Chapter 43: Alina and Zhao Si
At this time, the innocent expression of the girl in front of me, Roald's daughter, did not seem to be fake, and what she said did not seem to be fake.
"I really don't remember my name, I remember everything else, but I can't remember my name anyway. โ
It's strange that you remember everything else but don't remember your name......
But when I was stunned, she continued, "So, don't I have no name? Doesn't the spider also have no name? โ
Name each other? How could these two guys do such a thing? But it's true...... After all, both of them are the kind of lonely people who only exist with each other.
"So, the name he gave me was Alina, and the name I gave him was Zhao Sisi. โ
Wait...... Why is one such a normal Western name and the other such a strange Chinese name?
Forget it, don't complain...... I asked Alina, "Alina, what's that...... Why do you want to see me? Why do you want to see me?"
Oops...... I was going to get away from it, but isn't that just for her to say that she wants me to ask about Roald?
However, Alina didn't continue to ask me about Roald, as if realizing that I was deliberately avoiding the topic, so Alina said, "Actually, I'm curious about you, about youโafter knowing that there is someone who looks exactly like herself, whoever is going to be very interested, right?"
That's true, I was also very curious after learning about her existence, and I did want to meet her.
I nodded to Alina, and then said, "I can understand your feelings, if it's not you but someone else...... No, even you, when I saw you before, were surprised by this, and wanted to go to you. โ
Alina nodded and continued, "What I want to ask is actually about your heartโI know some things about you, how you were born, what your heart is like. You, who have survived the memories of others, how do you know about yourself?"
I? Is this going to talk to me about philosophy? I really don't know what to say about what I know.
Looking at Alina, I hesitated, "I don't seem to understand what you mean, after all, I don't know how to answer the concept of my 'knowledge' about myself." โ
Alina held her chin and thought for a moment, and then said, "That is to say, don't you feel any doubts about your own existence?
"If I really want to say hesitation, I did have it, after all, no matter who knows such a truth, they won't be so calm, right?" I told Alina about my situation at the beginning: "But when I knew about this, Tang Zhihang was in a state of being imprisoned by others, and I really didn't have so much leisure to care about these things at that time, I was thinking about how to do it."
Rescued Tang Zhihang...... Later, after rescuing Tang Zhihang, I also hesitated, but ......"
It's just that I'm a little too nervous, right? I only bothered me for a while and then didn't think about it anymore.
Alina tilted her head to look at me, and she continued, "Why? was modeled after someone else's body, and through someone else's memory, she gained a soul...... Although I think this is a bit excessive, it seems that none of your existence belongs to you. Why are you able to live so happily? Can you tell me?"
I understood, and in this moment I finally understood why Alina was seeing me.
Alina was also curious, she was also hesitating for her own existence, she was just as hesitant about her existence as I used to be.
What should I do? How should I answer? How did I get out of that hesitation in the first place?
By the way, I was because of Wu Xuan, Wu Xuan and the others who belonged to me alone, not Tang Zhihang!
Although Wu Xuan has left me now, the memory of me and Wu Xuan exists, and the past has not been denied. This kind of me still exists here, and this kind of me is independent, not because of others.
So I said to Alina, "I don't know very well, but I didn't hesitate for too long because of what you said. Although my life has only just begun, all of my life in the past few months has been experienced by myself, and there is no false life. If you're hesitant about that, can you recall what you've been through over the years? โ
"What I've been through during this time......" she scratched her head and thought for a long time, but she didn't seem to understand what I meant.
In this way, it seems that Alina has fallen asleep a long time ago, and only woke up a short time ago. In terms of time, her mental age is actually only 10 years old, right? But this 10-year-old boy asked me something like "I know I exist...... Is this guy a teenager of mental age?
"I don't know, but I'm really confused...... "Maybe it's because of the spider's influence?" Alina behaves like a teenage girl shouldn't: "I just wanted to make sure, but from your performance, I know it...... My dad isn't really here, is he?"
Sure enough, it was known, after all, I can't hide this kind of thing...... Nodding to her, I could only honestly reply, "Your father died in an accident, and it seems to have happened this year...... But I don't know much about the situation, so I can't explain it to you. โ
Alina said calmly, surprised, "Is that really the case...... I am also confused because of this, since my father has passed away, then I don't have no relatives in this world?"
Strictly speaking, although Lin Lin is Roald's daughter like Alina, Lin Lin is an adopted daughter and does not have Roald's blood. So when I think about it, Alina doesn't have any relatives in this world anymore.
"Since I have no relatives anymore, and no one knows about me, what is the point of my life in that case?
What about righteousness?"
I didn't know how to answer Aliana's question for a while, if I answered incorrectly, would it cause this girl who had just woken up from her slumber to have suicidal thoughts?
No, I can't say anything strange, I have to find a way to make her stop being sad about it.
So I said to Alina, "If you say so, wouldn't I have no need to live?" as you said, my body and soul have been given to me by others, and I have no relatives of my own, and I am the same as you. But it would be a big mistake to feel that there is no point in living just because you don't have relatives - there are so many people in this world who don't have relatives, and they are all still alive and strong. Have the children in the orphanage ever thought about it? Surely not, they still have their dreams, they are still planning their future, are you not even as good as those children?"
Alina scratched her head, I don't know if what I said to her had any effect, but I thought it would have bothered her for a long time.
"But...... I'm still different from you. Alina said: "Although you have no relatives, you were born by relying on Tang Zhihang's memory, after you have your own consciousness, you have Tang Zhihang's friends, and you can interact with others as Tang Zhihang, and then you also met the person named Wu Xuan, didn't you?"
Damn, you guys know all this, how did this spider get this?
Oh, yes, I didn't think of that.
So I said to Alina through the matter of spiders: "As you said, I have the memory of Tang Zhihang, so I have Liu Lang as a friend at birth, and I also met Liu Lang and Wu Xuan." But aren't you the same? You met Zhao Sisi after you were born......
"Don't call me by that name!" Alina, who was still fine, suddenly raised her voice, "I don't recognize that name at all!"
It seems that it was suddenly replaced by Zhao Sisi at this time, right? But can Zhao Sisi take the initiative to come out on his own? Isn't this a little unfair?
I asked Zhao Sisi, "What can you hear us say when I talk to Alina?"
Zhao Sisi replied: "Yes, but she didn't know when we spoke." After all, my strength is stronger than hers, and although she can interfere with me, I can easily take control of my body if I am not strongly suppressed...... Tang Yihan, I don't think there is any need for us to continue. โ
"Eh, why?" I asked Zhao Sisi, "Aren't you afraid that Alina will do something stupid like suicide?"
"She won't, as long as I'm here, she can't kill herself. Zhao Sisi's eyes were very sharp: "I don't want her to continue to talk to you, to be honest, not only will you not be able to enlighten her, but it will also make her doubt her existence." Next, I will take her out of Minhai and go to other places. I'll try to enlighten her and let her gradually relax and accept her existence, so ......"
"Wait a minute, why are you doing this?" I asked Zhao Sisi, "Do you still want to invade the earth?"
Zhao Sisi hesitated for a moment, then replied, "I suddenly feel that I prefer to eat the food of the earthlings rather than invading the earth. โ(https:)
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