I woke up suddenly, why did the girl in my dream look exactly like me, is that the old me?!

But why, why did I be the way I used to be? Why did I become like that after killing so many people, including my companions, and what about the disappearance of my memories? Did I really have terrible memories before?

Suddenly, my head hurt, my heart hurting, I covered my head and lay on the bed, feeling myself sweating. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I tried to remember the face of the old man in my dream, but I couldn't remember anything, it was like a curse had been placed on me, and when I remembered it, it hurt my heart.

It hurt so much that I couldn't take it anymore, and I knew I couldn't remember. So I let myself not think about it, and gradually, the pain lessened little by little.

However, my heart felt like it had been hollowed out, empty, and I knew that the memories of those two years were painful.

However, I know that sooner or later I will pick up that pain, and now, since I can't recall it, I'll take it one step at a time!

I was lying on the bed, I couldn't sleep anymore, because I was in a bad mood today, I drove away Bai Junxi and them, and now I am alone in this empty and unfamiliar room, I feel a little weird, I think I have really become stupid, when there is no Bai Junxi, I can't sleep anymore. I think I've been getting weirder and weirder lately.

I closed my eyes and began to refresh myself as to why I was feeling so uneasy now. It's like a prelude to a storm.

I felt a memory beckoning to me. But I couldn't pick it up.

Let it all be in the wind!

Baek Jun-hee's room

"Lin Qiuze. I hope there won't be a next time. After Bai Junxi left Ziyanyan's room, he took Lin Qiuze to his room and started talking.

"Don't forget, our previous agreement. And we promised Monchi that we wouldn't talk about it. Bai Junxi looked at Lin Qiuze coldly, he only wanted to protect the person he liked from harm now.

"But I don't think it's good. Lin Qiuze also showed no weakness, "Zi Yanyan has the right to know what she has done over the years, and no one can stop her from knowing about it." And at that time, our agreement with Meng Qi was that if we started the game with Zi Yanyan. I won't talk about it anymore, but now, the game is over, and Zi Yanyan is already your fiancée, so this agreement is invalid for me. ”

"Lin Qiuze, don't you think you're ridiculous?" Bai Junxi glanced at him, as if wondering what he was thinking in his heart right now, "Are you happy to see Zi Yanyan's expression?"

"Baek Jun-hee, don't think I don't know what you're thinking, what you're afraid of is. After Zi Yanyan regains the memory of Death Island, he will become cold-blooded. Becoming less in love with you. Lin Qiuze suddenly became very excited, "But do you know? Zi Yanyan may want to know more than anyone what she did in those years, and people without memories are incomplete." As for you and him, I think if she loves you enough, even if she becomes the killer of the past, she will love you, you know?"

Bai Junxi seemed to have been killed by Lin Qiuze, and his body trembled suddenly. That's right, he had to admit that it was actually an excuse to protect Zi Yanyan, and what he was more afraid of was that after Zi Yanyan recovered his memory, he would no longer love him.

You must know that the myths of the killer world in the past have never had feelings in their eyes. Even if Zi Yanyan at that time had only passed for a few short years, it had become an immortal myth in the killer world.

She's cold-blooded, smart, cruel, and there's nothing she can't seem to do.

Originally, he didn't know about this past, until later, an anonymous person gave him a letter, he looked at the information in it and found Meng Qi, and questioned him in front of other inheritors, Meng Qi told him the truth, that is, Zi Yanyan once went to Death Island as an experimenter, although that time because she was taken away by the man in black, but he couldn't forget the information he saw, the eyes and appearance of Zi Yanyan, there was no trace of emotion in his eyes, as if he was a machine killer.

Later, Meng Qi asked them to keep it secret, and also confessed Zi Yanyan's past, and she was indeed taken away. But the cruel experience and training, as well as killing people are not the original intention of those people, those people hope to let the special functions in the bloodline of the Zi Yanyan royal family be reflected through these, Zi Yanyan and her grandmother are both of the bloodline of the Xiang Wu clan, they can use the enchantment to protect themselves from harm, but just a look and movement know that it is to make a person die, this is an ability that many people dream of, and it is also the real reason why her grandmother left the Xiang Kingdom.

Once this ability exists, more people will want to acquire this ability, because this ability is too powerful, as long as the person who controls this ability can control the world.

However, Zi Yanyan did not die in the continuous training, even if she killed another female killer they had carefully cultivated, at that time, they did not hesitate to let a female girl die in order to force out Zi Yanyan's ability, but Zi Yanyan killed her, and still did not use her ability.

They finally gave up, and after eliminating Zi Yanyan's ability, they sent her back to where she came from.

And her grandmother had been waiting for her at home, and when she came back, her grandmother just smiled and said to the men in black, "I won't say it, let him pass." ”

The man in black knew that she was not mortal, and after listening to his words, he left.

These had already been told to him when Zi Yanyan's grandmother entrusted Zi Yanyan to Meng Qi.

She hoped that Meng Qi would not touch the memories of Zi Yanyan, let him live well, and forget the past, Meng Qi agreed, so he also asked the heirs.

It's just that Bai Junxi didn't expect that now everything was broken by Lin Qiuze, he really didn't know what Lin Qiuze's heart was.

"It doesn't matter if she loves me or not, but since I love her, even if she doesn't love me, I will accompany her and protect her. Bai Junxi's eyes dimmed, "Ze, I beg you, don't let her think of those, if the people in the past find her again, maybe she will never be able to return to us and become one of us Zi Yanyan." Do you want Zi Yanyan to recover her cold expression at that time, and never recover her current happiness?"

Bai Junxi begged for the first time, he really didn't want Zi Yanyan to be hurt in any way, even if he didn't want their relationship to change, it was one thing, but he still hoped that the person he loved could live a good life and live happily.

"Baek Jun-hee. Lin Qiuze was surprised, he didn't expect that Bai Junxi, who was usually arrogant, would be like this. In fact, he just felt that it was a pity for Zi Yanyan not to know her past, but she really heard Bai Junxi say this. He also loves Zi Yanyan, and he doesn't want Zi Yanyan to be unhappy and become a cold-blooded empress. It's just that what he didn't expect was that he thought he was thinking about Zi Yanyan before, but after listening to Bai Junxi's words, he realized that it was Bai Junxi who could really think about Zi Yanyan, not himself, and it seemed that he really lost this battle, and he lost it in a mess.

"I can stop talking about it. But I can't guarantee that Zi Yanyan won't recall this incident herself. Lin Qiuze glanced at Bai Junxi fixedly, and sighed in his heart, he felt that he was really inferior to Bai Junxi's love for Zi Yanyan, no wonder he lost so badly, Zi Yanyan didn't choose him in the end.

"As he recalled, it was a natural thing, and I couldn't touch it. Bai Junxi looked at the stars in the sky at this time, "No matter what she is, I love her, as long as she is Ziyanyan, no matter what......"

Baek Jun-hee muttered to himself, as if he was saying something.

"It seems that I am really inferior to you. Lin Qiuze smiled faintly, "Actually, I was also puzzled before, why no matter what I do, Zi Yanyan only has you in his eyes." But I understand now that only you are right in Zi Yanyan's eyes, and love is not reasonable. If she can't love me, it's me who loses, and if she loves you, you win. You are very good, I think Zi Yanyan was also a little moved by you at that time!"

"I'm just keeping a promise. Bai Junxi's eyes flashed, as if he had returned to the lavender field, the grass where they met, when he put the crystal bracelet in her hand, he had fallen in love with her, and told himself that he must find her when he grows up, be with her, and let her become the owner of the Bai family.

Lin Qiuze watched Bai Junxi fall into memory, smiled faintly, walked out of the door, and closed the room.

"Good night. Lin Qiuze left the house after speaking.

He knew that he couldn't make Zi Yanyan fall in love with him, so he wanted to protect Zi Yanyan silently.

Bai Junxi, I hope you can always be kind to Ziyan. He said in his heart.

If you change your mind one day, I will take Zi Yanyan away. He walked.

It was very late at night, Lin Qiuze walked to his room, opened the wine, and drank it lightly.

He knew that he had lost now, but he felt that he had not disliked Ziyanyan because of this.

Drinking wine and listening to sad music, Lin Qiuze looked at the starry sky, maybe there are many stars in this world, but you can only have one, which is enough to fill your heart, but for the current Lin Qiuze, Zi Yanyan is the star he yearns for the most, even if he can't reach that heart, he is willing to accompany that star, protect her, protect her, because he is different from the sea, he really likes Zi Yanyan, from the first time he saw her, from the first time they met, he knew that he had fallen in love with this woman deeply, to a point that he couldn't imagine himself。 (To be continued.) )