"Jiang Yu. He pushed her away, although he longed for her so much, as soon as he touched her soft lips, he almost couldn't control himself from biting her ** hard, and could only bite his lip to death, "You listen to me." ”

He took her hands to keep her from doing anything rampant, and looked into her charming eyes, which were too easy for him to fall.

"I know what my problems are, and I think you do. I'm glad you came here to see me, for whatever reason, voluntarily or forcefully. I know you're sad for the sake of the child, I'm sad too, I never thought I'd have a child, I always thought I only had one of you.

You know, I was abandoned by my biological parents since I was a child, and because of those... Inexplicably strange illness and never really experienced the joy of family affection between parents and children. It was a wonderful feeling when I knew you were pregnant, and although it was gone quickly, there was still a moment when I was in this world as a father. It was you, that child, who gave me this identity, but you hurt for me......

There are many reasons that can motivate me to pick up a knife, but there is only one reason that really makes me go down - the loss of emotion.

Yes, that's what you said, something I desperately wanted but couldn't ask for.

When my adoptive parents passed away in a car accident, the love I once felt from them was lost. I was bullied for a long time, and I survived because of that little bit of love. But when there was no love at all, I chose to break it. I know how radical and stupid this is in the eyes of ordinary people, but that's how I approach the problem.

Maybe you will comfort me, even if the body dies, but their love will not end because of death, but in my world, I want the body temperature that I really touch, not the ethereal self-comfort and imagination.

I'm lonely enough, I just want a little more warmth in my cold world.

And this time, one more thing has been added to the loss of emotion - the loss of self.

It's not my original intention to hurt you, but I still let you suffer because of my own selfish desires, whether it's the soul or **, I can't escape the blame for this. When you think I'm strange and scary, I actually think so myself, but I can't help myself. How can I love you when I'm out of control, when I don't know what I'm doing or what I'm saying?

Most importantly, I consider myself a person who keeps my promises, and although I don't seem to be able to do anything, I will do my best to fulfill the promises you have made. As long as you want, I will definitely give it to you. I give you back the freedom you want. ”

Jiang Yu listened carefully to every word and sentence, feeling his sincere and sad emotions, she pursed her lips, looking at his gray eyes that were exceptionally shining because of tears, every time he blinked, her heart twitched, "So, what if I don't want to be free now?"

“… So what do you want?" Ji Chuan looked at her suspiciously, afraid that she would say something that was difficult for him to do, and if so, what should he do?

Jiang Yu took out the divorce agreement and put it in front of him, "You are really amazing, you even planned the divorce agreement for me and signed your name." ”

Ji Chuan, these two big characters are flying and dancing, and the pen is strong, as if to show how chic he was at that time.

And now she is holding this divorce agreement, which is to confront him.

Under his gaze, she tore the agreement open with a thud, and then tore it in half again, until they became a pile of scraps of paper, and she no longer had the strength to tear them open, "I can tell you very seriously, I don't even want this, now, I don't even want freedom, where do I care about those houses and cars? Maybe this approach is a bit stupid in the eyes of ordinary people, maybe some people think that I am brainless in love, maybe some people think I have no backbone." But, it doesn't matter, I don't care anymore.

Ji Chuan, you have to listen carefully to the next words, listen carefully, listen carefully.

I love you.

I tell you solemnly, sincerely, and passionately that I love you.

I want you to put that bright yellow rose on me again, I want a warm and delicate wedding, I want a healthy and complete you, I want you to promise me a bright future even in the fog. ”

She took out a delicate little box and opened the lid, and the yellow rose sparkled in it, the warm color that lit up the whole dark and dreary room.

"I was still awake when you saw me in the hospital that day, just because I didn't know how to face you, so I pretended to be asleep. I took off this ring after you left. Because I know that, by that time, it has withered. ”

"Jiang Yu ......," he choked.

She put her index finger on his lips, "Shhh Help me put it on. ”

With trembling hands, he gently put the yellow rose on her ring finger and slowly pushed it in.

"See, it's blooming again, blooming for you. ”

Tears drip into the blooming petals, like morning dew moistening the withered yellow rose.

Finally, Ji Chuan no longer has to envy Borges, he already has his own yellow rose, a yellow rose that blooms only for him.

…

Ji Chuan looked at the embrace lying in his arms and fell asleep peacefully, feeling that everything was so illusory, but her warm body temperature was so real.

Her brow furrowed, not as tight as it had been in the days before. Although her face was haggard, there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Must have had a sweet dream.

Is there him in her dreams?

He thought there must be one this time.

She traveled thousands of miles to this country, which was completely alien to her, and told him all her determination and love, and became his most vivid yellow rose.

She said she loved him and asked him to give her a future.

The future, the future.

He had always felt that the word future was as far away as its meaning, but now it felt so close to him.

As long as he stretches out his hand, he can touch it.

Kiss him lightly on the forehead.

"Jiang Yu, in this sick world, I only like you. ”

…

Eyu and Ji Chuan's wedding was held in a small church in the woods of S City.

Present at the wedding were Jiang Gou, Ji Cheng, Jiang Se, Yu Lu, Du Shenyun, Lao Li's family and several colleagues from Jiang Yu.

That was the first time she saw Ji Chuan in a white suit, as if this was the original him, like a god who had come from heaven.

His face and body were shrouded in a faint layer of holy light, as if white feathers would fall from the sky and fall on his solid shoulders at any moment.

Obviously she is the bride, she is the one who slowly walks in through a door in the eyes of everyone.

But Jiang Yu couldn't feel her own light, she only felt that the people in front of her were shining with holy light.

The man she has a crush on is much more charming than her.

Every girl has a dream to wait until a handsome prince charming comes and takes her hand and walks to the priest to make the best vows of her life before the solemn cross.

On this day, Jiang Yu waited.

After half a life, she finally waited for Ji Chuan.

When Jianghu put her hand into Ji Chuan's hand, both of them felt as if something was filled in their hearts.

Some people say that everyone is only half born, and life is complete only when they find the other half that matches their own pattern.

"I, Ji Chuan, please you, Jiang Yu, to be my wife, my partner in life and my only love.

I will cherish our friendship and love you, now, in the future, and forever.

I will trust you, I will respect you, and I will laugh and cry with you.

I will love you faithfully, and I will be with you through the future, whether the future is good or bad, difficult or happy.

No matter what kind of life you are ready for, I will always be here to watch.

As I reach out for you to hold onto, I will commit my life to you. ”

"I, Jiang Yu, please, Ji Chuan, be my husband, my partner in life and my only love.

I will cherish our friendship and love you, now, in the future, and forever.

I will trust you, I will respect you, and I will laugh and cry with you.

I will love you faithfully, and I will be with you through the future, whether the future is good or bad, difficult or happy.

No matter what kind of life you are ready for, I will always be here to watch.

As I reach out for you to hold onto, I will commit my life to you. ”

They looked at each other and smiled, looking at the colorful glazed tiles and sacred crosses in front of them.

With my most precious life, with my most sincere heart, I swear before God, on the cross, before all my relatives and friends:

No matter birth, old age, sickness or death, poverty or wealth, we will stay together, never abandon each other, and accompany each other.

Your distance is my distance,

Your stay is my stay.

The one you love will become the one I love,

What you hold dear will become what I cherish.

Where you die, I will be buried.

…

Later, later, they had a daughter.

A girl who is more beautiful than Ji Chuanjiangyu.

"To be honest, I never thought I would give birth to such a beautiful girl. Jiang Yu stared at her daughter and said.

"She and the little girl you saw in your dream ......" Ji Chuan stopped talking.

Jiang Yu gently stroked her fragile forehead, "It's exactly the same." She's back. ”

"Say, what's her name?" Jiang Yu looked at the little pink lump of meat.

"Actually, I already have an idea. ”

“… yes, I've already figured it out. ”

"Then let's talk together. ”

"Ji Xu. ”

"Ji Xu. ”

Their daughter's name was Ji Xu. If you want to talk about "Genius Disease" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~