Chapter 64: The Struggle of the Heart
Jiang Ruoxi turned her head and glanced at him, the corners of her lips were faintly hooked, and the smile was very faint, but Lei Yuting knew that she was telling him that she was fine, she was fine.
Lei Yuting watched the white figure walk into the elevator, she was not good! She was not good at all! Why is she always like this? This was the case a year ago, and it is still the same a year later.
In her heart, she always puts others first in her heart, but what about herself? In the past year, he has not been by her side, how much has she suffered alone? How much grievance has she endured alone?
He should not have relented in agreeing to his mother's request to leave her alone, but now that he was in this situation, could things be reversed?
She avoids herself at all and always keeps a distance from herself, how can he redeem it?
Jiang Ruoxi went to Manager Chen to say sorry, and then walked out of the Minghao Hotel, the wind at night would be so cold, she remembered that her coat was still in the banquet hall, rubbed her arms with both hands, and then walked on the street late at night.
dragged heavy steps, walked a few steps, but only a few steps, the next second, Jiang Ruoxi ran briskly, she wanted to escape, she wanted to escape far away, but she escaped for a while, how could she escape for a lifetime?
Even if it's just temporary, she has to give herself a time.
She ran for a long time, until she couldn't run, until her tired legs went limp, until she couldn't breathe.
Jiang Ruoxi stopped, and the chill in her whole body was even worse, making her shiver incessantly, squatting on the side of the road, her nose was sore, and two lines of tears slid down silently.
How could she cry? How could she cry so easily? How many grievances she had suffered before, but why did she feel so wronged this time? Was it because of him?
No! It can't be! Why should she care about him? He looked at her coldly, he pretended not to know her, didn't he?
However, the tears in his eyes still couldn't stop flowing, but he cried as if no one was around.
Occasionally, passers-by passed by and looked at her with strange eyes, but no one stepped forward to greet her.
Not far away, a black Cayenne car was parked there, and its eyes were firmly fixed on her not far away.
"Boss, have you bullied your sister-in-law?" Pang Jie asked in a low voice.
Leng Yan didn't speak, just turned his head and glared at him fiercely.
"Boss, you don't need to do this, do you? As soon as I received your call, I put everything down and rushed over, and I have been following my sister-in-law and protecting my sister-in-law, why are you staring at me? I also care about my sister-in-law. Pang Jie sat in the passenger seat and looked at Leng Yan. A serious look.
"You're too much to do. It's my good business to disturb you, right? Okay, you can go now! No matter how busy you are or how late you are busy, I will not ask. Leng Yan said through his thoughts, and Pang Jie shut up.
Pang Jie opened the car door, stepped out of the car with one foot, and turned his head again, "Boss, why don't you go and pick up your sister-in-law back!" She has been squatting there for almost an hour, and it is so cold, in case she gets sick." ”
I don't want tonight's events to be reported tomorrow, and if you do, you will bear the consequences. Leng Yan lightly opened his thin lips and said coldly.
"No, no, don't worry, boss. Pang Jie quickly got out of the car, closed the door, walked to another black Mercedes in the back, and sped away.
Leng Yan rolled down the window of the car and looked across the street facing Jiang Ruoxi, how long did she want to be strong? She dared to go to work part-time behind his back, if he hadn't gone to Manager Chen to verify, he wouldn't know that she had been working part-time in the western restaurant of the Minghao Hotel for so long, what was she for? She wanted money, and he had already given it to her, wasn't she enough?
He didn't care about the earrings at all, and he didn't want to know what was going on?
What he wants to know most now is, what does Jiang Ruoxi want? Is she trying to escape from him now? Is she still thinking about staying and flying with Lei Yuting?
No matter what she thought, she still thought everything too simply, how could he let her escape from his side so easily?
opened the car door, took a big stride, and walked towards Jiang Ruoxi.
Jiang Ruoxi buried her head and sobbed in a low voice, until a pair of black shiny leather shoes met her eyes and cast a dark shadow. She raised her head and looked at the man in front of her with teary eyes.
Is it him! Is it him? Jiang Ruoxi smiled bitterly, she must have seen it wrong, how could Leng Yan, who regarded her like a stranger, appear here?
Leng Yan took off her blazer and draped it over her, "Go home!"
"Is it really you?" After crying for too long, Jiang Ruoxi's voice was hoarse.
"Then who do you want to see?" Leng Yan pulled her up, his eyes staring at her tightly, and there were undried tears on his pale face.
Jiang Ruoxi's legs were numb and painful, but she still stood steadily, reached out and took off the blazer draped on her body, "Thank you, but I don't need to." ”
She doesn't need his sympathy, she doesn't need his pity, everything is what she should face, so why do she need him to be pitiful?
As she spoke, she bypassed him and shuffled forward, without even looking at him.
Leng Yan's brows were tightly locked, watching her sway forward and walk forward, such a lonely back, under the reflection of the moonlight, looked even more fragile and powerless.
Is he feeling sorry for her? How could it be? He is full of hatred, does he still have the heart to feel sorry for her? She thinks that her pitiful appearance can make him feel distressed? She really underestimated him and overestimated herself.
Leng Yan's heart was struggling, and he also denied it.
And Jiang Ruoxi, who had walked less than ten steps, had weak legs, his eyes were dark, and he fainted to the ground.
Leng Yan took a few big steps, walked to her side, picked her up, and walked towards the car.
Her whole body was cold, her face was almost transparent, her eyes were closed, her long curled eyelashes were covered in a shadow, and her brow was still tightly locked.
Leng Yan glanced at her, draped the suit over her, then turned up the temperature in the car and drove back to the apartment.
Jiang Ruoxi was lying on the bed, covered with a thin silk quilt, and only a small lamp was turned on in the whole room, emitting a hazy light, Leng Yan stood in front of the window, looking out of the window.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Ruoxi muttered, and then woke up slowly, opened her heavy eyelids, and looked at the familiar room.
When she turned around, she saw Leng Yan who had already walked to the side of the bed, Jiang Ruoxi was stunned for a moment, and then moved her body and moved back.
"Wake up. Leng Yan looked at her dodging eyes, and unconsciously retreated.
Was she afraid of him? or was she trying to run away from him?
Jiang Ruoxi glanced at him, sat up on the edge of the bed, "You, here!" She knew that he brought her back, but she couldn't say thank you.
"Aren't you happy to see me?" Leng Yan turned on the crystal ceiling lamp in the bedroom, and the whole room was as bright as daytime in an instant.
The sudden light made Jiang Ruoxi feel uncomfortable for a short time, closed her eyes tightly, and blinked before she gradually adapted to the light.
This kind of light made her want to avoid it, and his tall figure was in front of her, "This is your apartment, you can come back if you want to come back, you can't come back if you don't want to come back, it doesn't matter if I'm happy or not." She said indifferently, and also dissociated herself from him, it was his apartment, not hers.
She just occupies an identity, nothing else, her thoughts, it doesn't matter!