Xu Bing poured out his love to the young man without reservation, almost holding a sincere heart in front of him.

With a hint of anticipation, she looked at the boy's face to see how he would react.

As a result, Xu Bing was stunned.

Because, the boy didn't show too strong emotions, as if shock, disgust, and all kinds of expressions didn't exist, as if he hadn't heard anything, and there was still a look of confusion in his eyes.

"Well, I see......" Su Yan nodded slowly, signaling that he was clear.

But in Xu Bing's eyes, it was clear that he didn't believe what she said at all.

Yes, he had treated him like that before, how could the boy believe that she would have love for him?

Just thinking that even if he said his mind, it was impossible for the young man to understand, let alone believe it, Xu Bing felt a little stuffy in his chest, and his sad emotions spread throughout his body.

It turns out that this is self-inflicted?

[Xu Bing's remorse value +50,1065/1000.] 】

Suddenly, Xu Bing's heart trembled, and a thought appeared in his mind.

Not enough, not enough, the sincerity she took out is not enough!

If you don't take out a whole heart and show it to the boy, he will never understand his own mind!

Xu Bing restrained the trembling of his body, and prepared to take out everything hidden in the depths of his heart, such ugly things that he couldn't bear to look at directly.

She was so nervous that her words trembled a little, and she said, "You don't believe what I say, do you?"

When Su Yan heard this, he was still at a loss in his eyes looking at her face.

Xu Bing took a deep breath and continued: "But, I didn't lie to you, I really love you, otherwise ......"

Su Yan suddenly interrupted her and asked softly, "Then why did you not trust me at that time?"

At the end of the words, there was also a hint of tremor in the boy's final tone.

If you really love me, then why don't you trust me?

That only shows that you don't love me at all.

"That's exactly what I want to say. Xu Bing's body trembled slightly, his words gradually became hoarse, and he said, "Because, that's because I don't want to believe you." Only if I don't believe in you, can I have a reason, I can have an excuse, I can go to ......

Go get you. ”

The more Xu Bing spoke, the lower his voice became, and by the end it was inaudible, and his back was completely soaked in cold sweat.

But she still spoke up, and told the boy all her ugly thoughts and thoughts.

She looked at the young man's reaction again, and found that the latter's face was still very flat, at most there was a hint of shock in his eyes.

Even at this level, the teenager still doesn't believe her?

Xu Bing only felt cold in his heart, filled with despair.

But suddenly, a smile appeared on the corner of Su Yan's lips, and he said, "I understand, it turns out that you really love me." ”

Hearing this, Xu Bing's face was full of disbelief, and then indescribable excitement poured into her heart, and she was almost so excited that she wanted to jump up regardless of her image.

Juvenile him...... Believe in your heart?

Su Yan continued: "If that's why you treat me like that, then I'...... Forgive you. ”

Rumble!

Like a bomb exploding in his mind, Xu Bing was a little dazed by this sudden and continuous huge surprise.

After a while, she calmed down, but her body still trembled uncontrollably.

Xu Bing said hoarsely: "Do you really forgive me?"

"Hmm. The boy nodded slightly.

"Then I...... Can I hug you?" Xu Bing's hands were about to be raised, but they froze there.

Seeing her such a restrained and cautious appearance, Su Yan believed what she said again.

He hesitated for a long time, but finally nodded slightly.

Xu Bing raised his hand suddenly and hugged the young man, but the strength of his hug was so gentle, so gentle that it seemed that with a little more force, the young man would dissipate directly.

After the young man was hugged, his body stiffened for a moment, but finally relaxed, allowing Xu Bing to hold him tighter into his arms.

Finally, the soft and familiar touch returned to Xu Bing's arms again.

But this time, there was no longer a trace of desire in her heart, only the joy and peace of being lost.

If only time could freeze in this moment, it would be great.

Xu Bing thought like this, unwilling to let go of the young man.

Until two blushes appeared on the young man's face, and he said angrily: "Let go of ......"

Xu Bing reluctantly let go of his hand.

Then, she looked at the young man's shy appearance, and the ghost actually kissed him lightly on the forehead, which made the young man stunned.

Xu Bing reacted, and the panic instantly appeared on his face, and he hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......"

I was afraid that my actions would make the boy hate her again.

Su Yan came back to his senses, and then chuckled lightly, and the red in his eyes brightened.

Such a bright appearance made Xu Bing stunned.

The smile retracted, Su Yan's complexion returned to calm, and he said softly: "Xu Bing, I want to eat steak, is it okay?"

"Yes, of course you can!" Xu Bing hurriedly agreed.

Mo said that the teenager only wanted to eat steak, even if he wanted the stars in the sky, she had to ......

Do whatever you can and try hard.

It doesn't matter if you can pick it up or not, it's mainly your intention.

It was only five or six minutes later, and the steak was placed in front of Su Yan, Xu Bing stood aside and asked, "Xiao Yan, what else do you want?"

Su Yan looked at her, shook his head, and then nodded.

"I want to eat alone. ”

After saying this, Xu Bing naturally left the room, but after closing the door tightly, her heart throbbed inexplicably.

She twisted her eyebrows and thought about it, but she couldn't think of anything, so she gave up directly.

The boy had forgiven her, what else could she worry about?

Just when she had such an idea, in the room, Su Yan had already picked up the knife next to the steak, and the look in her eyes flashed a little weirdly.

It turned out that the reason why Xu Bing treated him like that was because of love.

It's because I love him, so I want to get him desperately, even if it hurts his heart and body, I don't care at all.

After all, love is such a selfish thing.

If this is Xu Bing's love for him, then ......

Su Yan slowly picked up the dinner knife, put it against his tender wrist, and then slowly cut it.

The table knife is not particularly sharp, but the serrated teeth on it can still cut the skin under repeated friction.

But the pain, naturally, is also extremely intense.

It's just that Su Yan didn't care at all, holding the not-so-sharp dinner knife tightly, cutting scars of different shades on his wrists.

Let the flesh and blood be blurred, let the blood flow out, let his consciousness gradually lose ......

He doesn't want such love.

Such a selfish, predatory, and compulsive love, he can only feel......

Disgusting.

It's disgusting, it's really disgusting, just like this body that was forcibly occupied by Xu Bing......

Do you love me?

I know.

However, I don't love you.

I hate you......