Chapter 78: My Heart Is Sad

078 My heart is sad of dreams

Because of Jian Xiyan's entrustment, after going down the mountain, Duan Lin Feng went to find Murong Wenyu as soon as possible, and only when he arrived did he know that he was leading his troops to fight, although he didn't know what the real reason was for Murong Wenyu to deliberately conceal Jian Xiyan, but he believed that it must be out of the principle of protecting her.

But I heard that the war was not going well, and what everyone didn't expect was that although the Southern Xinjiang Kingdom narrowly won in the end, Murong Wenyu accidentally fell off the cliff and died, and the Southern Xinjiang Kingdom lost a strong general, and the entire capital was immersed in grief.

At first, Duan Linfeng didn't believe it, he felt that with Murong Wenyu's skills, he would never die easily, so in order to confirm the authenticity of this news, Duan Linfeng deliberately went to the frontier and asked all possible places, but there was no news of him, so he had to acquiesce.

With helplessness and regret, Duan Linfeng returned to the capital, thinking of Jian Xiyan's stupidity, Duan Linfeng felt sad, how to tell her the truth?

That day, chatting with Shui Ying until it was dark and Jian Xiyan didn't see Jian Xiyan coming out of the room, Duan Linfeng was very puzzled, after knocking on the door and no one answered, he had to push the door and enter, only to find that the room was already empty.

Where will you go if you don't have a room? After searching all over the front and back of the house, he couldn't find Jian Xiyan, and suddenly he found the water shadow, even if he didn't dare to imagine it, he had to believe that she was going down the mountain.

Thinking like this, the two of them didn't dare to put it off for a moment, and went down the mountain overnight.

It's just that there is no figure of her chasing down the mountain road, and there are two forks in the road leading to the general's mansion after going down the mountain, so the two of them went separately to find it.

If it weren't for the news from passers-by, Duan Linfeng really didn't know how to find her, but he was finally a step late, and when he saw her lying in a pool of blood, his eyes turned red for the first time.

After stabbing the fat man, he returned to his residence with Jian Xiyan, who still had a trace of breath, and on the way he made up his mind that he would personally protect her safety from now on.

He asked the best famous doctor in the capital to treat her, and then stayed by her side without sleep, he didn't let anyone approach, not even the Mizukage.

"Feng, don't forget, she's married. Shui Ying remindedly that no matter how hard a man is, he can't pass the love level, he is like this, Murong Wenyu is like this, and Duan Linfeng is even more so, but she is Murong Wenyu's wife after all, how can he get involved.

"I don't care who she is, I just know who I am for her. Duan Linfeng said coldly, he never cared about those vulgar rites, even if she was married, Murong Wenyu was no longer there, he could take care of her in a righteous and bright way.

The woman under the veil was forever engraved in his heart, and even if her body was being occupied by the woman in front of him, he would still regard her as a treasure.

Shui Ying was speechless, Duan Linfeng had already fallen in, no matter what he said, Duan Linfeng would not listen, the hero was sad about the beauty, it was not a mistake, but he chose the wrong woman, and he was destined to be lonely for a lifetime.

"Your persistence doesn't necessarily get you what you want, so do it yourself. Leaving these two sentences, Mizukage reluctantly returned to Qingmingju.

Under Duan Linfeng's careful care, after more than ten days, Jian Xiyan finally woke up from her slumber.

When she woke up, she looked at the roof in a daze, she should be dead, but, I don't know if this is heaven or hell, it shouldn't be hell, it is said that hell is a dark place, this is such a bright hall, not only bright hall but also full of boudoir atmosphere.

"Yan Yan, are you awake?" Seeing Jian Xiyan's eyes open, Duan Linfeng was overjoyed, he was really afraid that she would not be able to sleep, he deliberately found someone to rearrange this place, just to look warm when she woke up.

Yan Yan, who is calling her Yan Yan, Jian Xiyan rolled her eyes, when Duan Linfeng's face broke into her eyes, she looked puzzled, very surprised how could he be here?

She wanted to ask where this was, but found that she couldn't make a sound, she tried again, but still couldn't make a sound, too, she was a dead person, how could she make a sound.

Well, it doesn't matter if it's heaven or hell, her life is over, so she slowly closes her eyes again.

When Jian Xiyan opened her eyes again, she found that Duan Linfeng was still there.

"Yan Yan, it's all over, it's all over, nothing happened to you. Seeing Jian Xiyan's blank expression, Duan Linfeng took her hand and looked at her intently.

The warm touch from Duan Linfeng's palm made Jian Xiyan frown, his face was so real and clear, it seemed that she was not dead.

[Am I still alive?] Looking at Duan Linfeng Jian Xiyan asked, it's just that her lips were moving, but no sound came out, could it be that there was something wrong with her hearing?

So Jian Xiyan repeated it vigorously, and the result was still the same.

"What does Yan Yan want to say?" Duan Linfeng looked at her, watching her lips squirm, but he didn't hear what she said.

It's not that she has a hearing problem, it's that she really can't make a sound.

Jian Xiyan pointed to her throat and shook her head.

"Yan Yan ......" Duan Linfeng looked at her stunned, at that time she must have held the heart of death, so the chopsticks were very deep, such a desperate stab not only left an ugly scar on her neck, did it also cause her to lose her voice?

Every time he saw the scar on Jian Xiyan's neck, Duan Linfeng's eyes hurt terribly, the scar man and the one-eyed dragon had already been dismantled by him, so he couldn't relieve his anger, so he threw their corpses on the barren mountain and cheapened those wild wolves.

For her, he did not hesitate to be a cruel person, and now he can understand what kind of mood Murong Wenyu felt after she was humiliated that day, and it would hurt more than her to see her being insulted.

The doctors were invited to Jian Xiyan one after another, but everyone shook their heads helplessly after checking her, so every doctor was inevitably reprimanded by Duan Linfeng.

Don't embarrass them, it's not their fault. Jian Xiyan gestured with his hand and signaled him not to waste any more time, his heart was already dead, so what if he couldn't speak?

At that moment, Duan Linfeng felt as if his heart had been stripped of pain, why did she have to suffer this, if she was his woman from the beginning, then her expression was only a smile, he believed that he had this ability.

Because she couldn't speak, Jian Xiyan was in a daze all day long, she had experienced too much, and she was seriously traumatized physically and mentally, and she had to accept the fact that Murong Wenyu really left.

She didn't cry because she wasn't sad, she was so sad that she was numb, but it didn't matter, she wouldn't be martyred, since Duan Linfeng saved herself, she could only live, so that she could save his life, so that she would not break his heart.

Looking at her like this, Duan Linfeng is inseparable, in order to relieve her depressed heart, he tells all kinds of anecdotes and street scene anecdotes every day, just to make her laugh.

Jian Xiyan also wanted to cooperate with him and laugh, but it was really difficult to do.

[I'm sorry. For Duan Linfeng, Jian Xiyan felt guilty, he didn't owe him anything, but he owed him a lot.

"Why do you want to say I'm sorry?" Duan Linfeng looked at her, I am willing to do anything for you, what I am most afraid of is that you will not give me a chance.

[I'm not worthy of you doing this, send me back to Jane's Mansion.] Jian Xiyan gestured, she didn't want to go back to the General's Mansion, there were too many clips with Murong Wenyu, she wanted to forget him, and she had to forget it cleanly, so that she wouldn't be heartbroken.

It's just that some things can really be forgotten if you want to? Many of them are just temporarily hidden in the bottom of the heart, and then slowly reminisce when no one is around.

Murong Wenyu is a memory that she can never erase in this life, maybe the rest of her life is supported by the only remaining memory.

"Don't you say it's not worth it? I never regret what I should do and what I have to do, I don't have to think about anything, and I will stay here with peace of mind from now on. Duan Linfeng said with some annoyance, yes, he admitted that he shouldn't covet her, but what if he just couldn't control it?

He didn't ask her to respond, he just wanted to take care of her all the time, that's all, of course, if he could get her sincerity in the end, he would be grateful.

[I don't want to drag you down. Yes, I don't want to drag you down, I'm not your person, and you're not obligated to take care of me.

"I don't think you're dragging me down. Listening to Jian Xiyan's words, Duan Linfeng became more and more annoyed, I want to take care of you, and I am willing to take care of you all the time, but you say that it is a drag, you finally treat me as an outsider, how happy I am to take care of you like this You must not understand.

Looking at Duan Linfeng's expression and tone full of annoyance, Jian Xiyan could only be silent, no matter how late she realized it, it was impossible for her not to know his mind, it was precisely because she knew that she couldn't pretend to be stupid anymore, after all, she could give him too little, how could she bear to let him waste time on herself.

Because you can't make a decision. Jian Xiyan had no choice but to continue to stay in the Duan Mansion, unable to feel at ease, but had to accept Duan Linfeng's careful care, which was very contradictory but helpless.

With the passage of time, Jian Xiyan has become accustomed to this state of making a sound with her hands, and Duan Linfeng can always accurately judge the meaning she wants to express from her gestures, which comes from being attentive enough to her, to be precise, his mind is all on her, in order to remove the scar on her neck, he even began to develop his own ointment.

In order to relieve her boredom, Duan Linfeng didn't know where to get a rabbit, and a talking starling came, the rabbit was covered in snow-white hair, which made Jian Xiyan think of Xue'er, which was also white all over.

The most common sentence of the starling is: [Yan Yan, smile. Jian Xiyan knew that this must have been taught by Duan Linfeng.

In order to make it more convenient to take care of her, Duan Linfeng also specially arranged two personal maids for her, but as long as Jian Xiyan could do it herself, she basically didn't bother them, looking at them, she would always think of Xiaolian involuntarily, and she wanted Duan Linfeng to help her find out about Xiaolian, but in the end she held back, because she was really afraid that the answer she heard was not what she wanted.

Teasing the rabbit every day, listening to the starling screaming there every day, face-smiling, and smiling, it is indeed a lot of time, but what is the head of the long road?