054 Dream love is deep and long-lived

At this time, Jian Xiyan, who was full of children, did not feel shy, but Murong Wenyu, who was holding her, was struggling, and he felt that he was doing an extremely shameful and unforgivable thing, even if the woman in his arms was his.

"Yu ....." Jian Xiyan leaned her face full of color on his chest, and then closed her eyes, no one knew that her heart was dripping blood.

While their bodies fit closely, Murong Wenyu also closed his eyes, he couldn't look at her face and do something like that, as a man, he felt that he was very shameless, yes, he loved her, and it was understandable that he wanted her, but now her state was obviously abnormal, so it was really not what a man should do.

But he couldn't refuse, there was a wet and cold liquid flowing out of the corners of his eyes, since he had a memory, except for the death of his parents, Murong Wenyu had never shed tears for anyone, in his opinion, tears were just a sign of weakness, but now he understood that the true meaning of tears was reluctance and heartache.

Yes, his heart hurts, because of Jian Xiyan's abnormality, because of his own powerlessness.

With a certain purpose, Jian Xiyan can't be like a normal person.

Murong Wenyu believed that Jian Xiyan must have lost her mind at this moment, she didn't know how to satisfy herself again and again, until she completely fainted, and the crazy picture came to an abrupt end.

Seeing that Jian Xiyan's body was full of ambiguous traces, Murong Wenyu gave himself a punch hatefully.

Reaching out to take her into his arms, Jian Xiyan's hair was already soaked with sweat, Murong Wenyu sighed helplessly, and then lowered his head and kissed her forehead, although he worked harder than every time, there was no trace of joy.

Thinking of her eagerness to have a child, the words echoed uncontrollably in her ears, it will be difficult for her to have children in the future, even if he wants to give it, she will not have it again, who can understand this kind of wrong mood.

The sleepy Jian Xiyan wrinkled a small face, and her mouth was also deflated, even if she fell asleep, she couldn't hide the bitterness in her heart, and locked her eyes on her face, Murong Wenyu's eyebrows tightened more and more, he has been struggling with a question these days, is this an accident or not? And is there an inevitable connection with that poisoning incident.

Because of Rourou, the poisoning was ignored by him.

Jian Xiyan woke up, it was almost noon, Murong Wenyu had long since disappeared, and only Xiaolian was quietly by her side.

"Miss, are you awake, do you want to eat something?" Seeing Jian Xiyan's eyes open, Xiaolian asked, when Murong Wenyu left, he deliberately explained that he would always guard Miss and not leave for a moment.

Jian Xiyan shook her head, then turned sideways, facing her back, the madness of last night was so vivid that her body ached, but it was completely negligible compared to her heartache.

Because she is incompetent, she is not worthy of being a mother.

"Miss, are you angry with Xiaolian?" Xiaolian pulled her arm, and the reason why I concealed it was also for Miss's good.

Jian Xiyan was silent, she was not angry with Xiaolian, she was only angry with herself.

"Miss......" Seeing that Jian Xiyan was silent, Xiaolian pulled Jian Xiyan's arm again.

"I'm not mad at you, you go down, I want to be alone. With his back to her, Jian Xiyan said softly.

"But ......"

"Don't you listen to my words either?" Before Xiaolian finished speaking, Jian Xiyan directly interrupted her.

"Okay, Xiaolian is waiting outside, Miss needs to just shout. After glancing at Jian Xiyan again, Xiaolian retreated.

Wuzi retracted her head into the brocade quilt, and then bit her wrist hard so that she would not shout, her child was gone, she had to face the fact that her heart hurt like a pinprick, only if she really lost, she knew how beautiful it was to have.

I had a faint feeling that someone was coming in.

"Xiaolian, I said, I want to be alone, what are you doing when you come in again?" Jian Xiyan said, she really didn't want to see anyone.

The visitor did not respond, but walked straight to her bed, and the raised hand was about to fall, Jian Xiyan had already lifted the brocade quilt covering her head, and the person who came was busy hiding her hands behind her back.

"Is Sister Liu here?" Seeing that the person who came in was Liu Yuying, Jian Xiyan pulled a smile hard, she didn't want her to see her sadness.

"Because I've been worried about my sister, I came to take a look, and when I saw that my sister was okay, my sister was relieved. Liu Yuying quietly put the dagger into the sheath and hid it in the sleeve cage, it was really only one step away.

Yes, the person who came was Liu Yuying, but the purpose of her coming was not to visit Jian Xiyan.

"Thank you, sister. "The wounds of the body will heal soon, but what about the wounds in the heart? What should be used to heal them? If she knew that this was her only child, then she would not have only heartache and self-reproach.

"I should have come to see my sister a long time ago, but because the general has an order, it's not easy to come to see my sister once, listen to my sister, my sister must want to open some, my sister is still young, I'm not afraid of no chance. Liu Yuying said insincerely.

"The general has an order, what order did the general give?" Jian Xiyan really didn't know what Murong Wenyu had done.

"My sister doesn't know, because of my sister's miscarriage, the general ordered that no one should approach my sister without the general's permission, and everyone up and down the house knows that the general doesn't care about my sister in general. Liu Yuying returned softly, and Jian Xiyan didn't notice the light of disgust in Liu Yuying's eyes.

"I didn't know the general had done this for me. Jian Xiyan said lightly, he did this because he was afraid that she would know the news that the child was gone from other people's mouths, if she said that she cared, she would rather not, and make herself a fool.

"The general has a deep affection for his sister, which is a blessing for his sister. Liu Yuying suppressed the hatred in her heart, if Jian Xiyan didn't get rid of it, she wouldn't be at ease for a day.

"Who ordered you to come in?" Before Jian Xiyan could speak, a cold voice sounded from behind her, and Liu Yuying shivered uncontrollably.

"I asked my sister to come, I want to talk to my sister, if the general wants to blame, just blame me, it has nothing to do with my sister. Jian Xiyan said, she is really an idiot, interceding for a person who wants her life.

"Since it is the meaning of the lady, there is nothing to say below. The reason why he did this was also out of a heart to protect her.

"The concubine retired first. Liu Yuying, who had already changed her complexion, hurriedly bowed, she didn't expect Murong Wenyu to come back so soon, thanks to this slut to intercede for her, otherwise her little life would be gone, if this is the case, even if she is a ghost, she will definitely not let go of Jian Xiyan.

After Liu Yuying left, Jian Xiyan returned to her back-to-back state, he was the last person she wanted to see, too many things had happened in just a few months.

"Is it angry that you're angry?" Murong Wenyu leaned in, thinking about her, he couldn't calm down and do anything.

Jian Xiyan moved her body in, and did not answer his question, she had no right to be angry with anyone, the child was in her belly, she was guarding it herself, what face did she have to annoy others, she didn't want to see him, it was all because of last night.

"I know that Rourou is angry. Murong Wenyu bit her earlobe, in fact, he was not angry with himself like this.

"The general doesn't need to do anything for me. Jian Xiyan said coldly, maybe it was because of your favoritism that she was jealous and made her lose her child.

"Fool, how can I not do it for you. Murong Wenyu sighed lightly and encircled her in his arms, he only hated that he didn't do well and didn't do much, so this kind of thing would happen.

"But there are some things I have a right to know. Jian Xiyan said with a somewhat resentful tone, the child is gone, shouldn't she know it at the first time? She really isn't hypocritical, but she just doesn't like the feeling of being kept in the dark.

"In a soft state, that's the only way to do it. "Because of this miscarriage, you fell asleep for five days, and you know how scared I am for these five days, and I am afraid that you will leave me forever, and for me, you are the most important thing.

The truth is simple and Xiyan understands, maybe it is because he spoils himself that she cares.

"Will I have a child here soon?" Jian Xiyan touched her belly.

"Yes. After a pause, Murong Wenyu said, it turns out that there are too many lies, and it is natural to say it, because love can only deceive, maybe, maybe, he has been working hard, there will be surprises or not, then everyone will be happy, isn't it? It is not a deception, he thinks so at the moment.

"Rourou, what did you do after you came back from Yiyuan that day, and where did you go?" asked Murong Wenyu, stroking his long hair.

The doctor said that the fetus is developing very well, and Rourou's body is also healthy, so he really can't figure out how the child can be gone, and he heard the midwife mutter, Mrs.'s phenomenon is really not like a normal miscarriage, at that time, because I was worried about Rourou's safety, I didn't put this sentence at ease, now I think about it, I think that the midwife's words must have something to say, he needs to interrogate it well.

"What do the general's words mean?" Jian Xiyan turned her eyes to look at him, there was obviously something else in his words, could it be that her miscarriage had another hidden meaning?

"I'm just asking. Because she was still uncertain, Murong Wenyu naturally didn't want to say what was in her heart, which would only cause her upset.

"When I came back from Yu Garden, I went to Yu Garden, and I went to visit because Sister Liu hurt her arm. Jian Xiyan thought for a while.

"Hurt your arm?" This was something he hadn't heard of, and he knew that Jian Xiyan and Liu Yuying had a deep personal relationship in this mansion, so he didn't pursue it just now.

It wasn't until Rourou almost died that Murong Wenyu knew that there was a jackal by his side, was she hiding too deeply, or was he too careless? In the final analysis, he never thought that his woman would have such courage.

"Well, Sister Liu has always treated me with affection, and it's normal for me to go and see it, what's wrong?" Jian Xiyan asked.

"There's nothing wrong, I'm just wondering if Rourou has touched anything that shouldn't be touched. Thinking of the woman's words, Murong Wenyu said.

What shouldn't be touched? What shouldn't be touched? After listening to Murong Wenyu's words and thinking of some episodes in film and television dramas, Jian Xiyan began to mumble.