My mouth was almost close to Du Xinran's neck, and I sniffed it vigorously, it was very fragrant! It was not the smell of any perfume decoration, but the girlish body fragrance mixed with a little shampoo freshness, and it smelled particularly attractive.

"Cheng Hu.." Du Xinran's voice was soft and low, and her long eyelashes blinked uneasily.

"You're scared, aren't you?" I smiled, trying to make my expression look gentle.

"I don't.. I'm not afraid!" Du Xinran bit her lip lightly, her voice was slightly sharp, but it was very good, the trace of panic in her eyes was definitely not disguised, but she was really afraid of me, or afraid of what might happen next.

I leaned on top of her, staring into her eyes, and she also looked at me anxiously, like a kitten that saw a ball of yarn, wanting to come forward to play, but afraid that the ball of yarn would suddenly jump, nervous and complicated.

"I'm not afraid.." Du Xinran pursed the corners of her mouth and tried her best to squeeze out a smile, but the slight tremor of her body betrayed her, and the posture of wanting to speak instantly aroused the evil thoughts in my heart, I slowly reached out a hand, and it slid into her back very gently and naturally.

Du Xinran's silky skin, so delicate that it seemed to be slippery, my fingertips slowly traveled back and forth along her soft waist, and then quietly climbed onto a plump bud on her chest without revealing a trace.

Du Xinran was uncomfortable with the "um" sound, her body suddenly became stiff a little, but then softened again, looking at my eyes, suddenly a little more hot and scared, as if resigned to fate, glanced at me faintly, and then slowly closed his eyes, and raised his head slightly, as if to meet my mouth.

The temperature in the whole room seemed to rise a lot all at once, and I panicked when it was hot, and I wanted to take off my clothes.

Sniffing the hot breath coming out of her mouth, it is no exaggeration to say, I was really a little intoxicated, and unconsciously handed my mouth over, when the lips of the two of us were almost about to touch together, Du Xinran shivered unconsciously, I don't know how to touch the TV remote control, and the sound of the TV popping up in an instant startled me, although Du Xinran hurriedly turned off the phone, but the ambiguous atmosphere just now has been broken, and my alcohol strength has also sobered up all of a sudden.

I looked at Du Xinran's delicate face in a daze, and I couldn't tell the hesitation in my heart, now this situation, as long as I continue, I can definitely have a "negative distance" with her tonight, I am not Yanagi Megumi, I have all the reactions that a normal man should have, but what about after it happens? How should I face it, what kind of position should I put her in, do I wipe my mouth and say goodbye after eating, and then tell her the next day that I was drunk and don't remember it at all?

At this time, there seemed to be two voices entangled in my head, one voice told me that "there is no compulsion, no rebellion", anyway, she sent it to the door herself, and it doesn't matter what etiquette and shame, if you don't continue to go up, Du Xinran will definitely scold you for impotence the next day, and the other voice just muttered a sentence repeatedly, "Sophie is pregnant, she is about to give birth." ”

After a long time, probably noticing that I didn't make the next move, Du Xinran slowly opened her eyes, and glanced at me in surprise, but it happened to meet my eyes, she was so frightened that she immediately closed her eyes again, and slowly opened them again after a long time.

"Chenghu, you.." Du Xinran looked at me with drunken eyes, embarrassed to continue talking.

"Okay, don't make trouble, my sister and my sister are not the same thing, I can only treat you as my sister, I have a family, a woman who regards me as important as my life, and a child who is about to be born. I smiled, got up from her, and then reached out and patted her upright little buttocks, and said with a smile: "You are drunk, I am also drunk, it is not suitable for such a romantic thing to happen when you are drunk, wait until tomorrow when the wine wakes up, I did take advantage of you today, it's a big deal that you can take it back tomorrow." ”

"You.. Are you leaving? Are you going to leave me here alone? Aren't you afraid that bad guys will crawl into the room in the middle of the night and do something to me?" Du Xinran kneaded her temples vigorously, and it was particularly difficult to maintain a sitting posture, so she simply leaned on the soft pillow and looked at me with resentment.

Staring at her white marble-like calves, I swallowed my saliva, shook my head and said, "How is it possible, I'm not such an uninteresting person, since I brought you out, I have to protect you from being hurt by anyone, including myself, I'll take a shower first, and after that's over, let's continue to drink!"

Du Xinran half-closed her eyes lazily stretched out her little finger to me and said, "Then let's pull the hook, you can't go!"

"Okay, pull the hook!" I hooked her little finger together, after two long breaths, I saw her cover her mouth and smile like a child, I walked to the bathroom, did not adjust the water temperature, took off my clothes directly, stood under the shower head to rinse my body, the biting cold water instantly extinguished the delusion in my heart, I slapped myself hard and cursed: "It's really not a person, I almost ruined the little girl, and almost ruined Sophie's distress for me." ”

I'm not a gentleman, I can't help but want to take a few more glances when I see a beautiful girl, and even fantasize about pressing the other party under me to a fierce circle and fork, but I'm about to be a father, my daughter-in-law has a big belly in the sea, and she wants to wait for me to finish her work to accompany her, at this juncture, release my animal desire, what is the difference between me and the white wolf in the past, he kills people, I punish people's hearts, if Sophie also makes such a mistake, tell me because I am drunk, can I forgive her?

I stood naked in front of the mirror, looking at myself in the mirror in a daze, a little blurry, but it seemed very clear.

When I was injured, the hospital shaved off the middle of my head in order to treat the wound, and for the sake of aesthetics, I simply let the flies shave all my hair short, which now looks a little awkward, but not too obtrusive.

My face in the mirror, my face was a little red, my eyes were full of bloodshot from staying up all night, I smiled at the mirror, the corners of my mouth pulled a trace of pain, is this still me? Or the original Zhao Chenghu who wanted to carry the whole world on his shoulders for Sophie and his brother?

It is true that Du Xinran at this time is at my fingertips, as long as I possess her, the king may be more stable in Shishi, and my identity will also rise, not to mention my own respect, at least Daochuan Chamber of Commerce and Jiang Menglong, if you want to bully us, you must also measure it for a long time, the king, the Du family, and the Liu family, the in-laws of the Du family, are definitely a huge force that makes people palpitate.

I admit that I am moved, really very heartbeat, I am a young man with strong blood, since the day I embarked on this social road, I have been looking forward to being able to get ahead!

But like those young talents at today's party, wearing gifts that ordinary people can't afford to buy in a year's savings, drinking foreign wine that ordinary people have never seen in half their lives, with hypocritical and indifferent faces, and the "high society" surging in the bottom of my heart, is it really the life I want?

I'm a semi-literate person who even separates "Gou" and "Xun", and I am obviously out of place in their world, why do I have to live such a restrained life, yes! I look forward to being able to reign in the world, but I am also a man, and I have my own responsibilities behind me, Sophie is my responsibility, and my brothers are my responsibility.

Become the son-in-law of the Du family, and then abandon the woman who gave my youth and body for me, my brothers will poke my backbone, I myself will despise myself, and the king will completely become the king! I can't do this kind of stupid thing!

"Drink, beer you can afford,, woman who can take responsibility for yourself!well, that's it!" I pulled my face twice with cold water, smiled in the mirror, and smiled pleasantly, and tortured my conscience for the first time like today, and I was glad that I remembered that I was a man.

I came out of the bathroom and saw that Du Xinran on the bed had fallen asleep, her messy hair was spread out, covering most of her snow-white face, and she was covered with a soft silk quilt, but the corner of the quilt had been lifted, and the two long white legs were completely exposed to the air, and one of the legs was curled up, forming a beautiful arc that made me breathe faster.

She was still sleeping sweetly, breathing steadily, a small hand tightly grasping the corner of the sheet, her face seemed to be a little worried, as if she had dreamed of something unhappy in her sleep, and her little nose shook a few times from time to time.

I sat down under the bed, grabbed a bottle of beer and took a few big sips of it, then tucked it away for her and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm a beast, but I'm still a man..."