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Volume X

Dusty mystery

Nine hundred and thirteen

I want to live

Ouyang Yue'er slowly raised her face, as if she wanted to clear his face, but the tears that kept pouring out blinded her eyes, like a hazy fog that she couldn't wipe away.

Slowly shaking her head, Yue'er cried and said, "If it weren't for him, I might as well die......"

couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, he didn't think that this child would be so important to Yue'er, and the important Cheng Dù even exceeded her own life?

I don't understand, and I don't want to understand, but with Yue'er's such painful Nirvana, it seems that a soft string in the depths of my heart was gently touched by an unspeakable emotion, which surged into my heart in an instant, but was quickly stopped by him calmly

He didn't speak, but just cried silently

After a long time, Ouyang Yue'er's love seemed to gradually calm down, wiping the tears on her face that could not be wiped away, she closed her eyes and didn't dare to glance at it, and said with a sob: "I can raise the child by myself, if you really are, I can not let others know who his father is...... Just beg me not to hurt my child, let me give birth to him...... I really, can't live without this kid."

"Why?" asked lightly, "Why did you have to give birth to him?"

Yue'er shook her head and cried, "I just want to ...... I just want to have a child that belongs to us, and I don't pester you...... I promise you that I will hide far away in the future, and I will never see you again, and I will not bother you again...... I just, want this kid please, let me keep him?...... I'm going to stop annoying you, okay? I really can't live without him......"

Silently staring at her, the look in his eyes was no longer cold, but with a wisp of inexplicable complexity, after a while, he slowly asked, "You really don't regret it?"

Ouyang Yue'er shook her head vigorously

frowned and said, "I'm going to die, and besides, I'm probably going to die soon."

Ouyang Yue'er didn't know if it was because of the convulsions of crying, or because she was shocked by this sentence, her body trembled suddenly, Huo Ran raised her head, and there was still a sad look in her eyes After a long time, she choked back her eyes and said with a sad face: "I'm not afraid that even if I am alone, I will bring him up."

Cuckoo's red tears, who doesn't pity them? Especially Ouyang Yue'er's sad tears, which are a weapon that no man in this world can resist

Slowly raised his hand, gently placed it on her head, and whispered, "Let's get married."

Ouyang Yue'er was startled, and then covered her mouth tightly, her body couldn't stop trembling with tears, surging like a torrential rain and torrent, she was stunned at the man in front of her, there seemed to be surprise in her eyes, and there was also disbelief in Nani, as if she thought she was still dreaming, there was no sense of reality

"It's Ouyang Lin who said it" frowned, as if he was not used to such an intimate scene, and said lightly: "I had a private phone call with him last night."

Speaking of this phone call, it's still a little hard to believe that Ouyang Lin's elm head has actually opened up, and he actually played Yangmou? I came to him to inquire about Yue'er's situation, and by the way, could I arrange for them to meet in secret, but as soon as Ouyang Lin knew that it was a phone call, he immediately poured out a stomach of bitter water with him, and he didn't hesitate to tell him about the marriage When he heard the idea of wanting Yue'er to get married in a low-key manner, the first feeling was that Ouyang Lin had always given him the impression of being very arrogant and uninhibited, and it was really hard to imagine that this kind of person could come up with such a bad idea

That's right, a bad idea, at least it's a bad idea, but it's also a bad idea, at least you can cut the mess without dragging mud and water, and as long as the identity of the child's father is not exposed, Ouyang Yue'er has Ouyang Bo's care, and nothing will happen if you think about it

It's just this idea, is it really Ouyang Lin who came up with it himself?

This question was not asked, no matter who thought about it, in fact, in his heart he was still unwilling to get married? He never thought about offspring? He didn't dare to think that he was dying, who could care about what would not be offspring? And in the future, if this child is kept, once his identity is exposed, it will bring a huge disaster to Yue'er, the descendants of the ice killer, this identity alone is enough to make all his enemies rush to find Yue'er's trouble, if this is the case, then what did he do so much before and paid such a big sacrifice?

But when it came to Yue'er, who was crying so heartbroken, hesitated, this was the first time in his life that he hesitated, suddenly, he seemed to understand something, and as if he hadn't understood anything, the child was dispensable for him, he didn't care, but for Yue'er, it was more important than her life, because this child was the only bond between her and them, it was their common flesh and blood, Yue'er knew that she and was fruitless, but she still stubbornly wanted a child, maybe for her, this child was the continuation of the relationship between her and her

Yue'er has never had the luxury of being able to enter the wedding hall with her, her only wish is to be able to thin this child and raise him to adulthood, so when she suddenly heard the words "let's get married" in person, she was very stunned

Extravagance, that is, what is desired but never obtainedWhen extravagance suddenly becomes a reality, I am afraid that any appearance is nothing more than this, and even gives birth to the illusion of unreality

Ouyang Yue'er was stunned, but her eyes were misty with tears, but she didn't know how for a long time before she hugged her shoulders tightly, and Huo Di cried bitterly

Although there are no flowers, no diamond rings, no applause and blessings, and it has nothing to do with the word romance, but at this moment, Yue'er seems to be surrounded by great happiness, and the only thing she can do is to cry happily, mix all the grievances with this hard-won lucky tears, and vent them fiercely together

After years of perseverance and years of waiting, there is finally a day when it will blossom and bear fruit, even if the flower may bloom for a short time, even if the fruit will be very bitter and astringent in the future, but at least, she finally waited for this day

Sighed softly, and didn't know whether he was right or wrong to do this, but, I don't know why, it was really difficult for him to refuse Yue'er's plea, especially when she was full of sadness and despair, making people pity and distressing eyes, he couldn't refuse it was no longer what it was before, he knew very well that he had changed, although he still didn't know where it had changed, as if there was something more in his body, or was there something missing? I don't know if this change is good or bad, but it doesn't matter, he doesn't have much time, and if he can fulfill Yue'er's wish before he comes to the end of his life, it may not be a good thing

Slowly opened his arms and gently hugged Yue'er's delicate body that could make men all over the world crazy in his arms, this was the first time he had taken the initiative to hold a woman so voluntarily

Yue'er cried, and once again she cried very unhappily for the sake of crying, but this time she cried very happily and hid in her arms, she was like a helpless child, all she could do was to hug his body tightly, lest as soon as she let go, this happy dream would wake up She was really afraid, it was just a dream

After crying for a long time, Yue'er gradually calmed down, and the chest she noticed was wet with her crying, so she was embarrassed to move her face out a little, but the hands holding her body were reluctant to let go

The two of them were half-squatting and half-kneeling on the ground, hugging each other tightly like magnets, no one spoke, no one thought about getting up, only silently looked at and hugged each other

It seemed that all the grievances had been vented, Ouyang Yue'er blushed, hid in her arms, sniffed, and still asked uncertainly, "Are you really willing to marry me?"

"Hmm," he replied softly

Although Yue'er's face was still full of tears, the corners of her mouth showed a happy smile like a little girl, and she snorted and asked, "What ......about it?" When are we going to get married?"

Without thinking about it, he immediately said, "Today"

"Ao" Yue'er couldn't help but be startled, and immediately raised her head and said in surprise: "Won't it be too fast today?"

frowned and said, "I don't have time, if I don't get married today......"

"Okay" Ouyang Yue'er immediately agreed without hesitation, as for why she couldn't wait to interrupt, even she didn't know, maybe she was afraid that she would regret it, maybe she was afraid that he would say the fact that he was going to leave tomorrow No matter what, at least today, he belonged to her

There was a moving smile on her tear-stained face, for the sake of this man, she didn't care about anything Yue'er let go of her hand, held her face, and her eyes were still holding tears at him affectionately, and said softly: "Just today"

"Hmm"

Wiping away the tears on her face, Yue'er reluctantly left her arms, sniffed and said, "That'...... I'm going to inform my brother now, and ......."

And, of course, her parents just started to get up a little bit again, afraid that her parents wouldn't be able to accept this fact, and she was afraid that they wouldn't come to her wedding for the sake of the man in front of her, she really abandoned everything

Stretched out his hand and gently placed it on the top of her head and said, "Go, they will come"

Yue'er smiled, turned around and went out, and the pace of leaving at this time was obviously much happier than when she came in earlier

After the office door was closed again, he turned around and came to the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the tall buildings in the distance, in his eyes, it was no longer as indifferent as before, it seemed that there was something more complicated

What is more? For him, there must be that deep study?

"Frenzy" suddenly called

"Huh?" said the distinctive hoarse voice of the frenzy through the headset

"You can arrange it for me, but the place where you get married must pay attention to safety and seclusion"

"Okay" paused, and asked tentatively, "That...... Zhuge Huang, do you want to invite him to the morning?"

frowned, and asked rhetorically, "Why did you invite him?"

"How can you say that he is too...... Ugh"

Shaking his head, he said: "The fewer people who know about this matter, the better."

"Well, he's always been your uncle, do you want to inform him?"

After being silent for a long time, he shook his head again and said, "Forget it"

"But according to the customs of the Dragon Kingdom, there must be an elder on your side to attend."

said lightly: "I have no elders and no family"

In the headset, the frenzy was quiet for a while before he said, "Okay, I'll arrange it right, Chu Yuan...... Congratulations, and happy wedding."

“……”

There was a kind of funny and ridiculous feeling that the word had always been so far away from him, so far away that it was like a luxury, unattainable, but today, he was getting married...... Although this is just a short and low-key wedding, although after today, he will start working hard and running again, maybe he will never see Yue'er again in the future, but at least, today he is Lang

Looking at the street scene in the distance, there was silence

After a long time, he spoke: "Frenzy"

"Huh?"

Looking at the scenery in the distance, he whispered, "I want to live."

After being silent for a long time, the frenzy said softly: "Well, then live whether it is for Ouyang Yue'er or for the children, you must, live all of us, live together"

……

Raising his head, the haze in the clear sky could not hide the warm light, and when the golden sun shone on his face, the corners of his mouth that had not changed for thousands of years showed a smile for the first time

Laughed, this is the third time in his life that he laughed sincerely, for the first time, it was for the girl named Zhang Lingling to set off fireworks all over the sky, to celebrate her birthday, although that time was very dull, but otherwise, this little girl has left an indelible impression in his heart, he rarely remembers a person so deeply, and it is impossible to set off fireworks for other people's birthday wishes, but because of this little girl, he did this, because in his heart, he has long treated her as a sister, his first laugh is to remember that warm and dull day

The second time is for Zhang Xinxin, another sister, who is not related to him by blood but is better than his sister, this innocent, simple and a little silly little girl, every time she thinks of her, she will involuntarily gush out of a warm feeling, which no one can replace

The third time was for Ouyang Yue'er, a stupid woman's attachment to feelings, and even moved Although he still stubbornly refuses to admit that he has feelings for Yue'er, what does it matter whether he is affectionate or ruthless? After today, Yue'er will be his rightful wife, his only partner in this life may be a bit exaggerated to stay together for a lifetime, maybe the fate between them is only today, I am afraid that there will be no time to see each other after today, but anyway, she is the first woman who can give birth to the idea of living, and she didn't know the purpose and meaning of her life before, but today, he seems to have found the answer

Whether it's for the moon or for the children, you must, live!