Since then, Ji Shan hasn't seen Zhou Jingchuan for several days.

It's just that despite the absence of people, nightmares haunt her every night.

She didn't even dare to sleep with her son, one night, she was with her son, in the middle of the night, she suddenly heard her son crying, she woke up and found that her face was full of tears, she had a nightmare, and woke him up.

In the days when he couldn't get out, Ji Shan was like a canary with broken wings.

There was a son during the day, but after that time, Ji Shan didn't dare to sleep with his son at night. She carries a recliner to the window at night and gazes at the night sky outside the window, and her mood will be a little better.

But as time went by, Ji Shan couldn't feel happy anymore. Looking at the endless dark night, Ji Shan always felt that he was also in such an environment. She began to be in a daze, and began to sit all day, and her mind began to constantly recall what had happened, one by one, trapped in a small world, unable to get out.

Zhou Jingchuan came back late at night, he pushed open the door and saw Ji Shan sitting on the floor, lying on the bed. She was obviously staring in the direction of the door, but her eyes were empty, as if she couldn't see him.

She is like a flower that has not yet fully bloomed, and has already decayed.

Zhou Jingchuan stepped forward to pick up the person and stuffed it into the quilt.

After that, out of the room.

He stood on the balcony outside, the evening breeze blew up the broken hair on his forehead, blowing his face numb, he faintly felt that his eyes were a little sour, raised his hand to rub it, but did not find the sand.

He stretched out his hand, opened his palm, and then slowly clenched his fist again.

After a long time, Zhou Jingchuan went to the study. On the table in the study is a single photo of Ji Shan, and the person in the photo is very bright, which was taken when he happened to be with her. She grinned easily, facing the wind, her hair flowing, and her smile was simple, gentle and beautiful.

Zhou Jingchuan put the photo away and sandwiched it between the pages.

Then, he took out his passport and an invitation to Ji Shan's favorite university and put them on his desk.

After putting it away, he got up. However, halfway through, he turned back and locked up his passport and the like.

The next day, when Ji Shan woke up, it was already noon.

There was a sound of chirping outside the house.

"Sister, come on, Xiaobao will call Mom!" Zhou Hao pushed open the door, he smiled, grabbed Ji Shan's arm, and his eyes were as bright as stars in the sky.

Ji Shan stiffened for a moment.

She was shocked enough to see Zhou Hao, not to mention the news that Zhou Hao brought her.

Zhou Hao raised his head, his bright eyes were matched with Ji Shan, Ji Shan was deeply attracted by this light, and she suddenly felt that a force was injected into her body, although it was not strong, but it was enough for her to hold on a little longer.

"Sister, let's go. ”

Ji Shan was dragged to the baby room by Zhou Hao, Xiaobao was still lazy, and when the confinement sister-in-law saw Ji Shan coming, she immediately explained to Ji Shan the situation of Xiaobao last night, Ji Shan waved his hand and signaled all the confinement sisters-in-law to go out.

She lay down beside Xiaobao and held his soft little hand.

Xiaobao opened his eyes as if he had a sense, and shouted softly, "What...... ......"

Ji Shan knew that he was calling his mother.

She pursed her lips, but she couldn't control the trembling of her lips.

The corners of her mouth finally bloomed with a curvature.

Zhou Hao quietly picked up his mobile phone, quietly filmed this scene, and secretly sent it to Zhou Jingchuan.

With Xiaobao and Zhou Hao, Ji Shan felt a happiness that he had not felt in the past few days. Coaxed Xiaobao to sleep, Ji Shan took Zhou Hao back to the bedroom.

Ji Shan looked at Zhou Hao inside and out, and made sure that Zhou Hao had really undergone surgery, and her body was gradually recovering, and her brows furrowed.

"Sister, don't worry. I've recovered. He spun around in front of Ji Shan, but it turned a little fast, and the hat on his head fell off, revealing his bare head after chemotherapy. The action was funny, and Ji Shanqian laughed out loud.

Zhou Jingchuan has been taking care of Zhou Hao for the past few days, and how to talk to Ji Shan, what to say, and what to do when he came over today are all the results of Zhou Jingchuan's little advice.

According to the arrangement of the 'brother-in-law', Zhou Hao blushed and immediately bent down to pick up the hat. Quickly put the hat on his head, covered his head with his white and tender little hands, and snorted, "Sister, you are very excessive." ”

Ji Shan's eyes were bent, and the corners of his mouth were raised upward.

Pinching the tip of Zhou Hao's nose, she smiled shallowly, "Then what can you do with me?"

Zhou Hao snorted, but he didn't continue to worry too much, he grabbed Ji Shan's hand and pulled Ji Shan out.

Ji Shan raised his eyebrows, at first he still didn't know what was going on. But he couldn't stand Zhou Hao desperately dragging her down, and Ji Shan could only follow in his footsteps.

Downstairs, Zhou Hao pushed Ji Shan in front of the swing.

"Sister, you come up. ”

Ji Shan squinted his eyes and looked at the little radish head in front of him, and suspicion flashed in his eyes, "You want to push me?"

Zhou Hao nodded, "Sister, come up!"

Ji Shan was a little skeptical and refused to go.

Zhou Hao was eccentric, not to mention that Zhou Jingchuan taught him a lot of things, knowing that Ji Shan couldn't stand his coquettish begging the most, Zhou Hao immediately flattened his mouth, with a layer of mist in his big eyes, and stared at him bably, "Sister, I have never played, you can satisfy me." He raised his hand and assured Ji Shan, "I will never get you down, I'm amazing." ”

Indeed, Ji Shan couldn't stand this little guy's eyes the most, so he could only agree.

Sitting on the swing, Ji Shan grabbed the rope with both hands.

"Sister, sit down. ”

The little boy's happy voice sounded in his ears, and in the next moment, Ji Shan was pushed out.

Suddenly flying up, Ji Shan had a feeling of breaking through the sky and throwing out all those messy emotions.

It was also at this moment that a strong thought rose in her chest to want to leave.

She wanted to say a little harder, but considering that Zhou Hao was too young, Ji Shan held back her words. Who knows, with a sudden force behind her, she was pushed to another peak.

Obviously, this kind of strength is not something that a child can do.

Ji Shan turned his head and saw Song Jiaqi.

Song Jiaqi raised her eyebrows at her, "How is it?

Zhou Jingchuan, who was standing in front of the window on the second floor, saw this scene, and the corners of his mouth slowly hooked up a smile.

Wen Chuyang, who was standing on top of him, looked at him worriedly, and after a long while, he still decided to speak, "Are you really going to let her go?"

Zhou Jingchuan: "She's happy, isn't she?"

He looked ahead, and his eyes were full of Ji Shan's smile.

Wen Chuyang looked at him, "Actually, ......" He paused slightly, thought for a moment, and then said, "If you tell her what happened back then, maybe there will really be nothing between you." In the final analysis, Zhou Rui did hurt you because of Aunt Wen. ”

Zhou Jingchuan's brows suddenly locked, and he said resolutely, "No." ”

But he didn't know that this "no" and this insistence had become an indirect factor separating him from Ji Shan's yin and yang.

Wen Chuyang was helpless, for the sake of this buddy, he chatted with Song Jiaqi for a long time last night. He knows Zhou Jingchuan, and Song Jiaqi also knows Ji Shan. They don't think it's good to be in such a stalemate now, and of course they don't think that Zhou Jingchuan really lets Ji Shan leave. Needless to say, Zhou Jingchuan himself is definitely not happy, and he sent his beloved out, probably stepping on his heart under his feet to make this decision.

Ji Shan is actually facing a problem.

Ji Shan has Zhou Jingchuan, Zhou Ziqian, Zhou Hao, and their family in her heart, and now she is clamoring to leave, but if she really leaves, she is also heartbroken.

Therefore, it is really better to tell the original things that happened back then, and everyone will be happy.

But now Zhou Jingchuan's appearance seems to be really unreasonable.

"My sister-in-law has you in her heart, and if she really leaves you, she will be the one who will feel heartache in the later stage. This is a very contradictory subject, she will feel sorry for her aunt when she stays with you, but she will feel sorry for you when she leaves you. Lao Zhou, there are some things that you don't have to carry by yourself at all. ”

In the face of Wen Chuyang's bitter words, Zhou Jingchuan never replied, not only because he would never tell Ji Shan about the dirty things he encountered in his life, but more importantly, he had his own thoughts and plans, and he didn't intend to let Ji Shan feel sad and blame himself.

……

From Xiaobao calling her mother, to Zhou Hao taking her to play on the swing, and then to Song Jiaqi's appearance, Ji Shan was finally able to catch her breath.

"Jiaqi, this time tomorrow, can you find me a car?"

After it was over, Ji Shan pursed his lips and whispered to Song Jiaqi in a low voice.

Song Jiaqi raised her eyebrows, "En?"

"I want to get out of here. Ji Shan explained to Song Jiaqi.

Song Jiaqi vaguely saw a gaze shooting down from upstairs, and her heart went up and down, "What about the child, if you go." ”

Ji Shan: "Take it with you." ”

Song Jiaqi was silent for a few seconds, "What about Professor Zhou?"

Ji Shan clenched the reins in his hand, "He ......" Ji Shan lowered her head, and there was a sense of loss and discomfort in her voice that she didn't realize, "He deserves better." ”

Song Jiaqi felt that this was really the same as what she and Wen Chuyang discussed, it was a dead knot. Perhaps, these two people really want to be separated for a while.

After all, the heart relies on Ji Shan, and Song Jiaqi doesn't want Ji Shan to be immersed in today's oppressive environment anymore, so she nodded, "Don't worry." ”

……

At night, seeing off Song Jiaqi, Ji Shan put the two children to sleep, and she went back to the bedroom. Lying on the bed, the surface of Ji Shan's brain was very active, and she couldn't sleep.

At about one o'clock in the morning, Ji Shan got out of bed. While the maids at home were already asleep, she secretly went to the study.

With her understanding of Zhou Jingchuan, her passport and important documents will definitely be in the study.

She rummaged around the study, eventually finding what she was looking for in a drawer.

Passport, ID card and letter of invitation from the university.

There is also her and Zhou Jingchuan's marriage certificate, the marriage certificate that Song Jiaqi secretly handled.

Ji Shan held the thing in his arms and exhaled a long breath.

There was silence all around, and after taking a breath, Ji Shan found that her joy was actually not much, only for a moment, and then there was a deep, deep reluctance.

In the quiet room, Ji Shan sat on the sofa, and she closed her eyes. However, emotions cannot be suppressed. Spread out the marriage certificate, and Ji Shan saw the photo on the marriage certificate.

In the photo, she and Zhou Jingchuan are very harmonious, although Zhou Jingchuan doesn't smile, she laughs like a fool, but it is very harmonious. Ji Shan put the marriage certificate on his chest, bit his lip, took a deep breath, and wiped away his tears.

He is innocent, he should not be implicated by her emotions, he really deserves better.

Ji Shan told himself in his heart over and over again that he finally succeeded in appeasing himself, and Ji Shan put the marriage certificate back in the drawer. Before closing the drawer, Ji Shan took out the mobile phone that Song Jiaqi secretly stuffed for her, and took a photo of the photo on the marriage certificate that was photoshopped together.

This is the only photo of her and Zhou Jingchuan.

She's just plain...... I want to save it.

Ji Shan thought that all his actions were silent, but he didn't know that Zhou Jingchuan had already installed a camera at home, and all his every move could not escape his sight.

Ji Shan stayed in the study for a long time, and she wanted to leave, but considering that this might be the last time she stayed in Zhou Jingchuan's study, she was reluctant to leave.

It just so happened that there was wine in the house.

Ji Shan opened a bottle.

……

Ji Shan's alcohol consumption......

Zhou Jingchuan rubbed his brows helplessly.

Unexpectedly, Ji Shan drank a glass and got drunk.

Through the cold screen, Zhou Jingchuan could touch Ji Shan's flushed cheeks.

Zhou Jingchuan turned off the surveillance, got up and went out of the guest room, and went to the study.

Ji Shan was drunk, but he didn't get drunk at all, and fell asleep on the sofa.

Zhou Jingchuan bowed down to stop Ji Shan's waist and picked up the drunk.

A drunk relieves a thousand sorrows, this sentence is reasonable.

Ji Shan opened her eyes in a daze, and when she saw Zhou Jingchuan's enlarged face, she just glanced at Zhou Jingchuan in a daze, "Teacher Zhou......"

The little girl in her arms tilted her head, biting her lip with her teeth, her eyes blinked, her eyelashes fluttered with fluttering, her delicate little appearance matched with her red fluttering face, plus her softness, just like the voice when she used to be coquettish, it was a wonderful torture for Zhou Jingchuan.

Zhou Jingchuan's voice was low and soft, "Huh?"

Ji Shan thought it was in a dream, in a dream, not reality, she acted with her heart in full screen, hooked Zhou Jingchuan's neck, her face was against Zhou Jingchuan's neck, "Where have you been these days, why don't you come back?"

Zhou Jingchuan's eyes were dangerous, "Ji Shan, be honest." The hands rubbed against his chest like a fuse, specially to ignite his fire.

Ji Shan sat on the bed, his face stiff, fierce, "Were you hooked up with a goblin?"

Zhou Jingchuan dragged her to her coat to change her pajamas seriously, and when he heard this, he snorted, "Button your hat indiscriminately." ”

"Sister-in-law Xiaoyue likes you, you still bring home people who like you, where do you button your hat?" Ji Shan was stuffed into the quilt and stared at Zhou Jingchuan aggrievedly.

Zhou Jingchuan softened the deepest jealousy in her heart, rubbed her long hair, and said in a magnetic voice, "Sleep, you won't see that person tomorrow." ”

Ji Shan opened his mouth exaggeratedly, "Wow, Mr. Zhou, you are so good." She blushed, got up, kissed Zhou Jingchuan's face directly, and then shrunk up and slept with the quilt.

The warm soft touch still stayed on his cheeks, and a smile flashed in Zhou Jingchuan's deep eyes. He sat on the edge of Ji Shan's bed, his eyes doting, staring at Ji Shan for a moment.

Such a harmonious, soft, and coquettish Ji Shan, he really hasn't seen it for a long time.

Quietly accompanied Ji Shan like this, and when she fell asleep, Zhou Jingchuan turned off the warm light at the bedside. As soon as it was closed, I heard Ji Shan whispering.

Zhou Jingchuan leaned over and listened-

"I'm sorry. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

Who is I sorry to tell me, Zhou Jingchuan knows it.

Dropping a kiss on her forehead, Zhou Jingchuan teased his thin lips and whispered to Ji Shan, "I don't blame you." ”

"If the guilt you feel about me doesn't make you truly happy, then don't think about me for a while. Go abroad for further study, become what you want to become, and I will chase you when you come back. ”

His voice was very small, and after he finished speaking, he smiled to himself, pulled Ji Shan's clothes up, got up and left the room.

The moment the door closed, a tear fell from the corner of Ji Shan's eyes.

She slowly opened her eyes.

At about three o'clock in the morning, Ji Shan thought for an hour, overturned all his thoughts, and changed his path.

She closed her eyes, and she looked like her mother in front of her, and she said silently, "Mom, if I do something amazing, and he chases me in the future, can I promise him?"

No one will answer, but Ji Shan's decision is really decided.

……

A night of time passed by.

Ji Shan exhaled, she got up early in the morning, and she took her two children to eat at the dining table. With a solemn expression, still with a cold face, she forced herself to forget about last night's events.

The maids and sisters-in-law are all newcomers, and Ji Shan's mood has been very wrong recently, especially after Zhou Jingchuan drove away Xiao Yuesao's sister-in-law for Ji Shan's deal with it yesterday, the maids were very afraid of Ji Shan.

Ji Shan took care of the children to eat, and no one dared to take the initiative to come over.

After feeding the two children, Ji Shan held Xiaobao in one hand and Zhou Hao in the other, and walked directly beyond the door.

A maid remembered Zhou Jingchuan's strict requirements before, and immediately went up to stop Ji Shan, "Madam......"

Ji Shan tightened his brows, his face was gloomy, "I'm taking my two children for a walk in the garden now, and it's not okay?"

"Get out of the way!"

The maid is tangled, "husband......"

"Why, do you know that I am a lady?" Ji Shan was aggressive, his eyes were cold, and the maid's scalp was numb, thinking that there were so many bodyguards here, the maid could only make way for Ji Shan. When Ji Shan came out of the door, she followed behind.

Spring has arrived, and the light outside is beautiful, and even the breath is full of the smell of green grass.

Ji Shan's eyes gradually became clear, and the corners of her mouth smiled.

Song Jiaqi called Gu Zhiheng, Gu Zhiheng's driving skills are rare, seeing Gu Zhiheng, Ji Shan's heart is completely stable.

The car stopped in front of it with a "pop", and quickly, the door was opened.

"Quick, good. Song Jiaqi opened the car door, took Zhou Hao up, and then grabbed Ji Shan's wrist and wanted to drag Ji Shan up.

Ji Shanyu swept to the maid and bodyguard who hurried behind her, her heart beat faster, and she immediately raised her feet and got into the car.

But it only took one pair of legs, and then, her wrists were clamped.

The hands on his wrists were hot, like soldering irons, sticking to Ji Shan's skin, and Ji Shan felt the burning and stinging.

Ji Shan's heart was stuck in her throat, after last night, she knew that Zhou Jingchuan would definitely let her go. She still left in a hurry because she didn't want to listen to Zhou Jingchuan say those words against her will.

The so-called 'if my feelings make you unhappy, then don't think about me for the time being' doesn't just want to say something stimulating to make her abandon her feelings, stop feeling guilty, and walk away? This kind of hurtful and self-hurting brain hole, Ji Shan doesn't know what Zhou Jingchuan thinks. But since he caught up with him, Ji Shan didn't intend to poke him. Her love is no less than Zhou Jingchuan, if she can make Zhou Jingchuan feel that she leaves easily, she doesn't mind acting with him.

"Where are you going?" a deep voice sounded behind him.

Ji Shan was forcibly taken out of the car, she hugged Xiaobao and pursed her lips, "You know." ”

Ji Shan knew that Zhou Jingchuan was acting, but Zhou Jingchuan didn't know that Ji Shan was acting. The person who was lying on his chest last night and snorting coquettishly has become cold again, and Zhou Jingchuan's chest seems to be stirred by something, sour and weak.

He forcibly suppressed the stinging pain in his chest and clasped Ji Shan's wrist, "You can go, the child stays." ”

What Ji Shan wants to do is not suitable for taking children. Not only Xiaobao but also Zhou Hao, one is not suitable.

Ji Shan originally wanted to take the two children with her, but now, she is sober.

No, you can't bring one.

She suddenly changed the path she chose, and her life may not be able to keep it, how can she protect the child?

was about to be separated from the children, and Ji Shan's eyes were suddenly covered with tears.

Zhou Jingchuan wanted to let Ji Shan go, but the decision to leave the child had already been decided, and it could be seen that Ji Shan's tears were red at this time, Zhou Jingchuan grabbed Ji Shan's hand and repeated, "You can go if you want, but the child can't follow you." ”

He forcibly snatched the child from Ji Shan's hands, and there was a struggle in his dark eyes, and there was also a little shallow longing.

On the other hand, Zhou Jingchuan's bodyguards also forcibly took Zhou Hao out of the car.

Ji Shan bit his lip, glanced at Zhou Jingchuan deeply, and the next moment, he resolutely got into the car.

Zhou Jingchuan froze in place, his eyes were heavy and painful.

He thought a lot of words to make Ji Shan give up his feelings and leave without scruples, but now, all of them are held in his heart.

It turned out that Ji Shan didn't need those words at all, she could just turn around and leave so neatly.

Xiao Bao, who had always been quiet and sensible, howled and cried, and he waved his hand, "What...... Mom......"

Before the car window next to Ji Shan closed, Xiaobao's voice clearly calling his mother happened to fall into his ears.

Ji Shan's heart is like a knife.

She didn't dare to look, didn't dare to look at Zhou Jingchuan, didn't dare to look at Xiaobao, didn't dare to look at Zhou Hao.

"Let's go. ”

Ji Shan's voice trembled, he turned his face away, and urged Gu Zhiheng, "Quick." ”

After a long time, after leaving, Ji Shan's eyes were full of tears, and the tears fell down.

Song Jiaqi couldn't understand Ji Shan, "Why don't you take Xiaobao with Haohao?"

Ji Shan shook his head and didn't say anything.

This answer, she won't tell anyone.

Whoever it is, as long as anyone knows where she's going next, they'll stop it.

She can't let people know.

She has to do good deeds, use her profession to accumulate good deeds, and beg her mother's forgiveness. Then, return to the family openly and calmly.

The car traveled all the way to the airport.

Ji Shan got out of the car, said goodbye to Song Jiaqi and the two of them, and went to board the plane.

It's just that no one knows that Ji Shan didn't take the flight to the coming country, she changed the ticket to Africa at the same time.

And Ji Shan didn't know that everyone thought that the flight she was supposed to take to the country had an accident during the flight.