoying and disgusting." Obviously, with Ouyang Yue'er, Ruan Qingyu, and Zhang Xinxin, why do you still want to provoke Siyu? Don't you know how cruel she has just been? Don't you have a little sympathy? I hate you, Chu Yuan, I really want to kill you with my own hands!"
11 finally spoke, and said lightly: "Just because of this?"
"Yes!" Zhang Zhen smiled stupidly: "Because you made Siyu miserable, because you hurt her." You know how much she loves you and how much she wants to be with you, but you can kick her away after playing with her feelings. You're really not a man, I look down on you. So I'm going to kill you, even if I can't, I'm going to make you miserable for the rest of your life. I just want you to know that women's feelings are not a tool that you can play with at will, let alone a doll that you can eat and wipe clean and kick away after you are done!" The last sentence, Zhang Zhen shouted out almost with all his strength, and after finishing speaking, he glared fiercely11.
11 glanced at Yang Siyu, looked at Zhang Zhen again, and said, "Finished?"
Zhang Zhen glanced back at Yang Siyu, who was still sitting in the car, with a thick tenderness in his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he looked at 11 again and said, "Siyu didn't know about those things, they were all my ideas. Even the arrest of Ouyang Yue'er, she had no idea in advance. ”
When Zhang Zhen said this, Yang Siyu trembled slightly, then raised his face and looked at him with red eyes.
Zhang Zhen smiled at her before continuing: "It wasn't until I tricked Ouyang Yue'er out and stunned her that Siyu didn't know what was going on. At that time, she also questioned why I did this, I said that it was to give her an outlet, and the kidnapping of Ouyang Yue'er was also to scare you. Heh, Siyu is too simple, she was coaxed and deceived by me to believe me, she really thought that I kidnapped Ouyang Yue'er just to scare you. ”
As he spoke, Zhang Zhen's eyes began to show a look of madness, and he smiled coldly at 11: "Actually, I don't just want to scare you so simply, if you make Siyu miserable, I will make you even more miserable." I'm going to ruin all the women around you, and I'm going to torture you for the rest of your life. I want you to know that you can't afford to play with women's feelings!"
11 He did not speak again from beginning to end, but looked at him indifferently.
Zhang Zhen glanced at Yang Siyu with infatuation and reluctance, and said with a sigh: "But Siyu is too kind, she immediately knew what I was going to do after seeing a few men and cameras in that room." She begged me bitterly to let Ouyang Yue'er go, heh, if it wasn't for Siyu's delay, it would have been too late by the time you came over. ”
Zhang Zhen glared at 11 viciously with a crazy gaze again, and roared like crazy: "Got it? I did all this! It's all me! Come on! If you have a kind of come and kill me, I'm not a man if I frown!"
Zhang Zhenhuo ripped off the clothes on his body, exposed his chest, and looked directly into 11's eyes without fear.
11 didn't speak, only stretched out his hand to take the pistol handed by the queen, and slowly raised the muzzle of the gun and pointed it at Zhang Zhen.
Zhang Zhen faced him calmly without dodging, but a cluster of tears faintly flashed in his crazy eyes. After taking the last deep breath of worldly air, he slowly closed his eyes.
Siyu, I've done everything I can for you. You have to live, you have to ...... Forget me, find a man who loves you more than me, and live happily.
God, if you really have zài, I beg you, please send me a mercy to fulfill my last wish. Please let Siyu meet a man who loves her more than me and give her a lifetime of happiness...... Don't, let her hurt again......
"Bang!" The gunshot suddenly rang out, Zhang Zhen's forehead splashed with a puddle of blood, the corners of his mouth smiled, and his body slowly fell.
You're crazy about you, you're hurting, even if you're jealous, what's the matter?
I was too sad in the depths, but I was already confused at the time.
Siyu, take care.
If there is a next life, please be sure, wait for me...... Wait until I'm the first to find you, and hold your hand...... Then, never, never, never again, we will never be apart again. All right?
In this life, I can't give you happiness. In the next life, I will definitely pay you back.
Promise me that at that time, you can only have me in your heart......
Next......
I'm still ...... Love you so much......
Be my wife, okay?
A tear flew out of the corner of Zhang Zhen's eye and quietly dripped to the ground. Poor and respectable man, infatuated all his life, and injured. Sadly, he couldn't hear the words "I love you" from the lips of the woman he loved the most until he died.
Still, he had no regrets.
It's really hard to love someone. Especially, it is the person you love who does not love you.
"Bang!" Zhang Zhen fell to the ground, and a line of hot tears slowly flowed from the corners of his eyes.
Siyu, when your heart is really hurting and tears are about to flow, then quickly look up and see, this sky that once belonged to us. The day is still so vast, and the clouds are still so chic, then you shouldn't cry, because my departure has not taken your world with you......
Siyu, do you know? I really love you, so much so that I am willing to die for you.
I'm not afraid of death, I'm only afraid that after I die, no one will love you like me.
……
At the moment when the gunshots rang out, Yang Siyu trembled violently, closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to open his eyes to look. Two lines of crystal tears ran down her face, but a deep sadness rose in her heart.
Is she right or wrong?
The man she loves the most doesn't love her, but the man who loves her the most is tired of her and dies for her. Even before he died, Zhang Zhen was still thinking about her, and was willing to blame himself for all the sins of his body.
Zhang Zhen, are you worth it? It's worth paying willingly for a woman who doesn't love you at all. Do you regret it?
Or are you, unrepentant until you die?
Tears, like a flood that broke the embankment, couldn't stop pouring out of Yang Siyu's closed eyes.
It's not that I've never been moved, maybe it's not impossible, it's just that there is no fate, and the love is deep and shallow. You showed up too late, and I gave my heart too early, so that we all passed by in the vast sea of people, missing each other, missing the innocence that should have been readily available. We all fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time......
Zhang Zhen......
I'm sorry, I don't love you.
But if there is an afterlife, I am willing to pay you back.
In the next life, I will only be your wife and love you alone. All right?
Zhang Zhen......
I'm sorry......
Yang Siyu covered his face with his hands, letting the tears wash his face and cry softly.
For a man who doesn't love her, but pays a man who truly loves her, in the end, what does she gain and what does she lose?
In front of Yang Siyu, 11 handed the gun back to the queen, and then didn't even look at her anymore, and turned to leave. The Queen, Sky Burial, Cold Night, and Dowell all put away their guns and left with 11. Only Xiaobai swallowed his saliva and looked at the few corpses on the ground, and then looked at the 11 and others who were gradually moving away, and finally resisted the delicious temptation and sighed, turned around and chased after 11 and them.
"Why?!" Yang Siyu suddenly jumped out of the car and shouted with all his strength at 11's back: "Why don't you kill me? You know that I did it!
Why?......
Why......
Why......
There was a faint echo in the mountains and forests on both sides. It's as if even the sky is asking, why?
11 He stopped but did not turn around, turned his head a little, turned his back to her, and said indifferently, "Die, don't die in front of me." After saying that, he left without looking back.
Yang Siyu knelt down in front of Zhang Zhen's corpse, looking at his familiar face, the bits and pieces of the two of them used to get along, and at this moment they kept playing back in their minds like a movie.
"Siyu, you can't torture yourself like this anymore, you must sleep......"
"Siyu, it's definitely not your problem, it must be the psychiatrist's problem. It's okay, he can't, let's get another one, okay? I'll be able to help you find the best doctor......
"Siyu, have you really thought about it? He is your own grandfather after all...... Don't be angry, I don't mean anything else, I'm just ...... Forget it, as long as you want, I'm willing to do it for you. Even if I stab this day for you!"
"Yang Siyu, listen, I'm not a beggar, I don't need your charity. I want to marry you with dignity and be your man with dignity......"
"Siyu, no matter what happens in the future, I will always stand by your side and walk with you. Don't worry, the sky is falling, and I'm still there. ”
"Siyu, don't be afraid, I ......"
"Siyu ......"
Holding his head tightly with his hands, tears poured down like a flood that burst the embankment.
Finally, Yang Siyu's long-suppressed grief was difficult to suppress, and he suddenly raised his head with overwhelming grief and indignation, suddenly opened his mouth, used all his remaining strength, and screamed in the sky: "Ah——!!!"
All living beings in the rolling red dust are ants, and we are just one of them, no matter how hard we try, we will never escape the tricks of fate.
It's just, is this fate? Or are we too persistent?
When today becomes yesterday, the day before yesterday, and finally becomes a distant day in memory, perhaps we will find that we have been obsessed with too much in this life and missed too much. Sticking to what you shouldn't insist on, giving up what you shouldn't give up, there is nothing more regrettable in life than this.
Red dust is like a play, making us too obsessed. Finally, I fell into the play, I was fascinated, and I completely forgot whether I was acting, or watching a play, or dancing together with a play that shouldn't have been our own?
The characters in the play, the excitement in the play, all make us crazy and fascinated. When the play is over, the curtain is closed, and then I look back, I will realize that what we are playing has never been a tragedy.
No audience, no applause, no cheers. only picked up the sad mood that should not belong to him, and quietly left the stage alone.
It turns out that whether it is in or out of the play, we have missed too much, too much......
If you have been drunk, you will know that the wine is strong, and if you have loved you, you will only know its preciousness if you lose it forever. But sadly, we knew too late, too late.
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Uh, this chapter has been revised, and it has been an extra half an hour by accident.
The story of Yang Siyu and Zhang Zhen has ended, there are things in the story that move me, and there are things that make me uncomfortable, just because I entered the play and was fascinated.
Zhang Zhen's dedication and dedication to love, and the place where he is willing to be the enemy of the world for the sake of his beloved woman is actually very similar to Dandao, but unfortunately Yang Siyu can't see it, because she has never had 11 in her eyes. This can't help but remind me of myself, is it because I am too focused on my work, and often ignore the people around me who love and care about me?
And Yang Siyu went from a simple girl to a woman with a heart like a femme fatale, and then suddenly looked back, and the changes in various mentalities also made me pay a lot of thoughts. It can be said that in this book, Yang Siyu is the most successful supporting role portrayed by me. I would also like to thank Cui Wanwan, it was her sentence: "Hateful people must have pity" that allowed me to successfully create the role of Yang Siyu.
The tragedy of the previous generation continues to the next generation, which has to be said that life is a coffee table full of cups.
Anyway, the story of Dandao and Yang Siyu finally came to a perfect end. But the matter did not end there, because the successive deaths of Dandao and Wentian still involved a huge mystery.
Finally, I want to say that after three chapters in a row, my head began to hurt a little again. I won't change it today, but I'll continue tomorrow.