Chapter Seventy-Five: The Girl Named Tiffany (Part II) (2-in-1)
Chapter Seventy-Five: The Girl Named Tiffany (Part II) (2-in-1)
"Oops, I have a stomachache, brother-in-law, you watch the video by yourself first, and I'll go to the toilet. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" Sunny suddenly stood up, clutched his stomach and said to Lin Ruoxuan.
"Go, go, go. Lin Ruoxuan waved his hand and said.
Sunny nodded and ran away, glancing back at Tiffany, who was lying motionless on the couch.
Boom.
Lin Ruoxuan heard the sound of the toilet door closing, believing that Tiffany had heard it.
"Get up, Sunny is gone, don't pretend. Lin Ruoxuan turned his chair and looked at Tiffany and said. The breathing rate of people who pretend to be asleep is different from that of people who are really asleep, even if the average person pays close attention, it can be seen. What's more, it's Lin Ruoxuan?
Sure enough, hearing Lin Ruoxuan's words, Tiffany opened her eyes. Where are the clear and translucent big eyes that look drunk?
"Oppa, you haven't answered my question yet. Tiffany looked at Lin Ruoxuan and said calmly. The smiling eyes that exude their charm all the time are gone.
"You ask me this question, and I can't say it clearly. Everyone understands this question differently. As for me, of course making friends is about making friends. But not everyone has to be a friend. After all, you can't make everyone your friend, and you can't make everyone your friend. Lin Ruoxuan said softly.
Tiffany's eyes fluctuated slightly, but she didn't say anything.
"I don't know what's going on with you, it doesn't matter if you want to say it or not. But you just have to remember that no matter what happens outside, there are always those people standing behind you. Taeyeon, Sunny, Yoona, Hyun, Yoo-ri, Hyo-yeon, so-young, Sika, and many more. Everyone is your best friend. ”
Tiffany looked at Lin Ruoxuan with big eyes. "What about you, oppa, are you one of those people behind me?"
Lin Ruoxuan nodded without hesitation. "Of course!"
Tiffany nodded, but nothing changed. It's just that the emotions in those big eyes become richer.
Lin Ruoxuan didn't notice these details, he only saw that there was still no smile on Tiffany's face. It was very unaccustomed to him.
He had the impression that Tiffany was a young girl with a warm and sunny smile on her face at all times. The kind of smile that can infect other people's moods is the smile that he likes and cherishes very much. It is not an exaggeration to call it the most beautiful smile Lin Ruoxuan has ever seen in his life. Even his girlfriend Kim Tae-yeon's smile is not as infectious as Tiffany's. Can ...... now
"Oppa, can you tell us about your past? Tiffany said suddenly.
Lin Ruoxuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded. "Then tell Pani about it. ”
"To be honest, before I met you, I was a very boring person when I first came to Korea. After attending school all day, you either stay in school or stay at home to catch time. I don't want to have you girls to pass the time with me now. ”
Sunny, eavesdropping in the toilet, rolled his eyes speechlessly. Feelings, I think we were very idle in my girlhood, how busy are you who don't know how busy!, but Sunny still continued to eavesdrop seriously, hoping that Lin Ruoxuan could help Tiffany a little.
"Oppa, tell us about your business in China. Forget about South Korea. Tiffany interrupted Lin Ruoxuan and interjected.
"Oh, good. ”
"Before coming to Korea...... Well...... That was when I was a student. Speaking of which, my school days weren't boring. Although I am the so-called academic bully in other people's mouths, only I know that it is just the result of one-on-one tutoring all day long and seventy percent of my own efforts. ”
Tiffany nodded. Indeed, I heard Kim Taeyeon say that the reason why Lin Ruoxuan was admitted to Tsinghua University was not because of how hard he worked. First, BJ's score in the Tsinghua University exam was not high, coupled with the one-on-one tutoring Lin Zhiqin found for him, coupled with his seventy percent of his own efforts, he was sorry for the waste of time from small to big if he couldn't pass the test.
"Speaking of which, I heard about you when I was in college. Lin Ruoxuan suddenly remembered that his friend had mentioned the combination of Girls' Generation to him when he was a senior in college, but he didn't care about it at the time.
"Oh, qinjia?" said Tiffany. "Is it a few years in college?"
"Zero-nine years. Your "Gee" was all over the world, and it was all over the street, and I listened to it I don't know how many times. My friend mentioned it to me, but I didn't care. Lin Ruoxuan explained.
"That's right. Tiffany smiled and motioned for Lin Ruoxuan to continue.
"There's nothing more to say. Lin Ruoxuan jumped out coldly, and a sentence made Sunny in the toilet almost break out.
Tell me about you, I finally helped Pani divert his attention for a moment, why did this thing suddenly come and say this?If it weren't for the fear of what Tiffany would say, Sunny would go out and press Lin Ruoxuan to the ground and beat him up right now.
"Uh......" Tiffany was also choked by Lin Ruoxuan's words.
"Don't talk about me, tell me about you? I've never talked to a person of the opposite sex. Lin Ruoxuan said with a smile.
"Never?" Tiffany looked at Lin Ruoxuan in surprise and sat up suddenly. "And what's going on with Taigu?"
"Taeyeon, I'll just say yes when she asks me. That's not a chat, it's a Q&A at best. And even if it's a Q&A, Taeyeon is the only one. ”
The corners of Tiffany's mouth twitched. She now has an intuitive understanding of the narrowness of Lin Ruoxuan's circle of friends. This person...... Terrible......
"Okay, let's talk. Tiffany kicked her left foot on her right foot and her right foot on her left foot, kicked her shoes far away, and sat cross-legged on the couch.
Luckily, Tiffany was wearing ultra-short jeans instead of a skirt today, otherwise the pose would have been absolutely springy.
"Let's not talk about it for too long, I've almost forgotten it. When did you come to South Korea, when did you enter the A-level practice room, and you know better than me when you searched the Internet. I'll just tell you about my feelings about the future, how about it?"
Lin Ruoxuan's eyebrows raised. What are you going to do in the future? I just wanted to catch a small carp, but who knew how to catch a Chinese sturgeon?!
Sunny in the toilet also pricked up his ears and listened carefully.
"I guess it won't be long before the company will let me make my solo debut. Indeed, as you said last time OPPA, the company will let the three lead singers of the team solo. Taeyeon's over, it's me. ”
"I was excited. But I'm not so happy after what happened today. Actually, I felt it. Being an idol is quite tiring. ”
Lin Ruoxuan's eyes froze. At this point, Tiffany saw something he had never seen before—exhaustion.
Once upon a time, Tiffany always gave him the impression that he was energetic, sunny and active, and never tired. So much so that he had the illusion that Tiffany wouldn't get tired.
"Catch up with the announcement every day, can't talk nonsense, endure anti's scolding every day, can't eat things at will, keep in shape, endure when you're uncomfortable, and go home when you're tired to show it. This kind of life, it's really tiring and tiring......" Tiffany's tone was calm. It's so calm that it's uncomfortable, and my chest feels very clogged.
"I want to go shopping openly, I can eat whatever I want, I can scold me when others scold me, I can cry when I want to cry, I can laugh when I want to, I think I want to ...... I have so much I think. ”
"But that's all...... I think. ”
Lin Ruoxuan looked at the calm and somewhat terrifying girl in front of him, and felt an inexplicable pain in his heart. These things that seem ordinary to ordinary people, she can only think about them.
The sorrow of the artist? Can just five simple words express Tiffany's crying?
Tiffany is tired, her body is tired, and her heart is tired. It's been eight years, maybe I'm used to this kind of bitterness. But the hope of longing for an ordinary life in my heart is being worn away little by little.
The longer I work as an artist, the deeper this feeling becomes, and the slimmer the hope.
Tiffany and Kim Taeyeon are not the same. Although Kim Taeyeon has also suffered a lot, her dream is to sing and sing to everyone. It's bitter, but it's bitter. She's singing right now, singing to everyone. So she is physically bitter, and her heart does not cry.
But Tiffany is different. Eight years ago her dream was to make her debut, and seven years ago her dream was to break away from the Black Sea. Six years ago, her dream was to become a world-class girl group. But now, what is her dream?
She didn't know. I really don't know.
She's tired and sleepy now. I just want to let go of everything and get a good night's sleep. You don't have to think about your identity as an artist, you don't have to worry about outside comments, you don't have to care about other people's opinions, just live a good life for yourself.
"Pani ......" Lin Ruoxuan didn't know what to do to make the injured girl better. All he could do now was give her this insignificant look of comfort. I can't even put words into words.
In the toilet, Sunny crouches on the floor against the toilet door. Her face was expressionless, but her eyes full of distress and sadness showed that she was not at peace at the moment.
“oppa…… You say, will I have a chance to become an ordinary person?" Tiffany looked at Lin Ruoxuan and asked.
Lin Ruoxuan was silent.
She still has a lot of people when she was young, and it is impossible to say that she will put it down.
Who will know about Girls' Generation in a dozen years? Who cares about Tiffany in Girls' Generation?
No one knows the future, because the future is full of infinite possibilities.
"I don't know. But as for me, there is a saying, no, half a sentence for you. Hopefully you get something out of it. Lin Ruoxuan said.
Tiffany looked at him.
Lin Ruoxuan looked at her.
"Where the heart goes. ”
"Where do you want it?" Tiffany said confusedly. I don't understand what it means. It was only half a sentence, and she didn't understand it.
"What I think in my heart......" Lin Ruoxuan muttered.
Tiffany was stunned for a moment. Is what I want in my heart what I want to pursue?
My heart yearns for the life of ordinary people, and I want to pursue it?
But is that really what I think in my heart?
Nobody knows. Only Tiffany herself knows.
"Pani, do you want water?" Lin Ruoxuan interrupted Tiffany's thoughts, stood up and said to Tiffany.
Tiffany looked at him suspiciously, interrupting herself at this time, not like Lin Ruoxuan's usual style, but she still said what she wanted to drink.
Lin Ruoxuan nodded, turned around and went to the refrigerator to get a drink.
was interrupted by Lin Ruoxuan, and Tiffany didn't plan to think about it anymore. Not to mention the headache of thinking, where can this thing be figured out for a while?
Looking at Lin Ruoxuan's back, Tiffany's eyes flashed with unspeakable emotion. I don't know what she's thinking.
"Give. Lin Ruoxuan put the drink in front of Tiffany.
At this time, Sunny also came out of the toilet. With a smile on his face, he completely lost the sentimentality he had when he eavesdropped. Keep your emotions in check, Sunny still will.
"Pani, are you awake?" said Sunny, looking at Tiffany in amazement.
Tiffany glanced at her, as if to say I knew everything. Sunny broke out in a cold sweat when he saw it.
Is this still the stupid T?
"Well, wake up. After drinking the decanting soup that OPPA made for me, I woke up after a while. Fortunately, Tiffany also glanced at it and withdrew her gaze.
"That's good, that's good. Sunny sneered, sat down in front of the computer, and said no more.
Tiffany looked at Lin Ruoxuan for a while, didn't speak, and lay back again. This time I really planned to sleep.
Lin Ruoxuan was furious by her, but she still spoke. "Pani, go into the house and sleep, it's cold to sleep here. ”
"No need. When you enter the house, you have to turn on the air conditioner, which has been on for a long time, and it is warm. Don't talk, I'm going to sleep. ”
In desperation, Lin Ruoxuan could only give up.
Run to Kim Taeyeon's house and take out Kim Taeyeon's quilt and cover it for Tiffany, before sitting back next to Sunny.
Why is he holding Kim Taeyeon's quilt? Can the girl's house be entered casually? Kim Taeyeon is his girlfriend, and she is afraid of wool.