Sixty-second Chinese New Year's Eve
Xu Wenlei was stunned for a moment, then his face was black, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he was full of a little daughter-in-law who dared to be angry but did not dare to speak.
With such a boss who enjoys pit him every day, he has long accepted his fate.
Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng with a look of surprise, thinking to himself why this guy is so bold, isn't he afraid that Xu Wenlei will really see something?
"Aren't you afraid?" Cen Ge pulled Yan Leng up from the ground, it was undeniable that when Yan Leng did that just now, his heart naturally stopped beating, and then he pounded, he almost thought Xu Wenlei could hear it.
In this world, the last thing people believe is the truth. Yan Leng got up from the ground, with some unfinished smiles on the corners of his mouth, if it was acting just now, the two of them would have done a fake play, and the play was for others to see, but the reactions were all true.
"Settled?"
Yan Leng laughed twice and didn't speak.
It's calculated, but when he said it, there was no destruction and explosion factor, and he even wished that Xu Wenlei knew, and wished that Xu Wenlei would tell the world. At that moment, he couldn't wait to announce to the world that this was his Cen song.
When he watched Cen Ge unconscious in the hospital, he could no longer suppress the possessiveness in his heart like a monstrous wave.
After returning to school, Yan Leng's expression and demeanor revealed all the time seemed to tell others that he was in love. All of this, he didn't mean to attract the attention of the Yan family.
If he wanted to hide, he could have done more. He can be with Cen Ge for the rest of his life without anyone finding out, and he can endure it until he is in power before making it public, if he wants to, no one will find out, and no one can penetrate his mask.
But he couldn't do it, and Cen Ge couldn't do it either.
Because before he succeeded in becoming the head of the Yan family, he would be forced to marry a wife and have children. He can't marry a wife and have children as a cover, and on the other hand, he has to say that he and Cen Ge are true love, marrying a wife is just a cover-up, and he has never loved that woman. He disdains to do this, and he can't do it, because Cen Ge will be the first to disagree, and Cen Ge will leave.
Both of them are pure masters, and there is responsibility that cannot be left behind. They are together because of love, but if they break their wings and lose their dignity in the name of love, then in the end there are only two results left: they will be separated, or they will end up depressed, and there is no third possibility.
But neither of these results is acceptable to them, what they want is never a momentary pleasure, but a real life.
So, he can only fight once.
Cen Ge, forgive me, you must forgive me.
Time flies, with the ringing of the New Year's bell in 99, the snow in Jiangzhou City is sprinkled, the red lanterns are hung up and taken off, and there is still a week to go, they will return to school and usher in the 100-day sprint of the college entrance examination.
And on Chinese New Year's Eve in '99, Yan Leng returned home with Cen Ge, the same as last year.
At the dinner table, Yan's mother still served Cen Ge with a distressed face, and said, "Oh, this child is really distressing, stomach bleeding, it's not a minor illness......! This is really, Xiao Cen, come, drink more soup, mutton soup, it's very replenishing, and it's good for the stomach......" It's just that Yan's mother's words were heard in Cen Ge's ears, but there were layers of guilt, which made him breathless, his face became more and more pale, and gradually lost his blood, and the blue blood vessels were exposed, which made people feel distressed.
Father Yan's attitude, I'm afraid that he has already noticed something, only Mother Yan is still in the dark, so good to him, Cen Ge feels that he is so heinous, for the first time in his life, he wants to run away from the wilderness, and he feels that he no longer has the face to continue to sit here and be cared for like this.
Do you deserve such care?
Mother's love has always been the deepest desire in Cen Ge's heart, but now, he didn't dare to respond, and he didn't even dare to look at Yan's mother's eyes, the unfeigned care in it made him so ashamed.
The most difficult person is Cen Ge.
Father Yan frowned slightly, his expression was difficult to distinguish, where is the joyful atmosphere of Chinese New Year's Eve? Suddenly, Mother Yan gently poked Father Yan's waist under the table, and then turned her face to Cen Ge and smiled gently, "Xiao Cen, eat vegetables." ”
Father Yan looked at his wife with a wry smile, but he was no longer expressionless just now.
Yan Leng gently shook Cen Ge's hand under the table, and found that Cen Ge's hand was unexpectedly cold, full of cold sweat.
Few men's hands are like this, but Yan Leng knows that Cen Ge is like this, the more sad he is, the colder his face is, and the colder his hands are.
Yan Leng looked at Cen Ge's other hand that was shaking tightly with his pants, and the smile on his face that couldn't be reluctant, Yan Leng felt a pain in his heart, how could he let Cen Ge bear his selfishness?
Yan Leng, you bastard!
Yan Leng raised the wine glass, touched the glass with Yan's mother, paused, and then raised it in front of Yan's father, bowed down, motionless.
Father Yan's eyes moved from the wine glass in front of him to Cen Ge's face, one strong and one weak, Cen Ge, who obviously felt that he never owed anyone anything in his life, was overwhelmed under the scrutinizing and suspicious gaze of Father Yan, but he didn't dare to move away, forcing himself to endure the guilt in his heart, but his hands were getting colder and colder, and his heart was getting colder and colder.
Not blessed by them, not liked by them, Yan Leng, what should we do?
Last year, Cen Ge's mouth was as sweet as honey, which made Yan's mother happy, and Yan's father was also treated with kindness, but today...... But he couldn't say a word, and he had nothing to say.
I can't say it, and I don't dare to say it.
He really regarded her as a mother, but how long could this qiē last? When she knew the truth, would his unrevealing thoughts turn into wishful thinking?
Well, I won't annoy you anymore, but allow me to call out in my heart: Mom. I will pray for you to live a long life and be healthy. During the Chinese New Year, I will observe the New Year for you in a place that you can't see, and maybe one day, I can sing a birthday song for you on your birthday, I just hope you don't hate me too much, although in front of you, I am almost embarrassed.
Father Yan finally took this glass of wine, but Cen Ge knew that after drinking this glass of wine, they would never sit together happily again, listening to the sound of firecrackers, eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, sitting on the sofa with great interest because of a fallen child and forgetting about their age, and fighting with their mouths.
What Cen Ge didn't know was that Yan Leng paid the same price for this glass of wine.