"What the hell are you talking about?" I was really stunned, what the hell was wrong with Baek Jun-hee, what was he talking about?!Is his head in water or broken now?!Thinking about him, why should I think about him, he is not who I am...... I feel like I'm not in the same dimension as him anymore, and I can't understand his mind at all. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Are you really willing? You obviously don't even know who you are, so you married in such a daze, are you really willing?" Bai Junxi seemed to find himself talking, and quickly diverted the conversation.

"What if you are willing, what if you are unwilling...... Didn't you notice that my memory was not unrecoverable, but that it had been sealed by my own mind. Since it was sealed, as the doctor said, it was difficult to recover, and it didn't seem like a glorious memory to me...... No one will want to live in memories for the rest of their lives, old memories will slowly be replaced by new memories, I know very well that I can't live in memories all the time, live in the days of looking for memories, I want to move forward, even if I don't know who I really am......" I looked at Bai Junxi, at this time he looked at me, his eyes were slightly hot, but I didn't want to care so much, although these words were not all sincere, but I felt it. I know very well that it doesn't matter if I can't find memories, but my life still has to go on, and my life still has to go on.

"And what if you had someone you loved in the past? You mean you're going to abandon him too......" He continued to ask me, seeing that my attitude was so tough, and his tone was not as excited as it had been, but a little helpless. It's kind of like an excuse.

"If it's true love, then I believe it will come again, but now that so much time has passed, and the true love you said has never come to me, I don't believe that with my face exactly the same as Lin Luoxue, it won't attract everyone's attention. If I disappear and no one is looking for me, then there is only one possibility, and that is that the so-called true love is not true love at all, or that I did not have any true love at all. Always alone. Besides. Now I can't mention any love, and I think even if the person who really loves me reappears, I may not be able to respond to him. "I don't know why, what I said at this point. It makes me feel so hopeless myself. My mind kept coming up with the scene of the boy and girl meeting in the lavender field. Say this. My heart hurts, I'm angry if I had any true love in the past. Then why didn't he come to me, but left me here alone, alone to face everything. Perhaps, it's time to say goodbye to the past! Confused for so long, now I want to rest on the shore, although I don't like Prince William as much as he likes me, but it is undeniable that he is an ideal marriage partner in the eyes of a girl, and he loves me and has the ability to protect me, and I also promised my grandmother to marry him, so there is really no reason to refuse to marry him.

"You know what, every time I see you, I'm happy, and I wish I could protect you, I want you to be by my side. But I am sad to hear you say this, I can understand you, I think maybe it is because of your impulsive promise, maybe you are really tired and want to find a support, but I am sad that in your heart I can't be your support. Bai Junxi said with a wry smile.

"You can't do that, it's not fair to Ziyan. "I admit that I'm also a little tempted by Baek Jun-hee, but he has someone he likes, and he's someone else's fiancé, I don't want to wait for that girl to come back, and I will become a third party, in that case, I will look down on myself. In love, there are things that cannot be done, that is taboo, it is a rule.

"I don't know why, I always feel that you are very similar to her, although they are two completely different people, but in you I can see the shadow of her past. He continued, and then looked at the bright sky, and there seemed to be a little tear in his eyes.

"I'm not Ziyanyan, and I don't want to be her stand-in, I'm just myself. "I don't know why, I was a little angry, and when I heard him say that I was like Zi Yanyan, I was glad that I didn't show any gaffe for his inexplicable confession just now. "If you can, I would like you to attend my wedding to Prince William, and maybe you can be our best man. ”

"There is also the memory of my past, I will try to find it, no matter whether I can remember anything or not, I will try to try any way to recover the memory, this can be regarded as a help for you, and it can be regarded as a help for me!" After saying this, my heart actually hurt, as if a piece of meat was missing, maybe something should be given up! I can't go on like this forever, since I promised William's grandmother, I should quickly adapt to my status as a princess.

"Do you know why I like lavender so much?" Bai Junxi suddenly sneered as he looked at the roses blooming all over the mountain, "Because I met Zi Yanyan in the lavender field, we were very young at that time, she helped me at that time, I put on a multicolored crystal bracelet that has been passed down from generation to generation in our family, but God played a big joke on us, she disappeared." Perhaps, it's time for me to accept that she won't come back, but I'll still wait for her because she's the only woman I've ever loved in my life. ”

After Bai Junxi said this, he turned around and left, his back was so lonely, I suddenly burst into tears.

Wait, he's talking about lavenderfield, when I was a kid, so isn't that memory fragment I made earlier?

"You wait. "I suddenly chased after me.

"Anything else?" his tone was noticeably colder after I refused.

"I think it's still necessary to tell you that my memory sometimes comes up with fragments, the last time I seemed to see a boy and a girl meet in a lavender field, and the girl lifted the boy up, and the boy gave her something like a bracelet, but it was only a flash, and then my brain went dark and I couldn't remember anything. "I still told him that I wanted to make sure it was like when he and Yan Yan met, but why did this memory fragment appear in my memory, and what the hell was going on?

"That's where we met. Bai Junxi shook my hand, "Your memory is the same as Zi Yanyan's memory, are you Zi Yanyan?"

I was frightened by his words, is it possible? People who look different will be the same person, and if so, then it's really amazing...... I really can't believe it.

"Since you're not sure who you really are, why are you in such a hurry to marry Prince William? No, I will never allow you to marry him, and now that I think of what happened here before, I have a little suspicion that he has some conspiracy. He grabbed my hands hard, and I looked into his eyes, and the sapphire was so clear, not as muddy as before.

"I'm sorry. I took my hand away, "I can't help but do what I promised." ”

If I didn't agree to marry William, how sad his grandmother would have been, how miserable she would have died, my heart would hurt when I thought of this. It was as if I saw the old woman's helpless eyes again, and kept saying sorry. These are things that I can't bear, as if I have already endured them once before, and I can't bear them a second time, the departure of something.

"You wait, I'll keep you from getting married. Bai Junxi looked at me fiercely, like an angry lion, "No matter who you are, I won't let you run away from me." ”

After he finished speaking, he left again, and the look in his eyes when he left was so terrible that I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time. If there is a god, can you save me, my brain is so chaotic now, and now things are getting more and more tricky, and it is getting more and more unmanageable. What the hell is going on?(To be continued.) )

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