Chapter 266: Love is hard to break
After these few hours of getting along, Bai Yi has a deeper understanding of Zhou Tingsan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info This man likes to talk about him the most, and his kung fu of pretending to be crazy and stupid is absolutely first-class.
And his undisguised pursuit of Xiao Xiao, which made Bai Yi feel the most unhappy.
"Brother Zhou, are you going to get out of the car?"
"There's no hurry. Xiao Xiao, where do you live, I'll send you home. Zhou Tingsan didn't seem to realize that he was being sent by others now.
"No, I don't. Xiao Xiao absentmindedly rejected her. Now all she could think of was the scene where Bai Yi held her hand just now. This was the first time Bai Yi held her hand.
After Zhou Tingsan got out of the car, the car became quieter. Neither of them was in a hurry to speak.
"Have you found a job?" asked Bai Yi casually after a while.
"Hmm. Xiao Xiao didn't squeeze himself as before, Bai Yi felt a little surprised, and the atmosphere in the car slowly became a little strange.
"You're moving back to Atlantis now?"
"Hmm. ”
Xiao Xiao's unusually gentle made Bai Yi feel a little overwhelmed. He casually turned on the radio in the car, and at this time it was playing the songs from the new album of the Seven Heroes of the Warring States.
"What do you think of their songs?"
"What?" Xiao Xiao turned his head to look at Bai Yi a little stunned.
"The song of the Seven Heroes of the Warring States. ”
"Oh, it's okay. Xiao Xiao began to be silent again. Bai Yi, who was driving on the side, didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, but Xiao Xiao looked particularly moving when she was quiet. Bai Yi also became a little restless, as if something in his heart was slowly waking up.
"Zhou Tingsan......"
"I don't have much to do with him, at most I can be considered ordinary friends. I don't know if I'm afraid that I will misunderstand, Xiao Xiao immediately explained when he heard Bai Yi mention this name. The tone was firm.
"I would say he doesn't look ordinary...... How did you meet? Xiao Xiao reacted a little strongly, which made him feel a little embarrassed, and he didn't dare to continue what he wanted to say.
"Last time I met on a tour of XZ. The two of them asked and answered, but as this question and answer continued, both of them became a little cramped.
Bai Yi didn't know how to ask. He wanted to ask Xiao Xiao 'Have you ever thought about finding a boyfriend', but for some reason, Bai Yi gave up the question.
Looking at the girl sitting beside him, Bai Yi had an unrealistic thought in his heart, he hoped that this moment would pass slowly. It's best to have an ability to keep this moment forever, and you can enter it whenever you want.
Men are selfish and shameless, and Bai Yi finds himself too. He had Song Rui, but at this time, he was looking at another woman in his eyes. knew that he couldn't give her anything Chen Nuo, and he also told the other party to let her choose her own happiness, but there always seemed to be a thread holding her hand, so that she slowly stretched out her hand to hold the other party.
"In the future, try to have as little contact as possible with Zhou Tingsan. Bai Yi didn't know for what purpose, but he actually said such a sentence. As soon as he spoke, he began to become nervous and uneasy. Fortunately, he was driving now, and he could hide his uneasiness by pretending to drive seriously and not looking at Xiao Xiao's reaction.
This somewhat abrupt and even unreasonable request also surprised Xiao Xiao very much. She raised her head and looked at Bai Yi for a moment, then continued to look out the window, "I know, I won't meet him again in the future." ”
Bai Yi finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but then what came was not joy, but a strong uneasiness. Xiao Xiao listened to his own words like this—didn't that mean...... He didn't dare to think further.
But the more he forced himself not to think about it, those thoughts that he strongly suppressed were like light, constantly piercing the top of his blocked heart, jumping in front of his eyes, turning into smiling faces and laughing at him.
"It's here. The car stopped at the door of the villa, and after a glance at the familiar place, Bai Yi became a little apprehensive. It's been a long time since he's been here with Xiao Xiao.
Neither of them spoke, neither of them got out of the car, they all sat quietly in the car, like a quiet starry sky in the sky.
"I'm leaving—are you going up?" Xiao Xiao's voice even trembled a little, and Bai Yi felt that he could hear this subtle change.
"Good. "Originally, he wanted to say 'it's late,' but as soon as he said it, it changed to another word. The quiet starry sky in the sky is especially bright at the moment.
The two got out of the car one after the other. Bai Yi walked behind Xiao Xiao, looking at the graceful and graceful figure imprinted by the moonlight, his heart seemed to have wings and flew out of his body.
There seemed to be an ambiguous voice in his ear that bewitched him—rushed forward! Bai Yi's footsteps couldn't help but become a little hesitant. He began to wonder what was his fantasy and what was real in front of him.
"I still don't go up, it's a little late. When he walked to the door, Bai Yi suddenly came back to his senses. I don't know if it was because of fear, or because he remembered something, he flinched. Xiao Xiao glanced back at him, didn't say anything, and continued to walk forward.
Whew――
Bai Yi felt a little annoyed, Xiao Xiao's eyes were full of contempt and indifference when he looked at him just now, which was completely different from when he was in the car just now.
This is his own home, and it is not a tiger's den in Longtan, so he has nothing to fear. He comforted himself in this way, but his feet were like chains, and each step forward was extremely laborious.
Seeing Xiao Xiao's figure disappear in front of him, Bai Yi gritted his teeth and followed. Atlantis, he hasn't been back for a long time. Since Xiao Xiao said goodbye without saying goodbye, he has not returned. And here he has always kept for Xiao Xiao.
Familiar places, familiar scenes, lights and furniture. He was in a trance, and it seemed that he was not staying here with Xiao Xiao now, but with Song Rui. He knew that Song Rui had never been to this place, and even she didn't know that there was such a place.
At a distance of just a few meters, it seems that there are mountains and ravines, and every step forward is so difficult. His heart is tormented by gains and losses. For the first time, he found himself so indecisive. Feelings may be the most difficult gulf in the world to cross, and it cannot be difficult with common sense or judged by morality. All the conventions of the world will be beaten back to their original form in front of it, and then turned to ashes. No one can judge it from above, and the word right or wrong is weak in itself.
Bai Yi's heart turned over like a river and a sea, morality, tradition, and worldliness were intertwined and fused together, fused into a sword, slowly cutting his neck. Red blood seemed to be visible in his eyes, and the sound of flesh tearing in his ears seemed to be heard.
A 'you' has to be broken in half, half of which belongs to the wind and half to the rain, but they can't be combined, otherwise it will become a mixture of wind and rain.
For the first time, Bai Yi felt the paleness of Chinese characters. If the English word 'you' had a multi-meaning function, he might not have to bother with it. At least self-deception is a victory.