263 Don't blame him
"Let's go to the south, go to a place far away from the capital, and find a quiet house when the time comes, you, me, and my sister, the three of us live well, and don't care about everything in the capital anymore." ”
Jingzhong is where he grew up since he was a child, but now for him, there is no longer any attachment, that day in Wudao Lane crying like a dream, he thought he would die, thought he would not survive, but when he woke up, Gu Xu scolded him awake.
He is not qualified to cry and beg, let alone depressed, just because he still has Xi'er and his mother.
Now that the Feng family has collapsed and his father is gone, if something happens to him again, what will Xi'er and his mother do, and how will the two of them live?
"Mother, don't be afraid, we haven't done anything, and the second uncle and Qingqing won't hurt us. ”
When Song listened to Feng Changyi's soothing words, his body, which was constantly trembling from the nightmare, felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head, and he only felt that his cold heart seemed to be about to turn into ice.
If they didn't do anything, Feng Qizhou and Feng Qiao would indeed not hurt them, then the father and daughter would never implicate innocent people, otherwise that day, Feng Qiao would not let go of Feng Xi, who was better hostaged, and chose her, otherwise when she was seriously injured later, they would not let the doctor enter the mansion.
Even if those two people hated the Feng family and Feng Yuansu, they would not implicate her children because of this, but if they knew that everything was done by her, and knew that Feng Yuansu was just blocking everything for her, would they still let her go? Will they still let Chang Yi and Xi'er go? !
What's more, there's the man...
That's a madman, he won't let Chang Yi go, he won't let Xi'er go, and he won't let her go!
Song Shi trembled slightly, the blood in the previous dream was still in front of her, she grabbed Changyi's hand tightly, and said in a low voice: "Changyi..."
"Don't be afraid, mother, the child is with you. ”
Feng Changyi felt the coldness of Song's palms, and saw that she was still stepping on the ground barefoot, and her face was already a little blue from the cold, so he hurriedly stretched out his hand to help Song and whispered: "It's cold outside, my mother's injuries are not all healed, don't freeze your body, the child will help you in." ”
Song was carefully helped back to the room by Feng Changyi, and when she sat at the head of the bed, Song felt a terrible pain in her chest, and she was anxious, and she was already affected by the injury.
Song covered his mouth tightly and coughed lightly a few times, forcibly swallowing the fishy sweetness in his mouth, but his face suddenly flushed.
"Mother, are you alright?"
Feng Changyi looked at the Song family with some concern, and asked Caiyue to go down to warm up the soup woman, while he patted the back for the Song family, and waited until her coughing stopped, and then said in a low voice: "Your body is not good, and you are infected with cold air tonight, otherwise I will call the doctor and let him take a look for you." ”
"No need. ”
Song hurriedly stretched out his hand to pull Feng Changyi, and said in a low voice: "I'm fine, Changyi, let's talk to my mother." ”
Feng Changyi looked at Song's face carefully, and saw that although her face was a little red, her spirit was not bad, and after fading away from Fang Cai's panic and panic, her face returned to its usual gentleness, and he nodded and sat on the low stool next to the bed.
Song looked at Feng Changyi's handsome appearance, reached out and touched his cheek, and said softly: "I still remember that you were only a little bit of size when you were born, and in a blink of an eye you were already so big, your mother's child is so good, and I don't know how many daughters will like it in the future." ”
"Mother. ”
"Oh, my mother remembers. When you were a child, you liked to be naughty and mischievous, and you always slipped out to tease others with the children of the Ning family, and once secretly took the paste and stained your father's beard, and drew a villain on his forehead while he was sleeping, your father didn't know, so he went to the government with a big flower face, and was laughed at by his colleagues for a long time. ”
Feng Changyi also remembered what happened when he was a child, and laughed: "Mother, what do you say, at that time, my father was very angry, and when I was laughed at a few words, he was so angry that he took a rattan and whipped me, and I ran all over the yard, and then I was still the second ......uncle."
Feng Changyi paused, and the little smile on his face that had just been dyed instantly faded.
He remembered that every time he was beaten when he was a child, it seemed that Feng Qizhou came forward to stop him, at that time, Feng Qizhou had just married his wife, and Qingqing had just been born, and every time he got into trouble, he would hide in the second room to seek refuge.
The second aunt is a person who doesn't like to laugh, but she is very good to him, she will let people prepare snacks, will let him play with Qingqing in the second room, and occasionally see him being taken away by his father's ears, although he is not close to people, but he will also open his mouth to intercede for him.
At that time, although Feng Yuansu had a serious temperament, he didn't keep a straight face every day, he often laughed, got angry, scolded him for being a rabbit cub when he was unhappy, was so angry that he jumped to his feet, and even held a rattan ring ruler to make him run all over the house.
But since when has it changed?
Song looked at Feng Changyi's obscure expression, touched the top of his hair, and said in a low voice, "Changyi, don't blame your father. ”
It's my mother's fault, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have become like this...
"Mother?"
Feng Changyi didn't hear Song's words clearly, and looked up at Song in confusion.
Song's lips moved, wanting to say something, but he couldn't say anything in front of his eyes.
How should she tell her child that it was she who harmed the Feng family to the point where it is now, and how should she tell her child, if it weren't for her unwillingness, that jealousy, and that bit of thought that was used by others, Feng Yuansu would not have fallen into the current situation?
If you miss a thought, you will never be able to turn back.
Song suppressed the churning pain in his heart and said softly, "How is Xi'er?"
"I still don't speak, I don't eat much, I'm afraid I'm scared, but my mother can rest assured, after we leave the capital, let's stay with her more, and she will get better." ”
Song nodded and said softly: "Good boy, Xi'er has you, and I am also relieved." Mother is tired and wants to rest, you can go back and rest. ”
Feng Changyi looked at Song's face with a tired look, and always felt that something was wrong with Song's tonight, but seeing Song's appearance of leaning on the head of the bed with his eyes closed, he couldn't say anything more, he thought that he would sell the things in the house tomorrow morning, and as soon as the snow stopped, he would leave the capital with his mother and Xi'er, and never come back in the future.
Feng Changyi tucked the corners of the quilt for the Song family, and said in a low voice: "That mother is so resting, I'll go back first, and let Caiyue call me if there is something." ”
Song felt Feng Changyi leave, and after hearing the door being closed, the footsteps disappeared outside the door, and then slowly opened his eyes......