Chapter 635: If You Don't Regret It
Xiao Yue, the true lord of Huai Mountain, did not regret sitting in the hall above the clouds with a staff at this moment, looking at everything reflected in the crystal, and coughed violently. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Xiao Yue's expression changed slightly, and she wanted to say something, but Xiao Yue did not regret it but had already waved her hand and said: "After so many years, my long-cherished wish has finally come true, and I can finally rest in peace." ”
"Old Ancestor ......" Xiao Yuelian was a little hasty.
"Little girl, don't be sad, I'm already dead, and now I'm just a wisp of obsession in front of you. Xiaoyue smiled slightly, and there was a little less tranquility and more kindness of the old man in her expression.
Xiao Yuehuan looked at this old ancestor who suddenly appeared, and her heart became more and more sad.
"Ancestor, is what they said true?" asked Xiao Yuelian.
Xiaoyue suddenly laughed out loud and said, "A lot of them are right, but the most critical point is wrong. ”
"Wrong?" Xiao Yuehuan was slightly stunned, since it was all wrong, why did she fulfill her long-cherished wish instead?
"Those who came before died in the valley without accomplishment, or they ...... really guessed the truth of the year, and was killed by him who was out of control. Now that this truth is acceptable, he will not fall into madness again, and that is enough. ”
Xiao Yue looked at Xiao Yue in a daze and did not regret it, and thought for a long time before saying, "So, although in fact, he still trapped himself...... Just because he doesn't want to face his past?"
"Yes. "That giant wolf is indeed the embodiment of a piece of his past, so those memory fragments will have a sense of belonging when they return to it." And the hostility between them...... It is the struggle of his own consciousness, forcing himself to face and escape from the past he does not want to see. ”
"Those who guessed the truth contributed to his fusion with the giant wolf, and he remembered the facts that he was running away from, and then he went berserk, and then continued to run away from the facts, and then he fell into this endless cycle, right?"
"I'd love to bring him out, but ...... I knew I couldn't go, he would just go crazy when he saw me. So I can only trap him so that he will not die, and pin my hope on someone else, so that he can merge with my primordial spirit carrier. So I made up rumors about the wolf god, and I made a rule to sacrifice to the wolf god, and I have been looking forward to this day - this day has finally arrived. ”
Xiaoyue paused without regret and continued: "I don't regret naming myself Xiaoyue because I still don't regret what I have done. The first time I saw him, I fell in love with him, and I didn't even have to think about it to know that I had sunk and there was no room for anything. ”
Xiao Yue didn't interject, but looked at Xiao Yue, who had fallen into memories and wanted to tell this story to future generations, and Xiao Yue, who wanted to be understood by a woman, did not regret it.
"But I was really scared at that time, I was just an ordinary and ordinary wolf clan, and I was born ordinary, but he had an extremely noble purebred bloodline, and the Howling Moon Wolf was still an extremely powerful group at that time, how could I be worthy? So after thinking about it, I finally thought of the best way to keep him, that is, to gouge out the most critical eyes of the Howling Moon Wolf Clan, so that he would be as ordinary as me. ”
Xiaoyue said without regret, her aging face revealed infinite reverie, infinite wandering, she continued: "I succeeded in keeping him, I took care of him, I finally knew and loved him with him, and even one day, I realized that I had the crystallization of our love." At that time, I was really immature, and I was so happy that I didn't choose what to say, and exposed the lies that I had maintained for a long time, and I thought that with a child, he would no longer dislike me. He would have forgiven me, forgiven me for my selfishness, but he didn't, he felt that he had been deceived, and he was furious, saying that he was going back, back to the clan of the Howling Moon Wolf, and he would never see me again for eternity. ”
Xiaoyue sighed softly, a little helpless, but her expression showed no remorse.
"I begged him for forgiveness, and I gouged out my own eyes as a price for betrayal, but he wouldn't forgive me. So I trapped him, I wanted to keep him, and we continued to live with him. Xiaoyue didn't regret it and frowned slightly, "But I didn't expect him to be so resolute, and even threatened me with suicide...... If we see each other again, he will kill himself on the spot. ”
"When I finally became the Great Emperor, I went to him, and I told him that I had achieved the Great Emperor, and now that we are together, no one can stop me. ”
But he still didn't forgive me, he still wouldn't forgive me for lying to him. He said that he had broken his oath never to see each other, so he committed suicide. I tried my best to save some of his consciousness, and as a result, I lost a large part of his memory completely. And the part of the divine consciousness that was rescued back will still continue to peel itself off, shatter, and become fragments of time and space, and if this continues, he will die sooner or later because of the shattering of his divine consciousness. I didn't want him to die, I would rather die myself than let him die - so I decided to give him my life, and I owed it to him. ”
"The little wolf...... It's my primordial god. Xiaoyue laughed without regret, "Since his primordial spirit is broken, then I will use my primordial god as a new carrier of his primordial god." But I didn't expect that even if he was already like that, his primordial spirit would still resist me and refuse to merge with my primordial spirit. There is nothing I can do about this, the only thing I can do is to stay by his side all the time, infiltrating his remaining primordial spirit, so that even if he is shattered into countless fragments, he will not die. ”
"In order to achieve this goal, I killed myself, I completely erased myself, and there was no trace of me on the little wolf, so he left the little wolf by his side, and let my Yuan Shen power slowly consolidate his Yuan Shen core, and slowly let him merge with his Yuan Shen fragments, so that he could be completely resurrected and restored to his original state. ”
After a long time like this, his primordial core was indeed completely stable, but he still instinctively refused to accept the fusion with the little wolf. If he doesn't fuse with the little wolf, his Yuan Shen core will never be able to carry the power of the Yuan Shen fragments, plus the escape from the facts in his heart, so even if the little wolf exhausts all the methods, those Yuan Shen fragments will still continue to peel off. ”
"What no one could have imagined was that it was in these long years that the fragments of the Yuan Shen kept trying to return to the core, and they were constantly abandoned by the core, and the power they had contaminated with the little wolf finally made the giant wolf born, and it would be so persistent in collecting those fragments, going to his side, devouring him, and forcing him to recognize the facts. ”
"This is the story that has been repeated over the years. ”
Hearing this, Xiao Yuehuan couldn't help but sigh, and her expression was also a little stunned. She didn't know if Xiaoyue didn't regret doing this, whether it was right or wrong, but she was moved by the spirit of her ancestor.
"Now, we've all accomplished our goals. He has finally absorbed my primordial spirit carrier, and his primordial spirit is no longer in danger of being destroyed, and he can find his past at any time as long as he wants to. And I'm ...... I can finally sleep forever. Xiaoyue sighed without regret, as if she had finally been liberated, extremely relaxed.
"Ancestor, you...... Do you really have no regrets?" Xiao Yuehuan looked at Xiao Yue and asked with some trepidation.
In the main hall, there was a deathly silence.
The dead silence made Xiao Yuehuan a little suspicious that he had said something he shouldn't have said, violating Xiao Yue's taboo of not regretting it.
After endless silence, Xiaoyue sighed without regret, "What do you think?"
Xiao Yuehuan was also silent for a moment before replying very seriously and seriously: "I think you should have regrets. ”
Xiaoyue did not regret not speaking again, but waved her sleeves, causing the magnificent roof of the main hall to dissipate invisibly, before saying, "I am really not used to such a luxurious and magnificent courtyard. He and I used to live in a thatched hut, a very haphazard hut. But that's what I think is the most beautiful and happiest place. Every night, as long as you look up, you can see countless stars, dotted in the night dome, and that round of bright moon, shining for thousands of miles in the Six Realms. At that time, the feeling of snuggling up to each other was really warm. ”
"In those later days, no matter how good my life was, I felt lonely and cold. ”
Xiaoyue sighed without regret, and then said with some self-reproach: "Perhaps, I gave the children some illusions, making them think that I still want to pursue more, so they will become what they are now." ”
Xiao Yuehuan raised her head, looked at the starry sky, and lowered her head again, looking at the bright starry sky reflected in the crystal ground.
The vast night sky and the crystal ground naturally combine with each other in the dark night, as if the world has turned into a starry dome, and I am sitting in the universe.
Xiao Yuejuan stared slightly, but couldn't help her tears slip, perhaps, from the beginning, the ancestor had a little more confidence and made another choice, then everything would be different.
But who knows for sure if it will be like that?
The old ancestor may not have no regrets in his heart, but he renamed himself Xiaoyue without regrets, probably to say that it is meaningless to regret the past when there is no possibility.
So she pursued the possibility of the future, made herself strong, strong enough to become a hero of a lifetime, but unfortunately the day of success was the day of death for the person she loved, so that no one knew that the Huaishan Xiaoyue family had an emperor who did not rely on blood.
But the old ancestor, probably never regretted it, right?
What about yourself, should you also do something?
Xiao Yuelian stretched out her hand and touched the peach blossom that was holding her green silk behind her head.
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