Chapter 178 Beloved
"Hey, come out for a drink?" As soon as Song Renliang looked up, he saw Yan Leng half-leaning against the door of his room, with a relaxed smile on his face. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Just what the doctor ordered.
Song Renliang was in a bad mood, and just Yan Leng sent it to the door.
"Let's go!" Song Renliang went out in a suit of home clothes and big slippers, anyway, downstairs, in his own field, no one dared to point a finger at Xiao Song Ye who had just started to kill, those words, they only dared to hold back in their hearts.
"How are you and Cen Ge?" inexplicably, Song Renliang asked such a sentence.
Obviously, Yan Leng and Cen Ge have always had a good relationship, why did Song Renliang suddenly ask like this. If it were an ordinary person, I am afraid that he would be confused, but the person sitting next to him was Yan Leng, who was at the full level of mind reading.
Yan Leng seemed to ignore the trace of annoyance on Song Renliang's face for saying the wrong thing, and naturally replied, "It's like glue." ”
"You helped me thank him for the previous thing. Song Renliang refers to the fact that Cen Ge flew thousands of miles to Jiangzhou before, helped him solve his urgent needs, and let Xue Zimu know the truth.
Yan Leng smiled, "Then you might as well thank me!"
Song Renliang was about to kick over, and scolded with a smile, "I want to thank you well!"
"Don't! Little Song Ye's thanks, I can't stand it. Yan Leng was the title on the road to make fun of Song Renliang, but he didn't expect that Song Renliang's face changed suddenly, and the harmonious atmosphere just now seemed to disappear in an instant, Song Renliang only drank with his head down, and the atmosphere seemed to become melancholy all of a sudden.
"I've found out that something is wrong with you in the past few days, what's wrong with you?" Talking to Song Renliang, Yan Leng will not hide like outsiders, go straight, they all feel comfortable.
"Nothing. Song Renliang shook his head, "Drink!" Raising his hand, he clinked glasses with Yan Leng, another cup of special, and drank it all.
Yan Leng also raised his hand and poured down the glass of wine in his hand, and the empty cup was placed on the bar, and naturally someone would put a new glass for them. Not to mention that Song Renliang is the master of Bingyan, Yan Leng is also half of the master of Bingyan in the eyes of these people, the wine he usually drinks is personally mixed by Xiang Lei, but now it is just because there are too many things in the gang, otherwise, where will it be their turn to mix wine for Song Renliang and Yan Leng.
The two of them didn't say anything, Song Renliang poured wine cup after cup, Yan Leng also drank with him cup after cup, until the fourth cup, Song Renliang wanted to pour it directly as always, but was stopped by Yan Leng.
"Say it. ”
Song Renliang was silent for a while, but he drank all the wine in the cup, put the empty cup on the bar, and the light shone on it, which was so colorful that it was very beautiful, but now Song Renliang had no intention of appreciating it, and he didn't even have the leisure to stare at the cup in a daze. After drinking four times, he finally realized that he had a little desire to talk.
"I kept avoiding her, she texted me that my wallet had fallen on her and that she was going to give it back to me, and I said that I had been too busy lately to have time. She said she wanted to send it to me, and I was in a daze, and I had no good excuse to refuse, but when she sent it to me, I didn't dare to see her. Song Renliang stared at a circle of light on the ground with a little straight eyes, I don't know if he was because he drank too much and his head was wooden, or if he simply wanted to stare at a place to use his extra attention.
"Yesterday, I went to the hospital to change my dressing, and I don't know how it happened so coincidentally, I bumped into her at the door of the hospital. When I saw her, I didn't know if I was red-faced at that time, because at that time I thought that everyone who passed by me could hear my heartbeat, but no matter how I restrained it, I couldn't restrain it. ”
"Why restraint?"
Song Renliang smiled bitterly and didn't speak.
On the other side, there were always a few women looking at them intentionally or unintentionally, and they were all surprised to see Song Renliang's dejected expression. They didn't know that Xiao Song Ye, who had always been chic and indulgent, would show such an expression, which was unbelievable.
"Did you know that she likes you. ”
Song Renliang's eyes flashed a trace of understanding, but her brows wrinkled deeper, she also liked him, this was just a tragedy of 1+1>2.
"Why? The Song Renliang I know is not a coward who does not dare to move forward. Yan Leng could guess why Song Renliang was, but he had to provoke Song Renliang to say it himself.
"Coward, why do I want to be this coward! In my life, Song Renliang, whether it is a rain of bullets or a hellfire pit, have you ever seen me retreat half a step?" Song Renliang covered half of his face with his hands, as if he was dazzled by the lights, but only he knew that what he was hiding was the cowardice and hidden humility in his heart. "If I knew that there was today, it was better not to meet her in the first place. I was killed in Sheshan, and it was better than the torment I have now. ”
"What do you have to suffer? It's just your family background, I'm with Cen Ge, no matter how much resistance you have, can you outweigh us?" Yan Leng was also anxious, he listened to Song Renliang's words and gave up on himself more and more, and hurriedly interrupted his words.
"It's different. ”
"What's the difference?"
"I've killed people. ”
"I've killed people too!" Yan Leng's voice was a little loud, and there was a ruthlessness, and several people around had already looked over, but when they saw the faces of these two, they all spontaneously turned their faces back, pretending not to hear.
"You kill people who should be killed, but I have the blood of innocent people on my hands!" Speaking of which, Song Renliang didn't care about that much, and he said the root cause of his pain for days.
"Innocent people, who is innocent who has embarked on this path?!"
"That's right! Since I embarked on this road in the first place, how dare I say that I am innocent!!" Song Renliang and Yan Leng looked at each other, their eyes were full of fierceness that they had never noticed, Yan Leng's words just touched the place where Song Renliang struggled the most.
"But she likes you. Yan Leng stated this fact with great certainty, "If you still have the same attitude as you are now, if you still feel sorry for yourself like this, you are not the only one who suffers!"
"Then what can I do? Can I wash the blood off my hands, or can I force myself to stop liking her?! If I could do it, I wouldn't be the way I am now!!"
"Since you can't do it and don't like it, what can you do if you boldly admit it? Rather than two people being miserable, it's better for two people to be happy, and care about others? You Song Renliang care about this?!"
"What the do I care about!" Song Renliang stood up and kicked the chair that was in the way, so frightened that some people around him thought that they were going to stage an all-martial arts show. "If I wasn't afraid of her......"
In a word, it came to an abrupt end.
"Are you afraid that she will dislike you?"
Song Renliang didn't speak.
"I said, she likes you, my sister likes you, Yan Qingshu likes you, this sentence means that what she likes is you Song Renliang, and naturally it is all you have. If you think she cares about these people's opinions, you're underestimating her!"
Song Renliang inadvertently tilted his head, lowered his eyes, and suddenly became quiet, as if the person who was about to do something without saying a word just now was not him.
Yan Leng felt that the words were almost finished, and patted Song Renliang on the shoulder, "Think about it yourself, she is still waiting for you." ”
Song Renliang's whole body trembled slightly, and he suddenly had an urge to escape. Knowing that the person he likes is waiting for him, perhaps, there is nothing more courageous than this, but such trust and love make him want to run away.
Song Renliang supported the bar with one hand, and quietly clenched the other hand, betraying the turbulent waves in his heart.
Since the first time he saw her, her figure has lingered in his heart, even including the cool touch on his forehead when he was so feverish that he almost passed out that he still can't forget it.
He remembered the way she gritted her teeth as she walked against her, the forced smile she held back in the morning when she saw herself wearing makeshift graffiti, but it was as vivid as a painting, and she remembered that when she met her at the entrance of the hospital, she stopped talking.
All these things seemed to be encouraging him, saying to him, "Go, you will see her." It's as if you're condemning him, your evasion, your cowardice, how can you be worthy of her?
Therefore, under such instigation and condemnation, Song Renliang could no longer find a superfluous reason to persuade him not to see her, to prevent him from buying a bouquet of flowers, offering it to her, and the urge to stroll with her.
At this time, Song Renliang felt that he was like a stupid boy who was just starting to fall in love, and after figuring out everything, he almost couldn't wait to see her, and he couldn't wait for a second.
Pressing the wildness in his heart, Song Renliang almost opened his eyes, waiting for the sun to rise the next day, when the first ray of sunlight shone into the window, Song Renliang bounced up from the bed, hurriedly ran to take a shower again, looked at himself in the mirror, and turned his face sideways. He didn't remember who said that his side face was handsome, but at this time, he looked at his side face in the mirror and felt very satisfied.
Stand in front of the flower shop and wait for the flower shop to open.
Song Renliang condemned the flower shop owner for being so lazy, although he obviously ignored the fact that it was only seven o'clock.
Finally, a second before Song Renliang wanted to smash the door of the flower shop, the owner of the flower shop was late.
Subsequently, under the recommendation of the boss, Song Renliang bought a large handful of perfume lilies, decorated with nine blue enchantresses, fragrant and beautiful.
I don't know whether it was the anxiety that he was about to go to the battlefield, or the excitement of seeing the beautiful girl, Song Renliang stood at the door of his friend's villa, carefully facing the window, so as not to let the slightest wrinkle appear on his clothes.
Today's clothes, but the set of clothes he pressed at the bottom of the box, a pure white suit, was still the same as his father before to let him wear it out and seduce...... Attract girls...... It is really suitable to find a set of clothes that his daughter-in-law bought for him, with this handful of perfume lilies in his hand.
Although he called Yan Leng once before he came, for the sake of safety, he still made another call and called him down to open the door. Otherwise, if she was the one who opened the door for him, he wasn't sure if he would be able to speak.
"Yan Leng, come down and open the door for me!" Song Renliang called the door confidently, and he was really not polite to Yan Leng, even if this might be his future brother-in-law.
The door opened. ”
Song Renliang leaned over suspiciously, pressed the handle, and pushed the door.
The door opened.
"I'm going up to you. Song Renliang hung up the phone casually, familiarly touched Yan Leng's room, unceremoniously, pushed the door directly, and was just about to give Yan Leng a fist to greet him, but found a long pale green figure sitting on the desk, tilting his head, looking at him with a smile.
In an instant, Song Renliang's face became like a ripe shrimp.
"I ...... I...... You ......" for a long time, without uttering a complete sentence.
Yan Qingshu laughed all of a sudden, and he was still holding a paintbrush painted with red paint in his hand, almost poking Yan Leng's desk into a "tube" directly.
Song Renliang's face turned even redder, but he was also the leader of the Qinglong Gang, and it was really embarrassing to react to himself, and his momentum was released in an instant, and his expression was closed, looking extremely serious and dignified.
But in Yan Qingshu's eyes, she felt even more funny, after so many years in the West, although she maintained the unique reserve and elegance of the Easterners, she was actually a girl who loved freedom and uninhibited. In front of outsiders, she is down-and-out and generous, and she looks like a young lady of the family, but once she is in front of familiar people, she restores her original appearance.
In Yan Qingshu's eyes, Song Renliang, who deliberately pretended to look like this, was like a fried dog, especially cute.
But in front of others, Xiao Song Ye, who said everything in front of others, faced the girl in front of him, but he really couldn't even say a word of "stop laughing", and even in his heart, he only felt that she was smiling so beautifully.
After a long while, Yan Qingshu stopped, and instantly stuck out his tongue, and expressed his perfunctory apology to Song Renliang, but Song Renliang was quite useful for this expression. In fact, for Song Renliang, he just wants to see her in front of him, the most real side.
"Have you had breakfast?"
Song Renliang shook his head, he started preparing early in the morning, his heart was full of excitement and nervousness, where is there such a thing as having leisure to eat breakfast or not, not to mention, in fact, he usually has no habit of eating breakfast.
"Yan Leng went to buy breakfast, he should be back soon, let's have breakfast together." ”
"Good. Song Renliang didn't even have a brain, so he agreed directly. "By the way, why do you call Yan Leng's name directly?" The implication is, isn't he your brother?
"That's what I've called him since I was a child, even though it's a brother and sister, but I always feel weird when I call him by name. And I've been abroad for a long time, so I guess I have some habits over there. ”
"Oh" Song Renliang nodded, he was actually concerned about another question, "Then what do you call me? Don't call me by name, it's too rusty." ”
Yan Qingshu and Yan Leng's big eyes, which were very similar, were suddenly stunned, and they called him by name, what is he called?
Yan Qingshu blushed. (To be continued.) )