Chapter 470: Liberation
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Holding the fishing rod in his hand, he sat at the head of the boat, looking at the river flowing eastward in front of him, looking dazed and a little overwhelmed.
Chu Feng clenched the fishing rod again.
There was a "snap" sound of the fishing rod, and the whole handle was directly pinched and smashed by him, and the fishing rod was directly broken into two. Chu Feng didn't notice it at all, looked into the distance, and didn't say a word.
Chu Feng didn't know where he was going, all his motivation, all his thoughts, were replaced by an unprecedented exhaustion in an instant.
This exhaustion made him tired of this world and wanted to fall asleep.
Chu Feng didn't know where this exhaustion came from, but he knew that he didn't reject such exhaustion and decay at all.
I have been riding this boat down the river for three days.
Chu Feng didn't do anything, didn't think about anything, sat day and night on the bow of the boat, holding the fishing rod, fishing for fish that could never be caught.
Only occasionally came back to his senses, Chu Feng realized that he had unknowingly pinched a fishing rod, but fortunately, he had prepared a lot of fishing rods.
When Chu Feng woke up from the blank state in his mind this time, he didn't know how much time had passed, and he didn't know where he had been, but the boat had been sent to the shore by the river and had run aground.
Chu Feng walked ashore, he was on the shore for the first time in the past few days, his consciousness was a little confused, so when he went ashore, he stumbled and almost rolled into the river.
But fortunately he did not roll into the river, but just into the mud of the river beach. Chu Feng was lying in the mud, looking at the sky, his mind fell into a blank again, thinking of nothing, nothing.
When Chu Feng's consciousness slowly returned to his body again, he was no longer in the mud.
He lay in a dilapidated temple, covered with cobwebs, and through the broken roof, which had no tiles left, he could see the starry sky.
A crackling sound exploded in my ears, and the light of the fire cast black shadows in all directions, intertwining light and dark into a distorted pattern.
Chu Feng shook his head that was a little groggy, and then he raised his head, and he saw a person he was a little reluctant to face.
Lin Hui.
Lin Hui sat beside the bonfire, her face still a little pale, but much better than a few days ago.
"Brother Xi Wu, you're awake. Lin Hui saw Chu Feng open his eyes, and then quickly turned around and came to Chu Feng with a bowl of water, helped Chu Feng with one hand, and wanted to feed Chu Feng with the other.
Chu Feng struggled out of Lin Hui's support, he looked at Lin Hui, opened his mouth slightly, and wanted to say something sarcastic, but after repeated smurmuring, he still couldn't say it.
"Brother Xi Wu, it's okay, I'm ...... has already left Fengming Villa. Lin Hui smiled a little embarrassedly, knowing what Chu Feng meant by looking at her expression, so she was a little sad, she put the water on the ground, and then pushed it to Chu Feng's side.
Chu Feng was silent, he was a little reluctant to accept Lin Hui's help, but he hadn't taken a drop of water for many days, his body had long been unable to bear it, if it wasn't for his physical body being strong enough, he might have died of dehydration.
Chu Feng finally picked up the bowl on the ground, and then raised his head and drank the full bowl of buffalo.
Chu Feng drank a little hurriedly, and the water suddenly diverged, choking Chu Feng coughing violently, Lin Hui stepped forward in a hurry, patted Chu Feng's back, and helped Chu Feng slowly smooth his breath.
Chu Feng opened his mouth, but in the end he still didn't say anything.
"Are you tired?" A voice suddenly sounded, and Chu Feng followed the prestige and saw Bu Jing walking in from outside the temple with two jars of wine.
"Now, let's have a drink today. Bu Jing said, and threw the wine jar in his hand towards Chu Feng.
Chu Feng was stunned, and took the jar of wine with his hand, he was silent for a moment, and then he put the wine on the ground, lowered his head, and shook his head slowly.
"Are you afraid I'll poison you, you bastard. Bu Jing also sat down cross-legged by the fire, revealing a look of displeasure.
Chu Feng raised his head, looked at Bu Jing, opened his mouth, and still didn't say a word.
He really didn't know how to face Bu Jing and how to face Lin Hui.
Bu Jing is the elder he trusts, and Lin Hui is also his once close little sister, but there are so many things between them, Chu Feng wants to pretend that nothing is born, but he ...... It really can't be done.
"Master, Brother Xi Wu, he is not in good health. Lin Hui frowned, slightly complaining.
Bu Jing smiled, stretched out his hand and rubbed Lin Hui's show, before saying, "What are you worried about, your injuries are not yet good, but you are worried that this bastard is coming." ”
Lin Hui rolled her eyes, too lazy to pay attention to Bujing.
"Also, this bastard boy is called Chu Feng, don't call Brother Xi Wu anymore. Bu Jing said with a smile again, which made Lin Hui a little impatient.
"......" Chu Feng looked at Lin Hui, then at Bu Jing, and finally let out a slow breath, before squeezing out a hoarse voice from his throat and said, "You guys...... Why do you care about me......"
"Then why don't you care about you?" Bu Jing smiled casually, "Or do you bastard think that we are enemies of life and death? Are you bastard so ruthless? I don't see it at all." ”
Chu Feng was silent.
"Have you had enough of these days?" asked Bu Jing again.
Chu Feng was still silent.
"It's enough, that's why I'm so decadent, because I know what I've done, I know it's wrong, but I can't let it go, but I can't find a more suitable way, so I'm very confused, I'm very confused, that's why I torture myself so much, make myself miserable, tired. ”
Bu Jing said, and couldn't help but sigh heavily: "Although you are very similar to your master in terms of heart, you are ...... in these aspects After all, it's still not as good as your master. But also, although all these years have passed, you are only in your twenties, so you are asked of ...... It's a bit too harsh. ”
"To ...... Do you persuade me to let it go?" Chu Feng raised his head and said slowly.
"Why do you want to put it down?" Bu Jing pursed her lips and slapped the mud seal of the wine jar in her hand, "If you say you put it down, is it still a human being?
Chu Feng looked at Bu Jing, a little dazed and a little confused.
"Don't embarrass yourself, it's ...... It's not your fault. Bu Jing patted Chu Feng's shoulder heavily, "Don't resent yourself, you've done your best, so let yourself go, don't torture yourself anymore, and don't suppress your emotions anymore." ”
Chu Feng lowered his head, buried his face in the shadows, and did not speak.
"You bastard. Bu Jing put down the wine jar, suddenly reached out, hugged Chu Feng's shoulder, and then hugged Chu Feng into his arms, only then patted Chu Feng's back violently, and said, "Is it so embarrassing?"
Chu Feng didn't speak, nor did he struggle, just leaned on Bu Jing, and after a long time, his shoulders suddenly twitched slightly rhythmically, the amplitude was very slight, but it was this slight amplitude that made Bu Jing finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Bu Jing didn't have a bottom in her heart, she didn't know if she could dissolve the depression in Chu Feng's heart, she could only do her best to soothe the wounds in Chu Feng's heart, if Chu Feng was still so stubborn and stubborn at this time, Bu Jing didn't know who else could pull Chu Feng back from that road.
But fortunately, this child is still the same child a few years ago, and his soft heart has a strong resilience, even if he has experienced such darkness, he has not really been twisted to the point of irreversibility.
Lin Hui looked at Bu Jing and Chu Feng, and finally showed a relieved smile, but that smile quickly became dim and eclipsed, the Chu Xiwu she was familiar with may have returned, but ...... What about the Xin Nangui she is familiar with, and the Chen Dongnan she is familiar with?
After a long time, Chu Feng fell asleep in Bu Jing's arms again.
He was indeed too tired, tormented by hatred and anger, but condemned by his own conscience, resentment of his own incompetence, which had tormented him day and night for the past month, but he could not show his exhaustion and weakness, and perhaps one of his retreats would bring worse results, so he had to persevere, like a trapped beast doing everything he could.
It is impossible for him to say such a thing to the ignorant little girl, and the ignorant little girl can't comfort him.
It was even more impossible for him to tell Feng Yinli, even if he knew that Feng Yinli had no malicious intentions, but their position was an enemy after all-not to mention, it was a young man who was younger than him and even more confused, what could she help him?
And Bu Jing's appearance finally gave him a reason to rest, and he was finally able to give himself a relief.
This night, Chu Feng slept very deeply, and he also slept soundly.
Bu Jing slowly put Chu Feng down, looked at the tears on Chu Feng's face that were still not dry, and sighed softly: "Chen Han, you almost drove your favorite heir crazy...... He hasn't matured to that point, but it's really hard for him to have to bear so much. ”
Lin Hui was slightly stunned when she heard this, and then looked at Bu Jing a little blankly and said, "Master...... This matter and Uncle Chen...... Does it matter?"
Bu Jing stared for a moment before saying, "Of course it has a relationship, and it has a lot to do with it...... I only hope that all Chen Han's thoughts stop here...... Don't go any further, or ......"
Bu Jing looked down at Chu Feng before saying, "He is going to bear a cruel and heavier burden, and I may not be able to bear such a heavy burden, let alone this child." ”
Lin Hui looked at Bu Jing in a daze, her lips pursed slightly, but she didn't say a word in the end.
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