VIP118: Inexplicable sadness
Zi Yanyan looked at Xuan Yi, who cared about him at this time, and was silent.
"Not happy?" Xuan Yi was puzzled when he saw Zi Yanyan's expression at this time.
"Just a dream. Zi Yanyan twitched the corners of his mouth, wanting to make his expression look natural, who knew that this smile was very far-fetched.
"I heard you calling grandma when I came. Xuanyi looked at the lavender field outside, "Do you like that lavender?"
"Lavender ......" Zi Yanyan looked at the lavender ground, tears swirled in his eyes again, and his heart was very painful.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Seeing her like this, Xuan Yi hurriedly went over to support her.
"It's fine. Zi Yanyan shook his head.
"This time, when my father and mother came back, we would leave after meeting them. Xuan Yi seemed to know that Zi Yanyan didn't want to stay here for long, and hurriedly said the next arrangement.
"Good. Zi Yanyan sat up.
"My mother and grandmother don't have a good relationship, don't laugh. Xuan Yi continued, "My birth was an accident, after giving birth to me, my mother had seen through the red dust and was determined to become a monk, but my father stopped her. So, she is doing charity with her current identity, which can be regarded as doing good deeds. Her marriage to my father has long since died in name, but because of my father's status, they can't get a divorce or make any bad news. ”
"Yes. Zi Yanyan looked up, and Xuanyi's expression at this time was a little depressed.
Could it be that the indifference on weekdays is caused by family reasons? Looking at Xuanyi at this time, Zi Yanyan thought of this. It is normal for a child who has not enjoyed normal fatherly and maternal love since childhood, and perhaps becomes indifferent.
"It's going to be fine. Zi Yanyan took his hand, and his hand was cold and cold, like a popsicle.
Xuan Yi fixed his eyes on Zi Yanyan, and the pool of ice water in his eyes had a slight temperature. At this time, an inexplicable feeling lingered in his heart, and at this moment, he actually wanted to hold the hand of the person in front of him.
"My grandmother was so angry that my mother insisted on becoming a monk at the time, and she fell ill and spent two days in the hospital. Xuan Yi continued, "I didn't plan to ask you to be engaged to me when I came back this time. Since I was a child, I have watched my parents who pretend to be together, but have become strangers, so I don't have much longing for love, and I don't want to talk about feelings. ”
"If I could, I would like you to be with me in everything, whether it's acting or whatever. I can give you what you want, and I won't force you to get engaged to me. Xuanyi's eyes at this time were indescribably serious.
"I promise you. Zi Yanyan showed a bright smile at him, two loveless people in their hearts warmed each other, it was not an excessive thing. If spending time with him can make his family happy, that should also be a good thing.
"Now that you have agreed, you can't go back on it in the future. Xuanyi warned, "You know my personality and won't joke with you." ”
"I know. Zi Yanyan knew that Xuan Yi had just been lonely for a long time, and he wanted to find someone to accompany him, even if it was just to stand together, that page was enough.
Now she doesn't know what love is, but she only knows that the person in front of her needs her, so she has to help him.
At this time, there was a light snowfall.
The snow is falling in flakes, and it doesn't seem to know how to be sad.
"Plants grow so well, how can it snow?" said Zi Yanyan, looking at the snow swirling in the air.
"Every country has a different landscape. In many parts of our country, there was no land, but technology has changed everything, and even if it snows or the weather is bad, we can develop plants that can not wither all year round. Xuan Yi caught the snow with his hand, and the snow quickly melted.
"That's it. Zi Yanyan smiled, thinking that in the future, she must let Xuanyi pass on such a powerful technology to her own country, so that she can see such beautiful plants in her own country every day.
It's just that, looking at this inexplicable drifting snow, why does Zi Yanyan feel so sad?!