That day, his mother died on the operating table, and when he personally sent her into the raging fire with his own makeup, his heart stopped beating after a burst, and it was a world of turning upside down for him.

Obviously, the past is still vivid, is it so cruel that he wants him to go through it again?

Cen Ge stood motionless outside the operating room like this, staring at the dazzling red above, his clenched fist and the joints of his skull turned white, just like Yan Leng said that he couldn't bear his departure, how could he bear it?

Finally, the red light went out and the doctor walked out and took off his mask.

"The operation was successful, but the patient lost too much blood, fractured his left hand, and was in a low temperature environment for too long, although the necrotic tissue has been removed, but it also needs to be coordinated with the later recuperation, and after the initial healing, the corresponding rehabilitation exercises are required......" The doctor chattered for a long time, but Cen Ge just wanted to fly in front of Yan Leng and see that the person was well.

But he couldn't, he could only look at it from a distance, and he couldn't see anything except a blank white, and finally his eyes were black and he fainted.

When I woke up again, I didn't know what day it was, but it was already dawn, and I turned my head, and I heard an exclamation.

"You're awake!" is still the little nurse.

"......" Cen Ge didn't speak, because he found himself back in that state of being speechless.

The little nurse's eyesight was not bad, and when she saw him like that, she knew that she couldn't speak, so she poured Cen Ge a glass of water and handed it over, this time she still inserted a straw.

"Thank you...... Thank. "A glass of water is much better than before, but my voice is very hoarse.

Dr. Wang said that you can't speak yet, your throat is too badly damaged, and you need to take care of it. The little nurse righteously criticized Cen Ge's behavior, "Also, you ran out before and stood for so long, don't you want your legs?

"......" Cen Ge had never known that a person could speak so noisily, he felt that his head was big, and his ears seemed to be buzzing with ten thousand flies.

"By the way, why did you run away like crazy? By the way, you can't speak. The little nurse covered her mouth as if she had said something wrong, and stared at her round eyes.

"Yan Leng ...... How...... What...... What is going on?" Cen Ge's words were shattered, although he knew that Yan Leng was fine, he still wanted to ask, not for anything else, just for peace of mind.

"Oh~ By the way, you ran out because of him. I heard Mei say that he woke up once before, but fell asleep again, but it should be fine. Xiaomei said that the house was scary, and the bosses of several military regions came, Xiaomei said that he didn't even dare to look at it, and ran out quickly after changing the medicine. The little nurse didn't realize at all that the person she wasn't allowed to speak spoke again, and continued to chatter, only this time Cen Ge pricked up her ears and listened carefully.

"Today is ...... "Cen Ge has come out of a state of weakness, it's just that his throat is seriously damaged, and he has the strength to speak.

"August 1st. Eh, why are you talking!" The little nurse really realized it later, but Cen Ge didn't care about her, only silently calculated in his heart, the day of their accident was the 29th, which means that he has been in a coma for two days, so among those "terrible" people in Yan Leng's room, will there be his parents?

Cen Ge was silent, for the first time in his life, he had the idea of escaping, he didn't know what kind of mood he would use to face them, he almost didn't dare to face them, not to mention what they didn't know was that he was treated so gently and kindly by them, which made the Yan family die.

Cen Ge can say that he is not ashamed of Yan Leng, he can confidently say to everyone that they love each other, but for these two people, he is afraid that he will not be able to say a word, but for these two people, he owes a debt in his heart.

A day later, Cen Ge still went to Yan Leng's place.

"Oh, why are you still getting out of bed, this kid? Lie back! There are so many people here, where do you still need you to take care of this stinky boy?" As soon as Father Yan saw Cen Ge coming, he immediately glared, and was about to take Cen Ge back to lie down.

"Yes, Xiao Cen, go back and have a good rest, I know everything, if it weren't for this stinky boy who had to drag you to Tibet to play, you wouldn't have encountered an avalanche, Auntie already felt very sorry for you. Yan's mother's kindness made Cen Ge even more ashamed, and he quickly shook his head.

Where do you want them to say sorry, obviously he is sorry for them, but he can't say it. Let the Yan family cut off children and grandchildren, is he still qualified to let them treat them with kindness like this?

At this time, Cen Ge's heart was panicking, he was afraid that when they knew the truth, they would regret the original introduction of the wolf into the room, and even more regretted that they had treated this white-eyed wolf so well.

Two days later, Yan Leng woke up.

"Awake?" behind the simple words there was a faint tremor that could not be detected.

Yan sneered, nodded, and kept looking at Cen Ge.

Cen Ge looked at the smile on Yan Leng's face, and only felt that the anxiety of the past few days was complicated, and half of it was dispelled by this smile, although he was still sad and guilty, it was enough to bear it.

Cen Ge finally understood that the reason why so many homosexuals broke up may be because of this feeling. When they decide to be together, they have a strong enough heart to face the gossip of the world, and they are ready to be poked in the back by everyone, but only the closest ones, the walls they have built will become useless.

Cen Ge turned his head and looked at his parents who were cold outside the glass window, only to feel suffocated for a while.

If he also had parents who loved him, would they be filled with anger and grief when they learned that their son had done such a rebellious thing?

Children will be very critical of their parents, but parents actually have only one requirement for their children, that is, you must live well and live happily.

But now...... Cen Ge almost wanted to rush out immediately and kneel at the feet of Yan Leng's parents, repenting deeply, so that he didn't feel that it was a wrong mistake.

To this day, Cen Ge understands that when Yan Leng doesn't love him, love is his own business, and when Yan Leng also loves him, love is not just a matter of the two of them. It is true that they are not responsible for the multitude, but they must be accountable to those who truly love them, who care for them, and repent of them.

Cen Ge was shaken for their love for the first time, and Yan Leng didn't know it.

In the previous life, they were destined to have no part, in this life, can they really go to the end?

I'm afraid only God knows.