This morning, Hongchen was just a little sleepy and was woken up by the rooster in the village, in fact, there are roosters crowing every day, but Hongchen has something in his heart, and it is easy to be woken up.

Hongchen got up and Hongchen prepared things, because he said that he would take grandma's fairy tale to relax. So prepare some mats, plastic straps, and food.

When the first rays of sunlight shine on the face. Hongchen They are already in the car, driving on the way to Jingyue (Jingyue, is a tourist attraction in Changchun, there are many travel-loving travelers often go to Jingyue, there are Jingyuetan National Forest Park and so on). The car drove neither fast nor slow.

It takes more than 1 hour to drive to Jingyuetan National Forest Park. I bought a ticket, went through the formalities, and entered the park. The park is relatively large, Hongchen found a shady place, the car stopped, got out of the car, who was closer to him, and there were fish dancing on the water from time to time. These Hongchen didn't notice it at all, but his current mind was how to tell the fairy tale about divorce.

"Hongchen, the scenery here is good, help me take a picture?" The fairy tale waved at a flower-blooming ground for Hongchen to take a picture.

Hongchen looked at the fairy tale, she and her grandmother stood together, holding a camera in her left hand and dangling where she didn't know where it came from. Grandma also looked at him with a smile on her face. Hongchen walked over to get his camera.

"Hongchen, you seem to have something on your mind?" asked Fairy Tale looking at Hongchen with a confused face, and then handed the camera to Hongchen.

"Well, no," Hongchen answered the fairy tale question inconsistently. After taking the camera, grandma and fairy tale posed, Hongchen found a better posture and pressed the shutter, and the picture was frozen with the clicking sound.

Grandma saw that Hongchen had something to say and wanted to talk to the fairy tale alone. So I found a reason to talk about square dancing with a few people of the same age, leaving only red dust and fairy tales.

Looking at each other, the picture of déjà vu seems to have happened yesterday, but now it is not what it used to be, the red dust in the past is full of domineering, but now it seems to be a frosted eggplant, and the spirit is malaise.

"Hongchen, your complexion is so bad! Haven't you rested well, why don't you go back early and take a good rest?" said the fairy tale as she looked at Hongchen, who was a little pale.

"It's okay, I'm fine, I just wanted to talk to you about something. ”

"Say what?"

"You see, we are two long-distance couples, it's not a solution! or ......."

"Or what?"

"Or ......" Hongchen wanted to say but it was still difficult to speak, he didn't want to hurt anyone, but if he didn't say it, it might hurt even more.

"Swallow and spit out, if there is anything bad to say, if you don't say it, then I'll say it first. ”

Hongchen looked at the fairy tale differently. "Is there anything else you have to do?" Hongchen thought to himself

"Look at what, it's all old husbands and wives, we're married, should we have a child next? Maybe it's a little more fun to have children, don't you?"

Hongchen was stunned by the sudden words. But now that he has a terminal illness, and this disease is likely to be inherited, he doesn't want to take such a big risk, it would be terrible.

"Why don't you want to have a child with me?"

"Me. Hongchen pondered for a long time and finally spoke. "I don't want to have children with you, our separation makes me feel miserable, let's divorce so that you can also find a better man than me. I am a native of Northeast China, and Changchun is my home. Hongchen seemed to say something that he had never thought of.

"Why?" the fairy tale heard Hongchen say the word 'divorce', and her heart was like a knife. Staring at the red dust. Those who don't listen ask "why"

"There's no why, if there is, we're not on the same channel in the first place, and it's time to say goodbye, and it's better not to say goodbye. As he spoke, Hongchen took out the divorce agreement that had been prepared from behind him and handed it to Fairy Tale.

"Why?" the fairy tale kept saying why, looking at the divorce agreement handed by Hongchen, she flicked it open with her hand, because there were more agreements and they were not bound, and Hongchen was defenseless, so page by page fell from Hongche's hand, like falling leaves, scattered on the grass near them.

There was silence for a while. The fairy tale seemed to think of something, wiped away her tears with her hands, and then looked at Hongchen with a smile on her face. "Divorce is something you want to leave, and it's not a family, so let grandma know about such a big thing, as long as grandma agrees, we will divorce, or there is no door. "Hahaha, the fairy tale actually laughed, and laughed so sweetly.

Hongchen looked at the fairy tale with such a changed expression and didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, he said, "Divorce is a matter for the two of us, what does it have to do with grandma, we have no possibility of being together, why do we have to mix together." ”

"It's useless to say anything, grandma can't leave if you don't agree" actually made a grimace.

Hongchen was really angry and sad, and a little indescribably relieved. But if I don't get a divorce, if I die that day, wouldn't it be, when I think of this Hongchen, I am even more determined that I must divorce. Since she said that grandma can only leave if she agrees, go to grandma. No, grandma asked why, but she couldn't answer, and she couldn't make excuses.

The fairy tale turned away and thought about the more beautiful places over there. Hongchen had no choice but to pick up the divorce agreement scattered on the ground, and then quickly caught up with the fairy tale, wanting to continue, but the fairy tale's mind seemed to have shifted to other places, and Hongchen was not given any chance to speak. also pulled Hongchen to take pictures everywhere, look at this and that. Hongchen followed helplessly, at the mercy of fairy tales.

The day passed quickly, maybe because of the proximity to nature, Hongchen didn't have any bleeding from his nose today, but he felt very tired. I played until late and drove home, and I had a meal at a small restaurant on the side of the road, and it was too much trouble to do it first when I got home, haha. Anyone who has ever traveled should feel this way!

After Hongchen returned home, he wanted to find a proper opportunity to tell the story of divorce with Fairy Tale, but Fairy Tale always stayed with his grandmother and didn't give Hongchen any chance. Hongchen glanced at the fairy tale several times, but what he got was an indifferent grimace. I had no choice but to wait until tomorrow.

Hongchen was already very tired, so he lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly, in his dream he dreamed that the fairy tale was lying on his body and kept wailing, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say, he could only hear the cry of the fairy tale, watching her cry like a tearful person but he couldn't do anything.

Fear is only known when death really comes. It's not the fear of death, it's the fear of never being able to see or hear the people closest to you again.