534 The gap between Xiao Ziyu and Rong Cheng is too big
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"I guess I won't be able to catch up with you on horseback in my life. Xiao Ziyun said with a big blow.
Xiao Ziyu frowned slightly when she heard this, she pulled Xiao Ziyun and sat aside.
"Sister Yun, I listen to what you mean, what are your plans, do you plan to become me and make Rongcheng like you?" Xiao Ziyu asked directly.
Xiao Ziyun knew that Xiao Ziyu didn't mean anything else when she said this, and it was all for her good, but apart from this, she didn't know what other way to attract Rong Cheng.
"Yu'er, I can't help it, I think I can't think of any other way to make Rongcheng like me besides this method. Xiao Ziyun said whimfully.
"Sister Yun, if you do this, you will lose your whole self, and I don't approve of you doing this. Xiao Ziyu said directly.
"Yu'er, in fact, I know it, but I can't restrain myself from thinking about him, even if I lose some dignity, I don't care. Xiao Ziyun sniffed and said.
"Sister Yun, real love is not like this, you will make yourself very tired like this, if Rong Cheng really likes you because you have become someone else, and is with you, can you really be happy? Xiao Ziyun is Xiao Ziyun, not someone else, I hope you wait until you meet someone who really understands you, only someone who understands you is qualified to love you. Xiao Ziyu said patiently.
In the end, wishful thinking will not get happiness, and it is very likely that it will become a pair of resentful couples.
Xiao Ziyun looked at Xiao Ziyu's sincere eyes, she could feel that Xiao Ziyu was really good for her.
"Yu'er, but I really like Rongcheng, I really like it, I like it to the point that I can't extricate myself, every time I see her, I can't restrain my feelings, I thought that after so long, I can already face him, but when I see him again, I know that I can't face him at all, my heart is full of love for him. In my life, I really don't want to marry someone else, if I marry, I will only marry Rong Cheng, if Rong Cheng refuses to marry me, I will never marry for the rest of my life. Xiao Ziyun said firmly.
Xiao Ziyu seems to be able to understand Xiao Ziyun's infatuation, although this friendship sometimes makes people feel a little pressure.
But liking someone just doesn't make sense.
"Sister Yun, I don't know how to persuade you, maybe it's not a very pleasant thing to let you see Rongcheng again this time. Xiao Ziyu said.
"Maybe, this is fate, in this life, I was eaten by Rongcheng. Xiao Ziyun smiled bitterly and said.
Xiao Ziyu felt that she couldn't convince Xiao Ziyun, just like she couldn't persuade Rong Cheng to give up on herself and marry a wife and have children.
Feelings are difficult to talk about, and it's hard to understand.
Xiao Ziyu picked a few books for Xiao Ziyun, which were not too esoteric books, but they were Rong Cheng's favorite type.
"Take a look first, Rong Cheng is the same as me, the books he reads are very miscellaneous, there are all kinds of books, I think these books should still be the type you can accept. Xiao Ziyu said.
Xiao Ziyun looked at the title of the book, felt that it was okay, it was not so difficult to accept, she looked at Xiao Ziyu very gratefully, and said, "Yu'er, thank you, if it weren't for you, I really don't know what to do?" Xiao Ziyun said.
"It's okay, I didn't actually help you much. ”
"No, your support is the biggest help to me, in fact, at the beginning, I didn't know how to tell you at all, my friendship with Rong Cheng, before, I made it clear that I wanted to give up Rong Cheng and not disturb his life, but now I have violated what I said at the beginning, and I want to mix with Rong Cheng's life, Yu'er, am I very bad, am I very selfish?" Xiao Ziyun asked.
Xiao Ziyu smiled and said, "Actually, you can't say that, it's everyone's nature to pursue happiness, you see that Rong Cheng will be very happy, so you want to get close to him, this is human instinct, especially Rong Cheng has no marriage now, and there is no object to marry, you like him, and you want him to like you, this is all okay, Sister Yun, it's just that what you have to face, it is likely to be his rejection, can you accept this?"
Xiao Ziyun pursed her lips, thought for a while, and said, "I know what you mean, did Rong Cheng say something to you?" In fact, last time I saw the two of you chatting together, so speculative, I was really envious in my heart, and I even regretted why I didn't study seriously like you, thinking about how to dress up, so unlearned. Xiao Ziyun said with some annoyance.
"You can't say that, everyone's strengths are different, what you're good at, I may not be able to do well, you don't ignore your own advantages, you always compare your own shortcomings with what I'm good at, I will definitely think that you are inferior to me, in fact, in this world, there is no one who is inferior to whom, but their respective strengths are not the same. Xiao Ziyu explained.
Xiao Ziyun looked at Xiao Ziyu, her face full of admiration, "Yu'er, why are you always able to convince others, and after listening to your words, I feel very comfortable in my heart, and I don't feel so bad." ”
"You're not bad, I think you're good. Xiao Ziyu said very seriously.
"That's what you think, but I don't care what others think of me, the people I care about are only my relatives and Rongcheng. Xiao Ziyun said, lowering her head slightly, her face a little red.
Xiao Ziyu didn't expect Xiao Ziyun to say this, Xiao Ziyun has really changed a lot.
"Sister Yun, no matter what, we are all sisters, and I will be on your side. Xiao Ziyu held Xiao Ziyun's hand.
Xiao Ziyu's words encouraged Xiao Ziyun very much.
"Well, but don't worry, I won't pester Rong Cheng, I won't cause any trouble to his life, to be honest, when I think of my former self, I despise it to death, I really don't know why I'm like that, I'm just a crazy woman. Xiao Ziyun said, seemingly despising his original behavior.
"Okay, don't talk about the past, as long as you're doing well now. ”
The two sisters left with a smile and a smile, Xiao Ziyun hugged the book, and went back to her yard.
The sky was completely dark, Xiao Ziyu went back to the room, and the lights were already on in the room, but Xiao Ziyu was not worried, Xiuxin would not let anyone into the inner room.
"Where's Jing'er?" Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiuqing, who was doing needlework, and asked.
"Miss Jing seems to have been busy all day today, and said that she was very tired, so she went back to her room. Xiuqing replied.
Xiao Ziyu nodded, "Send dinner over." ”
Xiuqing nodded, "Xiuxin has already gone to prepare, girl, do you want to set the meal here?"
"Wait a minute, I'm not hungry yet, and no one will be allowed to come in without my orders. Xiao Ziyu said.
"The slave and the maid understand that the slave and the maid will stay here. Xiuqing nodded.
Xiao Ziyu pushed the door and walked into the inner room, but saw that Yu Wenmo had already gotten up and was reading in the study.
Seeing Xiao Ziyu come in, he put down the scroll in his hand and said with a smile, "What's the matter, what did you say to Xiao Ziyun?"
Xiao Ziyu sighed, "Sister Yun is really an infatuated person, she still can't forget Rong Cheng, for Rong Cheng, she actually has to work hard to read, do you know?" Sister Yun didn't like to read and write when she was a child, at that time, she hated these things the most when she went to class together, so she always said that she was sick and didn't go, you also know the conditions of the Xiao family, she didn't like it so much, so naturally she had to let her, anyway, a woman is virtuous if she is talentless, as long as she can read and write, she doesn't need to have too much talent, since her background determines her fate, there is no need to be so wronged by her, the old lady loved Sister Yun very much, and later she was especially kind to Sister Yun who didn't have to go to class with me. ”
Yu Wenmo nodded, "This is indeed not a big flaw, in fact, every family is like this, and they will not force the girl in the family to become a talented girl, because it is really not necessary, unless it is particularly talented, but I didn't expect that the person Xiao Ziyun met was Rongcheng, so it was a tragedy." Yu Wenmo teased.
"yes, that's what makes it sad. Xiao Ziyu sighed.
This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!