Chapter 140: I'm Not the One Who Is Best For You

Perhaps it was Jin Shang's many emphasis, the atmosphere in the ward became extremely stagnant, and Ran Ruoye's eyes, which were originally full of light, were eclipsed in an instant.

Zuo Ziyi sat down on the edge of the bed immediately and held Wakaba's hand: "Ruoruo, it's okay." I will contact the strongest and best acupuncture medical team, and I will find someone who has never missed a step to treat you. ”

Ran Ruoye stared at him for a few seconds, then stiffly withdrew her hand.

Obviously, Su Han and Alun didn't expect the result to be so serious, they just thought that Ran Ruoye's situation was bad enough now.

"Jin Shang, this ...... What is the probability of the worst outcome" Su Han's eyes were staring at Ran Ruoye, but the words were said to Jin Shang.

"Originally, it was half and half, but after the trial just now, as long as everything goes well, this probability is only within 10%. ”

Zuo Ziyi looked at Ran Ruoye's expressionless face: "You guys go out!"

"Brother Yi, no medical team can guarantee a 100% treatment outcome. It's just a matter of trying to get this result. This is the same as normal surgery, there is no 100% prediction of the outcome. The structure of the human body and the meridian system are very magical, do you know what the risk of Miss Ran's meridians is sealed for one more minute. Jin Shang didn't want to hesitate any longer, the 90% success rate was already very high. Ran Ruoye is his patient, and he needs to help the patient and his family make decisions appropriately.

Zuo Ziyi's timidity at the moment is completely devoid of his usual resoluteness. The Zuo Ziyi they knew had been so forward-looking and hesitant.

Alun stepped forward and grabbed Jin Shang, I don't know why, he always believed that Ran Ruoye was different, and she would make the right choice. "You let them think for themselves, let's go out!" Deadlifted Jin Shang and walked out.

"Yezi, I believe in you! whatever decision you make, we will help you. Su Han set his eyes on Zuo Ziyi and took a deep look: "You...... We went out first. ”

For a while, there were only two people left in the whole room, and Zuo Ziyi didn't grab Wakaba's hand again. He stood up, walked to the window, turned his back to Ran Ruoye, looked at the night sky, and for a long time, he lightly opened his thin lips: "Ruoruo, if you are not 100% sure, I will not agree." I make any decision, as long as there is more than half a chance, I will let it go, but for you, I don't dare. I really don't dare..."

The window was far away from the bed, and Ran Ruoye couldn't see him at all, because Zuo Ziyi's tone was a little low, and he was talking out of the window. When it reached Wakaba's ears, there was a trace of ethereal distantness, and in the end, there was a deep sadness.

Ran Ruoye's heart was shocked, in fact, it was not so serious, and the 90% probability of success was very high. Even if he could really find the best medical team, when would it be, and would it be as Dr. Jin Shang said, his body would have deteriorated?

So in fact, no matter how you look at it, the current situation is the worst.

In that case, there is no need to hesitate.

She picks up Aaron's phone and finds that there is no password.

She raised her hand, patted the bed, and made a sound, greeting Zuo Ziyi.

Zuo Ziyi heard the voice, adjusted his mood, turned around and walked towards the bed: "Ruoruo"

Ran Ruoye picked up the phone and raised it.

Zuo Ziyi understands her very well now, a small movement, a small look, he can understand in an instant.

There was a charger in the ward, and his mobile phone had been charged by Su Han just now, he walked to the table, removed the power cord, turned it on, and returned to the bed and handed it to Ran Ruoye.

After the phone was turned on, Ran Ruoye entered the notepad and typed it quickly, but before a word came out, she felt a strong gaze next to her, she deleted the words she had originally typed, and typed five more words, just came out, and Zuo Ziyi saw it.

"You'll see it later!"

He frowned, "Okay!" and walked to the window again.

Ran Ruoye retyped what she was going to say:

"Yi, I didn't expect me to call you like this, but it didn't come out of my mouth. But I also feel very satisfied, especially with your company tonight. We've only known each other for eight months, but I've liked you for six months. I haven't always wanted much, to find someone who is in love, to live the most ordinary and ordinary life, to support each other, and to grow old. I used to think that you were my lifemate, so I had no image, crying and pulling to tell you that I liked you, and then you gave me the most romantic confession, I really thought that I would always be so happy in the future. But the gap between the ideal and the reality...... Now I am not the most suitable person for you. Thank you for your company, thank you for being kind to me, but it's better for me to decide on my own. If it really fails, it's my own decision, I can't blame anyone, just forget about me! If I succeed, I'll try to start over with you..."

Ran Ruoye typed here, hesitated, deleted the last sentence, thought for a few seconds, and added the last sentence.

There was a feeling of confessing his last words, smiling bitterly, or deleting "If it succeeds, I will try to start over with you".

If you succeed, if you can overcome the psychological barrier, then tell him personally. Now why give him hope, I read the words on the screen again, and my heart was even more sour, and I added a sentence after "I'm not the most suitable person for you": "I just like you, not love." ”

At this moment, she pressed a thousand words in her heart, and even made an explanation against her will.

She has decided that if she fails, she does not die immediately, and she does not want to be a paralyzed person.

The living person is making an explanation after death, and she is conflicted in her heart at the moment, afraid of death on the one hand, and full of hope on the other.

The third time she saw it, the corners of her eyes were already moist, Ran Ruoye closed her eyes and forced her tears back, she raised her hand, pressed the corners of her eyes with her fingers, and wiped away the tears.

She naturally didn't know that Zuo Ziyi was standing in front of the window, just glanced at the night sky, and then turned to look at her, from her demeanor at the beginning to the end, he didn't fall at all.

Her expression was bitter at first, and then suddenly it turned into happiness, and then, as if she remembered something, a sweet smile rippled on her face, but it lasted only a second or two before being replaced by a more obvious bitter sarcasm. Then her expression was solemn, thinking about something, and finally her expression was inexplicable, and then he clearly saw those beautiful eyes, shining with dazzling tears.

Looking at her forbearant expression, trying to hide the truth of her sadness. Zuo Ziyi's heart throbbed, and before Ran Ruoye could call him, he had already stepped over.