There will be a fifteen-minute phone call the day after tomorrow, grandpa and parents don't have to report their own safety, what they do every day, it is estimated that they know better than themselves, but it is better to call mom and grandpa, after all, what is on paper is still different from making a call in person.

This task can be regarded as a life of nine deaths, but now there is no longer the feeling of being a little scared as when I was the first time, it is really like what Cheng Qi said, people who have gone through dozens of experiences in life and death have long since lost those superfluous feelings, and now he is very calm.

He couldn't guess Cen Ge's reaction when he received his call, but the slightest aggression in his heart pushed him to go further, and he bothered, Yan Leng, don't you want to see your position in Cen Ge's heart? Don't you want to know if you have entered his world? Don't you want to know if you have stepped on his bottom line?

Men are animals full of aggression, and the love between men and men is hurt and embedded in aggression again and again, and finally merges into one, but they are also independent of each other, of course, it may also be a separation that can no longer be endured, bursting and hurting two people, and may think about him in the middle of the night drunk again and again, but no matter how regretful he is, he will not allow himself to turn back, and finally in a long time, it has turned into a scar on his heart, which can only be used for nostalgia.

Yan Leng stroked the wound on his thigh, the hot temperature of his palm ironed the wound, feeling the friction of the gauze on the coarse grains on the tender flesh exposed after stitching, and the stinging pain caused by the beating of the blood veins, Yan Leng couldn't help but want to laugh.

He knew that this was wrong, and he knew that Cen Ge must be very uncomfortable at this time, but because he knew that Cen Ge would definitely come out, he wanted to test it boldly and with confidence, was it too despicable. But this meanness, this impulse is like a demon coming out of his heart, forcing him and tempting him to tempt, forcing Cen Ge to keep raising the bottom line, wanting to see Cen Ge back down for the love of the two of them, he almost can't wait to see himself add another wound to the person he loves the most.

He disguised it so well that he was about to forget that he was such a person, he could hand himself over, he could give everything he had, but he couldn't do it without asking for anything in return.

His essence is like that of a businessman, he pursues equal deals, and he also wants to get more, and now that the other party is weak, it is a good time for him to take advantage of it, but he is still weighing whether he should do it or not, or rather, he is fighting against the demon in his heart, just like Adam, who listened to the temptation of the serpent and ate the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden.

In fact, he has always been despicable and dangerous, he forced Cen Ge to play with fire, and now he wants to force Cen Ge to retreat again and again, isn't this what he was originally like?

Killing people without blinking, because those people are nothing in his eyes, and the world divided by the cross is always cold; there will be no fear and worry after the task of nine deaths and a lifetime, because life is nothing to him, people who have already died once have already seen death and are no longer afraid of it; he can pretend to be a saint who does not ask for anything in return to his lover, he can't let go of Cen Ge, he wants Cen Ge to treat him wholeheartedly, he wants Cen Ge to give him an equivalent return, and he also wants Cen Ge to change himself for him, even at the cost of adding harm to himself。

Yan Leng took off his shirt and walked to the mirror, looking at himself in the mirror, his red upper body, blood-red branding, and cursive song words seemed to be arrogantly announcing his lover's name to the world.

Cen Ge, Cen Ge......

Yan Leng's hand touched the imprint of his heart, and he recited Cen Ge's name in a low voice, like a kind of redemption.

Cen Ge, huh......

Yan Leng smiled as if giving up, Cen Ge, I would be ruthless, I thought I could be ruthless and try to get everything I wanted, including you, but when I read your name, I knew it, I couldn't do it. Even if it was just one person whispering silently, I could feel the electric shock trembling coming out of my bones and blood, making my heart soft and unable to harden my heart anymore.

If so, what's the point of being tempted? I can't hurt you at all, even the slightest bit, and the thought that I'm going to hurt you with my own hands makes my heart hurt too much. If that is the case, then I will never be like this again, I will not want to tempt or covet more, but I will bow to your feet and ask for your blessings, so that I will overcome the demons in my heart by your light.

No more aggression, kill the aggressive nature of men little by little, restrain the desire to tempt, and even kill the dangerous factors that deliberately die in your heart for a lifetime, little by little, there is nothing left.

Cen Ge, I am willing to be forced to surrender to you helplessly, I just hope that you don't fail me, and don't abandon me, I also want to see what we looked like at that time when we were white-headed together.

The vision and belief in the future defeated the darkness and danger in Yan Leng's heart little by little, he was willing to believe that they would have a future for two people, he was willing to believe in the kind of beauty that had never existed, and now he was willing to protect rather than destroy.

Yan Leng stood on the balcony bare-chested, just when the sun was setting, Yan Leng closed his eyes like this, feeling the sun sting his eyes little by little, and hugging his body full, and then slowly falling, ushering in darkness.

Life is really difficult, and not everyone has the courage to hold on to something and go on. He has seen too much, and he has experienced too much, in his previous life, he has experienced life and death, birth, old age, sickness and death, has traveled through most of China, and has seen all kinds of things in the world, so he actually doesn't really believe that he and Cen Ge can be together for the rest of their lives, he only believes from the bottom of his heart that it is just a beautiful imagination, and they can't go that day. But at this moment, he suddenly gave birth to the courage after helplessness, the road of life is too long, and he is tired of walking, but after resting, he should always stand up, at this time, it is not a kind of luck and happiness to have another person walk with you.

Therefore, he chose to believe in their love, and also believed in the future they would have, and after he believed, he felt that he was lucky, and at the same time happy, he felt satisfied, this extremely greedy person didn't want to be greedy too much, as long as it was the two of them, as long as they went on together.

On the first day, Yan Leng walked aimlessly throughout the camp, but he felt as if he was constantly throwing things out of his backpack, his heart was becoming lighter little by little, and he lost his anger towards the future and his cold eyes on the world, and became more like a person.

The next day, Yan Leng ran to the cafeteria to have breakfast with them, then did upper limb exercises, took a shower, and walked to the telephone unhurriedly, waiting for the end of the previous person.

“…… Mom ......" Yan Leng felt that his lips were a little dry, and licked his lips, but he only screamed, and he felt a little astringent in his heart.

"Xiao Leng, is it Xiao Leng?"

"Mom, it's me. ”

"Xiao Leng, are you okay over there, I heard your dad say that you went to the 'North Blade', isn't it very hard, have you lost weight, the food cooked there is definitely not as good as the food at home, and the taste is not the same, can you get used to it? I asked your dad when you can go home, and he didn't tell me......

"Mom, I'm doing well here, don't worry, although the training is harder, but the strength is also greater, and the person is stronger...... Mom, are you okay over there?"

"Mom is in Jiangzhou, what do you have to worry about, your sister will be back in a while, but when we are together, isn't it more intimate than you stupid boy?"

"Sister is coming back?" Yan Leng thought about it, it seemed that it would take another two years for my sister to come back in her previous life, why did she come back so early in this life.

"Yes, alas......" Yan's mother didn't know what she remembered, and the good interest just now seemed to have all disappeared, "Your grandfather is afraid that your sister will find someone to come back from abroad, just like asking your sister to return to China, and then find her a good family." ”

Yan Leng was silent for a while, no matter how confused he was, he could hear it, grandpa was stimulated by him and Cen Ge, and wanted to arrange an arranged marriage for his sister.

"Can my sister be willing?"

"What if you don't want to, you don't know what kind of temper your grandfather has, alas, I hope the old man can find a good family for Xiao Shu and stop being bullied......" Yan's mother was already a little choked, and it was quite unpleasant to hear it in Yan Leng's heart.

"When will my sister come back, when the time comes, I will ask for leave to go back to check my sister, and I can't let grandpa have the final say. ”

"Really, it's a solution, it's still undecided, but it's time to be back in March at the latest. ”

"Okay, when the time comes, I'll go back, it's not enough for grandpa to pit me once, I can't push my sister into the fire pit again. ”

"That's not it, the old man still has to give Xiao Shu a good family, and he won't marry your sister casually. ”

"It's not casual, but sister is not a commodity, sister herself has the freedom to fall in love, and she can't marry whoever bids high. ”

"Yes, when the child is older, he should always listen to your thoughts. ”

Yan Leng glanced at the time, there was less than half a minute left, so he deliberately pretended to be a little anxious, "Mom, I won't tell you, take care of yourself, the instructor has called training." ”

"Eh, then you can hurry up. ”

After putting down the phone and saying hello to the next comrade-in-arms, Yan Leng walked out of the house, took a long detour, and returned to the dormitory.

Yan Leng took out the bookmark from the cabinet again, "Where is Cen Ge?"

"Guesthouse. ”

Yan Leng frowned slightly and sighed softly, "Have you eaten?"

"Nope. After thinking about it, Cheng Qian added, "I've been sleeping, but I'm breathing steadily." ”

…… Yan Leng whispered a few words, heard the footsteps outside the door, and quickly put the bookmark back in its place.

Cen Ge didn't eat anything for more than a week, just completely buried himself in the quilt, allowing himself to fall asleep, wake up, dizzy, and then fall asleep again.

Suddenly, Cen Ge was awakened by a knock on the door, but he rarely ignored the people outside, buried his head in the quilt, and let himself fall into that self-deceptive quiet.

The knock on the door stopped, followed by the sound of the lock being opened, and in two seconds, the lock opened, followed by the smell of rice.

Cen Ge lifted the quilt and frowned slightly, the good-looking phoenix eyes were a little unclear because of the long period of sleep, but there was only one dining car left in the house, and there was no one.

Cen Ge wanted to ignore the dining car, but suddenly a voice came from the dining car, "Cen Ge, you're not wrong." Cen Ge, you still have me. Cen Ge, didn't we say okay, you have to take care of your body and wait for me. Cen Ge, I'm also waiting for you. ”

A voice recorder, but Cen Ge listened and watched as if he was obsessed, and in the end, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, and he was decadent.

Before doing this, I never doubted whether I was right or wrong, I firmly believed that I was right, but I was sorry for the teacher.

But now, I'm really wrong because some inconsequential people doubt me.

Yan Leng clearly told him that he was not wrong, yes, he was not wrong, it was those people who were wrong, not him Cen Ge, those people were defeated, and they didn't do anything, he had done his best, and the rest was just to obey the destiny of heaven.

The results of the competition had already come out, but he didn't even have the idea of asking, he would definitely lose, and there was no chance of winning, so he didn't have to ask.

These days, Cen Ge's mobile phone has been turned off, he doesn't want to be disturbed, and he can't face the teacher, he has a loss in his heart.

After Cen Ge turned on his mobile phone, he looked at the text messages one by one, from the initial consolation, to the results of the subsequent game, and now they are all looking for him, a total of 200 text messages filled his text message box.

And when Cen Ge turned to the one sent to him by Chu Hui, the martial arts sect sent them to find trouble, saying that because Cen Ge did not play, they lost the game, Cen Ge only felt angry for a moment, it was really too deceitful!

Cen Ge instantly turned over from the bed and stood up, but found that the one in front of him was black, but fortunately he held on to the corner of the table, otherwise he was afraid that he would be planted on the ground.

I haven't eaten for more than a week, no wonder Yan Leng finally couldn't help but pass a message to him, it is estimated that he is afraid that he will open the valley by himself, and he will not be able to wait for him to come back.

Cen Ge looked at the dishes and notes on the dining car, only felt weak for a while, and wanted to laugh a little.

There was only one bowl of porridge and one bowl of soup on the dining car, and the note said that only porridge and soup were allowed to be drunk in a week, and no meat was allowed.

Cen Ge remembered that after he was hospitalized with stomach bleeding, Yan Leng forced himself to eat vegetables, drink porridge and drink soup in strict accordance with the prescription prescribed by the doctor, which was simply not a human life. Now it's back in time, really...... Alas!

Cen Ge slowly drank the porridge and soup, then put away the recorder and note, looked at the time, and called Chu Hui.

"Senior brother, you have news!"

"Senior brother, are those people still there?"

"They're gone, but they'll be here tomorrow morning, it's been almost a week. ”

Cen Ge sneered, "I'll go back tomorrow morning, don't let one go." ”

"Okay!" Chu Hui suddenly became bright, and Chu Hui felt extremely excited when he thought of the way Senior Brother would come back tomorrow morning and make a big show at those people, and then those people would roll out of the martial arts hall one by one. Don't ask him how he can have so much confidence in such a restrained Cen Ge, this is the blind belief of a little junior brother in a master senior brother. (To be continued.) )