Although the speaker is unintentional, the listener is intentional. ~ From Zhang Xinxin's unintentional sentence "I just snatched my brother over", Ruan Qingyu, who was as smart as Ruan Qingyu, immediately noticed that Zhang Xinxin actually liked 11 too. It's only because of the identity of "brother" and "sister" that she has been suppressing her feelings. Maybe even Zhang Xinxin herself didn't notice this.

caressed Zhang Xinxin's show lovingly, and Ruan Qingyu didn't know how to comfort her. In fact, Ruan Qingyu didn't know that there was no blood relationship between 11 and Zhang Xinxin at all. She always thought that Chu Fan was 11's sister-in-law, and Zhang Xinxin was also his cousin, but in fact, there was not so much complicated relationship between them. 11 is only grateful to Chu Hailan, will recognize this "mother" and Chu Fan's "aunt", if there is no Chu Hailan, 11 and this family will not be able to go together for eight lifetimes.

"Sister Qingyu, what are you thinking?" Zhang Xinxin asked with her head tilted her head and looked at her.

"Nothing. Ruan Qingyu shook her head and asked, "Xinxin, do you have a favorite boy?"

Zhang Xinxin's face flushed slightly and said, "No." ”

Ruan Qingyu squinted and laughed, "Really not?"

"Not really. Zhang Xinxin said embarrassedly: "My dad said that you are not allowed to fall in love until you go to college." ”

Ruan Qingyu leaned into her ear and whispered, "Is there really no boy around you who can make your heart move?"

Zhang Xinxin said angrily: "Sister Qingyu, you are so strange today." ”

"What's weird?"

"You don't usually ask me that kind of question. ”

Ruan Qingyu sighed secretly, little girl, I'm afraid that you will fall deeper and deeper.

Zhang Xinxin secretly looked at Ruan Qingyu's face and stuck out her tongue and said, "Actually, there really isn't a man around me who can make me look at it." They are not as handsome as my brother Chu Yuan. I don't have the ability of Brother Chu Yuan, and I can't protect me like my brother. If I want to marry someone in the future, I must find a man with a sense of security like Brother Chu Yuan. ”

Ruan Qingyu smiled bitterly, she wouldn't care about Zhang Xinxin's liking of 11, seriously, if Zhang Xinxin could really be with 11, she would only be happy for them. Bless them. However, they were two brothers and sisters. It is a forbidden love affair with each other, destined to be impermissible by secular morality. If you really have to come together reluctantly. There's definitely going to be a lot of pressure. Ruan Qing's original intention was to guide her to pay attention to the other boys around her, so that Zhang Xinxin would not be so painful in the future. But now it seems that this little girl's worship of 11 places has gone deep into her bones. Ruan Qingyu is very worried that once Zhang Xinxin's future feelings break out, it will not be easy for her godfather and godmother to pass. When the time comes. Painfully, it was Zhang Xinxin herself.

"Sister Qingyu, what's wrong with you? ”

Ruan Qingyu came back to his senses, shook his head and smiled: "It's nothing, continue to do the exercises." ”

Xinxin just bent down and lay on the desk, as if she suddenly thought of something. immediately straightened up again and said, "Sister Qingyu, you won't really be swept away by other men, right?"

"Bubble away?" Ruan Qingyu almost choked, where did this girl learn these words.

"You're not really sorry for my brother, are you?"

Ruan Qingyu said angrily: "Don't worry, do your exercises." ”

Zhang Xinxin still said uneasily: "Then let's pull the hook." ”

Ruan Qingyu couldn't help but laugh and said, "Are you still young? ”

Zhang Xinxin pouted and said, "This has nothing to do with age." If I don't hook up, my heart will not be steady. ”

Ruan Qingyu reluctantly agreed with her, watching Zhang Xinxin continue to do the exercises with satisfaction, Ruan Qingyu couldn't help touching her somewhat hot cheeks.

Xinxin is too eccentric, and her thoughts are always like imagination that makes people unable to touch the north. In fact, Ruan Qingyu was still quite moved, she knew that what Zhang Xinxin did was for the sake of 11. But so dramatically decided that he would live for life, even Ruan Qingyu couldn't help but burn his cheeks. It's just that she had to make an agreement with Zhang Xinxin, because she didn't want Zhang Xinxin to fall deeper and deeper into the wrong relationship in the future. Until the end, I couldn't extricate myself.

Looking at that playful and cute face, staring intently at the textbook. From time to time frowning or pouting her cute little mouth, Ruan Qingyu could only sigh secretly in her heart.

Shin Shin. Forgive me for my selfishness, I don't want you to be in a painful state in the future. If you are not brother and sister with him, if you can really get together, I will definitely bless you.

A few hours later, Ruan Qingyu checked the exercises that Zhang Xinxin had completed, until she confirmed that there were no mistakes, and then she packed up and said goodbye and went home amid the advice and reluctance of Zhang Zhengyu and Zhang Xinxin.

As soon as he walked downstairs, Ruan Qingyu saw Zhang Yuan standing outside his blue car waiting bitterly.

Seeing Ruan Qingyu come out, Zhang Yuan immediately greeted him and said with a smile: "Have you finished making up the class?"

Ruan Qingyu was a little surprised and said, "You, you've been waiting here?"

"yes. Zhang Yuan smiled and said, "Anyway, I didn't have a shift tonight, and I'm bored when I go home, so I'll just wait for you here." ”

Ruan Qingyu sighed and said, "Doctor Zhang, you don't have to do so much for me. ”

"It's okay, it's idle anyway. Zhang Yuan opened the car door and said, "Get in the car, I'll take you home." Are you hungry? Do you want to have a supper first?"

"No need. Ruan Qingyu wanted to excuse herself, but when she saw Zhang Yuan's somewhat tired and expectant face, she finally couldn't say anything and got into the car. She didn't know how to explain it to Zhang Yuan, but no matter what she said, it seemed that it would hurt him, which was not what Ruan Qingyu wanted to see. Moreover, her mother Zhang Xinli seems to like Zhang Yuan very much, if she refuses, her mother should be unhappy, right?

Feelings are such a thing, it's really cut and unorganized.

With his head resting on the window, looking at the colorful neon lights speeding by outside the window, he remembered that it was also such a night, when the man broke into the bar single-handedly and rescued himself from being humiliated. Then he touched her head and said to her in a firm and soft voice, "Be strong." ”

Yes, because of his words, she has always been strong. He and his mother worked hard to save money, just to pay off what they owed him.

However, only Ruan Qingyu himself knows. What she owes him is not measured by money. And that love. That one he was willing to put himself in danger in order to save her and broke into the bar alone. He coldly asked the man called the male whip, "Who has seen her body?" and then killed the smiling tiger overnight, trapping herself in a desperate situation on all sides, and she will never be able to pay it back.

Zhang Yuan, forgive me for not being able to accept your feelings. I owe a land debt to a man who will spend my whole life paying it off. Maybe in his eyes. My existence is dispensable, but for me, it will be my whole life. I don't beg for anything, I just want to stand silently behind him and pay silently for him. Even if you use up the time of this life, you have no regrets......

When Zhang Yuan's car was parked downstairs in the Sky Building, Ruan Qingyu dragged her somewhat tired body and refused Zhang Yuan's intention to send her up and walked into the elevator alone. Neither Zhang Yuan nor Ruan Qingyu noticed that on the edge of the roof of the building across the street, a lonely figure was watching her walk into the building, until the lights in Ruan Qingyu's house came on, and the figure disappeared at the same time.

11 came back, and when Ruan Qingyu was still making up lessons for her at Zhang Xinxin's house, 11 returned home. Watch every corner of the room be wiped spotlessly. He knew that it was all Ruan Qingyu's work. Every day. No matter how late or tired she is, she will come here to clean his room without hesitation. I just hope that when he returns, he can feel the warmth of home.

Stubborn little girl, why bother.

After seeing Ruan Qingyu return home and confirming that she was safe and sound, 11 went to Zhang Xinxin's house again. At this time, 11 has already undergone a disguise, although the effect is not as realistic as Dr. Madman's yR-03 potion, but 11 high painting makeup technology can still deceive many people.

Stopped a taxi and sat downstairs at Zhang Xinxin's house, 11 found a place where the visual blind spot would not attract attention, and stayed alone for a long time. He had been looking at the lighted window in Block A on the fifth floor, and his sister was in the window.

A window away, but the end of the world is just a stone's throw away, I'm here, you're there. Obviously they are all thinking about each other, but they can't be prescribed to you

11 took out the mobile phone that Ye Jian gave him, and with the deepest traces of his memory, he dialed out the number that was familiar but had never dared to contact again.

"Hey?" Before the long voice rang a few times, a very sweet girl's voice came from the phone.

11 didn't speak, just stood in the dark, his phone pressed to his ear, and a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Hey, who's who, I'll hang up if you don't speak!"

"I still owe you a birthday present, what do you want?" At this moment, 11's voice was no longer cold, but a kind of vicissitudes of life, with heavy exhaustion seeking a harbor called home.

At this moment, he is not the No. 1 ice killer on the killer list who has killed countless people, made people talk about it, moved the West, and has countless legendary halos on his head. is not the one who lives in the shadow of swords and swords, so that countless people want to eat his flesh and phlegm and his bones to get rid of it quickly.11 He is just a tired prodigal son, an older brother who misses his sister.

The girl on the other end of the line exclaimed in disbelief, then fell silent. After a while, there was a small sobbing, and he said in a trembling voice, "Brother Chu Yuan?"

11 took a deep breath and whispered, "I'm sorry, Xinxin. ”

11 I've said I'm sorry to someone for the first time in my life. When he once killed people like numbness and his hands were stained with the blood of countless innocent lives, he never said the three words sorry. The training canon of the training camp is Article 6 of Chapter 10, never say sorry. Because when you say these three words, it means that you have deviated from the purpose of training the final weapon in the training camp. At the time of the training camp, whoever said these three words was going to die. Outside the training camp, say these three words, and you will die as well.

Don't have feelings, don't have burdens, this is a world where the weak eat the strong, and the weak are not qualified to accept the apology of the strong. And the strong don't need to apologize to anyone, because those three words will make a strong person become a weak person.

11 and never said the three words sorry, in his world, there is only blood and killing. There is no mercy and no guilt. But this time, he really felt guilty, deeply guilty for this sister.

He once vowed to protect Chu Hailan's relatives, and he once vowed not to let Xinxin be harmed. But he didn't keep his oath, and even because of his appearance, Zhang Xinxin was involved in danger from a world that had no quarrel with the world, and even almost died because of him. If Zhang Xinxin really died at that time. 11 I am afraid that I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life.

"Brother, where are you, I miss you so much!" Zhang Xinxin choked up and shouted, "I knew you would come to see me." I know you're going to come back to me. Woo...... Bad brother ......"

Zhang Xinxin's words are always so beautiful and cute. 11 laughed. Laughed from the bottom of my heart.

Neither of them spoke, one crying speechless, and the other silently listening to his sister's cry. Maybe for him at this moment, this cry is really warm, very warm.

Crying for a long time. Zhang Xinxin gradually stopped speaking, choked up and asked, "Brother, where are you?"

"I ......"11 looked up at the starless night sky, then looked back at the lighted windows on the fifth floor, and said, "In a far away." ”

Zhang Xinxin sniffled and said, "Then when are you coming back?" ”

"When I'm done with what I need to do. Just come back. ”

"How long will that take?"

"Soon. ”

Zhang Xinxin said unrelentingly: "Don't lie to me?"

"Hmm. ”

"Brother, is this your phone number now? Can I call you in the future?"

11 There is an urge to laugh, this girl, after so long, still hasn't thought of letting him go. 11 said softly: "After making this call, this phone is going to be thrown away." ”

Zhang Xinxin shouted anxiously: "Then how will I find you in the future?"

"Don't look for me, I'll be back when it's done. ”

"But, brother......"

"Shin Shin. Stay at home obediently. These days. The capital will not be peaceful. ”

"Got it. When Zhang Xinxin said this, 11 could imagine her pouting cute little mouth.

"So be it. Take good care of yourself. 11After finishing speaking, he no longer gave Zhang Xinxin a chance to speak, and turned off the phone directly. In the room on the fifth floor, Zhang Xinxin suddenly yelled at the phone: "Wow, my birthday present!"

It's a pity that the phone has hung up, and when I dial it back, it is a prompt tone that the other party has turned off.

Looking at the phone, the corners of Zhang Xinxin's mouth, who still had tears on her face, turned up slightly, showed a little smile and said to herself: "Lie to me again, okay, that birthday gift can't let you pass the test so easily." ”

Turning his head to look at the night outside the window, Zhang Xinxin was a little distracted.

Brother, are you doing well? Are you still living that kind of life? Do you know that I'm worried about you? Brother, you must come back safely. I'll wait for you, and also, you owe me a birthday present......

Downstairs, 11 pulled out his phone card and threw it on the lawn. Looking up at the fifth floor again, Huo Ran turned around, his eyes had returned to an indifferent gray, no longer nostalgic, and left quietly.

The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but standing in front of you, but pretending not to care about you.

The farthest distance in the world is not to stand in front of you and pretend not to care about you. Instead, with a cold and indifferent heart, dig a trench between the people who care about you and yourself that can never be crossed.

Shin Shin, I'm sorry. I have something I have to do if I make it back alive. I will guard you and be your brother for the rest of your life.

If I can't come back, please forget about me...... I will ask you for two more days off, and I will go back to Shanghai tomorrow for a follow-up examination. I know a lot of people say that I got so many things, I am sick, I have a daughter, I am taking care of my family, my grandfather has died, and now I am having a follow-up visit. Actually, I don't know why there are so many things, but it's true. If I really wanted to be a eunuch, I wouldn't have held out until now. And even when the subscription has been so low that it can't keep enough to keep it fed, it still insists on writing.