Sometimes, she is unusually disappointed in herself, she doesn't feel that she has any capital and reason to really love someone from the heart, love is a very luxurious thing, if you can't even solve your own food, drink, food and clothing, then what is love, even if it is high Dahe in front of the great love card in front of him, he doesn't feel the courage to grasp it.

Like now......

Her whole body was paralyzed, her body was a little unstable, her back was against the glass plate, and then she slipped directly, and the whole person squatted in place in despair, her two arms hugged her knees tightly, like a stray dog, unable to find a home, unable to find a sense of direction and belonging, as if she felt that the loneliest person in the world was her, without any strength to support her, and she couldn't even find a reason to live......

Wen Yan came a little late because of the temporary delay, and after about ten minutes, Wen Yan came here, and when he came here, he saw Xu Yu squatting there very down, and the whole person was like a person who had been hit all the time, completely giving people a feeling of depression.

Wen Yan seemed to run over quickly from the backstage, his forehead was full of fine beads of sweat, and then he gasped for breath, Wen Yan was dressed very funny tonight, wearing a cartoon costume, looking like a sunny boy, he suddenly appeared in front of the promise, but the promise did not come back to his senses.

He had been looking for the figure of Promise just now, he had always believed that Promise would definitely come here in advance, but he didn't see it, but in the process of a moment's attention, he saw Promise squatting in the corner, looking pitiful.

He looked at the promise like this, his mood was very complicated, that kind of mixed feeling was not described in words at all, however, Wen Yan still directly ignored what he thought in his heart, he had to teach this woman to grow up, only when she really grows up, maybe when facing some things, she will not be really painful.

This is exactly what the promise lacks, he must make up for everything that the promise lacks to her, everyone loves people in a different way, and this is exactly the way Wen Yan loves people, he won't use much money to send the promise, he just wants to make some changes for the promise itself.

"Hi ......"

No matter what Wen Yan thought in his heart, he was still so optimistic in the face of the promise, and waved his hand towards the promise.

Xu Yue's expression was faint, and he looked up at Wen Yan, placing his two arms on his thighs, "You're here." Her eyes have not been on Wen Yan's body, but she has been looking at a corner, her eyes are empty and terrifying, and she promises that her big watery eyes have always been very good-looking, but at this moment, she doesn't know what words to use to describe the thinness and loneliness in her eyes.

The more he saw this woman's small appearance, Wen Yan's heart ached again, loving someone Xu is so, he doesn't seem to have his own direction of sorrow at all, he is worried about the promise, and even feels sorry for her, he really thinks so in his heart.

But Wen Yan wanted to try his best to ignore the loneliness of the promise, but looking at the promise at this moment, he really had no way to do it, even if he wanted to turn a blind eye in his heart, he had no choice.

Xu Yu squatted there quietly, without any intention of getting up at all, Wen Yan looked at her like this, of course, she couldn't raise any interest, Wen Yan sighed softly, and sat directly next to Xu Yu, the backs of the two of them were leaned against the glass, and then sat side by side.

Wen Yan's gaze has always stayed on the side face of the promise, his eyes are still so persistent, hot, and even hot in his heart, mainly when he sees this girl, his heart seems to be trembling, as if the opening in his heart is moving this girl.

The expression of the promise was stunned and stupid After a long time, Wen Yan withdrew his hot gaze, he looked ahead, and the two of them leaned against the glass window like this, and from time to time the colorful light and shadow refracted on the faces of the two of them, especially the rolling bubbles, which were like shadows in front of them, and kept floating.

Wen Yan naturally understands Xi Muchen and the promise, and Wen Yan and Xi Muchen have also had a head-on conflict because of these things, seeing the promise at the moment, there must be something between the two of them, this girl's mind is very simple, and it is also very pure, when something happens, it seems to be written on the surface, and he can easily see the heart of the promise.

"What, in a bad mood?" Wen Yan said casually, as if he hadn't understood anything at all, and a tentative voice rang in the promise ear.

Promise's confused eyes searched around, but she could not find a target, the dazzling lights kept flickering in front of their eyes, and she shook her smart little head slightly.

Xu Yu didn't seem to be willing to speak at all, as if she didn't want to say it to anyone except Xi Muchen, and even felt that it was a very difficult thing to speak.

The corners of Wen Yan's narrow eyes narrowed slightly, and he gently tapped his fingers, and the waiter took two bottles of wine and walked over to this side, he opened the wine with a smile, and looked like he didn't have any worries at all, in fact, Wen Yan's worries are not something that others can understand at all, everyone has their own sadness, and everyone also has their own color of life, which is naturally completely different, but his life is unknown to others and cannot be understood.

But as long as he promised to be willing, she was willing to share all this with Xu Xing, as long as it was his life, he was willing to tell this woman, because of this woman, he identified, he decided that the person he loved was her.

He is willing to do many things for love.

Wen Yan took the two wine glasses on the tray, and then slapped the 87-year-old Lafite into two different glasses, the bright red liquid looked particularly eye-catching, he slowly poured the red liquid into the glass, his eyes stayed on the red wine, as if he was chasing something, only when he was anesthetized by alcohol, he would not think about the lonely past.

Wen Yan poured all the two glasses full of wine, and then the two of them put the wine bottles on the ground, the two wine glasses kept dangling in his hands, the scarlet liquid stuck to the wine glass, the scarlet liquid stuck to the wine glasses, especially under those illusions, as if the red liquid was not red, but stained with a lot of colors.

Wen Yan's gaze has been deeply immersed in the wine, he doesn't know what to think, he thought for a long time, his eyes didn't move, quietly staring at the red liquid, as if through the scarlet liquid, he saw through a lot of things.

Every time, he will taste life from wine, so he will open a bar in this area, the men and women he likes to watch cheer and jump to their heart's content, and prefer these extremely lively and noisy scenes, perhaps only in this case, can people really relax, and it is prepared for every lovelorn person, they can jump crazy in such a scene, shouting loudly, only in this way can the depression in people's hearts be vented, so that people can live an ordinary life in life。

Everyone's life needs catharsis, in this prosperous life, if there is no catharsis scene, each of them will be boring and boring in life, this is Wen Yan's original wish, that is, I hope everyone can really let go of themselves, I hope they can live their true selves, not suppressed in the cruelty of reality.

Only here can everyone leave everything behind, forget the hustle and bustle of the world, forget the deceit, let the joy of the bar fill everyone's nerves and brains, and let everyone cheer to their heart's content.

Wen Yan shook the wine glass slightly, and then handed the wine glass to the promise's hand, there was no intention of ending it at all, Wen Yan snorted coldly, "Take it." ”

Xu Yue turned her head to look at Wen Yan, her eyes were still so cold, she seemed to feel that her whole body was numb, and she would not continue to be enthusiastic about anyone, she reluctantly squeezed out a faint smile, and then took the wine glass casually.

The corners of her narrow eyes have been squinting slightly, looking at the scarlet liquid in the wine glass, she directly picked up the glass, opened her mouth wide, the red wine in the glass poured directly into her stomach, she didn't have any ideas at all now, some slightly spicy alcohol stimulated Xu Xu's head, her head was a little dizzy, and accidentally choked her throat, coughing softly.

Wen Yan paid attention to the changes in the promise all the time, and seeing the promise like this, Wen Yan gently patted the promise on the back, and said very nervously: "You slow down......"

The wine glass in Promise's hand was empty, and the remaining Fugen'er in the cup kept flowing out, and the red liquid was sprinkled directly on Promise's white canvas shoes, which were stained with scarlet liquid, although it looked a little small, but white and red formed a sharp contrast after all.

Xu Promise shook her head slowly, her eyes were still so cold and arrogant, just like Chang'e in the Guanghan Palace, her cold and arrogant eyes kept making trouble on Promise's body, she shook her head helplessly, and finally burst out laughing, full of sneers and mockery.

It's as if you're laughing at yourself, mocking yourself.

Her eyes were full of contemptuous smiles, as if she was stunned by the world, her expression was a little trance-like, looking at the promise like this, Wen Yan's heart seemed to sink all of a sudden.

"Hehe, sometimes, I really don't know what people live for?" Xu Promise's gaze was very confused and distracted, looking at everything in front of her, when the noisy scene did not belong to her at all, she felt that the depression in her heart was not vented no matter what.

Listening to the desperate voice and tone of the promise, Wen Yan's heart was full of sympathy, he had been sitting beside the promise, choosing to quietly accompany and persuade.

"He who lives is burdened. ”

Wen Yan's words are very straightforward, but these are all Wen Yan's physical and mental feelings, although he is not worried about money, but he also has some things that he is worried about, everyone has everyone's sadness, and no one is destined to escape a romantic past.

A person without a story is boring, a person without a story is boring, and who doesn't have a story?

But everyone's story is so mixed, maybe some sadness is something that I can't understand.

There were countless lights reflected in the eyes of the promise, and the layers of phantoms kept shining in the eyes of the promise, "If this is the case, then why don't we die? Like those people with depression, but why am I so tired to live......"

Xu Promise let out a long sigh, she seemed to have really exhausted all her strength, but after all, there was no way to gain a foothold in this society, not only food, clothing, housing and transportation could not get real satisfaction, but even a corner of her heart was not filled, did she really want such a life?

Seeing this girl's appearance, Wen Yan had no choice but to comfort softly: "In fact, everyone's life, everyone has everyone's social value, just like you, I think your existence is very valuable, he can at least accompany me through this time now, and can accompany me to drink here to relieve boredom." ”

After hearing Wen Yan's words, Xu Promise was really a little crying and laughing, shook his head very helplessly, and then asked coldly, "Are you joking with me?"

Wen Yan's answer was unusually firm, "Of course not." ”

But the promise was naturally unbelievable, "How could you not joke with me here, if you really want to find someone who drinks to relieve your boredom, you can go to someone else, why do you have to look for me?"

This sentence asked Wen Yan's heart, there are many people who can accompany Wen Yan to drink to relieve boredom, but why did he want to find this woman, but this may also be the root of the answer.

"It's because the person I'm looking for is only you, so I feel that this is a reflection of your personal value. Wen Yan's words were very beautiful, but all this was the true thoughts in Wen Yan's heart, since he met this woman, it seemed that his thoughts were blocked by this woman, and the appearance of this woman made him haunted by his dreams.

He obviously knows that it is tiring to love someone, but he chooses to love without hesitation, and chooses to feel sorry for another person without hesitation, because the life of another person makes her frightened, because another person makes his heart unstable, even so, he has never flinched because of love.

Xu Yu smiled coldly, and directly raised the wine glass in front of Wen Yan, "Pour me some more wine, I want to drink happily tonight, I want to numb myself with alcohol, I think I don't want anything tonight, completely presumptuous, I never had this opportunity before, since this opportunity is in front of me now, then I must take advantage of it!"

Wen Yan didn't stop the promise, he very happily added wine to the promise's wine glass again, looking at the promise's somewhat reddened face with deep and deep eyes, the promise to drink some wine will be on the face in advance, the clean and fair little face was immediately pasted with a pink halo, which looked red, but it was particularly attractive.

"I won't stop you tonight, who has made you depressed for so long, I will accompany you well tonight, you can rest assured, and I will never let you have any cheapness, I can absolutely guarantee this." Wen Yan was afraid that the promise would have superfluous thoughts, so he made a guarantee in advance.

Where can Xu promise manage so much now, he can't even care about sadness now, the two of them have already met tonight, maybe this is the last time the two of them will meet, and the two of them will never have any intersection in the future, as long as he thinks of this, Xu Promise's heart seems to be festering, there is no illusion of being hurt completely, but there is a real feeling like being hollowed out, this feeling is really terrible......

Wen Yan smiled at the promise, but the more he saw the cute and naughty appearance of this woman, his heart was always close to her, and his big hand subconsciously touched the docile hair of the promise, and his eyes suddenly became extraordinarily affectionate.

"Do you know, do you know why the person who accompanied me to drink and relieve my boredom tonight would be you?" Wen Yan's voice was a little blurred and hoarse, she completely belonged to that kind of sunny big boy, but now it seemed that the whole person was so deep, and it was rare to see him so deep, but now it was all exposed in front of him.

Of course, Promise had never thought about this question, but perhaps she knew it deep down, but Promise still didn't dare to think about it, and looked into the distance with confused eyes and shook her head.

"I don't know, I don't know why everyone appears by my side, and then everyone intersects with me, maybe you are all passers-by in my life, fleeting!"

The words promised never left Xi Muchen, and when the two of them were really separated, the sadness of the promise was no less than when Xi Muchen provoked her at the beginning.

Wen Yan's eyes narrowed slightly, he saw the appearance of this girl at the moment, for him, he couldn't promise anything, he didn't know when he left here, he was naturally reluctant to leave, but those things in the family made him have to leave, the reason why he came to this city was to get rid of the relationship with the family, but some, it was not something he could avoid at all, his body was bleeding from the Si family, broken bones and tendons, how could he escape.

He is also full of sorrow now, and sighed: "Maybe, maybe everything is so unsatisfactory, maybe each other is a passerby in each other's lives, just like there is no banquet in the world." He was just comforting himself, and if he really had to leave one day, he might be so sentimental, after all, he already had hope and sustenance in this city, and his sustenance and hope were inseparable from this woman.

He is the eldest young master of the Si family, he has always been a suave character, he never imagined being held by a woman, and he never thought that he would be tied up in a relationship, but because this woman seems to have changed the trajectory of his original life.

Xu Promise didn't speak, quietly looked at the men and women on the dance floor, listening to the rhythm of the music, the sky was filled with a halo of luxury, but she was always the last member of the horn clan.

The wine glass in Xu Promise's hand kept flickering, and then he took a big sip, and directly poured all the red wine in the cup into his stomach, glass after glass, she drank several glasses in succession, maybe only this can make him completely forget the sadness of not seeing Xi Muchen again.

The tears in her eyes really flowed, but the promise was covered as quickly as possible, she didn't want Wen Yan to find out about this, and then reluctantly squeezed out a smile, pretending to look at Wen Yan calmly, "Yes, there is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, let's toast, for today's gathering, the two of us should raise a glass and drink together." "She looks a little rampant, she has always been cautious, she has never been so presumptuous.

Wen Yan also raised a glass with Xu Yu without fear, and the two of them drank several cups in this small corner one after another, until Xu Yu was a little dizzy, she looked at the colorful light in front of her as if she felt that she was in the fog, she slowly stood up, but she felt that her whole body was numb, her body was weak, and she seemed to be a little unable to stand.

She looked at the writhing men and women in front of her, and walked to the front in a daze, and then walked towards the middle of the stage, her eyes were scattered and confused, and her little face was as if she had been soaked in pink peach blossoms, especially the pink lips, which looked like people couldn't help but want to be cleaned.

The promise came to the stage, and Wen Yan kept drinking in place, blindly blaming himself, and the emotions of both of them were a little out of control.

"Come on, I'm going to jump together, let's jump together......"

Wearing a red plaid shirt, a signature pair of jeans underneath, and a pair of canvas shoes, Xu Promise squeezed into the crowd of these very sexy and fashionable women, who looked out of place and out of harmony with these convex and backward women.

Wen Yan's gaze stayed on the promise, seeing the promise squeezed into this group of women, and seeing these women with spring eyes, Wen Yan couldn't show any interest in them, except for the very mismatched woman in the middle, it was a different feeling.