If she wasn't mistaken, Nalan Zi should have always had a knot in her heart. This knot had been tied to her heart a long time ago, but she never showed it, hidden deep inside her.

Qingluo lowered her head and thought deeply, she never asked about Nalan Zi's family background and growth environment, because she felt that Nalan Zi didn't want to mention these things at all.

But now it seems that she still has to dig into the bottom of it.

Nalan Zi smiled, she couldn't see the slightest haze from her expression, and she was still babbling about some of the parents of Qingluo and Qingdai when they were away.

Qingluo hesitated for a moment and said, "Mom, the dean of the Imperial Capital Academy, Lin Zhi, the ninth-level soul companion, do you know each other?"

Nalan Zi's face froze, and Qingluo could even see her hands clenched into fists, but she quickly let go, snorted, and said, "How could Mom know such a big person." ”

Qingluo stared at her tightly, and continued to ask reluctantly, "Speaking of which, I also met a person surnamed Nalan in the imperial capital this time, that person is called Nalan Sheng, and her mother is the second lady of the Nalan royal family, named Nalan Qing, and your surname is Nalan like your mother." ”

Nalan Zi's face changed slightly, how could she not remember that in addition to her mother, the only second sister in the entire Nalan family who was still kind to her.

When she left home, Nalan Sheng's child was still young, but she had seen that she was a healthy and beautiful little girl.

"Mom, do you know them?" Seeing the expression on Nalan Zi's face, Qingluo asked again.

"That's enough, little Qingluo, don't ask. ”

To Qingluo's surprise, it was not Nalan Zi who stopped her at the exit, but Qingdai, who had been silent on the side.

For the first time, a sharp expression appeared on Qing Dai's soft and cute little face, she seemed to be trying to suppress something, got up, and then turned to Qing Luo and said, "Little Qing Luo, you come up with me." ”

After finishing speaking, she turned her head and smiled at Nalan Zi, who wanted to stop talking, and said, "Mom, don't worry, Xiao Qingluo and I have something to say, and we will come down in a while." ”

Qingluo was stunned by her behavior for a moment, but didn't say anything, and obediently followed her footsteps.

The two came to Qing Dai's room, Qing Dai locked the door tightly, and then walked to Qing Luo, who was standing by the window, with a somewhat complicated expression, and said, "Xiao Qing Luo, why did you pursue your mother's previous affairs just now?"

Qing Luo's eyes flashed, of course she couldn't tell Qing Dai that she had discovered that Nalan Zi was looking for signs of death.

Qingdai didn't wait for Qingluo to answer, so she said something earth-shattering, "Is it because you found that your mother's emotions are wrong, and she doesn't have the slightest attachment to her life?"

Qingluo looked up suddenly, breathing rapidly, and looked at Qingdai in disbelief.

Qingdai's eyes were sad, and she said calmly, "Little Qingluo, what kind of image am I in your eyes?"

"Arrogant, naïve, raised to be so simple that he doesn't know the world, right?"

Qingluo didn't say a word, she had a hunch that today's conversation with Qingdai was likely to subvert all her previous memories.

"Actually, I found out a long time ago, my mother, she doesn't care about her life or death at all. Qingdai said lightly, "I was young when I found out about this fact, and I was scared, what should we do if something happens to my mother?"

"You may not remember, I wasn't like that when I was a kid. I don't know why, our sisters have far surpassed their peers since they were young, and those who are only a few years old can not only take care of themselves, but even handle things at home in an orderly manner. ”

Qing Dai seems to have the old style of two little girls with IQ like demons in front of her, and every time she goes out, she will always be treated as monsters by the people in the neighborhood.

Also, when you are only two or three years old, you know things that adults who are dozens of years old may not understand, how can you not be like a monster.

"Maybe that's why my mom was very comfortable with both of us, thinking that we could live well even if she wasn't there. Tears gradually appeared in Qing Dai's eyes, "I still remember the fear and horror in my heart when the bright red blood was spread on the ground on the day she committed suicide. ”

Qingluo was shocked, and opened her mouth to spit out a dry voice as if she hadn't drunk water for several days, "She...... Committed suicide?"

"You forgot?" Qing Dai said suspiciously, and then suddenly realized, "That's right, you spent a lot of energy to save your mother, maybe it's because of this that you don't remember it." ”

Qingluo suddenly reached out and pressed her head, from the moment Qing Dai said that she committed suicide just now, she felt that her head began to throb and hurt, and the pain became more and more intense.

Qing Dai grabbed Qing Luo, her face was full of worry, "Qing Luo, what's wrong with you?"

However, Qingluo didn't hear her words, because her consciousness at the moment had drifted to an unknown space.

White, white mist, it's an empty world.

Qingluo stared at the scene in front of her without saying a word, she didn't feel scared or strange, all she felt at the moment was warmth and kindness.

The white mist quickly dissipated, and two twin sisters who looked exactly the same, but the color of their clothes was pink and blue, walked side by side.

There is no doubt that this is Qingluo and Qingdai.

It's just that, judging by their height and faces, it should be when they are only about five years old.

Qingluo calmed down, and looked at the two people who passed through her body with some surprise, it seems that she didn't suddenly wear it ten years ago.

This should be the memory carried in the body, Qingluo thought with some uncertainty.

But then again, the indigo when I was a child is really different from the indigo now. Qingluo looked at this Qingdai's face full of 'stupid mortals, don't come near me', and then thought about the fifteen-year-old Qingdai's soft and cute appearance, and from the outside, anyone can bully her.

Just when Qingluo was complaining in her heart, she suddenly heard a woman's exclamation not far away, and this voice seemed to be somewhat familiar.

Before Qingluo could figure it out, she saw that the young version of the two suddenly changed their faces at the same time, and their originally unhurried pace also sped up, and they changed to running.

When Qingluo saw their attitude, she immediately thought that this familiar voice was not Nalan Zi?

Qingluo's face also changed, and she ran behind the two little ones.

When they ran to the place where Nalan Zi called for help, when they saw the scene in front of them, their eyes suddenly cracked.

Ten years ago, Nalan Zi gave birth to two children in just five years, she herself is extremely beautiful, plus her temperament is also very good, and the atmosphere of maturity and innocence is intertwined with her.

Judging from her appearance alone, she is simply a perfect woman.