Chapter 31: Nightmares are unbearable
"Goodbye"! Hongchen sent Han Lei away. This is Hongchen's last friend sent away. Han Lei has returned to the Northeast, and his family has arranged Han Lei's work to the automobile factory, which is a good place, and many people want to go in.
Fairy Tale and Xiaoting have long been gone. Xiaoting went to the United States, and heard that she had a relative who had a big company in the United States, but she had no children, so she had to find Xiaoting, and then leave the huge family business to Xiaoting over time. But these have nothing to do with Hongchen at all. Hongchen could only continue to complete the courses he hadn't passed at this university by himself.
During the period before graduation, Hongchen could only participate in various gatherings, and he was happy and sad to see other students. Hongchen himself is like a walking corpse, he is at the dining table, but his heart seems to be pressed under the Five Elements Mountain, and he can't turn over. There are also graduation photos, writing classmates, and so on. It really made Hongchen feel haggard.
Finally graduated, and they could all get their graduation certificates and leave school smoothly. Hongchen could only silently watch his classmates leave happily, but he still had to continue to struggle at school. So after sending Han Lei away, Hongchen went to the barber shop and cut himself a big bald head. I have to start all over again.
The new semester has begun, and I am already a fifth-year student. I remember when I was in my second year, I saw a seventh-year student in an Internet café, and he couldn't graduate because he was obsessed with games. Online games kill people. If the game can be stopped, if it's like red dust, it's really intolerable not to read the fifth year.
Some classes have to be attended with younger students. However, these juniors are still more respectful and friendly to Hongchen. If there is anything, you will call Hongchen, or come directly to the door to inform. (Because I am in my fifth year, the school does not provide a dormitory, so I can only live in a house outside the school.) There are some questions that they don't know, and they are also happy to help Hongchen solve them. Hongchen also gradually adapted to the life of the fifth year. It's just that sometimes a person will be lonely, and if he can't stand it, he will play games on and off the Internet, but this is only occasionally, most of the lonely times will give, fairy tales, Han Lei calls or texts to relieve loneliness.
After Xiaoting went to the United States, she would occasionally call Hongchen. The content of the phone call is more or less the same. or ask if you are short of money, or ask what books you need, etc., never mention fairy tales and Han Lei, but just ask Hongchen with concern. Hongchen will also ask Xiaoting if she is used to life in the United States, whether the people and things there are the same as in China, and so on.
Every day, Hongchen would go to the classroom where he first met the fairy tale to study on his own, and often would be in a daze, his eyes were empty, as if he was thinking about something, but he couldn't see anything. In order to reduce the longing for fairy tales, I can only study hard, as long as I wake up, I will run to self-study, when there is no class. Not to mention Saturday and Sunday, it seems that after experiencing this repetition, Hongchen has seen through more rights and wrongs. The ways of the world.
In fact, sometimes the teacher will not deliberately embarrass a student by giving him a score of 59. It's just that you don't value, or rather respect, the teacher. So let the teacher think, since you don't respect me, why should I give you a pass. Sometimes I can't see you in class, and I don't hand in my homework, but I'm about to take the exam, and the teacher marks the key content for everyone on it, and you don't go, do you say you can pass the test? So Hongchen has learned the lesson of not passing, and he will ask the teacher for advice if he has nothing to do, those seemingly simple questions, so that the teacher will not find trouble with you, even if you ask him simple questions, he will say that you can't even do such a simple question, but he will still explain to you impatiently, because he feels that you respect him very much, and you trust him very much. If you have a question, you can ask questions, and you are a good classmate who is good at asking questions and thinking. It's just that I can't turn the corner for a while!
But there is an instance of this extraordinary. Hongchen has encountered it, she teaches English, she really can't get in, Hongchen has scored 58-59 in many exams. I have no choice but to admit bad luck.
I didn't expect Hongchen to be able to spend the fourth summer vacation at school, and even Hongchen never dreamed of it. This summer, Han Lei actually came from the Northeast to see Hongchen. I also invited Chen to go to the southern restaurant to get drunk and rest. During the banquet, he told his family about the people he introduced, one after another. But Han Lei didn't mean that at all, because he only had Xiaoting in his heart, the unreachable dream lover. Han Lei said that he misses his college life very much, but he didn't find his true love like Hongchen, he only hated that he didn't grasp the opportunity well at the beginning, and he didn't pay enough for Xiaoting, and now it's really too late to regret it!
Hongchen said Han Lei, I don't know how blessed you are, what a good thing it is for you to graduate safely, unlike what a good thing you have to learn here, the original willfulness led to the evil consequences now, and it is too late for you to regret it!
Both of them said that they were not, they both envied each other, and they both missed the bits and pieces of the beginning, things are like this, they will never come back when they pass. There is a good saying: after this village, there will be no such shop, and after eating this bun, there will be no such filling. So don't miss any opportunity, whether it's for people or things!
"In the summer vacation of the fifth year, it is estimated that not many people can live it!" Hongchen sometimes said with self-deprecation. Although the summer vacation is good, it is even more lonely and difficult for Hongchen. After Han Lei left, he hadn't slept well for several nights, and he would always be awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, and they were all the same dream. I was in rags, passing by Fairy Tale's home, and saw that Fairy Tale actually lived with Han Lei, and Xiao Ting was also there, Han Lei actually held Fairy Tale and Xiao Ting in his arms. But if you look closely, it's not Han Lei, it seems to be a very familiar but very strange person, and then suddenly the person showed his vampire-like fangs and bit the fairy tale's neck fiercely, and then I saw the fairy tale's neck slowly cracked, blood gushed out, and in a blink of an eye, he collapsed, and then the man bit Xiaoting again. No matter how Hongchen struggled to save people, he just couldn't move, watching the man suck all the fairy tales and Xiaoting's blood, and then walked slowly towards Hongchen, and Hongchen was scared awake in a panic. Then I kept my eyes open until dawn.
Hongchen has almost collapsed in the past few days, with constant nightmares and self-study during the day. I really had no choice, so I had to go to the doctor and prescribe some sleeping pills. The sleeping pills really worked, I took 10 tablets for the first time, I felt that I slept very soundly, I didn't dream, and it was the third morning when I woke up. Hongchen was glad that he didn't eat all the 20 slices he opened, otherwise he wouldn't be able to wake up for a long time. When you have rested, you will have spirits. Learning efficiency has also improved. The summer vacation of the fifth year was spent in loneliness and nightmares. The next semester is much better, and the university is finally coming to an end, and I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. Hongchen is almost past English, as long as the second half of the semester makes up for it, there should be no problem.