Chapter 41: Say goodbye to the fast pace
Since Hongchen got to know the longing for the future on the Internet, life has not been so boring. Every day after work, I will look forward to the future to kill monsters for a while, do some tasks or chat with fairy tales for a while, or sit in front of the computer for a while! Although the days are very harmonious, there is always a faint worry in my heart, I don't know what the reason is.
Recently, Hongchen found that he had less and less conversations with fairy tales, and he began to wonder if he would empathize with him. Will the relationship for many years fall apart because of a netizen who has never met. Sometimes I even think that looking forward to the future is a fairy tale, and I have told the future of my heart about my thoughts and love for fairy tales several times. Even if she dreams, she will see that what is coming to her is obviously a fairy tale, but she says that she is looking forward to the future.
Today is Sunday, and I can't help it in the afternoon, so I went to see a psychiatrist to see if I was really paranoid. After waiting for a long time to reach Hongchen's number, Hongchen thought to himself, 'What's the matter?' Is it an auspicious day for the zodiac to see a doctor?'
Hongchen simply told the doctor about his condition. The doctor looked at Hongchen's face, and then asked Hongchen about his recent sleep, exercise and so on. It was determined that Hongchen was suffering from network syndrome. To put it simply, if you spend too much time on the Internet, you should pay attention to the combination of body and brain, and don't always go online. Nowadays, most people have this disease, and if the disease worsens, they will suffer from Internet addiction and Internet delusion! Then he prescribed some medicine to calm the nerves and replenish qi, and told Hongchen to exercise more, go for a walk outside, breathe the air of nature, and see some flowers and plants to help alleviate the development of the disease.
Hongchen got out of the hospital and returned to his residence. Looking at the medicine prescribed by the doctor, I think back to the qiē and qiē of these days. I finally felt my true loneliness, and what else could a person use as a target for prosecution except the Internet. Is it really time for me to say goodbye to the Internet, think of this. Hongchen's eyes suddenly presented a beautiful picture: he was holding the fairy tale in one hand and their child in the other, walking on the green grass, the fragrance of flowers in the distance, drifting with the wind, occasionally hearing one or two birdsongs, and not far away was the courtyard of him and the fairy tale. A yellow dog that had been raised for many years ran straight towards him after seeing Hongchen, and the harmonious appearance of the surroundings made Hongchen a little fluttery.
If it weren't for the fairy tale call, Hongchen wouldn't know how long he would have been intoxicated in that fantasy world. The reason is that Hongchen said in the morning that he would call the fairy tale at noon, but he didn't wait for Hongchen's call when it was about to get dark. Fairy Tale was a little anxious, so she simply called first to ask what was going on. Hongchen didn't tell him to see a psychiatrist, he was afraid that the fairy tale would be in a hurry, but he just said that he had forgotten about it for a while, and he also told the fairy tale about the things in the fantasy world. The fairy tale just said that Hongchen was on the Internet a lot and had delusions.
"Fairy tales, have you ever felt empty and lonely! When you are lonely in the lonely night, there is nowhere to find your home. I especially want to get someone's care! Fairy taleWhen I see a netizen on the Internet, I am chatting with her aimlessly, chatting and chatting, it will feel very fake, especially unreal, just ......"
"Hongchen, I have also had these things, but I will do some things by myself, and then make myself very tired, very tired. I forgot about it slowly, I just remember that I was tired!"
"You are escaping reality and relieving emptiness with fatigue. When you're feeling relaxed, the emptiness doubles, and that's when I tried your fatigue tactics, and it worked a little bit at first, and that's why I see it that way!"
"I know you're very lonely, why don't you come to Suzhou, let's hold hands and watch the sunrise, go to the Broken Bridge, Leifeng Tower, and West Lake to see, okay?" said the fairy tale half-jokingly.
"Don't provoke me, I'm alone now, I can go if I want, there's nothing to think about, just say it. You wait for me and I'll go to you after I finish the formalities!"
"I'm kidding, you're serious!"
"I'm not kidding, I miss the smell of you, and ......"
"It's disgusting, don't say it, I'll hang up"
"Okay, tell me something else, doesn't seem like there's anything else to say?"
"I hung up without saying anything!
"Okay, let's talk after we meet!"
Fairy Tale hung up. Hongchen's heart began to surge. Then I turned on the computer and looked forward to the future before I left her a message. said that he was very grateful to her for being with her for so long, but he really couldn't replace the emotions in reality with the illusory of the Internet, and he was going to find his true emotional home, and he couldn't play with her. Finally, I also advise you not to be too addicted to the Internet in the future, it is okay to go up and play occasionally, and the less experience you deserve, the better. After all, real life is where you belong. Only in reality can you find what you really want, what you can touch and see.
Next. Hongchen went to the company and submitted a letter of resignation. When Hongchen submitted his resignation letter, the leaders felt strange, how could they say that they would not do it. When asked the reason, Hongchen said that he couldn't find true love here and wanted to find his love. The leader was also impatient when he heard this answer! He really had no choice but to sign it.
Hongchen stayed in Guangzhou for a few more days, after all, on the day he came to Guangzhou, Lu Fei gave him a lot of care, and when he left, he must have invited Lu Fei to have a good meal, and then left some things that he couldn't take with him to Lu Fei, including the second-hand computer. Lu Fei didn't say anything to save him. He knew that what Hongchen decided to do, no one could stop him, so he had to wish Hongchen a smooth journey, find fairy tales, and live a happy life with fairy tales.
Hongchen hurriedly left this fast-moving, fast-paced city, the city where he almost lost himself. It's really sad to leave suddenly, or how to say that people are emotional animals, and if you live in one place for a long time, you can't avoid some dependence. It's really unbearable to leave this city that I am just familiar with and want to go to a city that I am very unfamiliar with, but for the sake of fairy tales and for my own bright future, I still grit my teeth. Willing to give up a big tree in exchange for a forest, the eyes should look forward, the scenery in front is more beautiful, there is their first love in front, and the true feelings they have paid for. He said goodbye to Lu Fei, got on the train to Suzhou, and gradually headed towards Suzhou with the roar of the train.