Chapter 20: Starting a New Life
At this time, they had already walked downstairs to Jiang Yu's house, in
Du Shenyun showed an incredible expression, as if he was hallucinating a second ago.
"Jiang Yu, what did you say?"
Jiang Yu licked his lips and looked at him: "Sanyun, I said, let's break up." ”
"Jiang Yu. His expression also became serious, "This can't be a joke. ”
"In the morning, I said I wanted to think about it. There was no dodge in her eyes, "That's my answer." ”
Du Shenyun's face was like a ceramic piece, and when she finished speaking, the porcelain piece was torn apart.
He wanted to say something, but after snorting a few times, he finally gave up, and turned his head, not wanting Jiang Yu to see his current expression.
But he was still unwilling.
"Jiang Yu, you can refuse my marriage proposal, because I was too abrupt and too hasty... Then when nothing happened in the morning, the time is wrong, it's my problem, it's me who chose the wrong time..."
Because of his eagerness, he began to speak in all directions.
"We're still the same as before. He took her emaciated shoulder.
Jiang Yu stretched out his hand and put it on the back of his hand on his shoulder: "I don't want to quit my job. ”
"Then don't ......," he anxiously grasped the glimmer of hope.
"Listen to me. Jiang Yu gently took Du Shenyun's hand down and held it tightly, "Although I don't read much and don't have a diploma that I can handle, I also know what the dignity of being a human being is." ”
"Having a job, no matter how little I earn, is something I earn through hard work. I don't want to be a rice worm for nothing, and I don't want to be a canary in a cage. ”
"Besides, the owner of the cage doesn't welcome me either, does he?"
"My mom she'll agree. Du Shenyun said.
"But it was based on my quitting of my job. ”
"I'm not denying a stay-at-home wife, it's just that I have my choice, and you know the environment in which I grew up. My mom left early, and my dad was a big boss, and when I was very young, I was already in charge of the big and small things in the family. I failed the college entrance examination, so I took a two-day break after the exam and immediately went out to look for a job. Probably because of this, in my heart, only what I created with my own hands can give me enough security. ”
"Even if it hadn't happened that morning, it wouldn't make sense for us to go on like this. I, your family, neither side will back down. Like a small boat without a destination, the most correct measure is to turn back immediately. ”
"Actually, I already know about the meal between you and Miss Yu. ”
Du Shenyun immediately became nervous: "Jiang Yu, you listen to me explain this." ”
"Nope. I know. ”
He looked at her in amazement.
"Remember the other day when I said I met my aunt on the bus?" she asked.
Du Shenyun reacted: "She told you at that time......"
"I'll admit that I have an element of temptation. So that day, when you said you wanted to be more connected, I said I would wait until you had eaten that meal before making a decision. In fact, what I thought at that time was, if Miss Yu makes you feel satisfied, then I'll... Quit. ”
"How could I?" said Du Shenyun, "the reason why I didn't tell you about that was because I didn't want you to be careful. ”
"I know. I was really touched to meet such a good person and choose me. Jiang Yu said.
"I'm sorry, Samun. ”
After being silent for a while, Du Shenyun raised his red eyes, "It's me who should say I'm sorry, it's me who can't give you happiness, and I'm trying to take away your sense of security." ”
The tears that were originally gritted and insisted on holding back, after hearing these words again, finally broke the embankment.
Jiang Yu stood there, his head bowed, his body trembling as he sobbed.
Like the slow motion of a movie, she let go of her grip on Du Shenyun's hand.
It was as if he had suddenly lost his life, and he was unable to fall down with determination.
He wanted to comfort her who was crying, but he was no longer qualified.
The two men stood like this, facing each other.
All around, only the damp air flows, with the salty smell of tears.
"Jiang Yu. ”
A voice broke the silence.
Jianghu had been hiding on the side and listening for a long time, and he didn't appear until they finished speaking.
"Uncle. Du Shenyun said.
Jianghu nodded and said to Jiang Yu: "Jiang Yu, you go upstairs first, I still have something to say to Shenyun." ”
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"Uncle, if you have something to say, just say it. "Du Shenyun is really a high-quality person, and he can be polite at this time.
Jianghu paused for two seconds and bent down towards Du Shenyun.
"Uncle, what are you doing here?" Du Shenyun hurriedly helped the rivers and lakes up.
"It's our Jiang Yuti's breakup, I'll apologize to you for her first. Jianghu said.
"Nope. It's me who is wrong, it's because I don't have the ability to handle the affairs of the family that will put her in trouble..."Du Shenyun said.
"You have your troubles, and Jiang Yu has Jiang Yu's reasons. I know all this. Although I apologized to you just now, I support Jiang Yu's choice. It doesn't matter to me what is right or wrong, I just want her to be happy. ”
"Samyun, don't blame your parents for what happened to Jiang Yu. Their heart for you is actually the same as my heart for Jiang Yu. ”
“… I understand. Du Shenyun said.
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Jianghu went upstairs and found that Jiang Yu was already in the bathroom.
In addition to the sound of water in the shower, he also heard crying.
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Jiang Yu was drenched in hot water, from the beginning of the sobbing to the end of the howl.
Only the hot water that kept flowing could wash away her tears.
Even if she has done a good job of psychological construction for herself, when the moment of breakup comes, she still can't control herself.
There is no fate, that's probably it.
At this moment, she finally saw the fragility of her feelings.
The petty love of an ordinary person like her can't withstand the cruelty of reality after all.
How much capital do we need to have to live in the world to be able to love people without scruples? Is there any long-lasting affection and love that can be maintained only by sincerity?
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Du Shenyun was glad that he didn't drive, otherwise he probably wouldn't have been able to get home.
Suddenly, he wanted to drink, he wanted to get drunk, but tomorrow the first period was math class, and he had to adjust his state immediately.
When I got home and opened the door, Song Wenzhu was still sitting on the sofa.
Although she has changed into pajamas, she still can't stop her majesty.
"Know you're back?"
Du Shenyun didn't speak, and walked straight to the room.
"It's Jiang Yu again, why don't you open your mind?" Song Wenzhu said hatefully, "It seems that I still have to find a chance to talk to her, how can she let go of my son?!"
Hearing this, Du Shenyun had some reaction: "She has let go." Congratulations, Mr. Song, you finally got your wish. ”
"What do you mean, how do you talk to your mother?!" Song Wenzhu said angrily.
"We broke up. ”
It's like a thunderclap on a flat bottom.
"Broke up?" Song Wenzhu said incredulously, "Who mentioned the breakup? Why did you break up suddenly?"
"I don't need to say anything more. Du Shenyun said indifferently.
"Great!" Song Wenzhu raised her eyebrows with joy, looking at her son's decadent appearance, she had already guessed in her heart, "She is sensible like this!
Du Shenyun didn't want to listen to his mother at all.
"Actually, Jiang Yu was quite smart when he was a child, but he was a little narrow-minded, and he always looked for trouble like a gangster. ”
Du Shenyun closed the door and let his mother say there, and he couldn't hear what he said later.
I only know that she is standing there, chattering, and her mouth is constantly moving.
After all, it still didn't come to an end.
Looking at the neatly stacked lesson plans on the desk, he felt irritable in his heart, and he really wanted to get drunk.
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Suddenly having nothing to do for a day of vacation, Jiang Yu was indeed unprepared, lying in bed all the time.
I didn't turn on the TV, didn't play any music, didn't stare at my phone, just lay aimlessly and calmly in bed.
She felt like a corpse.
Jianghu went out to do business early in the morning, leaving her alone and relaxing at home.
She didn't feel hungry or thirsty in the sun.
Want to do something to pass the time.
So, Jiang Yu simply washed up, ate some leftovers from the refrigerator, and then soaked a bowl of seaweed soup with boiling water, and lunch was solved.
Then, she decided to give the house a thorough cleaning and clean up all the old stains.
It's like cleaning up her own memories, those days with Du Shenyun in the past, she must all throw them away.
She's going to start a new life.
After a busy afternoon, Jiang Yu was so tired that her eyes were already full of stars, so she hurriedly sat on the sofa to rest.
Forcing himself not to think about this failed relationship anymore, Jiang Yu stood up, continued to clean, and then thought about what to buy at the vegetable market later.
Keep yourself busy and you can forget about the unpleasant things for a while, which is the same as numbing yourself with alcohol.
It's just that you have to spend money to buy alcohol, and it's much cheaper to be busy than to be drunk.
She had never looked forward to the workday as much as she did today.
Tomorrow will be her morning shift.
I got up at five o'clock, then rushed to the garage to drive the car out, went to the gas station to fill up the gas, and then went to the dispatch room to get tools to clean the compartment.
After that, he obeyed the captain's command and started the first bus No. 98 on time.
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The refreshing morning kicked off a new day, and the life of Jiangyu also opened a new page.
What Jiang Yu didn't expect was that this chapter turned out to be a fragment page.
As soon as the emotional matter is settled, more troublesome and tricky things will follow.
She was suddenly thrust onto the gorgeous stage and stood in the spotlight, where thousands of eyes were focused.
She received applause and also ushered in abuse.
The balls hanging above her head burst open, flying down colorful ribbons, and at the same time, there were blades mixed in with them.