Chapter 303: Xie Hongxuan's Heart Knot
is about to see Xie Hongxuan, Bai Yi still has some drums in his heart. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoThis girl is her first love, and she has a different kind of affection for her, but this feeling is different from that of Song Rui, and it is not the same as that of Gu Xinman.
From a distance, I saw Xie Hongxuan standing by the waterhole, wearing a white dress, like a water lily blooming quietly, looking so pure and moving.
"Hung Xuan. Xie Hongxuan was standing on the edge of the pond and was looking at the goldfish in the pond in a daze, and Bai Yi's shout immediately brought her back to her senses from this fugue. Bai Yi is wearing a white shirt on the upper body, blue jeans on the bottom, and delicate short hair, which looks personable. Xie Hongxuan's heart couldn't help but pound, and he didn't dare to look at Bai Yi.
"How are you doing?"
"It's fine. ”
"There's a place over there, let's go over there" Seeing a bench not far away, Bai Yi said calmly.
"How's your father's illness?" After a moment of silence, Bai Yi asked with some concern. He knew that if he didn't speak, Xie Hongxuan would definitely not speak first.
"Now that we are recovering, the doctor said that I can be discharged after staying in the hospital for observation for a while. ”
"Is there enough money?"
"Enough, there's still left. I'll give you the rest of the money. ”
"No, you need it more than I do. The two asked and answered, and Bai Yi felt that this atmosphere was a little strange.
"What do you want me to do?" Xie Hongxuan looked gentle on the surface, but he was very strong on the inside. It wasn't surprising to hear her say that.
However, Bai Yi didn't know how to answer his question. Helping Xie Hongxuan, Bai Yi was completely in good faith and had no other purpose. If you have to find a reason, then it may just be because she is your first love.
This is a girl who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, with strong self-esteem, if she wants everything, she will definitely carry a lot of burden in her heart, and she may fall into a kind of 'debt repayment' cage for the rest of her life.
"Remember your junior year of high school? We do the test papers every day, and then the teacher explains it to us. And then do it, and then explain it. The cycle is monotonous, but everyone has a clear goal in mind, so it feels very fulfilling and simple. After every exam, I was more nervous. Especially when the scores came down, I thought that I must not be less than Xie Hongxuan. Bai Yi turned his head to look at Xie Hongxuan next to him, and a smile of reminiscence appeared on his face. Hearing him talk about his senior year of high school, Xie Hongxuan's face couldn't help but show a trace of memory.
"Any idea why I always think that way?"
Xie Hongxuan shook his head.
"In addition to the fact that I wanted to get into a good university, I thought I had a secret in my heart at that time. Maybe this secret is not a secret at all. I think a lot of people in my class should know about it. I've been having a crush on you. Hearing Bai Yi's confession, which was not a confession, Xie Hongxuan was a little flustered. She subconsciously reached out and swept the hair back from her ear.
"I've liked you since I first met you in high school. But I don't have the courage to confess to you. Seeing you study so hard, I didn't dare even more, so I wanted to beat you in my studies and make you notice me. Now that I think about it, it was really innocent at that time. Xie Hongxuan, do you know, I like you. Seeing Bai Yi staring at herself, Xie Hongxuan became even more flustered, she looked away, not daring to look into his eyes.
"But I'm a little confused about whether this kind of 'like' and 'love' are the same. Do you understand what I'm talking about?" Hearing Bai Yi's 'but', Xie Hongxuan's heart instantly blew a twelve-level storm, and he didn't have the heart to listen to the rest of the words.
"Maybe this 'like' is somewhere between friendship and love. Actually, I don't believe that there is a so-called friendship between men and women at all. Desire and love are inseparable, and there is only one relationship between men and women. Maybe I have a desire for you, but it's not strong enough for me to control myself. I define this relationship as 'good feelings'. That's what I'm trying to do with you. This is not charity, it is not mercy. Actually, I have already got what I want from you, which is the self-satisfaction of this 'good feeling'. Do you understand?" Seeing that Bai Yi said seriously, Xie Hongxuan actually wanted to say, 'She doesn't understand'. Since you like yourself, can two people be together? But listening to Bai Yi's meaning, he didn't want to be with himself. Since you don't want to be with yourself, why do you always say that you like yourself? Xie Hongxuan was a little confused by Bai Yi's words.
"In the past, Xie Hongxuan was simple, lovely, noble and proud, and I hope that Xie Hongxuan will be the same in the future. I don't want money to change you and change this relationship between us. Whether or not we will get together in the future, I don't want to see money affect this relationship between the two of us. You'll always be with me!" Bai Yi pointed to his heart with his finger.
These words were not Bai Yi's words, but he thought about it for a long time. He is a person who likes to go with the flow, like is like, and dislike is dislike. There are so many rules and regulations in the world, they are just troubles that people add to themselves. Since you are alive, you should not be swayed by your troubles, let it be. Everything will move forward non-stop.
"Although I don't understand what you're talking about. But you have your thoughts, and I have mine. Anyway, you helped me in my most difficult time, and I am grateful to you. Thank you!" it was the first time she had spoken to Bai Yi about it so calmly.
Although he didn't see what he wanted, Bai Yi felt that the former Xie Hongxuan seemed to have returned.
"Money, I don't have it right now. But I'll definitely pay you back. One year is not enough, I use ten years, ten years is not enough, I use thirty years, a lifetime. This is what I owe you, and I must pay it back. A resolute gaze shot out of Xie Hongshuang's eyes, compared with the previous hopeless gaze, the current Xie Hongshuang is the girl who does not admit defeat that Bai Yi knows. Knowing that the road ahead is difficult, he is still fearless and fearless.
"Well, you're so good. I'm sure this goal won't be a problem for you. Do you think this works, we're in our senior year now, and we're about to graduate. I am now running my own company, and the company is relatively short of manpower because of the new establishment, otherwise you can work for me, and I will only pay you the salary to maintain your daily expenses, and the rest will be repaid as a debt, how to decide. Bai Yi made his own decision without Xie Hongxuan's refutation, Xie Hongxuan looked at him and didn't continue to speak, she knew that Bai Yi was helping her.
Man is such a strange animal, you never know what you want most.