With doubts, Chu Tianqi's gaze passed through every corner of the room. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info when his gaze fell on the kang, and fell on his father who was lying on the kang and with his back to him, he stopped, and then a sudden look appeared on his face.

When I went out, I clearly remembered that the lights were turned off, but now they are on. When I was looking at the photo just now, I had looked at it several times, and it was indeed missing one, along with the newspaper, but now it was all in the bag.

The so-called "supernatural" is nothing more than a curiosity, a flash of funny ideas in the mind. Photographs and newspapers reappeared in the bag, just a few minutes after I went out, in this little West House. It is self-evident that the only person who made this happen was his father, who was lying there pretending to be asleep.

So, why did my father look at these things, and why did he secretly put them back in his bag? There's only one explanation, and he's interested in them. Supposedly, how much interest can a newspaper and a photograph arouse in a man who is nearly sixty years old? But the fact is that he reads it, and he does it quietly for fear of being discovered by others, then the answer is coming out: these two things have what he wants to know, but he does not want others to know. And these two things have one thing in common, they both involve the same person - Xu Dazhuang.

"Sleep. It may be that his son's back and forth on the ground made Chu Yuliang have to pretend that he had just woken up.

Chu Tianqi agreed with a "hmm", took off his clothes, and got into the bed. But his brain didn't stop for a moment, still sorting out these things. The more he sorted it out, the clearer his thoughts became, but at the same time, several doubts appeared, and his desire for answers became more and more eager.

"Dad, you didn't fall asleep just now, did you?" Chu Tianqi finally couldn't help but ask, but he changed the way he spoke.

Chu Yuliang's back on his body moved slightly, and then his voice sounded: "Turn off the light, it's too bright, and the door is closed." ”

Chu Tianqi promised a "yes", and with a hint of excitement and excitement, he jumped to the ground, first closed the door, then turned off the light, and then lay down on the kang again.

There was a sound of my father's body tossing back and forth, and after a long while, his hoarse voice sounded, "You have a lot of questions, right?"

"Yes", Chu Tianqi's voice was very excited, and he was very looking forward to it in his heart. I was expecting a lot of questions that were bothering him, and there might be answers soon.

"You can ask, but I may not be able to give you a satisfactory answer. My father's voice was still hoarse, but it had calmed down a lot.

The excitement cooled down a lot at once, and the desire to know the truth of the matter seemed to be in vain, but the words of my father just now also conveyed a message: he had some secrets. Chu Tianqi calmed down and asked, "Dad, you took the newspaper and photos to see, right?"

The meaning of Chu Tianqi's words is obvious, that is, you took the newspaper and the photo, but why do you sneak around? You must have special feelings for these two things, right?

"I took it, and I watched it. As for the reason, I can't tell you now, I'm afraid I won't tell you for the rest of my life, and I ask you not to mention it to others. Father's words were calm, but his tone was resolute.

Chu Tianqi was puzzled: "Why?"

"Because...... Because there are things I know, but I don't have the right to say. There are still some things that I don't know, and I can't explain. ”

His father's words tacitly implied that he had something to do with photographs and newspapers, but at the same time it was equivalent to a further interpretation of the previous sentence. Chu Tianqi was still puzzled: "Why? Who can say that where are they?"

"I really don't know, just let it be. Chu Yuliang sighed.

From his father's sigh, Chu Tianqi could hear the depression in his father's heart, and at the same time, he could also feel the peace that he had been suppressed for a long time and gradually formed.

"So, can't you say anything about yourself?" Chu Tianqi still didn't give up and asked.

Chu Yuliang sighed: "I can't say it, this is discipline." ”

Although he didn't say anything, his father said the word "discipline", and Chu Tianqi still realized part of the answer he wanted. He smiled: "Dad, since it's discipline, how can you say these specious things now?"

"Tianqi, you don't have to take my words, since I said it, I have a reason to say it. If I can't say it, I'm adamant I won't say it, and I won't do it to you. Speaking of this, Chu Yuliang gave another sentence: "Some things have a gradual desensitization process, and some things may never be desensitized." ”

There are several specific word explanations for the word "desensitization", but Chu Tianqi completely knew what his father was referring to here, so he let out an "oh" to show that he understood. From his father's words, he had already judged that his father had said something to himself today after reading the inscription and the newspaper, that is, his father had judged that some things had been desensitized. It is conceivable that the basis of his judgment is the inscription and the newspaper, which is equivalent to indirectly admitting that he has some kind of connection with Xu Dazhuang.

"Dad, you must not have been a barefoot doctor before, right?" Chu Tianqi changed the subject again.

"Don't ask anymore. I can only say so much about me, and I can only say so much about you. Chu Yuliang's words were very resolute.

Well, that's it, and there's no result of asking any more questions. But Chu Tianqi still didn't give up, and still wanted to know something. He didn't have to let his father touch the word "discipline", but he believed that his father who shouldn't say it would definitely not say it. But there are some things that don't mean you can't ask, because you haven't been asked by the word "discipline" in the questions you want to ask.

After thinking about it, Chu Tianqi finally thought of a topic, and said, "Dad, I'll tell you something, and you can help me analyze and analyze it." ”

Chu Yuliang didn't say "yes", nor did he say "no", but just said "um", which means "you talk about it, I'll listen." ”

After sorting out his thoughts, Chu Tianqi said: "A few days ago in the provincial capital, I met a person, this person said that his name was Zuo Yulong, and he also called me uncle. Dad, can you think of a reason why he called me that?"

Chu Yuliang sighed and said nothing.

Seeing that his father was silent, Chu Tianqi continued: "Because of a misunderstanding, the two of us made a move, but when he saw my moves, he immediately recognized me as his uncle. According to him, his father, Zuo Kun, was a demobilized soldier in the past, and later became a beard because of the pressure of life. One year, they fought with two mustaches, and when Zuo Kun's life was in danger, he was saved by a person. Moreover, Zuo Kun also knew from the tricks used by the other party that the person who saved him was the senior uncle of the other sect. When that person said to 'Uncle Shi', he didn't admit or deny it, but only said that he saved Zuo Kun because he was wearing an old military uniform.

Zuo Kun has never forgotten the life-saving grace of this 'uncle'. Later, Zuo Kun told his son about the tricks used by the 'uncle'. And said to his son that if he saw someone of the same age as him Zuo Kun and used this trick, it would be his master. If it is a person who is the same age as his Zuo Yulong, if he uses this trick, it is his uncle. Dad, who do you think this person will be?" In fact, when he asked this sentence, he already had the answer in his heart, and the reason why he asked this question was just to confirm it again.

Chu Yuhao didn't speak for a long time, and then suddenly said: "What is this Zuo Yulong for, how did you encounter a piece, what kind of misunderstanding is there?"

Originally, he wanted his father to give an answer, but he didn't expect to be asked rhetorically, Chu Tianqi had no choice but to say: "This person is the first time I have seen him, and this misunderstanding was also provoked by him, I just passively coped with it." Chu Tianqi didn't want to talk about the details at that time, so as not to worry his father.

"Oh, don't come into contact with such people in the future, especially if you are still on the path of politics. Chu Yuliang put the word "politics" very seriously.

Obviously, my father had already guessed something, so the person who had saved Zuo Kun was self-evident.

Chu Tianqi wanted to ask some more, so he said, "Dad......"

"I'm tired. Chu Yuliang interrupted his son's words, paused for a while, and said, "Life is very short, and there are some things that must be cherished. ”

What my father said just now doesn't seem to have anything to do with the conversation between the two people in front of me, but it seems to have some kind of connection. But his father's remark that "if you miss it, you may not have a chance", still touched him a lot, and he couldn't help but think of something else, and decided to do it tomorrow.

……

My father was already breathing evenly, and I don't know if he was really asleep or if he did it on purpose. Anyway, Chu Tianqi couldn't sleep, even if he pretended, he didn't pretend to be like it.

In the conversation between the father and son just now, the father didn't seem to say anything, but he really conveyed a lot of information to Chu Tianqi. His father confessed that he had a secret, and he talked about the word "discipline", and then thought of the shrapnel found in his head when he was injured, some of the dream words he said during his coma, and his strange behavior today. All illustrate the fact that my father is by no means an ordinary person, at least not an ordinary barefoot doctor.

While further judging his father's identity, Chu Tianqi also had a stronger desire to understand the mystery of his father. But he had already heard from his father's words that if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, and you have to believe that it will come naturally.

Thinking of his father's potentially bumpy and rugged life, and thinking of his two thrilling experiences in the past few days, Chu Tianqi couldn't help but sigh that the world was impermanent. I also understood why I felt excited and almost choked up when I saw my parents today. That's because of the feeling of being almost two lifetimes, which makes me more aware of the preciousness of family affection.

Thinking of this, Chu Tianqi suddenly realized one thing: his father seemed to have cried too, otherwise why did his voice sound so hoarse? He hadn't looked at himself today, he had always turned his back to himself, and even when the two were talking, he also asked himself to turn off the light.